Star Railway: Simulation, Kafka regrets for life

[Your life goes on. 】

[Even if you don't know what the meaning of all this is, even if you can't find the use of your life in this world, even if you don't know why you continue to exist?] 】

[Obviously it's the same as my life in the past.] 】

[Obviously it is more perfect.] 】

[Obviously you should be happy.] 】

[You obviously filled all the holes in your mind and heart, did not pay any price for this, and obviously won the final winner. ] 】

[Why is this?] 】

[Why do you feel miserable when you go to an honorable specialty store to buy a silk coat like you once did, hunt demons that are gradually becoming rarer, and feel miserable in a normal and peaceful life like every day you used to know a teenager.] 】

[Aren't these all your daily routine?] 】

[It's impossible to even see the same person a second time.] 】

[Didn't you live a normal life at that time?] I never felt anything wrong with it, and I even had the leisure to indulge in the collection of coats. 】

[Why not now?] 】

[Is it because you have finally become that outlier?] 】

[Is it because there is no more teenager ahead of you to chase, understand and hug?] 】

[It is because you could have endured the darkness, if you had never seen the light, if you had never been intimate with a teenager for seventeen years. 】

[Until now, you have not entered the laboratory, it seems that as long as you do not do this, the teenager will not die, and the teenager may still be alive there.] 】

【......】

【......】

【......】

[Maybe there are no regrets in the life of the teenager. 】

[He did everything he could, and alone solved the mastermind that had been shrouded on this planet for hundreds of thousands of years without anyone's help and no one willing to lend a hand. 】

[He met you, no matter how dirty and black your heart is, at least he was saved from the demon by you. 】

[In the dark world, a relatively bright black finally appears, and I work hard over and over again for you to overcome your inner shortcomings. 】

[He is a complete person with top talent, but he was born in this bad world. 】

[The path ahead is almost obvious, either isolated by the world to the point of collapse, or simply using your talents to do something equivalent to division, such as putting on a mask for yourself and pretending to be another person.] 】

[In this way, to maintain a gregarious relationship with others, to pretend, it seems that you are also a relative and normal [ordinary person]. 】

[Only by thoroughly putting on a mask and splitting one's personality will you not seem to be isolated by the world. 】

[Because of your appearance, the teenager avoided such a tragic ending, and was able to live as a human being, and the gray life finally appeared a point of light. ] 】

[You don't have to be an alien, you don't have to live forever under the wrapping of only demons and desires.] 】

[At least during that time, the teenager was undoubtedly happy, and even willing to sacrifice himself to preserve this insignificant happiness. 】

[At least by the end of everything, the teenager has done everything he can.] 】

[There are no regrets in the life of the teenager... Is it? 】

[No... Is it? 】

[How is it possible! ] 】

[How could he not look forward to continuing with you?] 】

[How could he not look forward to separating from you and sorting out the real relationship?] 】

[How could he not expect to discuss fears with you without flaws after you are normal, discuss things that only belonged to him, and feel that the most important person in his life can fully understand himself.] 】

[What is such an end?! ] 】

[What is such an end?] 】

[Forced to the extreme by the pressure of the most important person in his life, in order not to give up the only happiness he has experienced, he chose to die. 】

[How can a teenager's life be without regrets?] 】

[How can you deceive yourself that the teenager has no regrets about his life. 】

[As a guardian, how could you not hear the sadness when the teenager left his last words? Imagine the discomfort of not being able to walk with you, the fear of not being able to continue living and feeling the small, warm happiness. 】

No one will give up when there is even a little warmth in life. 】

[The credibility is not even one percent.] 】

[Moreover........ Even if the other party really accepts it, really accept this sad and ridiculous ending. 】

[You. 】

[How could Jiang Cheng's guardian accept it?] 】

[How could the murderer who hurt him accept it?] 】

[What qualifications do you have to accept his departure, and what qualifications do you have not to accept his departure?] 】

[Seventeen years...].

[Seventeen years. 】

[Seventeen years! ] 】

[For ordinary short-lived species, this can almost refer to a lifetime, which is more than 6,000 days and nights. 】

[From the boy's five-year-old meeting, the accidental glance on the street, the invitation the teenager sent to you, the tears and sadness in the pool of blood, because of the choice of whim, completely separated from the past life. 】

[As a demon hunter's profession, it is completely impossible for you to even meet the same person twice, withdrawn, lonely, and unattended. 】

[Only from that day on, you can see the same person every day when you open your eyes.] 】

[There is a different figure on the bed that belongs to you. 】

[You are a bad person, you don't care about hurting others, you are no different from anyone on the side of the road, and you don't realize that you have a hollow heart. 】

Just as people who have never had a sense of hearing never know what music is, people whose eyes are blind from the beginning never know color.] 】

[Your pathology is not even known to you, deep into the bone marrow, spread to your whole body, and even everything in life, but with his help to complete it. ] 】

[Without any effort, just blindly dragging his feet to complete his heart. ] 】

(Kafka is obviously aware of her illness at this time, and she doesn't consider herself a good person, in the original plot, Kafka knows that she is good at creating fear because of Elio, but now she has experienced it, and naturally feels that she has a big problem.) ）

(And in the original plot, Kafka has not yet completed her own fears, her mind and heart have holes that she cannot realize, only known under the evaluation of others, but now she has experienced it.) ）

(But she thinks that teenagers are not sick and are the only ones who are born perfect, and this feeling of being filthy to defile others...) ）

(Because Kafka in the back has seen many fears, knows that she is actually a minority, and there are many people who have fears, but Kafka here only knows that only one person in the world is born with fear, and her world is limited to this planet, which is even more difficult to accept...) ）

(And even the Kafka of the original plot has not had the opportunity to observe the fear of one person who has been almost attached to one person for more than ten years, or someone who has a good child entry and a genius label.) ）

(- Unless the silver wolf cries and makes trouble in front of Kafka all day, such as that crappy game technique being beaten to death by others all day.) ）

(And the biggest problem now is contradiction and distortion, and being an important person—being a sinner—is neither worthy nor worthy of acceptance, which is even more rotten than the ethical relationship between Jiang Cheng and Kafka.) ）

(The person Jiang Cheng trusts, the person who has a corrupt relationship with Jiang Cheng, and the person behind the biggest injury to Jiang Cheng... The wife is twisted, and the first forty-odd chapters are designed to highlight this twisted relationship. ）

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