Special Female Soldier
Chapter 1420 The Situation of Lin Yanxi
Chapter 1422 Lin Yanxi's Situation
Lin Yanxi was silent for a while, and then said, "To be honest, I also thought about changing a job, a way of life, or even a way of living."
"I am now... really tired."
"But every time I think about leaving Blood Blade and taking off this military uniform, my heart hurts like a needle prick, and I feel reluctant to part with them, thinking that maybe I can stay a little longer, at least until I can't do it. That day?"
Hearing her words, Liu Hanyang couldn't help sighing, and then asked again, "Tell me about your recent situation, how are you sleeping, eating and so on?"
Lin Yanxi was silent for a while, before she said, "No, I've been trying my best to get better, but I can't."
"Although I don't suffer from insomnia now, I still have nightmares, which often wake me up with fright, and I dare not even go back to sleep, for fear of falling into such nightmares again."
"What kind of nightmare is it?" Liu Hanyang asked directly, "Is it about the war or your... experience of being captured and interrogated?"
"All of them. Sometimes I dream that I am surrounded, but the gun in my hand is out of bullets. Sometimes I dream that I have returned to that interrogation room and received those interrogation drugs again."
"Often at this time, I will suddenly wake up in a dream, and even the moment I wake up, I still can't tell whether it is a dream or reality." Lin Yanxi couldn't help looking at Liu Hanyang when she said this, "I myself once Controlled, but to no avail."
Hearing her situation, Liu Hanyang was not surprised. It can be said that this situation is still mild, and it can even be said to be much lighter than she expected.
Looking at Lin Yanxi, she still said the following, "Tell me about what you have experienced this time!"
Lin Yanxi was also prepared for a long time, and she didn't really resist this feeling, so she said directly, "At that time, my cover team left and was surrounded by the enemy. I thought about breaking out, and even caused chaos in their town, but instead Put yourself more and more into the encirclement."
"Then... when I was exhausted, I was hit by a bomb. Although I dodged, I was stunned by the impact of the explosion."
"When I woke up again... I was already in their hospital."
Liu Hanyang didn't interrupt this time, but just listened silently. In fact, she had already read all these in the materials, but now she needed Lin Yanxi to repeat it in her own way.
And this can determine the extent of her current psychological condition. Psychologists most need patients to speak out, and as long as they are willing to speak, at least it is not too serious to be incurable.
But a psychiatrist is also a human being, especially when she has been in the same room with Lin Yanxi for several years, hearing her experiences, feels like a tingling pain in her heart.
Especially when she heard that she had been interrogated by the Americans, she almost couldn't control her emotions.
Fortunately, she still remembered that she was a doctor, so she couldn't act emotionally at this time, so she suppressed the unbearable feeling in her heart and listened to her continue.
Fortunately, Lin Yanxi finally finished speaking at this time, and looked up at her with a forced smile on her face, "This is my experience this time."
Liu Hanyang put down the pen in his hand and walked to her side, "Xiao Xi, don't laugh if you don't want to. You don't need to hide yourself here, let alone hide your negative emotions."
After Lin Yanxi heard this, the expression on her face finally collapsed, "I know, my current situation is not even better than that post-war syndrome, I thought about adjusting myself, but...it seems to have no effect. "
"It seems that you have discovered the problem yourself." Liu Hanyang was not surprised to hear her words. After all, he has been in the special forces for so many years, even if he is not a special professional, he can become half a doctor.
And then he said, "But this time the situation is a bit special, it's still different from before."
"Your post-war syndrome did not suffer substantial damage. Of course, what I am talking about is psychological. It is just because you have never experienced war, and you are suddenly placed in such an environment. , and suffered damage."
"But this time is different. You have endured isolation, siege, and even torture. You have endured these at the time, but it has had a huge impact on your psychology, and it can even be said to be hurt."
"But this damage is irreversible, and it cannot be repaired in a short time. I know you have tried to adjust, but... For the time being, it seems that you still need rest and treatment."
Lin Yanxi nodded knowingly, "Does that mean I can't return to the team yet?"
"It's okay to return to the team, and normal training will also help you recover, but you'd better not take part in missions that are too dangerous." Liu Hanyang told her very solemnly.
And then he said, "According to your situation, I will make a cycle treatment plan for you, and you need to come to me every day..."
While talking, he thought of something, and hurriedly said, "It's not mandatory to go to the treatment room here, it can be a dormitory or a recreation room, you can choose the place you like."
"In addition, in addition to slowly recovering from training recently, you can participate in more recreational activities. Playing games is also good, as long as you can relax yourself."
Lin Yanxi laughed out in a rare way, "Am I allowed to enjoy the privilege?"
"Well, I can now approve you to play games in the barracks, even mobile games." Liu Hanyang nodded directly and said.
When the treatment was over and Lin Yanxi came out of the treatment room, she saw Mu Lin standing there not far away, she couldn't help but chuckled and walked over.
"Why is it so early, you don't need to train?" Lin Yanxi stood beside him and walked back.
Mu Lin just smiled, "I'm the captain, of course I have the final say."
After finishing speaking, the two looked at each other and smiled, and Mu Lin said again, "Actually, there is no need to rush, our team has added two new people, and now is the time to cultivate a tacit understanding."
Lin Yanxi knew that he was speaking to herself, so she shook her head with a smile, "I'm fine, it's not bad if I have time to rest, just to see how our two new comrades-in-arms are doing, and to get used to them slowly. "
Seeing that Lin Yanxi didn't seem to be trying to force it, Mu Lin finally breathed a sigh of relief. It could be seen that she was in good condition, at least much better than Mu Lin expected.
Mu Lin didn't ask how her treatment was going, but just took a walk back to the training ground with her, watching the others exhausted there, it seems that the task he left was not light.
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