Stay Safe

"What are you thinking?" Qi Yin asked in dissatisfaction when she saw that she had been silent for a long time.

Yin Xiaoli retracted her gaze from the ceiling, raised her hand and stroked her face.

Qi Yin immediately became happy, and even took the initiative to come over and rub her soft palm. Yin Xiaoli took advantage of the situation and hugged her into her arms. Her skin was smooth, and after staying in the air-conditioned room for a long time, it felt cool to the touch.

Yin Xiaoli felt that she could maintain Qiyin's freshness for a while.

"It's nothing." Yin Xiaoli answered her with a smile, and said again, "You're so amazing, I haven't recovered yet."

Qi Yin was praised very satisfied, and asked with bright eyes, "Really?"

She knows that Chinese people are introverted, and some of them will perform in such things, and their acting skills are superb.

"Of course it's true." The deeper the smile on Yin Xiaoli's lips, she found that Qi Yin's pupils were a rare amber color. The pupil color was a little light, but clean. She looked sideways against the light like two clear eyes. Clear gem, very beautiful.

The ends of her eyes are raised, and her lacquered eyebrows are like hooks. She is really beautiful. She is definitely the most beautiful one of the mixed races she has ever seen.

What kind of **** luck did I have to make such a girlfriend for the first time.

Yin Xiaoli sighed again that she had begun to feel a touch of regret for the breakup not long after.

Unison started again.

She goes out of her way to please her, with her hands, with her mouth, inside and out, in every measure.

Yin Xiaoli took the initiative to beg for mercy, Qi Yin let her go after some more, and kissed her with ambiguous water stains on the corners of her lips. Yin Xiaoli's mouth was itchy, and she praised her skills all the time. Qi Yin was full of enthusiasm and spirits.

She was not afraid of the pain in her hands, but Yin Xiaoli was afraid that she would not be able to get out of bed, so she quickly said that she was sleepy, and Qi Yin stopped making trouble with her immediately. Let go quickly.

In the darkness, Yin Xiaoli followed her brow bone, slowly stroked her fingertips, and asked curiously, "Have you always been like this before?"

"What?" Qi Yin didn't understand.

"...Nothing." Yin Xiaoli yawned, "Go to sleep."

Qi Yin came over and hugged her, sighing contentedly.

Yin Xiaoli closed her eyes, the corners of her eyes curved slightly.

Mu Zhenxi didn't wait for Yin Xiaoli to call back when she went to bed. She looked at Xiao Jin who was sitting on the bed with her arms crossed, and said, "I should be busy."

Xiao Jin couldn't rush to someone's house to separate the two, so he had to say, "Then you can ask her tomorrow."

Wooden Pillow Creek said yes.

The two also slept.

The next morning, shortly after Muzhenxi arrived at the company, he sent Yin Xiaoli a WeChat message to ask her about Qiyin, and Yin Xiaoli called her.

Mu Zhenxi smiled and sighed: "Mom, you really found a good father for me this time. I'm a different generation from Xiao Jin, you know?"

Yin Xiaoli: "Hahaha what the hell? Where did you come from, dad, there is no such thing, stop talking nonsense."

Mu Zhenxi felt uncomfortable and asked, "Then what happened to you and Qi Yin?"

Yin Xiaoli said: "419, now it's 429, we got together again last night. Didn't you say, she just wanted to sleep with me, don't say it, the technology is really good, among the people I met be in the top three."

Wooden Pillow Creek: "..."

Did you do something bad with your own good intentions? If Yin Xiaoli didn't know at first that she was playing, would she be more cautious.

She didn't know if it should be said that Qi Yin was attracted to her. No matter whether she said it or not, Yin Xiaoli's attitude shouldn't have changed much based on Muzhenxi's understanding of her.

Wooden Pillow Creek said tentatively, "She seems to like you a lot."

Yin Xiaoli smiled and said, "I know, I like her a lot too, we've already dated."

Wooden Pillow Creek was speechless. She knew what Yin Xiaoli's liking was.

She intends to go back and discuss with Xiao Jin.

She wanted to hang up when she heard Yin Xiaoli say over there, "I'm not 100% sure about something, go back and ask Dr. Xiao."

Wooden Pillow Creek smiled: "What's the matter?"

Yin Xiaoli frowned and said, "Five years, no, now it should be said that six years ago, Qi Yin and I met at the Les bar in Sicheng, and as I told you, I have been there altogether. Once, I met someone who was very interested, but the other party left, and it was nothing."

This morning, she remembered the person next to Qi Yin, and asked her if she was Xiao Jin. She didn't expect that Qi Yin would lie, so she simply said no. Yin Xiaoli didn't believe her, she trusted her own judgment.

Muzhenxi was surprised at first, and then joking: "Have you been destined to meet each other for thousands of miles?"

Yin Xiaoli didn't follow her to laugh, and said seriously: "I'm not talking to you about this, but at that time, I saw Xiao Jin by her side. She was in a bad mood at that time, and she was like a ghost. Didn't notice me."

There was a sudden silence from the other side.

Yin Xiaoli: "Hello?"

It took a long time for Mu Zhenxi to regain his sanity, and he said abruptly: "You mean, six years ago, Xiao Jin was in Sicheng?"

Yin Xiaoli: "Yes, and China is so big, she lives abroad for a long time, why is it so coincidental that she happened to be in the same city with you, I reasonably suspect that she had found you at that time, but for some reason she didn't. Recognize you. Wait, shit, shit, shit, I thought about it, you wait for me."

Then Muzhenxi listened to Yin Xiaoli's constant chatter as if he had discovered some big secret there, and immediately Muzhenxi's WeChat received a chat record.

It belongs to Xiao Jin and Yin Xiaoli.

[You just said that in Sicheng, there was a girl chasing her, what year did it happen? 】

[I can't remember exactly, but we came to Lincheng soon after that, maybe four or five years ago or five or six years ago]

[They live in the same building? 】

【Yes】

【thanks】

Yin Xiaoli explained to her in real time on the phone: "This is a time when we chatted. I talked about the eldest lady who chased you before, and she asked me later. Are these questions strange?"

Wooden Pillow Creek looked in a trance.

Strange, of course, strange, the question of whether they live in the same building can only be asked by those who have seen it with their own eyes, right? Did Xiao Jin see them enter a building with her own eyes, what would she think?

The wooden pillow stream was replaced by himself, and he pushed along, his girlfriend whom he hadn't seen for many years—in Xiao Jin's heart, they never broke up, and went in and out of the same building with other girls. Maybe there were some seemingly intimate actions at that time. In Mu Zhenxi's memory, because the other party has helped her a lot, and her family background and temperament are a bit like Xiao Jin, she has always been kind to her and tolerated in many ways, even Yin Xiaoli has misunderstood whether she is not. To be with the other party, Mu Zhenxi explained to her, and Yin Xiaoli believed it.

What about Xiao Jin?

Will she be misunderstood?

Did she think she had a new person, so she didn't come out and left silently.

No wonder she was not surprised when she mentioned this eldest lady, no wonder she was secretive for the past ten years, no wonder she was vague about when she found her, no wonder...

An invisible and intangible thread connects them.

Mu Zhenxi's heart was sour and unbearable, he raised his head calmly, his eyes were obviously red.

What Yin Xiaoli said didn't enter her ears anymore, she heard her say before hanging up the phone, "I'm not very sure, you ask her, talk about it honestly and honestly."

Wooden Pillow Creek replied: "Well."

Yin Xiaoli heard the nasal tone in her voice, sighed secretly, and hung up the phone without saying any more.

Wooden pillow creek leaned his shoulders against the wall of the terrace weakly, his hands trembled uncontrollably, he slowly lost his breath, raised his head and poured back the damp heat in his eyes.

What she wants to talk about, she wants to have a good talk with Xiao Jin.

At noon, Xiao Jin called her and asked Yin Xiaoli first, and Muzhenxi repeated Yin Xiaoli's original words to her. Just from the phone, you could hear Xiao Jin was worried, and Muzhenxi smiled and said, "My son and grandson If you have children and grandchildren, don’t worry about your old mother.”

Xiao Jin said: "She's in China, I'll worry about it, she's abroad, I don't care."

Wooden Pillow Creek: "It turned out to be like this hahaha."

Xiao Jin said, "Why not? I'll help her tie Yin Xiaoli to go abroad? Kidnapping is against the law."

Muzhenxi: "Haha, let her tie it by herself, you give her an idea."

Xiao Jin said, "Is this called instigation to commit a crime?"

Wooden Pillow Creek laughed again.

Usually she also laughs, but it is not as frequent and exaggerated as today, but it is intentional, Xiao Jin finds it strange: "What's wrong with you?"

"It's nothing." Mu Zhenxi covered the microphone of the phone, and then took a breath, and the corners of his eyes were wet.

She could only use laughter to temporarily numb herself, but when she stopped and heard Xiao Jin's voice, she couldn't help thinking about Xiao Jin back then. Under the full of joy, when I bumped into myself with others, how did I restrain my emotions and take back the feet that I stepped out step by step. Will she walk and squat on the street back home and cry? like a homeless child.

Wooden Pillow Creek tightly covered his mouth.

"Are you busy at work today? What time will you be back at night?"

"..."

"Wooden Pillow Stream?"

"..."

"wood?"

Muzhenxi wiped away the tears on his face and cleared his throat: "I'm here, someone called me just now, it seems that something happened at work, I'll deal with it first."

"……OK."

"I guess I'll go back early tonight, at seven or eight, and wait for me to have dinner together."

"Okay." Xiao Jin responded to her.

"I love you." Wooden Pillow Stream said suddenly.

"I love you too." Xiao Jin said.

After hanging up the phone, Xiao Jin sighed softly.

She called Qi Yin and confirmed to Qi Yin that Yin Xiaoli had asked her about what happened six years ago. Qi Yin had already told her yesterday that she and Yin Xiaoli had their first fate. Xiao Jin had also been to that bar. She had expected it to be bad at the time, but she didn't expect it to come so quickly.

Going around in circles, the past still surfaced at a speed and in a way she hadn't imagined.

After get off work, Xiao Jin went to the supermarket to buy vegetables. He bought some fresh melons, fruits and meat. After returning home, he handled it slowly. The washed fruit was placed on the coffee table in a fruit plate, and his eyes were floating. The roses in the vase are red and bright.

She cooked the rice, handled the ingredients, and skillfully prepared a dinner for two.

The time was just right, and the wooden pillow stream entered the house.

Xiao Jin hung a bag for her: "Wash your hands and prepare to eat."

Wooden Pillow Creek smiled and asked for a favor from her lips: "It's really virtuous."

Xiao Jin looked at her back, and there was a little smile in his eyes, but it suddenly turned into a loss.

The two were eating, and the table was very quiet. Wooden pillow Creek occasionally praised which dish was delicious. She liked it very much. Xiao Jin wrote it down and said that she would continue to cook it for her next time. People who live together don't need to say good things against their hearts at any time. They need to get to know each other slowly and become familiar with each other's tastes and habits.

Muzhenxi cut an apple, with a total of four knives, left and right, left an apple core, and left the pulp to Xiao Jin, she nibbled the apple core, Xiao Jin took a look: "..." Forced a piece of pulp into her mouth, or biggest piece.

"Hmm!" Muzhenxi's cheeks were bulging, and his eyes were curved into crescents.

Xiao Jin pinched her cheek: "Is it intentional?"

Wooden Pillow Creek nodded.

Xiao Jin raised her face and licked her lips. The tip of her tongue rolled away the juice from her lips. She licked her teeth and drilled in. Wooden pillow stream stepped back and shook her head vigorously. She hasn't finished eating yet, and her mouth is full of apple pomace, so indecent.

Xiao Jin couldn't help laughing, patted her face softly, and went to the bathroom to run water.

Muzhenxi swallowed the last mouthful and said to her back, "Are you taking a shower now?"

Xiao Jin said, "Yes."

Wooden Pillow Creek followed her in and looked at her from the side.

"Does it look good?" Xiao Jin spread out her five fingers, put her hand under the faucet and rushed, the water flowed into the bathtub along her fingertips, accumulating a shallow layer.

"Um."

The water in the bathtub slowly filled up, Xiao Jin retracted his hand and put a few drops of essential oil into it. Wooden Pillow Stream asked her why she didn't use the petals she put before, did she feel bad? Xiao Jin was stunned and said that he forgot, and wanted to change the petals again, but it was already dripping, and Muzhenxi stopped her funny.

Xiao Jin was lying in the bathtub with his eyes closed, his skin under the water was as white as jade, as beautiful as jade.

Wooden Pillow Creek sat on a small stool and gave her a massage.

The atmosphere seems peaceful and beautiful.

Xiao Jin opened his eyes and saw that the water mist in Wooden Pillow Creek's eyes seemed to merge with the water vapor in the bathroom.

"You know?" Xiao Jin looked at her quietly and only asked one sentence.

Mu Zhenxi lost his cover, and immediately raised his hand to cover his eyes.

Xiao Jin sighed.

Since they met, the more they got to know them, the more they discovered the inhumane heaviness of them. It doesn't matter to her, to Wooden Pillow Creek... She no longer thinks that she will be unbearable, just distressed.

She straightened up, pulled down one hand of Wooden Pillow Creek, and sighed with a smile on her face full of tears, "It's ugly."

Wooden pillow stream is not crying, nor is not crying.

She didn't even know what to say, her belly was stuck in her throat, and every time she thought about it, a blunt knife was sharpening her heart.

She would rather get a negative answer from Xiao Jin, she has never been to Sicheng.

"I did go." But Xiao Jin said.

Wooden Pillow Creek twitched the corners of his mouth bitterly.

"In my fourth year abroad, I found out that you were in Sicheng, so I went to find you." Xiao Jin's tone was flat and straightforward, as if he was talking about other people's affairs, "I was waiting for you downstairs in your house. class, or went out to play, I waited for you for a long time, and saw you walking by side by side with a girl, a few street lights in your neighborhood were broken, it was very dark, I couldn't see it clearly, it was only when I went to the entrance of the corridor to confirm that it was you, I Go out, I want to call you..."

She paused, smiled and said, "But that girl kissed you on tiptoe."

Muzhenxi didn't know when Xiao Jin arrived in Sicheng, and Yin Xiaoli's memory of the specific time had long been blurred, so she went through all the memories of her and that eldest young lady in the daytime, and admitted that she was not out of line. She was anxious and angry, her eyes were red: "That was her own opinion, I had a big fight with her later, I didn't stay with her, I--"

She thumped the wall angrily with her hand.

Xiao Jin opened her fisted fingers, blew lightly at her red knuckles, and said gently, "I know you have nothing to do with her, Yin Xiaoli has already told me."

Wooden pillow creek sobbed, grief unbearable, but what's the use, it's too late.

Xiao Jin knew it far earlier than she did. The sadness at that time had been relieved. She just gently patted the back of Muzhenxi, rubbed her chin against her hair, and comforted the lover in her arms in her own way.

for a long time.

Wooden Pillow Creek asked, "Did you go back to the United States later?"

Xiao Jin nodded.

"Then why did you suddenly come back after five years?" Why was it five years apart, and what was she doing in the middle five years?

Xiao Jin was silent for a while, then said, "It's not like that."

Wooden Pillow Creek asked, "What?"

Xiao Jin combed her long hair gently and said in a low voice, "I have never left you."

Wooden pillow brook suddenly raised a kind of fear, that kind of fear was not the matter itself, but stemmed from her hunch about what Xiao Jin was about to say. What she didn't know was much more than she imagined, it was the fear of the unknown.

Xiao Jin noticed the sudden stiffness of Muzhenxi's limbs, and she couldn't bear it for a while, but when the event came to an end, she couldn't let Muzhenxi find out bit by bit from nowhere. Her safe is now at home, and the wooden pillow When Xi sees it, she will still be suspicious, and to piece together the truth, why don't you tell her yourself.

After Xiao Jin returned to the United States from Sicheng, she was depressed for a long time, as if the spiritual pillar that supported her collapsed overnight, exactly the same as when she first went abroad. Qi Yin couldn't see it, so she dragged her out of the room and started scolding her, didn't she say it's okay to wait for her to break up and wait for her to divorce, what the **** are you doing now, I think you'd be more happy if you just die first , Xiao Jin walked to the window without saying a word, Qi Yin almost lost her soul, and dragged her back again.

The two stared at each other, Xiao Jin said, "I'm fine, I just want to be paralyzed for a while."

Qi Yin didn't believe it: "You've been paralyzed for a month, isn't that enough?"

Xiao Jin stood up: "You're right, enough is enough."

She felt that her vitality was too tenacious. She had been hit hard in the past, and she would never want to die in the future, and she would never want to die no matter what. She cheered up again, went to class and studied as usual, and silently paid attention to Wooden Pillow Creek on the other side of the ocean.

"Hire someone to take my picture?" Wooden Sleeper Creek was horrified. It turns out that someone has been watching her behind her for so many years?

"It's only once a year." Xiao Jin saw through her thoughts and smiled.

"Where is that photo?" Wooden Pillow Creek was a little curious.

"The safe in my room."

The wooden pillow stream was going to go back to get it. Xiao Jin grabbed her and said, "The safe is too heavy. I'll look at it later, and bring my mobile phone here."

"Why didn't I see it before?" Wooden Pillow Creek looked at her album.

"Not in the phone photo."

Xiao Jin took the mobile phone handed over by Muxinxi, downloaded the QQ space from the app store, and opened one of the albums "visible only to me".

Wooden Pillow Creek: "..."

Xiao Jin has lived abroad for a long time, and he doesn't even use WeChat, let alone the ancient QQ. Muxianxi was not registered before, and now this is a work account. Naturally, he will not think of adding Xiao Jin's friends, let alone the albums in the space. there will be something.

Xiao Jin opened it from the first photo, and two people watched it next to each other. From twenty-four to twenty-eight years old, the people in them might not feel that, but Xiao Jin could easily see her change, her smile More and more, he is more and more calm in dealing with life, and he is at ease, and his gestures are full of mature style, and he is almost out of touch with that 18-year-old girl.

Xiao Jin instructed the person taking the photo not to be discovered by Muxianxi, so he was very cautious.

There are very few frontal shots, most of them are sideways photos, or they are long-term views. There is a picture of Muzhenxi waiting for a red light at the intersection. It is a full body photo. .

Xiao Jin has been the phone lock screen for a long time.

She asked what Muzhenxi was watching at the time, and Muzhenxi still remembered, and shook her head.

Xiao Jin continued to scroll down.

Xiao Jin knew that Muzhenxi and the eldest broke up two years after returning to the United States. Qi Yin congratulated her when she heard the news, and excitedly wanted to send Xiao Jin back to China, but Xiao Jin did not come back.

In those two years, her feelings for Muxianxi gradually changed. She didn't know how it happened, but it was so natural. She was no longer obsessed with getting the other party, but in the silent waiting, the birth of a new belief.

She used to sleepless nights, thinking that Wooden Pillow Stream would give the tenderness she had given to another person, and she was mad with jealousy; or perhaps, she would completely forget her, forgetting that short-lived happy and painful youth, and in the end it was only her Live with this memory. She was also unwilling, angry, jealous, resentful, and in the end, she disappeared and returned to peace.

The photos that came back from China, the news she got from the people she contacted, and even she went back to China to see it in person, all proved that Wooden Sleeper Creek was doing well, and she could live well without her.

Later, she was only fortunate that Wooden Sleeper Creek still had the courage to have a lover. She loves anyone, not necessarily herself, as long as she is happy.

Thinking of this, my heart felt extremely peaceful.

In the quiet living room, Xiao Jin's voice was like a gentle flowing water, and she casually recounted her mental journey in those years.

Mu Zhenxi had already heard tears streaming down her face, she raised the back of her hand and wiped it, choked her throat and asked, "Then why did you show up later?"

Xiao Jin smiled: "You must never have thought of this answer."

Muzhenxi cried very embarrassedly, and hearing her tone made her a little curious, and said with red eyes: "Why?"

Xiao Jin's lips curled slightly: "Because of Fang Ying, I am very grateful to her. She is our matchmaker."

Wooden Pillow Creek is puzzled.

Xiao Jin pulled out a photo from his mobile phone. It was a photo of Muzhenxi and Fang Ying, eating at a restaurant. Xiao Jin asked her to take a closer look, but Muzhenxi didn't want to look away. Compared with Xiao Jin's deep affection, every wavering thought she had over the years was a betrayal, and it only felt extremely dazzling.

Xiao Jin didn't force her, just propped her chin with one hand, and said with a smile, "I found that she is a bit like me."

Last year, after Xiao Jin, who was abroad, discovered this coincidence, her heart was pounding, and she made a bold conjecture: Will Wooden Pillow Stream not forget her? Is she still thinking about herself?

Xiao Jin didn't dare to act rashly. She asked people to take a lot of photos of Fang Ying. There were no blind spots in 360 degrees, and they were compared with their own. The height, figure, and back were completely similar to each other. As for the face, there were two. Three points. She was afraid that she was not objective enough, so she specially asked a friend to help her identify it.

At that time, Muzhenxi had broken up with Fang Ying and returned to being single. Xiao Jin's heart was beating like a drum. The idea of ​​"try it out" became stronger and stronger, in case she was really waiting for her, in case she could still make her happy... …

For this contingency, she returned to China in anticipation and timidity. From dark to light, she arranged the blind date.

Seeing Wooden Pillow Creek, Wooden Pillow Creek's attitude of trying to draw a clear line with her quickly cooled down her high emotions. Wooden Pillow Creek was not waiting for her, and she didn't want to have anything to do with her anymore.

Xiao Jin understood, she decided to give up, sent her home, and then she returned to her original position and never appeared in front of Muxianxi again. Then she probably used the greatest courage in her life to grab Muxianxi's hand and let her get into her car.

Who knew that there was a car accident on the road, she accidentally lost her memory, and she came into contact with the things in the heart of Muxinxi, and decided to scrape her bones to cure poison and do the last thing for her.

She used to think that was the end of the story, but luckily, she now has each other again.

Mu Zhenxi grabbed Xiao Jin's hand tightly, she couldn't even shed tears, her eyes were all red, and she said dryly: "You mean, if you didn't lose your memory at that time, would you leave?"

Xiao Jin straightened her hair on the temples and said gently, "I won't leave, I will continue to look at you."

"Is it the same as before? In a place I don't know?"

Xiao Jin nodded.

"Watching me fall in love with someone else?" Wooden Pillow Creek said with a trembling voice.

Xiao Jin smiled and nodded.

Because love for her is no longer skin-to-skin, but long-suffering and kind.

Love does not envy, love does not boast, is not arrogant, does not seek its own interests.

Bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.

Love is, never stops.