Stunned for You

Zhang Lulu intercepted Fu Sitian when get out of class was over. At that time, Fu Sitian was carrying a schoolbag, and he said with Shi Yi that he was going to walk outside the classroom together with a smile. Zhang Lulu suddenly called out loudly: "Sitian!"

Fu Sitian stopped reflexively and looked back, and saw Zhang Lulu carrying a schoolbag and squeezing through the aisle with her classmates quickly moving towards her.

"Do you have time? I...I want to talk to you." She didn't look very good, and asked breathlessly.

Fu Sitian was slightly stunned: "Now?"

Zhang Lulu nodded.

Fu Sitian looked at Shi Yi subconsciously.

Shi Yi saw the question in her eyes, and looked around Zhang Lulu's body for two seconds, and said lightly: "I'll wait for you in the study room."

Fu Sitian thought that it shouldn't be long before, so he agreed: "Okay, let's go and look for you after talking." Then she remembered something, put down her schoolbag, opened the zipper, and took out two wafers and a can Xiao Wangzai handed it to Shi Yi: "If you are hungry, eat a little first."

Shi Yi was stunned, the corners of his lips raised almost imperceptibly, and he didn't say much. He stretched out his hand to take it, nodded towards Zhang Lulu, and turned away.

Fu Sitian watched her back.

Zhang Lulu sighed: "You and Shi Yi have a very good relationship."

This is a statement sentence, no emotion can be heard, Fu Sitian narrowed a smile, and looked nervously at Zhang Lulu's expression.

Zhang Lulu couldn't see anything with her expression: "It's pretty good." Her tone was calm, but she was a bit like a sincere compliment.

Fu Sitian couldn't figure out what she meant for a while, so he laughed, and didn't respond much. She vaguely felt that Zhang Lulu seemed to have changed, and there was a calm atmosphere in her whole person, which was different from her former vigorous appearance.

Zhang Lulu turned to the subject: "Is the air conditioner turned off? It's so boring, let's go to the rooftop to chat, okay?"

Fu Sitian has no opinion.

There is a multifunctional small meeting room on the sixth floor. Outside the meeting room is an abandoned open-air roof. In addition to classes, few people come up.

The gorgeous evening light has dyed half of the sky red, and the heat on the ground has not yet disappeared, steaming bursts of warmth. Zhang Lulu put his hands on the iron railings of the roof, looking out at the Shenyuan Bridge where the traffic flowed in the distance, frowning, and said nothing.

Fu Sitian stood beside her, silent with her.

In fact, they haven't contacted individually for a long time since they were divided into dormitories. She didn't think Zhang Lulu would have anything special to talk to her alone like this, but looking at Zhang Lulu's silent profile, she had a bad feeling in her heart.

In the sound of her heartbeat, Zhang Lulu spoke: "You said...what will happen if you jump from here?"

Fu Sitian was shocked: "Lulu?!" She quickly reached out and grabbed Zhang Lulu's wrist, as if she was afraid that she would really jump off in the next second, so strong that Zhang Lulu was in pain.

Zhang Lulu was held by her, examined her nervous expression, but slowly smiled: "It's a lie to you. I just ask it casually."

Fu Sitian couldn't laugh, he still clenched her hand, frowning very tightly, and rarely sank and said, "This joke is not funny at all."

Zhang Lulu smiled, pursed her lips, stared at her for a few seconds, then said softly: "Is it almost time to submit the monthly report."

They used to be roommates. She knew the work tasks of the psychology committee and the time to submit the monthly psychological report in the second half of each month.

"If I told you that I was in a bad mood recently, would you write it in the monthly report?"

Fu Sitian's throat was dry. She doesn't have to write it, but if she wants to say something terrible like "jumping from a building", she...don't know.

She squeezed her knuckles and pacified Zhang Lulu with difficulty: "If you don't want me to write, I won't write."

Zhang Lulu said, "Then if I want you to write, do you write it?" Her dark eyes stared at Fu Sitian for an instant, her eyes were obscure, like a struggle, and like a request.

Fu Sitian was breathing heavy and uneasy inexplicably. She intuitively felt that danger was approaching.

But she had no way to refuse, nor should she refuse. Reporting to classmates who have the situation and helping them is the most important duty of the psychology committee. This was not the excuse she used to report to Yang Yue. It was the psychologist and herself, her true original intention.

She nodded heavily.

Zhang Lulu stared at her and suddenly smiled bitterly: "You are really stupid sometimes. But thank you."

She turned her head, looked at the golden sea level in the distance, and said, "I have been sexually harassed."

"The other party is Chen Hong, my graduate thesis tutor. If nothing else, it will be my graduate tutor."

She spoke plainly, but Fu Sitian was horrified. She blinked quickly, her throat seemed to be blocked by something, and she couldn't make a sound. She didn't know what to say or what to do to react. It was not abrupt. She could only hold her wrists harder to show comfort.

Zhang Lulu didn't seem to care about Fu Sitian's expression and reaction. She didn't get away from Fu Sitian's hand, nor looked back at her, just Gu Zitian continued.

"I told you before that my parents are all teachers. One is a junior high school teacher and the other is a high school teacher. They teach and educate people all their lives and are respected by others, so I have a dream since I was a child. I want to be like them. To be a teacher. They also agree that they helped me plan very early, first go to a good university, then go to graduate school, do a Ph.D, and stay in school. I only wanted to take such a path in my life. But you know After the triage, my grades are not top-notch. Every exam is the end of the crane, and the postgraduate program must have nothing to do with me. Schools that are better than Shen, I’m afraid I won’t pass the exams, and I don’t want to go to schools that are worse than Shen. , I just saw the recruitment of Chen Hong’s research group, so I signed up. I thought about contacting the tutor in advance, joining the group in advance, and seeking permission to maximize the advantage. Unexpectedly, Chen Hong hinted at me shortly afterwards. It's not as difficult as I thought. He has a way, and it depends on whether I can perform."

Chen Hong's so-called "behave" is to accept his sexual harassment, and even... have a relationship. Zhang Lulu couldn't do it and couldn't bear it.

She wanted to change her tutor, but Chen Hong didn't allow it. If he didn't allow it, no teacher would be willing to accept her. She can only be forced to continue following him.

Chen Hong then intensified, harassing her on WeChat from time to time, and using hands and feet at her when the two were alone, threatening and tempting her.

That time I ran into Fu Sitian in the aisle of the office. It was Chen Hong who was crazy. He suddenly hugged her in the office and wanted to kiss her. Zhang Lulu was frightened and became disgusted. He pushed him aside and walked out.

That night, Chen Hong unexpectedly came to her again as if nothing had happened. Zhang Lulu asked him if he was not afraid of her shouting, was he afraid of her calling the police, and she was not afraid of reporting.

Chen Hong said: "I just like you, want to love you, get close to you, and won't let you suffer, why bother. I don't listen to me and you don't listen to me."

He cares about fame and future with girls, so he has no fear. Zhang Lulu was sure that she must not be the only victim, she was just the epitome of many senior sisters who swallowed their anger.

"But now, I can't bear it anymore. Si Tian, ​​do you know? I can't help nausea and nausea when I see the hair on a man's hand now. My boyfriend hugged me from behind, I can't see him When he lowered his head and approached me, I would tremble unconsciously. When I thought that I would stay under him until the next semester, or even do research with such a person for three years, I felt that the road ahead was dark. I was too I was scared. I became anxious, I started to lose sleep, couldn’t sleep all night, and lost my hair, but I can’t say anything.”

"Yesterday Chen Hong touched me again. I cried all the way back, crying for a long time, crying to my parents, saying I don't want to read."

"My mother couldn't persuade me, so she cried. She didn't know why I was crying, but she actually said, "It's okay. If you don't read it, you won't read it. If you are really unhappy, please go home. Mom and Dad are your eternal support."

"I hung up the phone and started packing up, but after packing up, I became more and more sad and more angry. Why, why should it be me if I go, I am the one who is destroyed. He is fine. Why, I did nothing wrong, I am a victim."

Her accusation was tinged with crying, and she sharpened Fu Sitian's eardrums like a stone. Fu Sitian suffered from chest tightness and didn't know how to comfort her to make her feel better.

She can only caress her neck awkwardly, comforting her from the bottom of her heart: "It's not your fault, it's not your fault..." This world is sometimes so strange that people who do bad things are righteous, but the victims are instead. You have to worry about being frightened, or even worrying about being hurt by others' cold talk and talk.

"So I want to understand. It's not my fault. I'm sorry, so don't think about it." She gritted her teeth and said, with the hand holding the roof railing, the blue veins on her arm bulged.

Just as Fu Sitian was about to answer the call, the phone in his pocket rang.

She took it out and the caller ID was Shi Yi.

Zhang Lulu also saw it: "It should be urging you to go back." She glanced at the sky: "Yes, it's getting dark, let's go down."

Fu Sitian picked it up, and Shi Yi asked, "Are you okay?"

Shi Yi should be worried about her. Fu Sitian said softly, "Well, let's go downstairs now."

Shi Yi relaxed: "Okay."

"Let's go." Seeing Fu Sitian hung up the phone, Zhang Lulu turned around and walked towards the stairs.

Fu Sitian followed, grabbed her schoolbag strap, and connected what she hadn't said just now: "Lulu, don't be impulsive, don't do stupid things."

Zhang Lulu gritted his teeth, his cheek masseter muscles bulged, and said: "I have no impulse. I want him to receive the punishment he deserves."

"what are you going to do?"

Zhang Lulu said: "I want to write to the principal's mailbox and report him in real name."

Fu Sitian opened his eyes wide, shocked for her courage. She whispered her lips, unable to organize the correct language. Encourage her? She thought, but she also had a lot of worries and worries. It's hard to imagine how difficult it is for the worm to shake the tree. She was afraid that Zhang Lulu would be hurt more in the process.

She asked her solemnly: "Are you thinking about it?"

Zhang Lulu nodded: "I have been thinking about it for too long." After a pause, her eyes settled on Fu Sitian and asked: "Where are you?"

"Will you report it for me?"