Stunned for You

Leaving is a simple matter, but the resolution of subsequent problems is not.

No matter how hard it is, she can survive without any support from the elderly, but this can't obliterate the fact that she really relied on her to survive in the past. Even if there is no warmth or even kindness, at least there is responsibility. As soon as she left, she made a clean break, and she was unable to pass her own hurdle with the "white-eyed wolf" curse.

To be a good boy and a good person is the bottom line she has set for herself over the years. For so many years, looking at people’s faces, being careful, tolerating and retreating, it’s not that when she’s not tired and doesn’t want to persist, but when her thoughts flashed, she would think of her mother’s hope, of the spurned by the victim’s family, of her classmates, "the big bad guy "My child is a born villain", I think of Shi Yi’s affirmation to her, "Your father is your father, you are you, I think you are quite good", thinking of everything she has endured now, she is herself In the past, a bad thought was the punishment that a bad boy should be punished.

Do you want to be like a father? Want to be a grandmother, to be someone who bullies her? Want to assimilate with them and be trapped in darkness forever?

She didn't want to. Not possible.

But now she listened to the verbal abuse of the old man in the kitchen and looked at Fu Siyu's mocking face before her eyes. Scenes of the past were played back in front of her, and a sense of sadness came to her heart. Does it really make sense to tolerate concessions? Why did she not get the same kind feedback from them for her kindness.

She did something wrong back then. She promised to fate that she was willing to accept punishment and she would not commit it again. From then on, she will work hard to be a good child. The shadow was too deep and she was too afraid of repeating the mistakes, so she desperately suppressed her thoughts and desires that were not good enough or kind enough. But how do you define good and good? Are people who are intolerant, not generous, and not liked by everyone, are not good people? She has never wavered like this for a moment.

The phone shook suddenly, and Fu Sitian guessed that Shi Yi might have sent her a message.

She broke away from Fu Siyu's hand and continued to walk outside.

Fu Siyu was stunned, looking at Fu Sitian's back, it seemed a little unbelievable. She moved her foot, hesitating whether to follow it, and finally stomped her foot and followed it from a distance.

It was already dark outside, and Fu Sitian walked back along the village road. Fifty meters away, there was a large field with no room for oppression. Without taking anything, she couldn't go far. She just wanted to come out and call back, take a breath and calm down.

The news was sent to her by Shi Yi, saying that she had arrived at the Ningcheng Hotel.

Fu Sitian looked at the open field, cooled his emotions in the cold, took a deep breath, and called Shi Yi back.

"Si Tian? So early today?" Shi Yi's soothing voice came from the end of the earpiece, and Fu Sitian's tight string relaxed for a moment.

It seemed that all the hesitation and all the confusion had found the answer in Shi Yi's call.

It makes sense to tolerate concessions, at least they made her meet Shi Yi and embrace the starlight. She doesn't know exactly how a good person is defined, but she knows what Shi Yi is like.

She wants to be someone like Shi Yi.

I want to be the kind of person Shi Yi expects her to be—no need to compromise, a clear conscience is enough.

Shi Yi's voice murmured in his ears, and the stars in the sky flickered. Fu Sitian stretched out his hand to touch the stars through the void.

Laugh slowly leaped into her eyes.

She finally grabbed the key to unlock the shackles.

Shi Yi was discussing tomorrow's itinerary with her. She asked Fu Sitian what time to arrive at the station and she went to pick her up. Fu Sitian wanted her to sleep longer, so she said that she could go to the hotel directly to find her.

Footsteps sounded not far away, Fu Sitian turned his head, and under the street lamp, Fu Jiantao stopped a few meters away and stared at her.

Fu Sitian greeted Shi Yi and hung up.

Fu Jiantao raised his foot again.

He walked up to Fu Sitian and said gently: "It's cold outside, go back to eat. I have agreed with your grandma, and she agrees that you will go back to the city tomorrow. You can take your classmates to play in peace, don't worry about home."

Fu Sitian looked at him for two seconds, feeling a little uncomfortable. In all fairness, my uncle treated her very well. In many cases, it is not easy for him to get caught in the middle. She nodded and said, "Thank you, uncle."

Fu Jiantao laughed: "Say something silly, let's go."

He and Fu Sitian walked side by side at a distance of one person, "The old man's thinking can't keep up with the times, and he is very stubborn. Don't care about her like this." He explained to her: "I have been a mother and son with her for decades. , Sometimes she will get angry. But she is an elder after all, and sometimes she said something unpleasant, our ears go in and the ears go out. When we don’t hear them, we don’t need to argue with her.

Fu Sitian reluctantly let out an "um".

Fu Jiantao said again: "Go back, give her a step down, and admit a mistake with her, and this matter will pass."

Fu Sitian paused, "Uncle..."

Fu Jiantao looked at her sideways.

The girl's lips trembled and she said, "But I'm not wrong. I don't want to admit it."

Fu Jiantao was taken aback for a moment. Fu Sitian has always been soft, and it was the first time he saw Fu Sitian's tough attitude. Under the light, the girl's eyes were black and shiny, firm and resolute. Her face is still green, but it has completely faded from her childhood immature.

Fu Jiantao suddenly discovered that the girl had grown up quietly without knowing when.

Started from insisting on reporting to the university? Or earlier? I started to have my own ideas, no longer so obedient, no longer so obedient.

Maybe it's not a bad thing. Fu Jiantao hesitated to say something, but at last he just sighed, rubbed her head with a generous palm, and didn't persuade him any more.

In fact, he has been worried that her temper is too soft and easy to be wronged. If you know how to reject and resist, you can better protect yourself.

Thinking of this, he remembered something, "Tomorrow happens to be Valentine's Day."

Fu Sitian was nervous, "Yes...Yes."

"Is your boyfriend here?" Fu Jiantao hit a straight ball.

Fu Sitian was shocked, and subconsciously denied: "Ah, no." But his eyes dodged.

Fu Jiantao saw through at once, "It's okay to fall in love, I'm not your grandma's old antique."

Fu Sitian hesitated and didn't know how to respond.

Fu Jiantao became more sure. Some words were actually not suitable for him to be a big man, but he was afraid that no one had told Fu Sitian, she didn't know.

He euphemistically said: "However, girls still have to protect themselves. Girls are always easy to suffer. But in case something really happens, don't think about it and solve it by yourself. Said to Uncle. Body is the most important thing. "

Fu Sitian was embarrassed and heartbroken, remembering what Fu Siyu had said, "Don't kill you." In this regard, their father and daughter are exactly the same.

Fu Sitian replied quietly, "Yeah", and Fu Jiantao suddenly said, "You admit it."

Fu Sitian: "..."

The two looked at each other and smiled, and the dullness and depression that they were about to enter the house to welcome the beating was greatly diluted.

Fortunately, after entering the door, Fu Sitian found that the old man had already eaten and returned to the room. Fu Jiantao did not force Fu Sitian to admit his mistake, and Fu Sitian also assumed that nothing had happened. He ate, cleaned the kitchen, and went straight back to the room, waiting for the next day to come.

It is rare for her to go to bed early and keep her spirits up. Just after 4:30 the next day, and it was still dark, she got up and went downstairs, prepared her breakfast and put it in the pot to keep warm, then went to take a shower, wash her hair, and put makeup on the mirror. Put on her makeup, blow her hair, change her clothes, and put a small bag on her back, she can't wait to go out.

The sky was just getting bright, there were few pedestrians on the road, and the air was cold and fresh. Fu Sitian walked against the cold wind, his cheeks stiffened but still smiled unabated, like the stagnant water in a long trapped pool, finally able to run towards her mountains and seas.

The morning sun gradually rose from the horizon, and the bus drove in the morning light, bathing in light all the way, and driving towards warmth all the way.

Fu Sitian was also looking for the flower shop closest to the bus terminal on his cell phone, when Shi Yi's text message suddenly came in.

"I'm at the passenger station, but I'm not sure if it was the one you arrived. How many passenger stations are there in Ningcheng?" Fu Sitian refused to say what time she would arrive yesterday, nor did she say which station she got off at.

Fu Sitian was shocked, "There are three passenger stations in Ningcheng." She didn't say that she didn't want Shi Yi to get up early, but she didn't expect Shi Yi to go there more. She hurriedly asked, "Which passenger terminal are you at now. I got off at Bainan Passenger Terminal."

Shi Yi pulled out Fu Sitian's words as he wished, hooked his lips, pulled out his room card and walked out, and then returned to Fu Sitian: "I'm not wrong. How long will you be there?"

"About half an hour left."

That's too late. Shi Yi replied: "Okay, then call me when you arrive."

Fu Sitian thought she had arrived, and immediately looked forward to seeing her. It was too late to buy the flowers, and she now wished that the bus could put on its wings and teleport to Shi Yi's side.

With great difficulty, the bus arrived at the Bainan Passenger Terminal five minutes earlier in her eager anticipation. When the car was approaching, Fu Sitian took out a small mirror in advance to confirm her makeup and hair. Obviously, I haven't seen it for only a month, and Shi Yi has seen it no matter how simple and embarrassed, but for no reason, she is nervous and sweet, and her heart is like a deer when she thinks about meeting Shi Yi soon.

She waited by the door early, the bus arrived, and as soon as the door opened, she got out of the car first. As she walked outside the station, she called Shi Yi on the phone.

Shi Yi picked it up almost in seconds: "Is it there?"

"Yeah." Fu Sitian's voice was so soft that he felt pretentious.

Shi Yi seemed to laugh, "I'm at the door, you can see it when you come out."

Fu Sitian's heart lifted, his pace became lighter, and he hurried to the exit of the station. Soon, after bypassing the obstacles of several cars, she saw the figure who was thinking about it at a glance, five or six meters away.

She is too eye-catching. Fu Sitian believed that no one passing by would be able to resist looking back at her secretly.

She wore a long skirt with a waist and a black woolen coat. She was tall and slim, with ink hair like a waterfall and white skin like snow. It was a beauty between the coldness of a girl and the coldness of a woman, like a movie pictorial. The same as the people who came down.

Different from the cold aura all over her body, she still holds a red rose in her hands.

Fu Sitian's heart was pounding.

Shi Yi obviously saw her too. A stunning flash of eyes flashed by, and then, the cold red lips slowly bend, and the whole person's aura softened wonderfully.

The people who came and went in the past were all watching Shi Yi, but Shi Yi only had his eyes.

Fu Sitian's whole heart warmed up, and he tried very hard to control his steps, and walked towards Shi Yi with demeanor.

She stood still in front of Shi Yi, and stared at Shi Yi with shame and sweetness: "Have you been waiting for a long time?"

Shi Yi shook his head: "Neither."

There were countless eyes cast around, Shi Yi turned a blind eye. She gave some of the red roses in her hand, and Fu Si Tianli swayed and reached out to pick it up.

Unexpectedly, Shi Yi suddenly moved the red rose to his side, and he took a step forward.

Fu Sitian was caught off guard, and fell into a tender embrace with one hand.

Shi Yi's faint smile came from his ears, and Fu Sitian's face flushed to the roots of his ears.