Star Boss, she is beautiful and sassy

As for the doctor in charge of Nanxi, he will also pay attention to the appropriate wording during the treatment, and the more gentle way of speaking.

No one pointed out the problem like Charlotte.

Hearing what Charlotte said now, Nanxi pursed her lips, but in the end she couldn't control her emotions and shed tears.

Once the tears flowed out of the eyes, it seemed as if they were completely out of control, and they flowed more and more.

In the end, Nan Xi even sobbed softly.

Charlotte didn't try to persuade her immediately, but just took a tissue from the side and handed it over.

Now Nanxi needs someone to give her a blow in the head, to wake her up, and let her walk out of the muddy swamp after suffering.

Nanxi reached out to take the tissue with tears in her eyes, but was choked with sobs.

She misses her lost family so much, really, really.

My heart is very bitter, so bitter that I feel astringent.

Every time she sees other students accompanied by their parents, she will be immersed in a feeling of great loss.

Her grandfather cared about her very much, but the company of her parents was different.

How she misses that extremely happy family!

This kind of longing is almost torture for her.

It is precisely because I once had it that after losing it, I can't let it go no matter what.

Sometimes, Nan Xi would even think, why did such a thing happen to her? Why is it her?

Because she is a bad child? As those people mocked in private, is it the lone star of the devil? A child with a bad fate? So a good family, leaving her alone?

Over the years, Nanxi has always been like this in her heart, suffering a lot.

Even if no one bullied her anymore, the feeling of depression that had been formed for a long time still couldn't go away.

She is very introverted, but has a very persistent thing.

The mental pressure has been accumulating just like that.

Nan Xi didn't know how to vent these emotions, all of them were suppressed in her heart.

Of course, she didn't want to show it.

If she showed it, her grandfather would be worried, and she didn't want her elderly grandfather to worry about her anymore.

Seeing that she was speechless for a moment, Charlotte added: "There is nothing wrong with remembering your family, but don't just pursue formalities. Everyone's situation is different. If you want to contribute to the Federation, you can't just open a mecha. This way. Even if you want to go to the battlefield, you can choose other positions.”

As if thinking of the long past, there was a sense of sadness in Charlotte's words: "Your family certainly doesn't want you to be immersed in the past and constantly force yourself. To them, nothing is more important than your happiness. You should have your own life and do what you really love."

The tears that were about to be uncontrollable, but after Charlotte's few words, gradually gained the momentum to stop.

Nanxi listened to Charlotte's words and began to think seriously.

When Nanxi was very young, her family was gone.

Father, mother, brother, all passed away.

The originally happy childhood suddenly became unhappy.

Even though the family members were all martyrs who died for the Federation, as soon as they left, other relatives of the Nan family wanted to embezzle this family property.

The Nanxi family is not a famous family at all, but it is just the family of newly promoted generals in recent years.

Because of this, Nanxi doesn't have many people to rely on.

If it wasn't for his grandfather's intervention and the federal government's coordination, Nanxi might not even be able to keep his original residence.

However, even though they barely saved their family's property from other relatives, those relatives still stared at him with covetous eyes.

They didn't care about her parents' elder brother's status as a martyr, they only thought she was young and deceitful.

In this kind of family affairs, there are limits to what the government can do.

Without the escort of adults, Nanxi's growth path is full of hardships.

It is precisely because of this misfortune since she was a child that her character has gradually become timid and cowardly.

How can children who lack parental care become positive and confident? It’s already pretty good if it doesn’t grow crooked.

At that time in Nanxi, she felt that she couldn't hold on anymore.

And Nanxi's second personality was born at that time.

It is her deep desire to be protected by others that creates another "her".

At that time, Nanxi was really miserable, always being bullied by others.

Although Nanxi later stayed at her grandfather's house, her status as a host was inherently sensitive, and she was introverted. She did not dare to tell her grandfather many things for fear of causing trouble to them.

As a result, many people did not dare to bully her openly, but secretly kept making small moves.

The avoidance of subjective consciousness made Nanxi desperately hope that someone could protect her, and her second personality came into being along with the trend.

Compared with her main personality, Nanxi's second personality is more powerful.

Whenever she appeared, she would fight back fiercely, so that those around who dared to bully her could not succeed.

When she was young and did not have the ability to protect herself, the sub-personality was not afraid of anyone.

Even if it was those older children who provoked trouble, even if she couldn't do it at all, her second personality would definitely not make it easier for them.

Even if she was beaten to the point where she was in the second personality, she never begged for mercy and gave in.

That kind of crazy look, she will not back down at all, she can do it even if they die together.

This kind of ruthlessness that would rather die with others also really scares away a bunch of people who are secretly doing bad things.

And because those people were bullying Nanxi secretly, no one dared to make a big deal out of it.

As time went by, there were fewer and fewer people bullying Nan Xi.

However, the timidity and cowardice of her personality has been formed and cannot be changed easily.

Later, it was Nanxi's grandfather who noticed something was wrong, and the mental problems of her second personality surfaced very later.

Since Nan Xi's grandfather learned about this situation, he has been actively helping her treat it.

However, after a few years, although it has almost never happened again, it cannot be completely cured.

Nanxi's second personality is very strong and difficult to completely suppress and expel.

Most importantly, according to the analysis of the attending doctor, Nanxi seems to be very dependent on the second personality subjectively.

Even though the two personalities are supposed to have no connection, Nanxi senses the existence of the second personality inexplicably and has a good impression of the second personality.

She is psychologically inclined to the second personality, and this subconscious attachment makes her unconsciously reject treatment.

In this way, treatment becomes extremely difficult and the root cause cannot always be reached.

Although it seemed to be okay for the time being, the treatment was not completely completed.

Just because it has never happened again does not mean that it will never happen again.

I hope you can continue to support me next month~ Mumada＾3＾～