Still Explosive

On the high-speed train, Xu was still in no mood to do anything else. She searched various forums about gastric cancer and reviews of major hospitals on her mobile phone.

Two hours passed quickly, Xu still got off the bus and left the station, and saw Ren Jingjing standing at the exit at a glance.

Xu still pulled the suitcase and walked quickly to her.

In just ten days, Ren Jingjing lost weight, her eyelids were slightly swollen, and she looked haggard.

Ren Jingjing looked at Xu still, her eyes quickly turned red, the corners of her mouth trembled slightly, and she murmured, "Yet, you are finally back."

Xu still took her arm and squeezed it comfortingly, just like when they were young, she resisted her grief and said, "I'm back, don't cry, let's find a way together."

Ren Jingjing took Xu Yilan home to put away her luggage. Originally, Xu still wanted to go back to her own house. She usually found a part-time worker to clean it up in advance, but this time she came back in a hurry and didn't pay attention to it. It happened that Ren Jingjing asked her to come to live in his house, and Xu still agreed.

The two put their luggage away and passed the market. Xu Yiren bought some fruit and hurried to the hospital with Ren Jingjing.

Xu still has done enough psychological construction along the way, but when she just entered the door of the ward, when she saw Ren's father lying on the hospital bed, she almost burst into tears on the spot.

Ren's father was much thinner than her impression, his cheeks were sunken, and his hands were dripping. Seeing Xu still come in, he struggled to sit up, while Ren's mother sat next to him and stuffed a pillow behind him.

Ren's father waved to her and said, "Still, come in quickly."

Ren's mother also greeted her: "still here."

"Well, I'll see Uncle Ren." Xu still pretended to smile lightly, walked into the door, and put the fruit in his hand on the bedside table.

Ren's father showed a weak smile. He recently vomited after eating, and his body was very thin.

"It's just that my stomach is not feeling well, and I have tossed you back." Uncle Ren smiled and said to Xu Yiran, he looked at the fruits, "You child, you still buy so much fruit, I can't eat it now, it's a waste. "

Xu still sat on the stool beside the bed: "It's alright, I'll eat it in a few days after you get better."

Father Ren nodded and said, "Okay."

Hearing this, Ren's mother couldn't stop crying.

Ren's father had to take a lot of injections every day. Xu still sat with him for a while. The nurse came in to change his medicine. Ren's father fell into a drowsy sleep after a while.

Xu still motioned to Ren's mother and Ren Jingjing to speak.

The three of them stood in the corridor, and mother Ren saw Xu Yanyan and wanted to see her long-lost relatives, sobbing and saying, "Yet, why are we mother and daughter so miserable?"

Ren Jingjing patted her shoulder and said, "Mom, keep your voice down, what should I do if you wake my dad up?"

Ren's mother covered her mouth tightly with her hands, but couldn't say a word.

Xu still looked sad, and she asked, "What does the hospital say now?"

Ren Jingjing replied: "There are very few doctors in this hospital who can perform this kind of surgery. My dad is waiting for the surgery while he is conditioning his body."

Xu still remembered what Gu Yu said to her at the station, and he hesitated whether to tell the sad mother and daughter in front of him, but if Gu Yu didn't find a suitable hospital in Yangcheng after that, wouldn't it make them even more desperate .

She only hesitated for a while, but decided to tell them about it, because in her heart, she firmly believed that Gu Yu was a person who could speak and do it. Before he left, he told himself that he would help contact the hospital, then he would definitely do it.

Xu still: "I have a friend in Yangcheng. Before leaving, he said that he would help us find a better hospital, which might reduce the waiting time. Let's wait for his news first."

"Really?" The eyes of the mother and daughter in front of her eyes lit up with hope, and they looked at Xu Yiran incredulously.

Xu still nodded and said, "Really, if there is news from him, I will tell you right away."

Ren's mother was incoherently happy: "still, then you must thank your friends for us."

"Will do."

…

In the evening, Xu still ordered takeout to the hospital. Because of her appearance, Ren's father, who had lost his appetite for many days, had a good appetite tonight and drank an extra bowl of porridge for the first time ever.

After dinner, Xu still wanted to accompany him for a while longer, but was driven back by Ren's mother to rest: "Jingjing, you can take it home and rest, I'll be here at night."

Father Ren also said, "I'm very happy that you can come to see me. Go back and rest."

Xu still had to say, "Then uncle, I'll go back first, and I'll see you tomorrow."

Back home, after washing up, the two of them were lying on the bed in Ren Jingjing's room. Xu still hadn't spent the night at her house for a long time, and the surrounding furniture was so familiar, as if back to seven years ago.

It's just that they have all grown up, and Xu still has grown very fast in recent years. There used to be spare beds, but now they are crowded with them.

The two were lying on the bed, neither of them fell asleep.

Xu still put his hands behind his head and said, "Jingjing, don't worry too much. I went to chat with the doctor today. Hope is still great. Uncle, he will get better."

Ren Jingjing looked at the bright moonlight outside the window and said, "Do you still know what I was thinking when I saw the doctor's diagnosis sheet?"

She wiped her eyes and said, "I can't accept it. I was thinking that all this must not be true, it must be a dream. It's good to wake up from the dream. My father is still healthy when I wake up. But my mother The crying sounds so real," Ren Jingjing's tears flowed down, "I know my father is really sick..."

Ren Jingjing sobbed in a low voice.

Xu still patted her arm comfortingly, and said softly, "Jingjing, you must be strong, and you must believe that uncle will be fine."

After hearing this, Ren Jingjing wiped away her tears with a tissue and nodded vigorously.

The two were speechless and stared at the ceiling with their eyes open, but neither fell asleep.

After a while, Ren Jingjing said softly: "Still, sometimes I really admire you, you are so strong. My father was just sick, and I was so broken down. Back then, when your parents...you were still underage at the time, I didn't even dare to think about it. How did you get through it?"

Xu still didn't answer, she looked at the moon for a while, and the moonlight cast a soft brilliance in her eyes. She heard Ren Jingjing's steady and long breathing beside her.

After a while, she covered her eyes with her arms.

How did you get through it? Seven years have passed, and many memories have begun to become mottled. Xu still hasn't remembered the accident that changed her life for a long time.

At that time, she was in class, and the teacher called her out of the classroom in a hurry, and told her in a vague way that her parents had had a car accident and told her to go to the hospital. "

Xu still nodded and asked anxiously, "Where are my parents? Where are they? Are they injured?"

The policeman glanced at her, weighed the words in his heart, and said, "You come with us first."

Xu still followed them without knowing it, and a minute later, she learned the news that made her feel unbearable.

At that time, she sat in a chair and murmured, "It's impossible, it's impossible, it's impossible..."

Suddenly, Xu still shouted hysterically: "This is impossible! You lied to me! My parents said in the morning that they would come to pick me up from school, how is that possible!"

Falling from heaven to **** in just an instant.

The day after the funeral, she refused relatives and she locked herself at home and sat on the sofa with tears in her eyes. Xu still just sat motionless, from dawn to dusk.

She began to lose sleep and stayed up all night all night. Xu still fantasized about a day when the sound of a key being turned at the door would be heard, followed by the voice of her parents calling her: "Of course, we're back."

But no, never again.

Her parents didn't leave her a word, Xu still didn't know their hopes and expectations for her, her life was like a boat that lost its direction, drifting aimlessly on the sea.

When the uncle of the gambler who had not been in touch for a long time cheated his parents of the compensation, Xu was still very angry but could not do anything.

Under all kinds of blows, Xu still thought about committing suicide and even almost took action, and thought about giving up her studies and living in the world from now on. She didn't do any of these in the end, because she knew that her parents would not want to see her like that.

So if you ask me how I survived, Xu still looked at Ren Jingjing's face in a deep sleep.

With the heart of not letting the people who love me disappointed, I boiled it second by second, minute by minute, day by day, and I came here.

She took her arm off her eyes, and her eyes were wet.

At this moment, the phone vibrated, and news came in. Xu still picked it up and looked at it. It was Gu Yu: [Are you asleep? 】

Xu still: [No. 】

Gu Yu: [I asked my family doctor to help me find a hospital with rich experience in treating gastric cancer today. There should be news tomorrow and the day after tomorrow. 】

Xu still: [Thank you. 】

Gu Yu: [If you are free, take a photo of the patient's medical record and send it to me. 】

Xu still: [Okay, I'll send it to you tomorrow. 】

Gu Yu: [Tell your friend not to be too sad, and you should not be too worried. 】

Xu still: [Okay. 】

Gu Yu: [Why haven't you slept so late? 】

He typed quickly, and immediately sent another message: [Is it convenient to answer the phone? 】

Xu still carefully got up from the bed, pushed open the balcony door, and the refreshing autumn wind gently surrounded her. She thought about it and called Gu Yu.

Gu Yu was quickly connected, his breathing was steady, and Xu still seemed to be able to smell the cool autumn air.

Neither of them spoke, letting each other's breath intertwined.

At the end, Xu still said, "Are you looking for me?"

Gu Yu was standing on the balcony, leaning against the railing, and chuckled lightly, his voice was very gentle: "It's actually fine, I want to hear your voice."

Xu still pursed her lips, and she blushed.

Gu Yu didn't hear an answer for a long time, thinking that this sentence was abrupt to her, so he justified: "I don't mean anything else, it's just..."

Just suddenly miss you and want to hear your voice.

Xu still laughed and interrupted him: "I know."

Gu Yu scratched his hair embarrassedly, and laughed.

The two are hundreds of kilometers apart, facing the same moonlight, those clear and shallow feelings are transmitted through the radio waves.

They chatted a few words about Ren's father's condition, and Xu still sneezed suddenly.

Gu Yu immediately said nervously, "Are you outside?"

Xu still rubbed his nose and replied, "Well, I'm afraid it will affect Jingjing's sleep."

Gu Yu hurriedly said, "Come in, go to bed early, and we'll contact you tomorrow."

Xu still said yes and hung up the phone.

She walked briskly into the room, unaware that there was still a smile and a faint blush on her face.