Steel steam and flame

As mentioned, you may also find that I have been asking for leave very frequently recently, much more than before. The specific reasons are that one is that life routine has been completely disrupted, and the other is that the body has indeed had problems recently. Perhaps it is due to fatigue due to work and rest, or it may be that there is no productive time during the recent epidemic, epidemic and power cuts, which leads to work consumption. There was too much energy, and the intensity of overtime work suddenly increased compared to the previous few months.

Things have been going on since I got home, so I feel like I don't have enough time recently. Then, after my daily routine was disrupted, I became increasingly sleep-deprived, as if I was stuck in a cycle. Instead of replenishing energy, sleeping became a routine matter. When I got up in the morning, I felt like sleeping for a few hours had no effect at all.

I remember that when I was working at my last company, during the few months when I thought about leaving my job, the scalp on my head was numb and when I touched my hair, it felt like needles pricking me. After ten days, after forgetting about work, nothing happened...

Recently, this phenomenon has shown signs of resurgence...

Be very vigilant, because with experience, you must not let yourself enter such a situation again.

Everyone should also pay attention to their health...

So here, taking advantage of the National Day holiday, I hope to adjust my life schedule and mood, so I asked for leave in advance - today is because of the company dinner before the National Day (I don’t want to go at all, but I can’t help myself). After returning home I don’t have any more energy, I am also tired, and tomorrow, I have to rush home at night (there will be traffic jam at night, this has been my experience going home for several years), and I will probably not have the energy when I go back.

I'm taking two days off here, one day for today and one day for tomorrow.

Updates will be resumed on time on October 1st. At that time, we will work hard to adjust our work and rest and return to the previous update time (at least it will no longer be after midnight, but around 11 o'clock, and gradually update on time at 10:30). look). This is what we currently expect and what we hope to achieve in the future.

Also, sorry,,,

Entering the final volume, more problems arise in the novel. Although I have already expected that there will be difficulties at the end, after all, many of the previous things have become limitations at this time, and the things that need to be considered are many times as much as those in the early and mid-term.

In the early and mid-term, you only need to think, "There is no problem even if I write like this. No matter what the problem is, I can leave it to my future self to solve." But now I am my "future self" and there will never be another "future self." ", so it was difficult to write.

But in the end, I have communicated with other people in the writers group, and it seems that they are all like this, which can be regarded as a small comfort to myself...

Forgive me,,,,