Start by pursuing a talented beautiful girl

"Monday, February 27, sunny."

"Today's part-time job went well and I got some extra money."

"In this case, if the school still has holidays every two weeks in the next three months, then I no longer need to worry about money."

"But you still need to save some money in daily life and set aside some money to prepare for unexpected events."

"It doesn't matter if you don't eat dinner. I'm used to being hungry."

"However, in order to solve the problem of part-time job, I was forced to agree to Wang Ge's somewhat rude request."

"Pretend to be his girlfriend this weekend and show him off in front of his friends."

"I really didn't expect that the plot in this kind of light novel would actually happen to me."

"And I actually agreed to it out of nowhere."

"It's definitely not that I have any feelings for him. I just felt soft for a moment - well, my being soft-hearted proves that I do have some feelings for him."

"When writing a diary, I can always realize some things that I usually cannot notice. This is probably a kind of introspection. I observe and reflect on myself from the perspective of a bystander. This can effectively prevent me from falling into misunderstandings and getting into trouble. "

"I am not hard-hearted, and I am far from being as cold-blooded as I appear. Being together for a long time has made me unable to restrain myself from being shackled, so that I will become soft-hearted and cannot bear to refuse his request."

"Actually, this is not entirely my problem. If what Wang Ge did disgusts me, I will naturally not feel 'soft-hearted', nor will I have the heart to refuse the request to pretend to be my girlfriend."

"Well, I feel much better when I think about it this way. Wang Ge is right. Being Ah Q is also good. At least it can make me feel less bad."

"Objectively speaking, Wang Ge is indeed an extremely outstanding male individual. He has experience and knowledge far beyond his age. He is very measured in what he says and does, and he is very comfortable to get along with. This is why I was willing to work with him in the first place. One of the reasons to read in the library.”

"What is described here is the former Wang Ge. Now as we become more and more familiar with him, he has gradually begun to show his true colors. He is getting thicker and thicker, and he is becoming more and more unscrupulous. Today, he is even called "wife" directly. calls me."

"I don't know how he could scream."

"..."

"Speaking of which, I talked to him tonight about some concepts about 'chastity'. In this regard, he and I have similar views. This is a very rare thing, and it makes me happy."

"Many of my thoughts and concepts are different from those of most of my peers, and it is always difficult to be recognized. I don't think I am wrong, but being criticized all the time will inevitably undermine some of my self-confidence."

"I'm glad that there are people my age who have similar ideas to me, even if it's just a trivial aspect."

"Wang Ge said that this concept is still a bit advanced for people of this era, but in fact, as early as 1920, Hu Shi published an article in the newspaper titled "On Women Defiled by Rape". That was This concept was mentioned for the first time.”

"That was 1920. The concept was indeed advanced at that time, but now a hundred years later, is it still advanced?"

"I have no idea."

"I lack sufficient social experience and my understanding of the world is immature, so I am not qualified to make evaluations in this regard."

"I just hope that more people will have similar and identical ideas to me."

"That way I might have a few friends and not be so determined to reject all intimacy."

"Wang Ge's ideas are similar to mine. I think he may be like me, and he doesn't have many friends with whom I can really talk."

"The truth seems to be true. He frankly admitted that this is why he likes me. He can find something in me that other girls don't shine in."

"I don't think these ideas that are different from most people are shining points, but if he is also such a person, it is understandable."

"...At first I thought he chose to pursue me because I was number one in academics, good-looking and independent, and would be proud to have me as his girlfriend - boys of this age are always like this. Pursuing to be unique and different, I feel that this is very beautiful - I also wrote this guess in my diary in December. "

"I apologize to him for my malicious speculation."

"He is indeed a very good boy. It is really difficult to find another person as good as him at this age, so I sincerely hope that he can give up this dead end of mine as soon as possible and find a bright road. "

"Everyone has their own strengths and weaknesses. Everyone is unique. I also have many shortcomings, but he was blinded by his good impression of me and ignored those obvious shortcomings."

"For example, if he was chasing another girl, he might have caught up with her a long time ago. Now he has entered a sweet and passionate period of love, instead of having a girlfriend by pretending like now. He has to be careful to ask for help when holding hands. agree."

"Well, the above sentence is just a simple complaint. I don't have such a thing as a 'best friend', so I can only complain in my diary."

"It's very difficult to persuade him to give up now, so I have to think carefully about whether to be more indifferent to him in the last three months, so that he no longer has any expectations of me; or to be nice to him and leave some warmer memories for both of us."

"The advantage of the former is that he won't be too sad after I leave, but the disadvantage is that it will be a torture for me, and it may be difficult for me to do this, because I am always soft-hearted."

"As for the latter, the advantage is that I can spend a relatively good three months before the college entrance examination, but the disadvantage is... the better the relationship before, the more cruel the separation will be."

"It's hard to choose."

"Well... if I could have met Wang Ge earlier, and if I could have met him before I made the decision to 'reject all intimate relationships', maybe I wouldn't have to be so entangled."

"It's hard to say, I was still very naive at that time, and I was very young at that time. He might also be trying to attract attention."

"... Let's make a choice after the weekend."

"If he performs well, I will choose the latter and let him take advantage of me a little; if he performs poorly, I will choose the former. It is better to suffer a short pain than a long pain."

"That's it."

"..."

"Hehe, it seems that I really have some inexplicable feelings for Wang Ge. I would not be so entangled in the past."

"It's meaningless to think about these. I don't know whether the path I choose is right or not, but I have to try to go on to find out."

"Everything in this world is conserved. If you want to get something, you have to lose something first. I understood this truth a long time ago and have been mentally prepared for it."

"I will be free in the end."

"Using the form of a diary to portray the character of Chen Yanxi in more depth should be a rare way. I wonder if you like it?

In addition, this book should be renamed tomorrow. The new title will most likely be "Starting from the Pursuit of Genius Beauty Girl". I really don't have much talent in naming books. I thought about it for a long time and came up with this barely qualified one. I hope you don't dislike it.

Finally, please collect, recommend, read, and vote for me~