Soul Painter

Gao Fan exchanged 20 points of 'psychology' skill points for 20 points of sanity.

His current 'Psychology' skill value is 80.

It is full value 100 before redemption.

For a certain skill in the system, such as the three major items of 'psychology' or art, after the skill value reaches 80, every 1 point increase will consume more than two digits of SAN value.

Now according to the ratio of 1:1, returning to sanity value, it is obviously at least 9/10 loss.

When Gao Fan's reason rose to the point where he could calculate gains and losses, he couldn't help regretting that this wave of losses was huge.

Now he has returned to the apartment.

When passing through Paris along the way, he saw that the city of Paris was devastated, but the law and order had obviously been restored, and Lawrence also told him about the war that broke out that night last night. Take a look at Judy.

Go back to the apartment.

Gao Fan didn't talk to anyone, locked himself up first, and studied the black box in his hand.

This time, Gao Fan remembered the whole process of his sanity collapse due to seeing the only "old god", probably because of the high level of occultism, so he also clearly remembered the conversation with Zhuangzi, and the whole process of being polluted by the old god at last. The soul feels the whole process of the pollution coming out of the body and condensing into this 'black box'.

Of course, there is a causal confusion here. In theory, Gao Fan’s soul should be polluted to the point of explosion first, and then get the black box, but in fact, Zhuangzi gave him the black box first, and then the soul exploded. This is very important. It means that Gao Fan can directly understand that the black box is a 'law', instead of having to make a statement and explanation to Gao Fan by a 'law' like Gao Zhengdao.

"So Gao Zhengdao is the silver key, so he knows everything and is omnipotent."

"And you represent Asa..."

Speaking of this, Gao Fan realized that he couldn't say that name.

This is taboo.

"You represent the only old god, so your usefulness is..."

Whispering, Gao Fan seemed to see the crazy cosmic embryo again from the black box in his eyes. He is the ultimate of all things, the end of everything. If the black box comes from His mystery, then... huh? Gao Fan had a guess, this black box wouldn't be the answer to everything, right?

...

When Lawrence and Anna saw Gao Fan again, they saw a strange sense of strangeness in Gao Fan's eyes. Gao Fan took the newborn to see the world and looked at them. This expression made Lawrence feel Gao Fan's spirit Probably still not back to normal.

"Little brother, are you okay?" Lawrence asked.

Hmm...not bad.

The phrase "Little Junior Brother" seemed to recall Gao Fan's human feelings. The expression in Gao Fan's eyes changed, and then he smiled at them. The Gao Fan familiar to Lawrence and Anna returned.

"Judy, let's chat?" Gao Fan called the operator avatar.

...

One of the apartment's three studios.

This studio was used as a storage room.

Its location is not very good. It is in the southwest corner of the apartment, and there is no sunlight even at noon, so it is suitable for preserving oil paintings.

The pillar of Dongying "Sakura White" is hung here. Looking at this precious painting of the pillar, Zhu Di enthusiastically introduced the current situation of Dongying. At present, Dongying is almost isolated from the world, because this painting makes the people of Dongying Most of them are contaminated with mystery, and according to the statute set by Gao Fan and Otter Yangmeng for Japan, "whoever leaves the country must perish", so it means that in the foreseeable future, this country has been wiped off the map go.

"That's not important." Gao Fan said, "The pillars of that country have all been turned into minions. For human civilization, it is tantamount to non-existence."

This sentence caused a strange light to appear in Judy's eyes. She thought for a while, and suddenly said in surprise: "You know."

"Know what?" Gao Fan asked back, "Know that human civilization is just a...false?"

Gao Fan originally wanted to say 'a dream', but this time he was about to say it, and the inspiration was clouded, like a thunderbolt hanging above his head, and he immediately realized that saying that was taboo.

False is a compromise word that Qin Fan and Gao Fan used to describe the truth of this world at the beginning. Now Gao Fan has thought about it for a long time, and it is indeed the only one that is most suitable.

"This universe is inherently false, and human civilization is especially false," Judy said.

"You all know what you said?" Gao Fan asked.

"Most investigators have only glimpsed the truth, so they have different beliefs," Judy said.

"What about the truth?" Gao Fan asked.

"The truth is not important to human beings." Zhu Ding smiled, "It's important to be able to survive."

Gao Fan was silent.

At this time, the hoarse whisper sounded in his ears again:

'Infinity connects to eternity and you and I will eventually return to madness...'

What is madness?

Madness is just a dream.

In other words, if it is said that God created the world, then there is actually no material basis. All human civilization comes from the "imagination" of God. This universe is all the crazy imagination of that cosmic freak that Gao Fan once glimpsed.

The universe is going to be crazy, and order, like civilization, is an insignificant existence like the foam on the sea. In this universe, civilization is born and dies, and madness is the ultimate, which makes order valuable.

The only God exists, and will eventually destroy the world. Now He is in a dream. Human civilization is born in a dream. In the dream, God is like a child, playing with the treasures of civilization. These treasures are the pillars. The pillars are the ideas formed in the minds of gods, and ordinary human beings are useless background boards, unformed subconscious minds.

So once the mystery of other great races wants to occupy the pillars, they will be strongly attacked by the only god. Since this is his dream, he can easily drive away and obliterate other gods. For investigators, You must be careful not to become a pillar, lest the mystery be exposed to the vision of the only god.

Compared with the history imagined by human beings, 1920 is a real history that has been split into the dreamland of the only God, where many great beings "landed" and obtained knowledge and resources from the only God by occupying human history, but You must be careful again, because once the only god wakes up, the universe will collapse.

Of course, even if the universe collapses, most of the gods (referring to the old days only) are immortal, and the only god will open another dream, imagining other civilizations that accompany life and death like foam in the sea, and then another round of universe Evolution begins.

In fact, this is similar to the big bang theory of human beings, but the conclusion that human civilization lives in the mind of the only god is really unbelievable, and "myself" is just an "idea" , there are some "subconscious minds" that are still floating around, which are even more unacceptable.

But even more desperate, it may be that human civilization has no future, only lingering, even if they build spaceships and colonize the entire galaxy, the brilliant civilization they create is just an idea.