Special Female Soldier

Hearing Liu Yu'an's words, Li Fei suddenly laughed, "Liu Yu'an, when did you know this?"

"As long as you're so careful, I've already seen it." Liu Yu'an gave him a disdainful glance, "Can you tell me why you didn't say it now?"

"I can see what you said, maybe she didn't feel it herself, but how can we be wrong about her." Li Fei sighed as he spoke, "It seems that the agreement we once made It's unlikely."

"I also know that this is the best opportunity for me, but I just can't say it, and I don't feel qualified to say it."

"The incident from the last time is still lingering in my mind. Every time I dream, I will dream of such a scene. You say that I am a big man. Not only can I not protect her, but I have to rely on her protection to save her. Me, what qualifications do I have?"

"So until I have the ability to protect her, before I can hold up a sky for her, let this matter be kept as a secret in my heart!"

Looking at him like this, Liu Yu'an really didn't know what to say, but after looking at him, he still couldn't help asking, "Then you are not afraid that Xiao Xi will really become a professional soldier, and when the time comes, don't talk about getting along, maybe You can't even see each other, and you don't even have a chance to confess."

Li Fei was silent for a while, then shook his head, "I'm afraid, how could I not be afraid, I was even thinking that during the time I'm not here, she won't fall in love with others, she will fall in love with someone so good that I can't even catch up with her." people."

"Now I may still be able to tell myself that I am not good enough and I can still work hard, but if that day really comes, I will not even have the chance to work hard."

"Da Fei..." Liu Yu'an hesitated after hearing what he said, but he still said, "Sometimes it's not about emotional matters."

"Maybe it's not about how good a person is, or how capable that person is, but because that person...is the right person."

Li Fei couldn't help but smiled wryly, "But do you think I'm the right person now? What would she like about me? I don't even have confidence in myself, so how can I ask her to accept me? "

"So I don't dare to gamble. I'm afraid that if I open my mouth now, I won't even be able to be a friend. But when I feel that I am qualified, if she refuses me again, at least I won't think it's because I'm too useless."

As he said that, he ignored Liu Yu'an, jumped into the car, and the off-road vehicle drove out.

So in the empty courtyard, only Liu Yu'an was left staring at the direction he left in a daze.

Of course, Lin Yanxi didn't know about the conversation between the two.

As soon as she got home and saw that the doors and windows were wide open, Lin Yanxi showed a smile on her face and walked in directly, "Mom, you are finally back, if you don't come back, I will become a homeless wanderer cat."

While talking, someone had already walked in, saw Zhou Hui who was tidying up the room, and stopped talking, stepped forward and hugged her, and choked up with soreness in his heart, "Mom, I really want to you……"

Suddenly, the always independent daughter was like this, Zhou Hui didn't realize it for a while, but when she heard her voice, the circles of her eyes couldn't help but also turned red.

Patted Lin Yanxi's back lightly, "Mom misses you too."

But after speaking, both of them fell silent again, Lin Yanxi lay on Zhou Hui's shoulder and wept silently, not daring to let go for fear of being seen by her.

Zhou Hui had already heard her choking, so why couldn't he guess it, he sighed deeply, but didn't speak.

After a while, it was Zhou Hui who broke the calm, gently pulled her away and said with a smile, "Let me see, has our Xiao Xi become more beautiful after not seeing her for so long?"

Lin Yanxi wiped away her tears secretly, then looked up at Mother Lin with some embarrassment, "It's not beautiful, it's all ugly."

But Zhou Hui looked at her up and down, but said sadly, "You've lost weight...how much suffering have you suffered these days?"

Lin Yanxi felt a pain in her heart when she heard this, and quickly shook her head, "There is nothing to suffer, it's just that I have been out in the sun for too long, you forgot, didn't I also get tanned, tired and thinner when I was in high school? ?”

"Besides, you don't think I was too fat before, so I can just lose weight."

Zhou Hui didn't know that this was comforting her, so she couldn't help but slap her, "Where are you fat, I think you are thinner!"

Then he thought of something, and immediately asked, "Have you not had lunch yet? What do you want to eat, Mom will make it for you."

Lin Yanxi hurriedly pulled her back, "Don't be so busy, I just ate outside with Da Fei and the others, and now I don't want to eat or do anything, I just want to sit here with you and have a good time with you you."

Hearing her words, Zhou Hui was a little surprised, and looked at her seriously.

You must know that in the past, when she came back after leaving home for a period of time, Lin Yanxi only complained and wanted something delicious every time, but this time seems... to be an exception.

Seeing her mother's unexpected expression, Lin Yanxi suddenly felt a little guilty. She reached out to hug her and sat down, leaning her head on her shoulder, "Mom, I used to be too ignorant, always messing with you." I am angry, and I have caused so much trouble for you, but I still always complain that you don't care about me."

"Thinking about it now...you are really tolerant parents. No matter how many wrong things I have done, even if you will teach me, you will still wipe my ass, apologize for me, and apologize for me. To suffer what I should have suffered."

Hearing her words, Zhou Hui looked down at her, "Xiao Xi, you have really grown up. Maybe your father is right. Being in the army can really make people see a different you."

But then he said, "However, you were not as unbearable as you said yourself. Although you were naughtier than boys since you were young, you have always had a sense of justice. Although you often cause trouble, you always have your reasons. It's not unreasonable."

Lin Yanxi couldn't help laughing, "So I'm not hopelessly broken?"

"Of course, in fact, many times we still agree with your actions, but you always do too much, so we have to pretend to criticize you. It is right for a person to have a sense of justice to help others."

"But your character is too stubborn, too upright, too... too much like your father, I am always afraid that you will suffer when you grow up, so your father punished you and I did not interfere, you will not blame your mother Bar?"

Lin Yanxi shook her head without thinking, "How can I blame you, maybe I didn't understand what you said before, but now I understand."

"And now I am very grateful to my dad for sending me to the military camp. He made me understand that not everything in this world can make me self-willed, and also let me know that some things in this world... are more important than ideals."

Zhou Hui stared at her in a daze when she heard that, "Xiao Xi, tell mom the truth, did something happen to you?"

Lin Yanxi just came back to her senses, what she said really scared Zhou Hui, so she sat up and shook her head, "Mom, don't worry, I'm fine, I just saw some different people, It’s just a sudden feeling.”

Zhou Hui was so easy to deceive, he stared at her closely for a while, and Lin Yanxi felt guilty for a while.

So he quickly lowered his head to cover up, "Mom, I'm really fine, don't look at me like that, I'm scared."

"I'll tell you a secret. In fact, I've been afraid of my dad on the surface for so many years, but I've never been afraid of him in my heart. You are the one who is really afraid."

Rao Zhou Hui saw that she was deliberately changing the subject, so she couldn't help laughing, looked at her and sighed, "Forget it, since you don't want to talk about mom, I won't force you, as long as I can see you I'm relieved."

Lin Yanxi was relieved after hearing this, but felt even more guilty, but she really didn't want her mother to know what she had experienced during this period, so she suppressed the strange feeling in her heart and stopped talking.

But while talking, he suddenly thought of something, "By the way, I called this morning, didn't you and dad say that you are coming back, why did you come back by yourself?"

"Don't mention him. It was agreed that we would come back together today, but he has something else to do, so he won't be able to come back today." Zhou Hui complained dissatisfiedly while talking.

Lin Yanxi laughed when she heard this, "I'm used to it after so many years, why aren't you used to it?"

"Also..." Zhou Hui shook his head helplessly, and then couldn't help but burst out laughing.

While talking, he patted her, "Okay, you still have a few days off, so don't stay by my side all the time, I'll go and clean up your room first, or you won't have a place to sleep at night .”

"Then let's sleep with you!" Lin Yanxi hugged Zhou Hui coquettishly, "It happens that my dad is not coming back, and we haven't slept together for many years, just promise me!"

Zhou Hui was helpless, there was really nothing he could do about it, so he could only nod his head and say, "Okay, okay, come to my room today."

"But even if you go to our room, you have to clean up. I just wiped out the living room when you didn't come back, and nothing has been moved in the bedroom."

With her consent, Lin Yanxi burst out laughing immediately, and when she heard what she said later, she immediately asked, "Oh, you said that this house smells good, how long has it been since you all came back?"

Zhou Hui smiled helplessly, "It's not that you don't know, your dad and I are so busy, if you are at home, you will find time to come back, but now you are not at home, we have free time and would rather rest more at work There's no need to come back."

Lin Yanxi sighed and shook her head, she didn't expect that she just guessed casually, and she guessed right.

Although I feel helpless in my heart, I understand them. The two of them are too busy to describe their work. This situation is also normal.

The two of them tidied up the room together, and changed into new sheets and bedding, finally suitable for a normal rest.

And although the amount of activity is not large, it will still cause injuries on the body from time to time, so after cleaning the room, both the waist and the lower abdomen will hurt badly.

But no matter how painful it was, Lin Yanxi didn't dare to show it, but she didn't hold back at all. Taking advantage of Lin's mother not paying attention, she took out the medicine and went into the bathroom, and quietly put it on herself.

There were no major wounds on his body, but small wounds were unavoidable, and there were also several small wounds on the bruises.

Although a few days had passed, he had just healed, and when the wound medicine was sprayed on, he shivered in pain, and he kept sucking in the medicine awkwardly to apply the medicine to the wound on his body.

"By the way, Xiao Xi..." But at this moment Zhou Hui suddenly opened the door and walked in.

Lin Yanxi didn't react slowly, she pulled down her clothes with a 'swish'.

But seeing Zhou Hui's frozen smile, Lin Yanxi also knew that she still saw it.

After the two were stunned at the same time, Zhou Hui walked in with a cold face, "Pull the clothes off and show me."

Now that she had been seen, Lin Yanxi also knew that she couldn't hide it anymore, so she pulled up her clothes helplessly, revealing the bruises on her body, "It's nothing serious, it's all trauma."

"It's not a big deal, so what do you think is a big deal?" Seeing her injury, Zhou Hui's face darkened immediately, "Why did you get hurt so badly?"

"It happened during training. I have already been to the hospital to prescribe medicine. You see, I have been given a vacation to rest now." Lin Yanxi explained with a smile.

Although she had the medicine in her hand, Zhou Hui couldn't rest assured if he didn't take a look at it himself, so he ignored what she said and went to check it out.

But just as he was about to reach out to check, he seemed to find something. He pointed to the side of her lower abdomen and looked at her in shock, "What is this? It's a gunshot wound, and it was also hit during training?"

It was only then that Lin Yanxi remembered that the one who acted alone with Mu Lin and the others had been shot. Although he was healed now, the scar was still there. Mother Lin had been a doctor for so many years, so she couldn't see any injuries!

Subconsciously wanted to go to the file, and said with some embarrassment, "It's all good, it's really good."

Seeing Lin Yanxi's injury, and hearing the words she pretended not to care about, Zhou Hui couldn't hold back anymore, tears fell down her cheeks.

"Mom, don't cry, these injuries of mine look scary, and they really don't hurt at all." Seeing her crying, Lin Yanxi was confused and sighed helplessly, "You see, I'm just afraid You are like this, so I dare not tell you."

"Xiao Xi, how do you live these days? You have lost so much weight and you still have so many injuries." Zhou Hui said, grabbing her hand, "You and Mom, tell the truth, what are you doing? What army did you go to?"

But when he said this, he suddenly thought of something, and his face changed, "Did your father force you again, and he changed the team for you?"

Lin Yanxi quickly waved her hands, "Mom, you really wronged him this time."

After thinking for a while, he said, "That's right, I went to a special unit, a special team in our regiment's reconnaissance company, but this time I'm going by myself."

"Not only has nothing to do with my dad, he even stopped me, and he didn't want me to be in danger."

"It's just... I didn't listen again this time."