Special Female Soldier

Chapter 1455 If I Sacrifice

Seeing her standing there in a daze, Lin Yanxi sighed softly, leaned on the back of the chair and said softly, "An'an, each of us has our own choices and our own attachments. Although I didn't do it voluntarily at the beginning, it is now It's my dream, and I don't think there's anything wrong with it."

"Even after suffering so much for this uniform, I still feel it's worth it."

"Because I know what I'm doing, I'm fulfilling my dream, and I'm fulfilling my responsibilities, so I don't feel bitter. Even in such a desperate situation, I didn't give up my persistence."

Speaking of this, I couldn't help looking at Liu Yu'an, "I just said that you may be too tired. You have been so busy all year round, and you keep announcing the endless variety shows of works that are not far away. I believe it is not just you. Anyone can get tired, so it's okay to slow down."

"Don't put so much pressure on yourself, take some time to rest and stop, instead of being so busy all the time, people are not made of iron, they will be tired."

Liu Yu'an smiled wryly after hearing this, "It's not that I want to be so tired, and it's not that I want to be under such pressure."

"This line of work is not as simple as you think. I am where I am today. I do have luck in it, but it is also inseparable from my hard work."

"Whether I haven't entered the circle at the beginning, or I already have the position I have today, I dare not stay for half a minute. I am deeply afraid that if I relax or even take a rest, I will be overtaken or even thrown away by others."

"I don't even dare to think about it every day, what should I do if I am out of breath, what should I do if someone new can replace me, so I have to work hard and keep working hard so that I will not fade out of everyone's sight."

Speaking of this, I couldn't help but smiled wryly, "So I don't dare to stay for a while, and I don't even dare to relax a little bit."

Lin Yanxi stared at her blankly, but suddenly said at this moment, "Then make yourself irreplaceable."

Seeing her startled, Lin Yanxi continued, "If you are worried that you will be replaced by others, then try to make yourself irreplaceable, instead of doing a job that everyone can do and acting like everyone else. roles that can be played.”

"If you can do the role that others can't play, your job can't be taken over by others, then don't say you rest, even if you disappear for a year or so, you won't be replaced by others."

Liu Yu'an was a little startled when he heard that, and looked at her in a daze, and it took a while before he laughed, "That's easy to say."

"Actually, I don't understand, or there are people in this industry who don't understand this truth. It's one thing to understand it, but it's another thing to really do it."

Lin Yanxi laughed, "Then do you think it would be easier if I chose another path and became my comrade-in-arms?"

"Thinking about what I've been through, which one do you think is easier?"

"What's more... these are not your dreams. Being an actor is what you can do. Even if you work harder, what's the point?"

Liu Yu'an finally fell silent after hearing this.

Seeing her bowing her head, Lin Yanxi didn't say anything, but quietly sat aside and watched.

After a while Liu Yu'an finally raised his head, "You're right, you can do what you like...it's so hard, and compared to what you've been through, how can this be considered hard for me."

"No, no matter what industry you are in, it's all hard work. I have my hard work, and you naturally have yours. You can't ignore the hard work of others just because my experience is too painful." Lin Yanxi shook her head .

Looking at her, he said seriously, "But after suffering so much and putting in so much effort, do you think it's worth it?"

Liu Yu'an was silent for a while, and nodded vigorously to her, "I have never regretted the hard work of these years. After all, it was my own choice at the beginning, and it was also my dream. It is true that I can realize it with my own efforts. very happy."

"But..." At this point, I couldn't help but hesitate again.

At this time, Lin Yanxi understood something, and said directly, "It's just that when you got all of this, you felt a little confused, so you wondered if it would be better if you chose another path. Some?"

"An'an... There are no ifs in this world." Lin Yanxi put away her smile and said seriously, "And no matter what you choose, you will have your own dissatisfaction, and you will also regret it."

"So don't think so much, as long as you feel that your current choice is worthwhile and the efforts you have put in are worthwhile, then your choice is not wrong, so don't have these worries anymore."

"As for us..." At this point, Lin Yanxi looked up at her, "An'an, we all have to grow up, growing up means we have to be separated, and no one can stay with each other forever."

These words are a bit sad, but I have to admit that what she said is right.

Even if they grew up together, even if they are still very good friends now, it is impossible to stay by her side forever.

Thinking of this, Liu Yu'an smiled wryly, but still said, "Xiao Xi, what you said is right."

Then he looked at her and asked with a wry smile, "Do you think I'm being too hypocritical?"

Lin Yanxi burst out laughing, "You still know?"

"I think you are still too free, and you still have time to think about these things. If you are so busy that you don't have time to think about other things, I think you won't be so hypocritical."

Liu Yu'an smiled helplessly, and then looked at Lin Yanxi, "What about you, you are so busy that you don't have time to think about these things, so you don't have time to be hypocritical?"

But Lin Yanxi was silent for a while before saying, "When your life has become a luxury, how can you even think about what you have?"

Liu Yu'an felt suffocated when he heard this, "Sorry, I didn't mean to..."

Lin Yanxi waved her hands and interrupted him, "It doesn't matter, since I dare to show it to you, and to the people of the whole country, it proves that I am fine, and I am not afraid of you bringing it up again. "

"It's just...it's impossible to say that it doesn't have any influence at all. After all, I believe that such an experience will be unforgettable for anyone."

Having said that, I couldn't help but pause, "Although you have seen it, you can even feel that shocking feeling."

"But I will never be able to empathize with myself. When I am in the enemy camp, I have to face not only the psychological pressure from the interrogation at any time, but also the physical torture. Sometimes I think, is death the right thing to do?" Would it be easier?"

"But there is another thought reminding me that if I persist, maybe I can see hope."

"And under such persistence, I endured for an hour and an hour every day, and every minute I thought about it was that I had to persevere, and I couldn't utter a single word."

"For me at that time, talking about ideals and the future was really too extravagant. Only after surviving and being able to return to my own country is the most real thing."

As Liu Yu'an listened, he suddenly felt a little sour in his eyes, and quickly turned his head to look elsewhere, "I really didn't know you had gone through so much, and I didn't know you were so miserable."

Lin Yanxi looked at her, but instead laughed, "No, I'm not bitter."

"An'an, we have our beliefs and our responsibilities. Working hard or even sacrificing for these, we don't feel bitter. Instead, it is glory and honor."

"If one day I die, there is no need to engrave any honor on the tombstone or mention those feats, just write, I have worked hard and sacrificed to protect this country, that is enough, this is the highest for me praise."

Speaking of this, she suddenly looked at Liu Yu'an, "I think you can actually understand this, but you have been unwilling to understand, unwilling to understand."

"So I was really surprised that you were able to come this time. I thought you would never step into this door again."

Liu Yu'an also laughed, "Yeah, I used to hate this military uniform so much, and now it's so embarrassing."

"But now I understand that I don't really hate it, it's just because it blocks my pursuit of my dreams, so I tell myself I don't like it."

"But these days, let me understand that I still have the blood of a soldier in my bones. I don't really hate it, and I can even understand...understand everything you do."

"It's a pity... If you miss it, you miss it, and even if you want to make up for some things, it won't help."

Hearing her words, Lin Yanxi couldn't help laughing, "It's not impossible, even if you can no longer be a soldier, it doesn't mean you can't do what a soldier should do."

"Just like now, you come to participate in this program to promote professional soldiers and the positive energy of the army. This is what you can do, not what I can compare."

Liu Yu'an couldn't help laughing and asked, "Are you serious?"

"Of course." Lin Yanxi nodded without thinking, "Now it's an information-based and networked society, we can no longer do nothing, the army must keep pace with the times!"

"That's why there is this program, and what you can do is not only this program, but also more other aspects to promote the profession of soldiers, not only to let everyone no longer misunderstand or even misunderstand us, but also to understand us better. "

Liu Yu'an nodded thoughtfully, "I...I think I understand."

After hearing her words, Lin Yanxi laughed lightly, she had already said this, and Lin Yanxi didn't say any more.

He just looked at her and asked, "How are you doing now, do you feel better?"

Liu Yu'an came back to his senses, smiled and nodded, "It's really much better, you are the best."