Star Railway: Simulation, Kafka regrets for life

If at first I felt that there seemed to be something wrong with the teenager.

The emotions in Kafka's heart were worry, unease.

Then after learning the truth, he knew that it was the teenager who chose to sacrifice himself in order to fill the hole in his heart, find his fears.

Instead, the emotions in my heart became inexplicably complete and untraceable anger.

I was not amazed by the self-sacrifice of the teenager.

This is the biggest false proposition.

All people will feel sad because of the hero's sacrifice.

In addition to the people around the hero, the people who love the hero.

Even if the person who loves the self-sacrificing person is the one who is protected.

If you really have feelings for someone, you will never have even the slightest idea of wishing that person sacrificed for themselves.

Only an unrelated person would desire a hero to sacrifice himself to save him.

Perhaps because even though status, personality and dignity are equal to that of adolescents, the gap in age and perspective is itself the greatest inequality.

The two have been getting along for seventeen years, and Kafka has watched Jiang Cheng grow up with her own eyes.

From a five-year-old boy to a twenty-two-year-old boy in his memory.

The boy who gradually put a smile on his face and became lively and wise.

From facing the demon can only wait for death, to now he can even tear the demon apart and dissect without changing his face, and analyze the data he needs.

From the teenager who could only passively accept his own fright, he has now become a person who can not only receive it all, but even have the leisure to fight back, and can even shock Kafka in some more superb way.

This perspective and way of getting along can lead to eroding feelings and behaviors that challenge the lower limits of ethics.

At the same time, it will also cause both parties to be dyed each other's color.

Completely different colors, glued together is the least likely to separate.

Kafka could feel the color she was dyed by the teenager, and it was impossible to live alone as a hunter like she once was.

But only at this moment, the girl does not feel the part of the teenager who is affected by herself at all.

Why do you not value your life so much?

Why can it be said so lightly?

Why can't you even ask me to explain it beforehand?

Why didn't you even give me a chance to dissuade?

Why....

Why?

Why!

This is the biggest reason for anger, because it cannot be understood, because it cannot be accepted.

I can't understand why the teenager became like this.

I can't accept why I can't even talk to myself.

At this moment, the teenager is particularly strange, and cannot be linked to any fragment of the past.

She had no idea when the teenager had become such a disregard for life, such an arbitrary person, that she would not even discuss it with others beforehand.

Jiang Cheng didn't even care what she would become after she chose this?

Until...

"But my power is limited to this, there is something in this world that binds me and prevents me from rewriting the shadows that have shrouded the world for thousands of years."

"I can't beat that shadow, at least not the shadow while fulfilling my promise and saving my life."

"So..."

"-I'm sorry, big sister."

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For a moment, Kafka couldn't understand his words.

Suddenly, as if everything around her was moving away and buzzing in her ears, the girl lowered her head and released the hand holding the instrument, but it seemed that her hand was empty, just indifferently, to find a clear focus for her eyes.

The well-defined fingers feel illusory, like a mirror.

Pressing against the edge of the table, the smooth and well-defined angle made the force unleashable, and the crimson eyes reflected the Sisyphus-like behavior.

Meaningless....

Meaningless....

It's just that they don't want to face the truth, so they try to push up the boulder that will never reach the top of the mountain.

How can humans always ignore reality?

[This is an agreement between us].

[It's normal for you to stay away from me].

[But my abilities stop there.] ]

[I can't beat the people behind the scenes].

[Sorry, big sister]

The key points in the teenager's words, even without active thinking, were naturally singled out, and even the memories of the past were also aroused.

Every sentence is accompanied by the wrong things that the girl has done, self-righteous behavior.

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All anger vanished.

The emotions supported by anger like an attic in the air fell into the abyss.

Fear replaced everything in the crimson pupils, and she could no longer maintain that ridiculous, self-righteous expression, and the girl bit Yan Hong's lower lip heavily, and the crystal water droplets swirled slightly in her eye sockets.

All the voices were stuck in the throat, and all the characters that were ready to blame were shattered into scum.

The last thing that can be spit out of the lip flap is...

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- Huh?

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- Huh?

At the same time, Kafka reached 100% synchronization with the other self, showing the same, sad look on her face, and even through the deliberately hidden eyes, you can still see the color of her pupils.

- The color of sorrow.

The sense of substitution of the simulator is full, and even because the perspective is somewhat excessive, you can experience all the feelings in a more comprehensive way.

Even if you don't admit it verbally, even if you never really think that this is a perfect life.

What can be seen in the eyes, what can be experienced in the heart.

It has long been made the girl tired inside.

So much so that now, perhaps because I was too immersed in simulation before, addicted to re-experiencing the past life from another perspective.

I even encountered an experience that even as a star core hunter had never experienced, adopting a fragrant and soft teenager like a perverted big sister.

To experience almost starting from scratch, as the name of the simulator suggests.

It's already complete, inadvertently brought into it.

Until this moment.

The girl's thinking finally turned around, and reason finally dominated for a moment under the fierce collision of sensibility, and she belatedly remembered.

- Star nuclei are self-aware.

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