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The night in the sick village is quiet.

After Qin Manjiang said those words, the room became quieter.

There was heavy fog outside the window, like a dead place.

Shen Zu walked to the window and stared at the darkness outside quietly without answering.

"You've got the wrong person."

Shen Hu finally spoke, but it was not the answer Qin Manjiang wanted.

Qin Manjiang came to Shen Hu and looked at the heavy fog outside the window with his gaze.

"In your opinion, what kind of person am I?" Qin Manjiang suddenly asked.

Shen Hu turned his head and looked at Qin Manjiang.

In fact, his impression of Qin Manjiang has always been very vague. Whenever he had just formed an understanding of Qin Manjiang, it was as if the other person had been erased with an eraser and drawn over again, and it was different again.

"Contradiction, strange." Shen Kui said his understanding of Qin Manjiang without any concealment.

"At first, I thought you and I were the same kind of people. Later, you became more like Yang, even like Xu Yi... Now, this is the first time I've met you. Who are you?" Shen Kui stared at him and asked. road.

Qin Manjiang leaned against the window. The boundless fog and night seemed to fill his eyes, making it impossible for Shen Su to see through Qin Manjiang's thoughts.

In fact, Qin Manjiang almost never talked to others in the past, and he couldn't find anyone like that.

The change happened that time. After a long conversation with Yan Xiao on a bench by the river, he found his direction.

He is not alone, everyone is an island.

"I didn't know who I was until recently." Qin Manjiang's voice was calm, but Shen Mu could tell that he was serious.

"You have seen Jiang Du," Qin Manjiang told his complete origin for the first time. "The me you see now, the consciousness named Qin Manjiang, was born from the body Jiang Du prepared for his own resurrection."

"I don't have schizophrenia, and Jiang Du is not my second personality." Qin Manjiang turned his head and looked at him with a smile.

Shen Mu looked at Qin Manjiang, as if trying to find some elements of lies in his eyes, but he failed.

"Before I was twenty years old, my body, personality, abilities, everything was growing according to the values ​​set by Jiang Du," Qin Manjiang said slowly, as if telling someone else's story, "After entering the [Pupilla Realm], my self My consciousness began to awaken, but...at that time, I didn’t know what to do with myself.”

"So, the first person I imitated was Jiang Du."

Qin Manjiang has never said these words to anyone. At this moment, he is not so much answering Shen Hu's questions as he is answering himself.

"Astute, intelligent, and proud. There is no cost to learn Jiangdu. His appearance is naturally engraved in this body."

"Later I realized that if this continues, I will become the second Jiang Du, and I will resurrect him faster."

"I was very anxious. At this time, Yang appeared. He was upright, kind, smart, and powerful, and... he was optimistic about me and even entrusted me with his ideals." Qin Manjiang's voice was quietly low, and he seemed to have just realized It turns out that there are so many people who are subtly changing him, "I yearn for Yang, so for a while, the object of my imitation became him."

"Then Yang died."

Qin Manjiang looked into Shen Hu's eyes and said seriously, word by word: "Next, I unconsciously imitated many people, Xu Yi, Yan Xiao, Mei Sijun, Chen Zhiyuan, Zhong Xueran... and you."

"Isn't it funny?" Qin Manjiang also laughed a little, "I couldn't help it. When I realized that I was just a consciousness born from a physical body, I was already twenty years old."

He turned his head quietly, looked into the darkness again, and murmured: "At twenty years old, I don't know who I am, and I don't know what [Qin Manjiang] should be like. I just pick...the character traits that I yearn for. , learn from the person you want to be..."

Shen Kui rarely said a word, quietly listening to Qin Manjiang's voice.

If everything Qin Manjiang said is true, then the "blurred" and "contradictory" impression of him can indeed be explained.

He was already twenty years old, and one day he suddenly gained complete "self-awareness." At this time, he began to shape his own personality, but at this time, no one could teach him what to do.

He is indeed contradictory, and gives people a strange and changeable impression, because he has never been able to find himself. He is just like a child, learning what he can see around him and what he "likes".

"Until the wedding dress," Qin Manjiang let out a long breath. He leaned against the window and said calmly: "Maybe people really only know how to live after they die once. After I woke up from Yan Xiao's clinic, I finally know who I am.”

"I just found out... what I want to do."

"Shen Hu," Qin Manjiang turned around and looked at him seriously, "you are not a bad person."

Qin Manjiang glanced sideways at Xu Tingfang's body lying on the bed.

"My personality has been formed. During this period of time, I have inadvertently absorbed the personality traits of many people." Qin Manjiang's face showed a soft expression, "Although it is unlucky to be selected by [Tongjie], I am very happy that I It was Fucheng [Tongjie] that I entered, and the people I saw, the things I came into contact with, and the atmosphere I felt turned me into the person I am now, not a hysterical lunatic."

"Your personality also exists in my body," Qin Manjiang's smile was slightly teasing, "So, I may know what kind of person I am better than you who are duplicitous in your words."

Shen Zu looked calm and did not speak.

"Although it is difficult to escape from the [Pupillary Realm], it is not impossible. But what I want to do... is to make it impossible to open the [Pupillary Realm] again."

"You...should understand what I mean."

For the first time, Shen Ku avoided the gaze of others.

In the past, he had always been more aggressive and forced the opponent to give in with overwhelming momentum.

But just like Qin Manjiang said, he seemed to know exactly what he was thinking...

Yes, he really wants to, really want, more than anyone else, he wants [Tongjie] to permanently collapse, and he even wants to drag the so-called gods behind [Tongjie] into hell!

Qin Manjiang had been paying attention to Shen Hu. Although Shen Hu did not speak, the subtle look on his face showed that his guess was not wrong.

Shen Ku cherishes his life and plays with it. He always dares to make extremely risky attempts, as if his life can be thrown away casually.

But he cherishes his life very much. In order to survive, he can use the companions around him at will without any psychological burden.

This man... has been walking on a lonely road. The reason why he tries every means to survive is not to escape from [Eye Realm], but...

"Tell me your plan."

Shen Su raised his head, and the dim light shone on his handsome profile. There seemed to be no emotion in his eyes, but Qin Manjiang clearly felt that he was no longer tense.

"Of course," Qin Manjiang smiled cheerfully, "but before that, we have to send away a certain evil god who has lost control."

(Today’s update is a bit stuck, which makes my scalp numb. This volume is almost finished and should be finished this week.)

Thanks to Wei Lin, Book Friends 2022 for the reward!