Special Female Soldier

Chapter 1273 And You

Lin Yanxi couldn't help being startled by her words, "Is it because of him?"

Poppy nodded, "That's right, obviously that mission didn't need to be so risky, but they still chose that way."

"In the end, not only did he fail, but he was sacrificed in a foreign country, and he couldn't even find his body. How can I not hate him?"

"But so many years have passed, and I have been taking over SNU for a long time, but I also understand that he knew this back then, but still did it like that."

"He's getting the biggest win with the least amount of money."

"It's true that it's not the only way when Shin is on a mission, but it's the way with the least sacrifice."

"I was not sure about the mission that time. No matter what I did, I was not completely sure that I would win. But if only one person was sent, there would be an equal chance of completing the mission. Even if it failed, it would be the smallest sacrifice."

Speaking of this, Poppy couldn't help looking at Lin Yanxi, "If it were you, how would you choose?"

Lin Yanxi felt a little depressed, but faced with such a choice, she could only say, "If I were to carry out the mission myself, I would accept it, but if I were to be the decision maker, I...don't know."

Poppy suddenly laughed at this moment, "Actually, you already have the answer in your heart."

"And now, as the person in charge of SNU, I am responsible for any decision-making. If I encounter the same thing now, I will choose this way."

"It is indeed possible for him to die, but I don't want to see more comrades sacrificed. They are also our comrades in arms, and they are also other people's husbands or wives. Every time a person dies, there will be more family breakdowns, and there will be more There are more people like me."

"I can't protect everyone, but I can let fewer people die and do my best to bring my soldiers back alive."

Hearing her words, Lin Yanxi really admitted that she was a little moved, but looking at her, she suddenly felt as if she had never changed her position to think about these issues before.

If she is a member of SNU, or even the person in charge of SNU, how should she choose?

At the beginning, would she let Mu Lin enter him in the name of betrayal, or would she let those unknown soldiers stay abroad?

Where there is war, there will be sacrifices. The battlefield that SNU faces is not the kind of battlefield where guns and knives are open, but it is also a battlefield filled with gunpowder, where there are dangers and sacrifices.

They never know what they will face in the next second. Maybe many people died in foreign countries before they even fired their first shot in a hurry.

Just like Poppy's husband who hasn't finished the wedding, even the body can't be found.

But even so, someone still needs to do it one after another.

It is also because of them that special operations can obtain information at the first time, and they can know all kinds of foreign events at the first time. It can be said that they protect the safety of the country and the people on another battlefield.

And among these protected people were her, Lin Yanxi, Mu Lin, and all the special forces soldiers who might go to war.

Thinking of this, Lin Yanxi couldn't help apologizing to her, "I'm sorry, it used to be me... too narrow."

Poppy waved her hands, "It's not your fault, it's because I was too radical."

"There are some things that can be dealt with softer, but I don't."

"And you are obviously not from SNU, and you have almost nothing to do with us. You are more suitable to be on those battlefields filled with gunpowder and in the hail of bullets, but I have dragged you into this kind of life."

"So you should hate me, and sometimes I hate myself now."

"But so what?" Poppy said with a self-deprecating smile, "No matter how annoying you are, and how much you know what you have done, it is still a new day when the sun comes out tomorrow. Do the things that displease you."

Poppy said and looked at Lin Yanxi, "I know, we are not from the same world at all. Even though you have experienced so much, you still can't be like me."

He sighed deeply, "But after this mission is over, you should be relieved soon."

"Both you and Mu Lin have participated in our missions too many times, and the more times you participate, the more likely you will be exposed."

"After all, there are so many missions, not all of them are caught every time, and there will always be someone who will remember you."

"Even if they are professional SNU members, it is impossible to do these tasks for a lifetime. Like Scorpion, they even transfer to other departments just once."

"Your situation is more complicated than his, even more dangerous, so... After this mission is over, it's almost time to go back."

Hearing her words, Lin Yanxi was a little surprised, "You mean we can return the blood blade after this mission is over?"

Poppy gave her a helpless look, "I'll make you happy, I'm not a mountain of swords and seas of fire, what's the matter?"

Lin Yanxi smiled, and hurriedly waved her hands, "I didn't mean that, it's just that I'm more used to the bloody life."

Poppy sighed after hearing this, "Yeah, who likes this kind of life where people don't have ghosts?"

Hearing what she said, Lin Yanxi suddenly didn't know how to answer.

Poppy smiled and shook her head, "I just suddenly felt emotional, maybe people are really old, and suddenly they like to remember."

Looking at Lin Yanxi while speaking, "You have also made a lot of contributions to SNU, especially this time, it is because of you that we have discovered such a big problem."

"If you hadn't discovered it in advance, maybe we are still being cheated now, and there will definitely be greater losses by then."

"So after this incident is over, not only can you return the blood blade, but I will also ask for credit for you."

"There's no need to ask for credit." Lin Yanxi didn't care about these things.

I believe that not only her, those who have experienced life and death, and those who have experienced so much, will not care about these.

Speaking of this, Lin Yanxi sighed, "Actually, compared to those who don't even have a name, what do I do?"

"I got to know Scorpion during this operation, and I also know that a group of people like them are doing unknown but important work."

"I'm even thinking, if it weren't for them, I might have died a long time ago, maybe every mission of ours couldn't be so smooth, so much information wouldn't be in our hands, and we would become blind and deaf .”

"So although I still don't like SNU, it doesn't stop me from admiring them." Lin Yanxi smiled slightly at this point, and looked at Poppy, "Of course, there is also you."