Stunned for You

The vision disappeared, and Fu Sitian's body became soft, and all of his senses seemed to be concentrated on the tip of his nose and the person being moved by Shi Yi's breath.

She knew that the next second, or even the next second, all the stars in her life would be lit by Shi Yi.

But the eager warmth hadn't landed yet, the driver's coughing, whether intentional or unintentional, rang out for a second, and it exploded between the two like thunder.

Shi Yi quickly stepped away and murmured, "Sorry, I'm a bit too drunk."

Fu Sitian had no time to remove his hand from the top of Shi Yi's head and fell on Shi Yi's shoulder. She retracted her hand in a panic, and sat upright, blushing to the neck.

Huge joy, excitement, and tension filled her chest, and every breath of air became hot. Obviously the air conditioner was still on, but Fu Sitian was sweating. Although she didn't kiss her, Shi Yi just...clearly wanted to kiss her.

With a shy smile, she couldn't help turning her head to take a peek at Shi Yi. Shi Yi's waist was very straight, and she turned her head to look out of the car window. In the midst of the Ming dying, Fu Sitian saw it, and Shi Yi's delicate eyebrows and eyes were in the shadow of the glass, and there was a heavy haze from the mountains and rain.

In an instant, Fu Sitian's heart plummeted from the clouds.

Shi Yi looked so sober, sober and sober. There is no trace of shame, and no trace of joy.

The eagerness and confusion just now are like a dream.

Fu Sitian had a premonition of anxiety. The air suddenly cooled, and the fine sweat clinging to his back was blown by the air conditioner, making it cold to the bones. During the dog days, she shuddered.

The atmosphere was so serious that it was not breathing well. During the suffering, the driver stopped the car, indicating that the destination had arrived.

Fu Sitian didn't move. Shi Yi opened the car door without looking at her. After the interrupted intimate contact, he spoke the first sentence: "Get out of the car."

Faint, can't hear the emotions.

Fu Sitian's eyes darkened.

The two walked side by side from the parking lot to the elevator entrance. Fu Sitian plucked up the courage to ask: "Shi Yi, are you dizzy? Do you want me to help you?"

Shi Yi's words are concise and concise: "No dizziness, no need."

The air fell into silence again, and remained quiet until entering the house.

Fu Sitian was still changing shoes, and Shi Yi said, "I'll take a bath first, and you should rest early."

Fu Sitian squeezed a bitter "good" from his throat, and his heart dropped to the bottom. Shi Yi still didn't look at her.

Is Shi Yi unable to face her, or can't face them who almost kissed just now? Shi Yi really never wanted to like herself.

The induction lamp in the hallway went out, and she was sitting quietly in the dark, her heart felt like a hole was cut by something, empty and painful.

Let her desperately want to make up for something.

As far as Valentine’s Day gifts, as close as the recent distracted love, even the rabbit in the room at the moment, all the tenderness and affection that I have really felt are all overdrinking, are they all my own affection?

Maybe, maybe Shi Yi is just hesitating? Waiting for your own initiative?

She suppressed her fear, took a deep breath, stood up, shook her hands and washed the honey water, and reached the door of Shi Yi.

After knocking on the door twice, the room was very quiet, so quiet that Fu Sitian suspected that Shi Yi had already entered the bathroom, or did not want to respond to him.

Shi Yi's footsteps sounded, and the door was opened: "What's the matter?"

There was no smile on Shi Yi's face.

Fu Sitian stretched out his hand and tried to pretend to be ordinary: "I made honey water for you. You might be more comfortable with a drink."

Shi Yi's eyes fell on her feet, "No, I brushed my teeth."

Fu Sitian stared at Shi Yi's face with nostalgia, choked his throat, his fingertips holding the glass turned white, and said softly: "Shi Yi, didn't you ask me what I want to tell you at night? I... "

"It's late now, I don't want to listen." Shi Yi interrupted her, even with rare impatience.

From beginning to end, she didn't want to look at herself more.

Fu Sitian's last fluke was defeated, and he could no longer deceive himself. She stepped back hastily, not daring to obstruct Shi Yi's eyes any more, and said grimly: "Ah, I'm sorry to disturb you to rest. Then...good night."

Hobbled away.

The honey water sprinkled all the way, but she did not dare to stop or turn her head until she threw herself into the darkness of no one.

She leaned on the closed door and slowly squatted down. Sudden tears rolled down, she covered her eyes and tried to hold it back, but there was nothing she could do.

What are you doing, crying like this in someone else's house. She raised her head and did not dare to blink, her breathing was shaking, and no whimper was leaked. The smell of rust in my throat.

The best way is not to think about it. But his mind repeatedly replayed Shi Yi's indifferent expression and cold words uncontrollably.

Rejections by adults are often quiet.

She is not someone who doesn't know how to look at her face. Shi Yi had already given her the last decent.

She pinched herself as hard as her grandma pinched her when she was ignorant and couldn't help crying when she was a child. After a sharp pain, she was endured as a conditioned reflex of crying.

She wiped away her tears and went out with wet towels and paper towels. With the reflection of the light in the guest room, she knelt on one leg, and wiped the dripping honey water from floor to floor.

Careful and careful, as if wiping some important treasure.

She is about to return to her place. What was originally here, what she should let it return to.

Shi Yi is good enough for her, and she shouldn't cause her any trouble.

She went to the bathroom to take a shower, and after the shower, she did the sanitation that the bathroom could do silently. Back to the guest room, the guest room was also cleaned up again. In the end, there is nothing to do, holding the rabbit, and cherishly watching how the night turns to day.

It's dawn, and the dream is completely awake.

She put the rabbit on the neatly stacked quilt, and went out to prepare breakfast for Shi Yi.

Shi Yi got up later than usual on the weekend. It was half past nine, and the door was still closed, motionless.

Fu Sitian put the breakfast in the pressure cooker and kept it warm. After thinking about it, he went to the study to find a post-it note and wrote: "Shi Yi, I think you haven't woken up yet, so you won’t bother you. If something happens at home, I will change the ticket. It's noon.

Breakfast is in a pressure cooker.

During this time, thank you for your care. [Smiley face]"

She stuck the post-it note under the crack in the door of Shi Yi's bedroom, went back to the room and lifted the suitcase and walked out, trying not to make any noise to affect Shi Yi.

Speaking of the doorway, the door had already been opened, and the whole person had stood outside the door, and Shi Yi's voice suddenly rang.

"I'll take you to the station." She looked at her through the hallway, her whole body dressed neatly, obviously she had been up for a long time.

Finally saw her eyes again.

Clear and cold, like the first sight.

Fu Sitian smiled slightly: "No, you go to breakfast."

Shi Yi didn't speak.

Fu Sitian said, "I'm leaving, bye."

She closed the door, turned and walked towards the elevator entrance.

There was a trip up the elevator, and she stood without moving. The elevator went down, and the elevator came up again.

Fu Sitian laughed, and a tear suddenly rolled down.

What are you thinking about again. She scolded herself, dragged the suitcase into the elevator, followed the elevator and sank into the endless deep sea.