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The reason why Tang Yu cherishes it so much, every opportunity to cultivate, and every time he receives teachings, is very serious, it turns out that Ian has experienced so much, because Ian is particularly bumpy, so he cherishes these hard-won opportunities so much.

Tang Yu felt that Ian was able to persevere until now, which was also very powerful, and he was also very persevering and capable if he could persist until now, but Ian may have experienced more difficulties than he imagined, so Tang Yu still felt that Ian was really strong and capable.

Tang Yu wanted to listen to Ian continue, Ian looked at Tang Yu in front of him, his eyes were still full of sadness, Ian sighed, and then continued to say to Tang Yu.

"I hesitated for a long time, but in the end, I decided to give it a try, I didn't think about it so much at the time, including my family, what if I failed, what to do, I didn't think about it, employment is immersed in my own world, thinking about the old man who went out every day, telling me. "

Ian actually regretted it, why didn't he think about it so much, just directly to his own thoughts, just think about himself, he never did, think about his family, just for some of his own selfish desires, hurt many people.

I don't know what will happen in the future, but for myself at that time, I was very excited when I thought that I could cultivate, and I was happy every day, and Ian was like this every day, happily immersed in his own world, and didn't think about anything.

Then Ian went on to say to Tang Yu.

"I wrote down those words in a notebook, I was afraid that after a long time, I forgot a lot of things, many things, I can't remember, so I thought, first write down all these things I remember, and then I focus on these things every day, some things at home, and forget to help. "

When Ian thought of that, he regretted it very much, he was very sorry for his family, they must be very disappointed in themselves, they were not filial, they always thought for themselves, for themselves, and never took care of so many things, Ian felt that even if he could do it again, he might still choose to cultivate.

Tang Yu knew that Ian must be very sad now, because he was ashamed of his family, Tang Yu could guess that Ian must have done something he regretted, sometimes, if he wants to succeed, he really can't take care of many things, especially his family, because in his heart, his family will always tolerate him and will not think about it so much.

Ian still doesn't know how to say next, what kind of words to say, his memories of the past are pouring out now, and he doesn't know if he will have good memories, Ian tried to control his emotions.

Tang Yu looked at it, Ian's emotions became more and more disagreeable, and he said to Ian.

"Ian, are you okay, why don't you take a break, I'll talk about it later, I'm not in a good mood. "

Ian heard what Tang Yu said, and quickly shook his head, then raised his head, pretended to be calm, looked at Tang Yu, and then said to Tang Yu.

"No, I'm fine, I can continue. "

Tang Yu looked at Ian, very stubborn, Tang Yu thought to himself, this Ian is a man, he is really very good, he can go through so much, and he can always work hard like this, so strong.

At this time, Tang Yu heard, and Ian continued.

"Before, I ignored my family, and then every day, I would look at this book and study it, sometimes, just according to some words, I really don't know how to do it, and no one taught me, I don't know, how I want to start, I don't know, I don't know, what should I do, and I'm also scared, if one day, they know, I want to cultivate, what should I do, until one day....."

Ian doesn't know, how to say this day, I don't know if I'm lucky or not, so I was discovered, Ian also feels that he was too undeserved that day, and now sometimes, I regret a lot of things, and I'm sorry for the people I hurt before.

Tang Yu saw Ian pause, and knew that this was another sad place, maybe it was this day, Ian was discovered, can you imagine that in a village where cultivation is not liked at all, and cultivation is forbidden, if they are on the line, Ian is cultivating, what should they do, what will happen.

Tang Yu felt that the punishment should be very serious, but Ian now, now Ian, there is nothing at all, what happened to make Ian become what he is now, so sad, for so many years, he has been closed off himself, and he does not let himself think of these things, nor does he make himself sad and sad, and now Ian is too sad.

Tang Yu felt that maybe the things he had experienced before were too depressing and heavy, so many things were buried in his heart like this, and he wouldn't say it to others, and he wouldn't think it out, so that it wouldn't be painful, and everything would be better.

But Tang Yu feels that you are buried in your heart, not letting yourself remember, but you will still remember, or invisibly give yourself a pain, some things, the more you don't want to think about it, sometimes the more you will remember, in this way, it will really be more painful, long pain is better than short pain, sometimes, the solution is really much better than a long time in the bottom of your heart.

Tang Yu felt that there was no need to give himself so much pain, if he opened this knot, there would be nothing to do, if Ian had met him earlier, Tang Yu thought so, because in this way, Ian would not have been in pain for so many years.

Ian then said to Tang Yu.

"That day, I was still holding the book I remembered, in the back of the house, secretly researching, and suddenly, my mother, came, and took the book that I looked at every day, and said to me as she took it, 'You know every day to take this broken book, and you don't know how to do some work, let me see, what you write, I don't know how many words, and write so many things', I was panicked, I didn't know what to do. "

Ian is really very flustered, for himself, he is not ready, how to face them, this matter, he still wants to hide it all the time, he has not at all, he wants to tell them how he feels, but he was bumped into by his mother, Ian's heart is beating wildly, I don't know how to face this matter, Ian is very panicked. _

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