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Of course Xiao Jin wouldn't be so naive that Muxianxi suddenly threw out this sentence just to say that she and Lu Xiaoyun had met once.

Question after question flooded into her mind, tearing her reaction nerves into a mess.

When did Lu Xiaoyun return to Lincheng? I clearly told her to tell her in advance, why didn't she tell her? When did Wooden Pillow Stream meet her? Why don't you tell yourself? Most importantly, what did they say? What did Lu Xiaoyun say to Wooden Pillow Creek!

Xiao Jin felt like a fire was raging in her chest, mobilizing her emotions over the years, her underwater hands clenched into fists.

If she really said it, she would have to find her mother to settle the account!

It seemed like a long time had passed, and it seemed like a fleeting moment. Xiao Jin relaxed his limbs, leaned lazily against the edge of the bathtub, raised his eyebrows with just the right angle of doubt, and said with a slight smile, "How did you meet?"

She was betting that Lu Xiaoyun didn't reveal much.

If Mu Zhenxi hadn't been paying attention to Xiao Jin's expression since the words were spoken, he might have been deceived by her extremely fast reaction speed.

She looked at Xiao Jin fixedly: "She told me everything."

Xiao Jin groaned in her heart, but she was not as easy to deceive as Zhou Xinyue. She didn't know what Muzhenxi was saying, and she would not attack herself. She still had a smile on the corner of her mouth, as if she didn't understand what Muzhenxi was talking about.

"What's the matter?"

Muzhenxi finally saw how stubborn Xiao Jin was, she had already pushed her to the door, and Xiao Jin was still stubbornly resisting in the corner and refused to let go. If it weren't for Lu Xiaoyun, this matter would probably forever remain a secret.

"The money for grandma's treatment is from your parents."

"Your father forced you to make a choice between me and our relationship, and you chose to commit suicide."

"Your headache is the root of the disease that fell from that time, and that scar is under the scar from the car accident."

Every time Mu Zhenxi said a word, Xiao Jin's face turned pale, her smile could no longer be maintained, and the arc of her jaw was cold.

"Lu Xiaojun told you?" Xiao Jin raised his eyelids coldly.

Wooden Pillow Creek nodded.

Xiao Jin's eyes were full of anger, and even his eyes were faintly flushed. Mu Zhenxi had a bad intuition and added, "I forced her."

Xiao Jin was furious, how could he hear it? Even if she listened in, she wouldn't believe what Muxianxi said, she had her own judgment.

A clatter.

Xiao Jin got up from the bathtub, dripping water hanging from his body, shining like jade. It's just that her face was gloomy and treacherous at the moment, but she was like a ghost crawling out of the depths of hell.

Muzhenxi involuntarily took a step back, and he reacted in an instant, putting his hand in front of Xiao Jin.

Xiao Jin didn't even look at her, and said coldly, "Get out of the way."

Mu Zhenxi didn't give in at all: "What do you want to do now? Do you want to ask me about sin? You don't want me to know, I already know. If you want to ask your sin, ask me first."

Xiao Jin said, "It has nothing to do with you."

Mu Zhenxi: "Why doesn't it have anything to do with me? Everything about you has something to do with me." She gritted her teeth and said shamelessly, "Your mother is also my mother, I can't just watch you bully my mother."

Xiao Jin said blankly, "Isn't your mother Yin Xiaoli?"

Wooden Pillow Creek: "...Is there still too much mother? I still have a biological mother."

Xiao Jin raised the corner of his mouth, a slight arc, lost to the outdated and bizarre humor of Wooden Pillow Creek.

She closed her eyes and calmed down the raging anger. After a long time, she said, "Bath towel."

Wooden Pillow Creek said, "Aren't you going to continue taking a bath?"

Xiao Jin stared at her without a trace of emotion.

Mu Zhenxi pulled off the bath towel, wrapped Xiao Jin, wiped her body, and put on a clean nightgown.

Xiao Jin went to the living room, sat on the bay window, overlooking the night scene, his fingers hanging on his side moved twice, and then a long-lost itch filled his throat.

"Any cigarettes?" she asked Wooden Pillow Creek.

Why is she smoking here? So Muzhenxi shook his head, and then there was a strong look of shock in his eyes.

cigarette?

Xiao Jin saw through her guess, and a mocking smile appeared on the corner of his mouth: "I smoke and drink, are you disappointed?"

Xiao Jin thought she was going to live a new life, why? ! Why are there always people who can't get used to her having a good life? Does it make sense to bring up these things over and over again?

She wanted to get angry, questioned, and screamed, but the person in front of her was Wooden Pillow Stream, so she could only point the blade at herself.

She is an unbearable person, far less beautiful than Wooden Sleeper Creek imagined.

Others say that she is devoted to academics, bright and beautiful, a flower of high mountains, only she herself knows that her life is a mess, and she is also rotten in the mud. Now that she has climbed out of the mud, she doesn't want to accept Wooden Pillow Creek standing on the edge of the mud swamp, watching her with a guilty look.

That would not only make Muxianxi miserable, but also embarrass her.

"No." Wooden Pillow Creek came up and hugged her.

Xiao Jin broke away from her embrace and lowered his eyelids: "Let me be quiet for a while."

Wooden Pillow Creek still said, "No."

The veins on Xiao Jin's forehead jumped, and there were faint signs of anger. He endured it and said, "I just want to think about things by myself, is this okay?"

"No." Wooden pillow stream seemed to only say this word.

She didn't know what Xiao Jin would think, but she knew that what Xiao Jin thought would definitely be different from what she thought.

Xiao Jin organized the words in her mind, and Mu Zhenxi took advantage of her thinking and quickly hugged the person back tightly. This time, Xiao Jin couldn't break free. When she was angry, she opened her mouth and bit on the shoulder of the wooden pillow, and her teeth became more and more tense.

The t-shirt that Mu Zhenxi was wearing was thin, and Xiao Jin tasted the faint smell of blood, which filled his mouth. She loosened her teeth, the wound was soaked with saliva, and a light red color opened on her shoulders.

Xiao Jin panicked: "I'll get you medicine." She never thought that she would bite so hard.

"It's alright, don't worry about taking the medicine." Wooden pillow brook gently stopped her, there was no anger on her face, but a faint smile, and her face was even brighter in the moonlight.

Xiao Jin gave up resistance and allowed her to wrap her arms around her waist.

"Everyone thinks you are perfect, but if you want me to say, you still have flaws."

Xiao Jin said with a bit of self-sabotage: "I didn't say that I was perfect. I have a lot of shortcomings, didn't you already know?"

"The biggest disadvantage is that it is too perfect."

"..."

"We are all ordinary people, why are you always afraid that those bad things will be known to me? Will I change my view of you if I know? Or do you think that my heart is so weak, that I connect with those who are affected by the truth? Don't have the courage?"

"I'm not." Xiao Jin immediately retorted, but his eyes dodged.

"That's to think that my love for you will be mixed with other feelings and become impure?"

Xiao Jin didn't say anything.

"I'll be honest with you." Wooden pillow Brook said, "Among the people who have chased me over the years, there is one person I am deeply impressed by, who is quite like you. She has been chasing after me for a year, and she has helped me a lot. busy, and I am grateful to her."

Xiao Jin probably guessed who that person was, the "new love" of Muzhenxi who had been misunderstood by her.

Wooden pillow creek raised his eyebrows slightly, Xiao Jin was not jealous when he heard that others were chasing her and beating her hard? She temporarily suppressed her doubts and said, "There are many kinds of human feelings. Love is love. Gratitude returns to gratitude, and guilt returns to guilt. What's the difference between me and others? Can't you feel it?"

"Don't change the position," Xiao Jin said dully, "you love me with guilt, not pure guilt, don't think I don't know."

Wooden pillow creek raised his hand and flicked his fingers on Xiao Jin's forehead.

"Why did you hit me?"

"I beat you to the authorities, who are obsessed with bystanders."

"What?" Xiao Jin was startled.

"You know I had a bad time in the past few years, do you feel guilty?"

"Of course."

"Okay you." Wooden pillow creek glared furiously, and knocked Xiao Jin twice in succession, with a thud, "Your love for me is not pure!"

Xiao Jin: "..." What the hell?

The wooden pillow stream was going to be knocked again, Xiao Jin felt that it was too embarrassing to hold his head in his hands, so he had an idea: "I have a wound on my head, you still beat me."

"It's been more than ten years, and it's still for me."

"There was another one last year." Xiao Jin scratched his neck.

Wooden Pillow Creek retracted his hand and said with a smile, "Look."

"Look at what?"

"If you don't take it seriously, it won't be a big deal." Wooden pillow Brook Hulu Hulu her head, and then opened her bangs to look at the wound on her forehead, "Actually, I don't think it's a big deal."

Xiao Jin asked suspiciously, "Really?"

"Fake." Wooden Pillow Creek touched it carefully and kissed it, "But do I think it's a big deal to turn back time? God doesn't listen to me."

"That's the only way." Wooden Pillow Creek shrugged.

"I feel like you're talking nonsense with me." Xiao Jin was repeatedly manipulated by Muxianxi, and she couldn't figure out a specific idea for the time being, but she was able to extract the key points clearly.

"You feel right." Wooden Pillow Creek whispered in her ear.

"You—" Xiao Jin said speechlessly, "Why have you become like this now?" He ran the train with his mouth full.

"I can only be worthy of you like this, and I can be with you for a long time." Muzhenxi is not ashamed but proud. She can't be led by Xiao Jin all the time, she should take the initiative in some things To fight for the initiative, after all, Xiao Jin "suffered" hard.

Xiao Jin wanted to bite her again, but when she saw the wound, she retracted her mouth and only gritted her teeth.

"When did you know?" When Xiao Jin asked, she had an answer in her heart. She narrowed her eyes, revealing a dangerous atmosphere, "Tuesday?"

Wooden pillow Brook nodded: "I took a day off on Tuesday and didn't go to work. I met your mother."

The points that feel weird seem to be connected by a thread.

Xiao Jin's face became extremely ugly.

Sure enough, it still had an impact, and it had a great impact on Wooden Sleeper Creek.

Muzhenxi lowered his head to find Xiao Jin's cold hand, intertwined his fingers, and said after a long silence, "When I first knew it, I couldn't accept it. I walked aimlessly outside for a day and slowly digested this fact. , I don't want to be too rude in front of you and cause you to be alert."

Xiao Jin listened in silence, his brows and eyes were downcast, if he hadn't breathed, he would have thought he was dead.

"I actually thought about whether to hide it from you at first. If you don't want me to know, I will pretend not to know. We are both very happy."

"Why did you change your mind?" Xiao Jin's voice was hoarse.

"I'm too stupid, and you're too smart. You can hide it for a while, but you can't hide it forever."

Xiao Jin forced a smile.

"And if I don't know about it, you will be worried for a day." Wooden pillow creek held Xiao Jin's cheek with one hand and asked her to look directly into her eyes, "I don't want you to work so hard."

Two teardrops rolled from the corners of Xiao Jin's eyes, and Wooden Pillow Creek wiped it off for her with his thumb, and the temperature on his fingertips was scalding hot.

"Don't carry everything by yourself, we are..." Wooden pillow Brook got stuck, her proposal ring had not been put on yet, and her girlfriend seemed too light, so she changed her mind, "We are going to live forever. , is the same sentence, I can hide it for a while, but I can't hide it for the rest of my life. No matter how stupid I am, in the past thirty or forty years, I can always find evidence bit by bit. You don't want me to lie down when my head is full of white hair cry in your arms."

Muzhenxi learned from her affectionately: "Wow, you bastard, you actually committed suicide fifty years ago, and you still don't tell me, kill a thousand knives, my heart..." Muzhenxi said sternly, "In case that I had a heart attack at that time, maybe I just passed by, where are you going to find me?"

"..." Xiao Jin said with a stern face, "If you say something unlucky, hurry up."

Wooden Pillow Creek turned his head and rushed to the ground: "Bah, bah, bah."

Looking at Xiao Jin's face, she was no longer as ugly as before, and the stone in her heart fell slightly.

Xiao Jin sighed.

Wooden Pillow Creek guessed that she was about to speak, and patiently waited for her next sentence.

"Not exactly." Xiao Jin said.

Wooden pillow creek tilted his head: "Huh?"

Xiao Jin said: "There is no pure love in this world, I don't even dare to say that I love you purely." Part of Xiao Jin's love stems from obsession, she is very clear.

"When I didn't get back with you, I really didn't want these chores to affect your judgment, including several times when you couldn't help but came to me on impulse, and I used all kinds of reasons and excuses to fool you. past."

Muzhenxi's guess came true, and she said in her heart: she did it on purpose.

Xiao Jin said: "The two of us got together later. I didn't think you would know about those things. The last time I met Aunt Zhou, I had a sense of crisis. The main reason why I decided to hide it from you is..."

There was a long pause.

"Why didn't you say it?" Muzhenxi asked strangely.

Xiao Jin glanced at her, lowered his head quickly, and said, "I'm mainly afraid that you won't be able to bear it."

Muzhenxi was stunned: "...Am I such a vulnerable person in your mind?" Muzhenxi just said it casually before, but I didn't expect Xiao Jin to really think so, why did she think? Are you still eighteen?

Xiao Jin guiltily touched the tip of his nose, and hurriedly said, "Now I know it's not."

Wooden Pillow Creek snorted and said, "I'm so **** off."

After all, they haven't seen each other for too many years, they lack understanding of each other, and they don't want to repeat the same mistakes, which led to a disagreement between one who insisted on concealing the other and digging to death. In the final analysis, the relationship is too short.

If you give them a few more years, Xiao Jin will be able to let go of these worries and choose to speak frankly.

But Muxianxi couldn't wait. She remembered her past memories, her previous lessons, and the sword of Damocles hanging over her head forced her to find out the truth as soon as possible so that she could be completely at ease.

It's accidental and inevitable.

Xiao Jin said, "Alas."

Wooden Pillow Creek: "What are you sighing for?"

Xiao Jin said, "I knew I had told you myself, you must have cried in front of my mother, and I can't comfort you yet." After a few seconds, she said, "Forget it, I definitely won't say it myself, it's all Aftermath."

Muzhenxi snorted coldly: "You are very self-aware."

Xiao Jin knew that he had made her angry, so he rubbed her cheek in a pleasing manner.

Wooden Pillow Creek rested her chin on her shoulder, and suddenly made an absurd assumption, saying, "What if I'm still the same as when I was eighteen?" It's probably difficult for them to be together again, right? How can a self-abased, cowardly self match her?

After thinking carefully, Xiao Jin said, "I will be more careful, and be more careful, Yin Xiaoli can make you what you are now, why can't I?" She would not give up anyway.

Muzhenxi was a little moved, but didn't want to say it, so he deliberately misinterpreted her meaning: "Do you want to be my mother?"

"Why not?" Xiao Jin raised his eyebrows, "Isn't it more exciting when you bark in bed? Good daughter?"

Wooden Pillow Creek couldn't help laughing.

Xiao Jin didn't care, and said confidently, "Thirty years for Hedong and thirty years for Hexi, let's wait and see."

Mu Zhenxi shrugged his shoulders and laughed even more joyfully. Xiao Jin, who was in her arms, shook with her body.

Xiao Jin showed a meaningful "you will regret it" smile from her invisible angle.

Enough of the trouble, Wooden Pillow Creek turned on the lights in the living room, poured two glasses of milk over, and the two sat cross-legged on the bay window face to face. Wooden Pillow Creek had a cup with her and asked excitedly, "When did you learn to smoke?"

Xiao Jin's eyes were complicated, and she found that her expansion titled "Wooden Pillow Stream" was being updated from time to time. Wooden Pillow Creek is really interested in this relatively rebellious life. Whether it's 419 professional household Qiyin, or smoking and drinking by himself... It's not a hot head, but Muzhenxi is also hot and dyed.

This time, Xiao Jin didn't shy away from talking about it, and recalled a little forward: "Around twenty years old, I can't remember."

"When did you quit?" Muzhenxi lived with Xiao Jin for a few months when she lost her memory, and now they live together for a while, and they haven't smelled the smoke, so they must have quit.

"Before returning to China last summer vacation."

"Open your mouth."

"what?"

"Open your mouth." Wooden pillow stream urged her.

Xiao Jin opened his mouth, feeling like a donkey being slapped with teeth.

Muzhenxi almost took a flashlight to shoot them one by one. After a long time, she closed her mouth, and a smile appeared on the corner of her lips: "Hey, your teeth are not yellowed."

Xiao Jin: "..."

It just doesn't make sense!

Xiao Jin couldn't hold back, and said loudly, "I'm very careful about oral hygiene! Besides, I'm not an old smoker! I smoke all day long!" , but she still loves beauty, how can she make her teeth yellow.

Mu Zhenxi smiled and said, "Don't be restless, I'm just curious."

Xiao Jin continued to shout: "Why don't you be curious about others!"

Wooden pillow brook said strangely: "Why should I be curious about others, I'm sick of others smoking."

Xiao Jin was pleased by her natural tone, and snorted arrogantly: "I also dislike it when I smoke you." In the old high school, there were boys hiding in the toilet cubicles or smoking in the narrow lanes where no one was there. As she walked away, smelling the smell of second-hand smoke, her brows furrowed into the word "Chuan".

"Then aren't you quitting now? Is it hard to quit smoking?"

"nonsense."

"How did you quit? Did you use electronic cigarettes? Or do you rely on sugar to divert your attention?" Wooden pillow stream searched for his barren knowledge about smoking cessation.

She had never heard of these things about Xiao Jin, and it was rare that Xiao Jin was finally willing to talk about it, even if Xiao Jin was forced to be impatient and furious by her stupid questions, even if these things were not exciting, but rather dull and boring, wooden pillows Xi still finds it extremely interesting.

She is now like a shriveled sponge, impatiently absorbing the moisture that only Xiao Jin can give her.

"It's all things that can cure the symptoms but not the root cause. If you want to quit, you can only rely on willpower." Because of some things, Xiao Jin temporarily decided to give it a try. During the two weeks before returning to China, relying on amazing willpower I quit and never relapsed since.

"Was it hard at first?"

"Of course, you'll know when you take a breath."

"..."

"I'm joking, if you dare to smoke, I'll break your leg."

"I didn't break your leg when you slapped me." Wooden Sleeper Creek said happily.

"If you see me pumping with your own eyes, I'll leave my leg here. You can break it however you want. You can choose one or two."

"Bullying me and not being able to cross?"

"Yeah yeah, can't you?"

"Row."

...

"Then what's the matter with drinking? Don't you know that you will go alcoholic when you drink? The kind that will tear people's clothes at every turn."

"I really don't know, and you didn't tell me!"

"My clothes were torn by you, you have no point in your heart?"

"no!"

"Next time I ask you to drink, I'll record it for you!"

"Record it!"

...

"I have a friend from abroad, a big stupid guy. He once..." Xiao Jin's voice became lower, his breathing was even, and he fell asleep in the arms of Wooden Pillow Creek.

Wooden pillow Brook supported her with one hand, trying to keep Xiao Jin still, stepping on the ground in front of the bay window, and then going around Xiao Jin's knee with one hand and gently hugging him.

Xiao Jin didn't fall asleep, and half-opened her eyes when she got up in the air, and said sleepily, "Where did I just say...?" Her tongue was almost knotted, and she was very sleepy.

"Say you love me."

"Take advantage of me." Xiao Jin hummed with a smile, "I didn't say anything."

"Then do you love me?"

"Love." Xiao Jin closed his eyes and smiled.

"Go to sleep." Wooden Pillow Creek put her on the bed, leaned over and kissed her forehead.

Looking down, he smiled.

Xiao Jin pouted spontaneously.

Muzhenxi kissed her on the lips again, and said softly, "Good night."

"Good night." Xiao Jin turned to his side, groping with his hands in the empty space next to him, Muxinxi turned off the light with lightning speed, and lay down on her side, Xiao Jin slipped into her arms skillfully, breathing long.

A sweet taste.

The next morning, before the alarm clock went off, Muzhenxi woke up. Xiao Jin woke up earlier than her and lay in her arms without an inch.

The thick curtains were airtight, but it could be seen from the gap below that it was dawn. Wooden Pillow Creek pinched the center of his eyebrows, feeling the smooth skin under his hands, and was startled. Didn't Xiao Jin sleep in a nightgown last night? Why did she wake up...she looked at herself again, and the t-shirt disappeared.

"..." She blinked her eyes and accepted the reality. She didn't see anything yesterday, and she was so shy now.

"What time is it?" she asked Xiao Jin, her voice carrying the languidness typical of waking up.

"It's just half past six."

"You get up so early?"

"Sorry."

"Then go to sleep?"

"Don't sleep."

Xiao Jin changed from lying down to lying on her stomach. Fortunately, she was not heavy. She was lying on Muzhenxi's body, and Muzhenxi didn't feel anything. She wrapped her hands firmly around her to prevent her from falling down.

Xiao Jin licked his lips and asked in a meaningful way, "Are you sleepy?"

"Not sleepy." Wooden Pillow Creek woke up naturally today.

Xiao Jin showed a reassuring smile, pinched her white jade-like earlobe with her fingers, looked straight at her and said, "I want it." She has been awake for a long time, and by now, it was her who didn't push Wooden Pillow Creek awake. Be merciful.

Mu Zhenxi Rao was mentally prepared, but she was still shocked by her straightforwardness.

Xiao Jin raised his eyebrows and said, "Can't you?"

Wooden Pillow Creek: "..."

How can this not work? !

Don't say she can do it, she can do it even if she can't!

"Did you say I can't do it?" Sweat slid down from Muzhenxi's forehead and stayed at the end of his eyebrows for a while. Muxianxi tilted his head, dropped down, and dripped onto the tip of Xiao Jin's nose.

"No more." Xiao Jin responded to her with a subtle cry.