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Yuan quickly covered Chu Chu's eyes to prevent her from being frightened

"Let's go." Zhou Yuan said.

The two went to the guard room, briefly explained the reason, showed their doctor's certificates, and entered the mental hospital.

When Zhou Yuan arrived at the mental hospital, his first feeling was that it was deserted.

Not only was the hospital deserted, but the location of the mental hospital itself was very remote, and there were almost no cars outside. Compared with Yanjing International Hospital, it was simply two extremes.

Zhou Yuan quickly found the doctor's office and met the psychiatrist introduced by He Jianyi.

Hearing that it was introduced by He Jianyi, the doctor named Lin Mingde immediately became enthusiastic.

"What do you want to know about?"

Lin Mingde, with a few strands of hair on his head, opened the thermos cup and took a sip, then said

"……Does the public still have a big misunderstanding about mental illness?" Zhou Yuan was silent for a while, thinking of Lu Chenxi's words.

Lin Mingde nodded, put down the cup, and said:"Not long ago, a few months ago, a shopping mall in Yanjing caught fire, and more than a hundred people died. We were sent by the government's Health and Family Planning Commission to do post-disaster psychological crisis intervention. You know, in the face of such a disaster, people's emotions will go to extremes, and we need to regulate them."

"As a result, more than a dozen psychiatrists from our hospital rushed over overnight, but when we got there, they wouldn't let us in, saying that the victims' families felt ashamed, that they were just sad because their loved ones had passed away, and that they weren't mentally ill, and they refused to see us."

"Even the government had not thought of this. There was nothing we could do. Even if the family members disagreed, psychological intervention had to be done. Later, we all took off our white coats and waited at the crematorium."

"The bodies were cremated that day. We pushed open the door of the crematorium and saw the bodies passed by in rows. After a while, a family member fainted from crying. We pretended to be other relatives of the victims and rushed over to comfort them and provided psychological intervention."

"Look, even as a psychiatrist, he dares not tell people his identity!"Lin Mingde shook his head in self-mockery.

Zhou Yuan nodded and was about to suggest going to see the mentally ill person who was taken away by the police before, but Lin Mingde seemed to be addicted and started his talk show again.

"The one who impressed me the most was a little girl who had schizophrenia. When she was ill, she was very irritable and would get angry over the slightest thing. She would smash anything she saw. When she was normal, she was very quiet and a very beautiful girl."

"She has come to our mental hospital five or six times. Each time the treatment was effective, she went back for a while and came back again, but her condition became worse."

"Later, she had another attack, so we locked her up. On the one hand, it was safe for her, and on the other hand, it was safe for us. The room was a special room for violent mental patients. There was nothing inside, and the walls were soft, so it was relatively safe."

"After I locked her up, I went back to her room and wanted to help her tidy up her things. I found that her room was very clean, her things were neatly arranged, her clothes were neatly folded, and she didn't look like she had been sick at all. I realized something was wrong, so I ran to the isolation room and looked in through the small window. I found that she had committed suicide."

At this point, Lin Mingde lowered his head, looking a little sad.

This incident had a great impact on him.

"She had planned all this long ago, pretending to be sick and then die in there. Before she died, she wrote a letter to her family and us, saying that suicide had nothing to do with us and was her own decision. In particular, there was one sentence,"Since no one outside can tolerate me, I will leave quietly in this place that belongs to me."’"

"It was very painful to see at that time."

Lin Mingde said:"Do you know why she came to our place six times?"

"because……"

Zhou Yuan was about to speak when Lin Mingde interrupted her:"Because every time she returned after treatment, her classmates and teachers would discriminate against her and laugh at her because she had been to a mental hospital, so her condition would get worse every time she returned. It wasn't her mental illness that killed her, it was everyone's malice and prejudice!"

Zhou Yuan was stunned for a moment

"Later, her parents came to our hospital to claim the body. The couple were both very thin, and their eyes were red from crying. They went into the room where the girl had lived, and without saying a word, they just stood there and cried silently. The whole hospital was very sad, especially me. I felt very guilty and thought I had killed the girl."

"Later, her parents found me again and thanked me, and told me not to feel guilty. I then learned that the girl mentioned me in the letter she wrote to her parents, saying that I was a good doctor and that I should not let her departure ruin my future."

Lin Mingde sighed,"It was this incident that made me stick to this field for 30 years. I want to do something to help these poor people."

While the two were talking, Chuchu's voice rang out outside the office.

""Brother! Look, this is my shadow!"

Zhou Yuan and the other man looked over and saw Chuchu standing at the door, with a mentally ill patient in striped clothes standing behind him.

Chuchu raised his hand, and the patient also raised his hand. Chuchu squatted down, and the patient also squatted down.

Lin Mingde laughed and said,"This person thinks he has no life, just a shadow. Whoever he sees will imitate him. Because he is not dangerous at all, he can move freely in our hospital. He is considered an 'aristocrat'!"

Lu Chenxi stood aside and wondered,"Why doesn't he learn from me?"

Zhou Yuan:"Maybe, he doesn't like to learn from old women."

Lu Chenxi was stunned, clenched his fists, and shouted angrily,"Zhou Yuan!!"

Lin Mingde smiled and said,"Look, this little girl is having fun with the patient. In the eyes of children, there are not so many right and wrong."

Zhou Yuan nodded.

Perhaps, the reason why this mentally ill patient who thought he was a shadow did not learn from Lu Chenxi was because he felt that Lu Chenxi was more or less a little alienated.

"Professor Lin, can I take a look around?" Zhou Yuan stood up.

Lin Mingde nodded and said,"I heard from He Jianyi that you are interested in research in this area?"

"Yes"

"Haha, it's rare to see young people interested in mental illness. I heard from Lao He that your medical skills are very superb. You are the first one to be praised by him like this! Moreover, this is the first time he has asked me to do something for someone else!"

Zhou Yuan smiled politely and said,"Teacher, you have helped me a lot."

"I have indeed been researching the field of mental illness in recent years. I will send my research to Lao He in a while. You can take a look. It may be helpful to you."

Zhou Yuan thanked him and took Chuchu with him. Chuchu was followed by a big shadow and an angry girl. The group began to look for the mental patient who fantasized that his wife was killed.

The layout of the mental hospital is very different from that of an ordinary hospital. All patients live alone. There are two iron doors at the door of each room. Only doctors and nurses can enter. Family members need to make an appointment in advance._Feilu reminds you: Three things to do when reading - collection, recommendation, and sharing