Special Female Soldier
Chapter 449 Apology
Lin Yanxi couldn't help being taken aback when she heard his words, and it took a while to recover, before she sighed and lay her head on the ground, "Don't comfort me..."
Seeing her loss, Mu Lin smiled wryly, and turned to look at her, "I'm not trying to comfort you, I'm telling the truth."
"You have also carried out missions with everyone, and stayed behind for the rest of the year. You should understand that sometimes a person is really a very small existence. No matter how powerful you are, you are not a superman, and it is impossible to go alone. To complete the task, you need to rely on your teammates.”
"So no matter who you are, you must have absolute trust in the people around you, and you must have the awareness to sacrifice for your comrades at any time."
"I know you are very talented and have great potential, but maybe you didn't feel it yourself. Although you worked hard and cared about the results of the selection before this, you always missed something."
"But now I know that you lack the military spirit, the real military spirit in your bones, but you have done it this time, and I feel it."
Lin Yanxi was stunned for a moment, and finally opened her eyes to look at him.
Seeing her reaction, Mu Lin laughed lightly, and lay down beside him, "I know that saying this will make you think it's a little too illusory, you've done so well, even better than many male soldiers, but I said you Not like a real soldier, you must be dissatisfied."
At this moment, Lin Yanxi interrupted him, "I'm not dissatisfied, and you're right, I'm... different from them."
"I didn't have the determination to pass the selection, and I didn't think about what it meant to me. I just thought, since I've come here, it would be embarrassing if I was eliminated, so I just kept going. .”
"Now that I think about it... isn't it boring for me to do this?"
Mu Lin couldn't laugh or cry when he heard that, "Yes... a little bit."
Lin Yanxi laughed at herself, "I didn't understand this before, but the moment I gave up, I suddenly understood."
"I did put on the military uniform reluctantly, and I didn't have the same thoughts as the others when I came to Blood Blade's selection, and I didn't even think about being the strongest soldier. If I didn't think it would be too embarrassing to go back like this , Maybe whether it is eliminated or not really doesn't have much impact."
"But at the moment of giving up, I suddenly felt so reluctant. It was my loss to pass by such an excellent team. It was also my regret not to be a member of Blood Blade."
While talking, he looked at Mu Lin, "It's just... if they can all pass this assessment smoothly, then my 'sacrifice' will not be in vain, after all, I have also seen their hard work for so long, and I have also seen their I have suffered so much, so I sincerely hope that they can enter the Blood Blade."
Mu Lin looked at her seriously, and after a while he said, "I'm sorry, I..."
Lin Yanxi was a little surprised to hear his apology, but instantly understood what he meant, and smiled indifferently, "You don't need to apologize, it's not your fault."
"Although you are the chief instructor of this selection, you don't have the right to keep or let anyone go if you violate the rules?"
Mu Lin was silent for a while, and then said after a while, "What I, the instructor, is really useless, and I can't help you with anything."
Hearing the frustration in his words, Lin Yanxi was really surprised, she turned her head to look at him, "Mu Lin...it doesn't seem like what came out of your mouth."
"To be honest, I really don't want you to stay. I even hope that you can be eliminated early, but you survived every pass and your grades are getting better and better."
"At first, I gave up this idea, but I didn't expect that in the end, I would be eliminated in this way."
Hearing this, Lin Yanxi became interested instead, "Why don't you want me to pass the selection?"
"Do you really think that female soldiers can't be special forces, or do you mean that you don't want to be in the same team with me anymore?"
"Who said that, of course I hope to be with you!" Mu Lin said instinctively, but he realized it as soon as the words came out, as if...something was wrong.
His face became hot, and he hurriedly explained, "I mean it's very good to cooperate with you, of course I hope to be in a small team."
"I'm just... It's just that the Blood Blade Special Forces is no better than other places. The missions they perform are all special missions. There are really too many dangers to face every day. If you come, you will have to face more than a lone wolf." Duo, I don't want you to be in danger."
Seeing Mu Lin's stammering explanation, Lin Yanxi looked at him in a daze, opened her mouth, and found her own voice after a while, "You don't want me to be in danger?"
"Lin Yanxi, it's actually a good choice to go back to the Lone Wolf team. That team was created by me. I know how good it is. Maybe it's not as good as Blood Blade, but it's more suitable for you."
"Although there are various tasks and dangers, they are still safer than blood blades." It was rare for Mu Lin to look at her so seriously.
Lin Yanxi finally came back to her senses, and she was sure that he was really worried about herself, but this way...
But thinking about it, he also knew that such an idea was not suitable to be brought up during the selection, so he didn't say it until now.
And another point that makes Lin Yanxi very happy is that Mu Lin didn't obstruct her in the name of her good, and he didn't use his power to let her go home early.
She understood that although Mu Lin seemed to be making things difficult for her these days, Lin Yanxi could still feel that if Mu Lin wanted to deliberately eliminate her, she would not be able to persist until now.
From this point alone, Lin Yanxi felt the respect and attention from Mu Lin.
But after knowing this, he looked at him with real emotion in his heart, "Mu Lin, not only do you not need to apologize, but I also want to thank you."
As she said that, Lin Yanxi looked at him with a smile, "Thank you for caring about me so much, and thank you for not letting me leave on purpose just because you thought it was for my safety."
Mu Lin was still a little embarrassed when he heard this, and smiled wryly, "Actually... I really thought about it, but I felt that it was too disrespectful to you, and if I asked your opinion at that time, you would definitely not agree to it." I will agree, so forget it."
Lin Yanxi nodded with a smile, and then changed the subject and asked, "Mu Lin, you said before that you became who you are today because of revenge."
"Then now, the revenge has been avenged, what is it that supports you to come to this point?"
Mu Lin didn't expect her to ask this suddenly, and stared at the sky in a daze, "I really haven't thought about it, but maybe it's because I'm used to this kind of idiom, and I'm so used to it that it has become a part of my life."
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