Spider: Reincarnated as an Earth Dragon, everything starts moving in the sky

But then, she felt a little embarrassed to speak.

It was obviously the first time we met, why did you tell him this?

"You tell me, I'm listening."

Zhong Chen smiled slightly.

He actually knew Barbara's troubles. After all, he had completed Barbara's invitation mission in the game in his previous life, and he still had some understanding of the girl.

With encouragement, Barbara spoke slightly:"Actually, , it’s not a big deal either. As you can see, I am an idol. I often sing for everyone in Mondstadt. People in Mondstadt also like to hear me sing. The church also supports me singing everywhere. Later, more and more people listen to me singing. more......"

Barbara sat gently on the rock next to her. As a well-educated woman, her sitting posture was extremely graceful even on an uninhabited island.

She continued softly:"Although I am very happy, every time I appear on the street alone, someone will stop me. They may just want an autograph, or they just want to say hello because they like me. It's just that......The number of people is reallytoo much. In order not to disappoint you, I will try my best to fulfill your wishes. But sometimes, I feel like I can't do it anymore"

"You feel......Should people live for themselves or for others?"

Barbara said slowly.

Zhong Chen didn't answer. He knew Barbara's distress.

It was the distress that only successful people have.

Ordinary people, why would they frown because there are too many people who like them? Look at the little spider at home. No one cares or loves him. He is enjoying himself alone. How can he have such troubles?

Not only is no one liked, but he is also bullied.

The little spider would be uncomfortable.

What if it were a spider ? Knowing that some people say that they are liked by too many people and feel melancholy, the little spider is afraid that he will be so angry that he will bite his LV10 fangs directly.

Of course, people are different.

Barbara's troubles are not unfounded.

As a person She came from a knightly family of Mondstadt noble Gunnhild. She received a good education since she was a child, but because her parents divorced, she was taken away by her father and separated from her sister.

Her sister is Qin, the acting leader of the Knights of the West Wind.

Qin is different from Barbara, who is petite and has a gentle personality. She is the pride of the Gunnhild family among the people. Her strong and outstanding sister is completely out of reach in front of Barbara.

Because Her sister was too good. When she was a child, she regarded her as the goal of her growth and hard work. She wanted to beat her sister once and prove herself.

However, whether it was swordsmanship or study, she could not compare to Qin, and she was extremely disappointed for this.

At this time, she Only then did she realize that there is a difference in talent between people.

No matter how hard she works, she can't be as tall as her sister. Her strength is also not as good as her sister's, and even her physical development is not as good as hers......It seems that she is not as plump as her sister.

People with talent can surpass ordinary people even if they don't work so hard.

What's more, Qin is a warrior who works extremely hard.

This frustrated her.

Will she really never be able to surpass Qin?

Later, she followed Alice's teachings and decided to find a new way to be an idol, and achieved great success.

Although she felt very happy, she also had huge doubts about herself.

Because in order to sign autographs for fans, she sacrificed her time and became an idol. She no longer has her own personal world, and every move she makes will attract the attention of others.

She no longer seemed to live for herself.

Instead, take the hopes of others and strive to become what they hope you will be.

In fact, she also has times when she is emotionally depressed, but in order to maintain her"perfect" image, she cannot tell anyone.

"In this profession of idol, without realizing it, you will live like what others want to see, instead of who you are."

"Am I still the same person I was before? I used to follow in my sister's footsteps, but now I no longer aspire to be better than her. But as an idol, I strive to maintain a glorious image in the eyes of others. Have I completely lived for others and will never be able to return to my true self?"

Although Barbara's tone is still gentle and gentle, there are already some fluctuations in her mood.

She is chasing her sister's footsteps, but with her weak body, it is impossible to surpass her powerful sister.

But when she becomes an idol, When she was glowing in another direction, looking back, she suddenly realized that she was already a little strange now.

After hearing what Barbara said, Zhong Chen just nodded slightly.

After all, in this girl's invitation mission, She would avoid the hustle and bustle of Mondstadt, go to a place where no one would disturb her, and be alone.

This is normal.

If he were surrounded by countless beautiful girls, he would also be very confused.......

Well, it’s very confusing.

Which one is better to choose?

Only children want them all. Adults know that this will be too much for their bodies.

However, this girl obviously had to suppress her emotions to express such a lot of thoughts to a giant dragon like him.

Right.

They also came from other worlds, and there was a tight-lipped Paimon next to the traveler. If Barbara had a heart-to-heart relationship with the traveler, everyone in Mondstadt might know about her troubles the next day.

On the contrary, he, as an earth dragon, is strong and stable, and is a good person to confide in.

That's why the girl chose to talk to him so much.

Fortunately, Barbara was talking to him. If it were some spider monster that no one cared about, he would probably be furious after hearing these words.

This hateful woman is totally in Versailles!