Special Female Soldier

Chapter 1066 Nothing is going smoothly

Since Lin Yanxi agreed to her, there is no reason to go back on it.

While there was still time, he went to Guan Yu's place to check the situation. Although Guan Yu cared about her, it was obviously not as much as Liu Yu'an guessed.

I believe that he should be unable to believe that the sound of gunshots and explosions had anything to do with Lin Yanxi and the others.

But he kept reminding her to be careful, and even offered to ask her to help if she needed it.

If Liu Yu'an's friendship from childhood prevented her from saying polite words, then Guan Yu's heart, which he had only known for a few days, was enough to move her.

But being moved was moved, but Lin Yanxi was still calm, she just calmed him down, and then changed the topic to arrange his work.

Although the contact time is not long, Guan Yu has gradually understood her temper. She doesn't want people to get involved in her affairs. the point.

So he didn't say anything, and let her leave.

After dealing with Guan Yu's affairs, or finishing her own work, Lin Yanxi went directly to Liu Yu'an's room.

Although it was something that had already been promised, and I didn't think about going back on it, but when I went out and saw Wang Sike's appearance of hesitating to speak, I was really helpless.

Entering Liu Yu'an's room, he saw lying on the sofa with a face mask on.

Lin Yanxi felt helpless, "What would your fans say if you look like this?"

Liu Yu'an didn't care, and said directly, "What else can I say, I will definitely say, An An is too handsome, An An is not pretentious at all, An An is beautiful no matter what."

"Cough..." Lin Yanxi couldn't hold back, and almost choked on a sip of water.

He looked up at her helplessly, "Are you really not an ordinary narcissist now?"

"It's not that I'm narcissistic, it's that I'm an idiot fan." Liu Yu'an looked like you didn't understand, "No matter what I do, even if I only post a picture of my fingernails, they can make up hundreds of words in their brains. Express your feelings."

"On the contrary, those black fans are no matter what I do, they can find faults, think that I am not good in anything, I am perfect every day, and they will also say that it is a green tea watch."

"So you don't have to care about what they say or what they think." Seeing Lin Yanxi's surprised face, she immediately laughed, "Don't do this, I'm used to it."

Lin Yanxi came back to her senses, and shook her head helplessly, "Is it all like this now?"

Liu Yu'an nodded lightly, "It's not just me, any popular star is not like this?"

"This is really not something that ordinary people can bear." Lin Yanxi shook her head with emotion, "If it were me, maybe I couldn't help but just curse back."

"Your bad temper..." Liu Yu'an couldn't help laughing as he spoke.

But after thinking about it, he couldn't help but ask, "You have been in the army for so many years, and the management there is so strict, why didn't you bring it over?"

"We are in charge of discipline, not temper. Besides, whoever is in charge of me now, I am in charge of others. Can I take care of others?" Lin Yanxi couldn't help saying with a bit of complacency.

Liu Yu'an suddenly laughed, "Virtue..."

But as he spoke, he thought of something, and sighed softly, "But it is true that what kind of environment will change people. If you were in my position, maybe you wouldn't be like this."

"If what happened, since it didn't happen, don't think about it." Lin Yanxi shook her head.

But Liu Yu'an suddenly felt a little lonely when he heard it. He was silent for a while, and couldn't help lowering his head, "But I can't help but think about it."

"I would think that if I had chosen the same path as you, what would I do now..." He paused for a while before continuing, "You have seen what my life is like now."

"I say I'm an actor, but besides acting, there are too many other things that hinder me. There are too many things to do and too many things to consider. Sometimes when I think about it, I really don't know if this is what I was after."

"This is an entertainment industry, but it's also a Vanity Fair. I've always wanted to be a good actor, but in Vanity Fair, sometimes I can't help myself."

"To be honest, I really hate these, those rules, those invisible constraints, I want to break them, I don't want to abide by them, but I don't have the courage or the guts."

While talking, Liu Yu'an suddenly looked at Lin Yanxi, "Sometimes I think, what would you do if you were in my position."

"You must be braver than me, and you must be more determined than me."

Although her condition has improved after coming to Europe, Lin Yanxi can feel that something is still pressing in her heart.

And these days, he has been busy with tasks, but he really neglected Liu Yu'an.

Hearing her words at this time, I couldn't help feeling sour, "These are all your thoughts, but actually... I am not as brave or strong as you think."

As he said that, he looked at Liu Yu'an, "You still remember when I came back that year, I was devastated, and I didn't fit in with the people around me, right?"

Liu Yu'an nodded lightly, "Of course I remember, you really scared me that time, but I just saw you later, it seemed to be fine, so I didn't care anymore."

"Yeah, I got better later." Lin Yanxi chuckled, "But at that time my condition was much worse than yours now, the psychiatrist diagnosed me as post-war syndrome, and the condition was still very serious .”

Seeing Liu Yu'an's shocked expression, Lin Yanxi smiled, "I was also surprised at the time, I never thought that one day I would be associated with such a word."

"It's just that I didn't know it at that time. I just felt that the people and things around me were out of place. You and I were like people from a different world. Even a little bit of strange things would make me overreact."

"You don't have to worry, it's all over now." Lin Yanxi sighed softly, "I just want to tell you that every line of work has its difficulties, and each of us will encounter difficulties. If you chose another path back then, it will be the same, nothing is smooth sailing in this world."

"Being an actor has always been your dream, and what you have done is better than most people now. As for what you said...Since you dare not, then you don't need to change it."

"Maybe, we can talk to the world in a different way, face it in a different mood, and maybe find a way to get the best of both worlds."

Hearing Lin Yanxi's words, Liu Yu'an couldn't help but fell silent.