Stunned for You

A soft touch fell on the skin, and for a moment, it was as if there was an electric current running through his body, Shi Yi's movements froze, and the knuckles holding Fu Sitian's wrist trembled unnoticeably.

What did Fu Sitian say? She agreed? Shi Yi's ridiculous smile faded, and he moved away, looking at Fu Sitian in a daze.

Fu Sitian still stood on the spot, looking back at her calmly without dodge or dodge. There was no smile on her face, but her expression was indifferent, even with a hint of waiting.

Stay unmoved, let the king pick.

Suddenly, Shi Yi's fire rushed up uncontrollably, causing her temples to burst into flames. She didn't know what she was thinking, obviously this was the answer she was looking forward to more than being pushed away, but at this moment Fu Sitian really agreed, she found that she was even more angry than any moment since the reunion. All feel even more cool.

Why can Fu Sitian be so calm and even so easy? Or she guessed it right, is Fu Sitian simply welcoming her if she wants to refuse, waiting for her here?

To Fu Sitian, what exactly is she? Have a successful career, the spring breeze after Qianfan passed the border, and relived old dreams?

Shi Yi's thin lips pressed into a straight line. A night wind blew, and her thin cotton skirt swayed slightly in the wind.

Fu Sitian asked her: "Would you like to go?"

Shi Yi was so angry that he pulled out a smile. "Let's go." She lifted her chin, the emotions in her eyes faded, let go of Fu Sitian's wrist, turned and walked in front of her.

Fu Sitian's wrist is red in a circle. She didn't care, dropped her hand and looked deeply at Shi Yi's back. She lifted her footsteps, stepped on Shi Yi's shadow, and quietly followed.

No one meant to reminisce about the past, and silence flowed between the two.

Shi Yi thought, it didn't matter what Fu Sitian wanted to do or what she thought of her, it didn't matter. She originally played with her, wasn't it just to satisfy the dream that entangled her every night?

Because you can't get it, you will be sorrowful and thinking about it. When you are satisfied, you will find that it is just so and dull, and everything will be over.

Adults, they all need it.

She persuaded herself in this way, but her nerves were still constantly agitated by Fu Sitian's unresolved fragrance and calm and steady footsteps behind her.

She really followed her up like this.

Isn't it for her that this is nothing more than a game that adults are familiar with?

So I won't be angry, won't be shy, won't care.

An inexplicable unhappiness surged in Shi Yi's chest again.

In tacit silence, they came to the twenty-third floor, the floor where Shi Yi's house was located.

Use your fingerprint to open the smart lock, Shi Yi pushes the door and enters, the doorway sensor light illuminates.

Fu Sitian hesitated for a moment at the door, and followed Shi Yi into it.

Turning his head, the spacious living room is looming in the half-dark light. Compared with the house where Shi Yi was next to Shenda University, the decoration of this house is very simple, with very little furniture, with sofas, but no TV. The whole living room even feels empty. Fu Sitian twitched suddenly.

She was about to turn her head to look at Shi Yi. Shi Yi said: "Slippers are casually worn, there are disposable underwear in the guest room, and the pajamas are worn by others, but they are clean, do you mind?"

The purpose is straightforward.

Fu Sitian's eyelashes trembled, and he leaned on the wall to change shoes, and said, "It's okay."

She moved gracefully, lowered her head, slightly tilted, and her hair fell smoothly to one side, revealing half of her soft profile. With a few strands of slightly curled hair concealed, her slender neck and delicate collarbone were white and delicate under the light, as if they would glow.

So beautiful, so calm, and so skilled.

The string that had been straining in Shi Yi's mind was completely burnt.

She stretched out her hand to hold Fu Sitian's neck with her five fingers, and gently rubbed and touched Fu Sitian's ear bones with her thumbs, and her fingertips were slightly cold.

Fu Sitian was caught off guard, his legs were Microsoft, and he straightened up trying to catch Shi Yi's eyes, and Shi Yi's lips were pressed down just right.

Soft, hot, and rude.

Fu Sitian was numb all over and closed his eyes, feeling that his soul seemed to melt under Shi Yi's lips. Because of desire, because of satisfaction, because of the fresh and real emotions she has been feeling for a long time.

She really wanted to reach out and hug Shi Yi. But she dare not. She didn't know whether Shi Yi was willing to hug her.

Hugs are more intimate and purer than kissing and going to bed.

She put her hands on the wall, raised her head, opened her lips, and responded to Shi Yi.

Shi Yi seemed to pause for a moment, and then, almost maliciously, she repeatedly crushed her lips, ransacked and looted wantonly, until Fu Sitian's brutal force was painful.

Fu Sitian snorted, his forearm supporting the wall trembling slightly.

She opened her eyes and looked at the lover who was close at hand.

Shi Yi kept her eyes open, her eyelashes drooped, her face was cold, and all her movements seemed to vent.

Fu Sitian could not see a trace of warmth.

Her voice finally trembled a little uncontrollably: "

Shi Yi..." She started slightly and said, "I don't want to turn on the light. "

Shi Yi was quiet for a second. As if he hadn't heard, he held her lips and kissed again.

She thought she would become happy when she heard Fu Sitian's mood swings and her fragility, but why not. Shi Yi's brain hurt bluntly.

Fu Sitian did not hide from her, but the tremor of his chest became more obvious.

As if the whole person was shaking.

Like a frightened little rabbit, and like a stubborn but delicate flower.

Shi Yi warned herself not to care. But the softness and sweetness under her lips seemed to have turned into boiling water, scorching and scorching her.

Shi Yi couldn't sustain her emotions, let go of her poor lips anxiously, and stood up straight. Holding Fu Sitian's wrist, she left the hallway and walked silently to the living room. Fu Sitian followed her, except for breathing and footsteps, there was no sound. When passing by the switch board, Shi Yi pressed the switch and turned off the light in the entrance.

The room fell into a deep gloom for an instant.

Shi Yi couldn't see how gentle and nostalgic the look in Fu Sitian's eyes behind him was.

She took Fu Sitian to the sofa, and Fu Sitian lay down, half of the buttons on the shirt and skirt were opened. Shi Yi sat down and looked down at her with the faint light coming in through the balcony.

Shi Yi saw that something flashed past Fu Sitian's misty eyes, but before she could see it clearly, Fu Sitian propped up on the sofa with one hand, hooked her neck, and kissed her actively.

Her kiss is different from her own arrogance, she sips gently, licks softly, and kisses carefully and tenderly.

It seems to be the same as when she was deeply in love many years ago.

Shi Yi's breathing was heavy, and there seemed to be a severe pain in his body. I obviously don't love her anymore, and I don't want her anymore, why can I cheat her with such an affectionate look?

Don't be soft-hearted. What she should know, her deceptive methods, has always been so clever.

She avoided Fu Sitian's kiss, slid down, kissed Fu Sitian's chin, pulled Fu Sitian's button, and dived into it.

Fu Sitian's eyes darkened, and his body fell weakly.

She rubbed the hair behind Shi Yi's head with one hand, and put her hand on her eyes, tightly tightening her body, letting Shi Yi and biting her lip tolerate.

The moonlight shone coldly on them, Shi Yi pulled her clothes apart and kissed down. I kissed her neck, kissed her birthmark, and inadvertently, my lips touched a slightly convex skin.

She reflexively looked up slightly.

Under the faint moonlight, a small scar with a diameter of more than one centimeter lay quietly on the inside of Fu Sitian's right rib. There are two similar small scars on the side of the ribs at the lower point and on the belly squeeze. The color is not deep and not ugly, but Fu Sitian is too white. The three small scars are like the broken marks on the white jade-dazzling and eye-catching.

Shi Yi was on the spot. The past resurfaced in her mind like a slide show. She watched Fu Sitian lying thin and helpless with her face covered, and her heart-shaped pain suddenly hit her limbs.

Do you have the guts to come?

Her baby, are you gutless?

She was almost unable to breathe, tears filled her eyes and flowed down uncontrollably.

She bit her lower lip and stepped back off the sofa without crying.

Fu Sitian noticed that Shi Yi hadn't moved for a long time, so he moved his hand away and murmured, "Shi Yi?"

Shi Yi didn't answer her, and walked into the bathroom with his bare feet and his back facing her.

Fu Sitian looked at her disappearing back in astonishment, and sat up, not knowing what had happened.

In the bathroom, Shi Yi leaned his back against the door, squatted down, raised his head, silently, tears streaming down his face.

What is she doing? What does Fu Sitian want from her?

"Shi Yi, what's wrong with you? Are you uncomfortable?" Fu Sitian asked her softly outside the door, every tone is the rhythm of her heartbeat.

Shi Yi couldn't deceive himself anymore.

Even if your self-esteem is not allowed, even if you have vilified Fu Sitian thousands of times in your heart, even if you have warned yourself countless times that it is not worthwhile, and hypnotized yourself countless times that you "do not like her anymore".

She still likes Fu Sitian and will still be moved by her.

Still love her.

From before to now, it has always been. She could do nothing about her at all.

She knows how to ask, she is very ugly, very irrational, without any pride or spine.

But she heard that she still asked.

She asked her: "Jiang Cunxi, have you... Have you ever regretted breaking up with me?"

Even if it's just a little bit.

If she is willing to hold on for a little longer, even if it is only half a year, she has survived that difficult period, and if she persists until now, they will obviously be able to live well.

The blood on Fu Sitian's face faded in an instant. "Jiang Cunxi", Shi Yi's mocking words that year seemed to be still in his ears, "Sure enough, bad genes will be inherited."

The wind, frost, rain, snow, distress and sadness of those years seemed to have swallowed her again and ate her flesh and blood with the name "Jiang Cunxi".

How she came here, only she knows. That's not the life her Shi Yi, her baby should suffer.

"No." She raised her hand and stroked the door panel, speaking in a low voice.

The tears that Shi Yi couldn't control, rolled down again.

She is ridiculously unwilling.

She said: "Jiang Cunxi, don't you know, are some people just suitable for staying in memories?"

Maybe from the beginning, she shouldn’t let Fu Sitian get close to her, she shouldn’t be close to Fu Sitian, she shouldn’t think that Fu Sitian’s love will be like the birthmark she had in her eyes and engraved on her heart. change.

Fu Sitian's whole body was painful to cramps, and the gallbladder no longer existed, as if he was colic again.

She held the door frame, moved her throat, and opened her mouth several times to make a steady sound, "I'm sorry..."

Shi Yi took a deep breath, stopped tears, and became discouraged: "Why did you come?"

"Come by car."

"Can I go back by myself?"

Fu Sitian said: "Yes."

Shi Yi stopped talking.

She was sitting by the door, looking at the dark void, listening quietly, listening to the sound of footsteps, disappearing, sounding again, disappearing again, and then the door was opened and the door was closed.

Everything returned to silence.

Just like her reunion with Fu Sitian.

Shi Yi thought, forget it. Let go of Fu Sitian.

In those years, she laughed for her, cried for her, walked in the wind and rain for her, washed her hands and made soup, endured her illness, and gave her everything she could.

She actually loved her seriously.

Now, I just don't love her very seriously.

It was a dream of Huang Liang, and what I relived was my old dream that I didn't want to let go.

Now that the dream wakes up, everything can return to calm.

Anyway, for so many years, without Fu Sitian, she had come here too.

Isn't it the essence of life that is plain and without sorrow or joy?