Suisui at Seventy

After Jiang Suisui got in the car, she turned her head and glanced subconsciously. Liang Sihui standing behind the car and Jiang Miaomiao in the stall across the road.

She sits upright, Zhao Qianyun twittering and Zhao Weiguo's words about campus life are clearly in her ears, but she feels as if there is something separated by a layer, far away from her.

She involuntarily looked at Song Weizheng, who was sitting on the other side. Song Weizheng noticed her sight, turned sideways and lowered his head slightly, and asked, "What's the matter?"

Jiang Suisui shook his head without speaking.

"Really frozen stupid?" Song Weizheng raised her mouth slightly, covering her hand on her side with the palm of her palm, "Didn't you buy roasted sweet potatoes? Eat some warmth."

Jiang Suisui stared at his face without moving for a long time, as if he was passing him and looking at another world.

Song Weizheng was a little strange. When he was about to say something, he was suddenly interrupted by Zhao Qianyun's voice: "Look at every year! It's snowing outside!"

Jiang Suisui turned his head when he heard the sound, and there really was a small snowflake floating outside the car window.

"It's obviously spring, and it's snowing." Zhao Qianyun sighed, lying next to the car window, "When can I warm up?"

Zhao Weiguo smiled and said, "What's the rush? It's like this at this time. It's warm and cold at first. But the snow won't last long. The cold winter is over. I think it might be a sunny day."

After a while, the car arrived home, the courtyard door was open, and laughter from the back room could be heard before entering the door.

After retrieving Zhao Qinglan, the two elders of the Zhao family cherished the rare time with family members, so they simply moved out of the building of the compound and bought a quadrangle courtyard. Zhao Weiguo's family also moved back, and the family lived in a lively life. Together.

Jiang Suisui and Song Weizheng also come back to live for two days every weekend, and the relationship with the Zhao family is finally getting closer.

As soon as he got home that day, Song Yuxue greeted him, threw himself into Jiang Suisui's arms, and shouted happily, "Sister Suisui!"

Zhao Qianyun was deliberately jealous and said, "Xiaoxue, you only see your age-old sister in your eyes. I'm still here with your brother and cousin."

Song Yuxue shouted one by one with a smile, but still held Jiang Suusui with her hand.

Jiang Suisui lowered his head and touched her head, with relief in his eyes.

Since coming to Beijing, Xiaoxue has a much more cheerful personality, laughs and makes trouble, and is no longer the little adult who was full of guard against outsiders.

Song Yuxue took Song Weizheng in one hand and Jiang Suisui in the other, pulling them into the house.

Zhao Qianyun followed behind and joked: "Oh, from the back, it looks like a family of three. You will have children when you are old, and that's probably it."

Song Weizheng's mouth twitched, smiling at Jiang Suisui.

Jiang Suisui was still a little confused now, he just smiled and did not speak.

After dinner that day, Song Yuxue took Jiang Suisui to the yard to play in the snow. Song Weizheng looked at the sky and silently followed them behind.

Song Yuxue squatted on the ground for a long time, and finally said in frustration: "There is too little snow to pile up."

Jiang Suisui looked up at the little snowflakes floating in the sky and said, "Snow is so small that it can't accumulate. You want to play in the snow, probably waiting for the next winter."

"Then next winter, Sister Yisui will accompany me to play in the snow." Song Yuxue said.

Jiang Suisui squatted down and helped her pat the snow on her hands, and agreed: "Okay, when it snows next time, let's build another snowman."

With anticipation, Song Yuxue was happy again.

Song Weizheng stood and watched for a while, then suddenly stepped forward, patted Song Yuxue's small head from behind, and tilted her head to signal her to enter the house.

Song Yuxue, who was in a tacit understanding with her brother, understood it at once. She got up obediently and said, "Sister Sui Sui, I am going to get ready to wash and sleep. Mom said that children should not sleep too late."

"Okay," Jiang Suisui squatted and looked up at her, and said softly, "Go in."

Song Yuxue slid into the house, and the yard quickly fell silent, except for the sound of wind and snow.

Jiang Suisui was still squatting, holding his cheeks in his hands, looking up at the sky, and from time to time he stretched out his hands to pick up one or two small snowflakes, not knowing what he was thinking.

After a while, she suddenly felt a shadow shrouded next to her, turned her head to look, and Song Weizheng actually squatted down and leaned against her.

"What are you doing?" Jiang Sui said, "Do you want to play in the snow, too?"

"I don't want to," Song Weizheng stretched out his hand and took a piece of snowflakes. "But if someone is in a bad mood and ignores me, I can only do this."

"How can I ignore you?" Jiang Suisui couldn't help refuting. After a pause, she said again, "And I'm not in a bad mood."

"Then tell me, what are you thinking about now?" Song Weizheng asked.

Jiang Suisui: "...Well, I didn't think about anything, just look at Xue Fa in a daze. If I insist on saying what I want, then I am thinking about what to eat tomorrow morning."

Song Weizheng chuckled and suddenly said, "Are you jealous?"

"?" Jiang Suisui quickly said, "No! Why am I jealous..."

She began to argue: "It's not the first time Liang Sihui has come to see you. I'm used to it a long time ago."

really……

Song Weizheng sighed softly in his heart. He was distressed and a little secretively happy. He said, "It's me who is wrong. I will go to Professor Liang's house again tomorrow and have a good talk with him."

"Hey don't!" Jiang Suisui hurriedly stopped, "Professor Liang is also an elder, you can't face to face without giving face. Liang Sihui...just don't care about her, one day...she will give up."

When he said the last sentence, Jiang Suisui's voice became more and more vague.

She couldn't help but remember what Jiang Miaomiao said before.

If it is true as Jiang Miaomiao said, Liang Sihui has been waiting for Song Weizheng for more than ten or twenty years in the previous life. This perseverance is quite impressive.

Are they together at the end?

Jiang Suisui couldn't help but looked at Song Weizheng.

Song Weizheng was inexplicably hairy by her strange eyes, and couldn't help but said, "What's the matter?"

Jiang Suisui looked at him and suddenly asked, "You said, if there were no me in this world, would you choose Liang Sihui in the end? No, even if it wasn't her, would you be with other people?"

"You are thinking about this kind of things in your head?" Song Weizheng was a little bit dumbfounded, "Don't think about such meaningless ifs."

However, Jiang Suisui insisted inexplicably. She looked at Song Weizheng with unblinking eyes, and said seriously: "But if there really is such a world, there are all of you, but there is no me?"

Song Weizheng looked at her transparent eyes, and his expression gradually became serious.

He remembered his suspicion a long time ago. Jiang Suisui seemed to have suddenly changed from a certain day.

For him, the current Jiang Suisui is a sudden surprise and surprise.

He didn't force to go back to the source, as long as she could be by his side.

However, if there is no **** in this world...

Song Weizheng never dared to think about this possibility.

He suddenly pulled Jiang Suisui to his feet, and Jiang Suisui was taken by him to face him in a daze.

Song Weizheng's eyes were burning, with a certain paranoid chase. Jiang Suisui was startled. She even noticed with a little distraction that there were crystal drops of water on his long eyelashes that were condensed from the melting of snow. Wish to fall.

Song Weizheng stared at her silently for a moment, and then suddenly said: "Perhaps as you said, there is another world, there are people like me, but you do not exist, but that is not my world."

"What I see and feel now belongs to my real world now. Perhaps in another world, there is a person like me who has a completely different fate from me, but he is him, I am me. He is another person completely to me. Do you understand?"

Jiang Suisui was slightly lost when she heard this. Yeah, why should she cling to this assumption? In any case, what has happened will not change. The world she has experienced is the reality before her eyes.

Song Weizheng suddenly said again: "If you say it, is there still a world where there is only you, but there is no us?"

Jiang Suisui paused and didn't know how to answer for a while.

Song Weizheng didn't seem to force her answer, and continued: "If there is such a world, no matter what, I would hope that someone like you is happy now."

Jiang Suisui was stunned for a moment, then suddenly smiled, his eyes moist.

She rushed to hug Song Weizheng, choked in his arms and said: "Yes, she is very happy now, and very happy."

Song Weizheng raised his hand and stroked the back of her head, rubbed it gently, and said gently, "That's good."

The two embraced each other in the snowy night. I don’t know how long it took, Jiang Suisui withdrew from his emotions, rubbed his clothes on his chest, and raised his head and said, “Let’s get married.”

This time it was Song Weizheng's turn to be stunned. He didn't seem to react, watching Jiang Suisui's eyes sparkling, motionless.

Jiang Suisui saw him stupidly speechless, and laughed out loud, "I don't want to? Forget it."

Jiang Suisui was about to come out of his arms. The next moment Song Weizheng was tightly hugged and shackled in his arms. Jiang Suisui's cheek was pressed against his chest, and he felt a rapid and powerful vibration coming from under this chest.

After a while, Song Weizheng said with a low voice, "As soon as you say something, you are not allowed to go back."

Jiang Suisui chuckled in his arms: "Of course, I do what I say."

Song Weizheng suddenly pushed her away and took her hand to enter the house: "Let's go back and discuss a good day."

"Wait!" Jiang Suisui pulled him hard, and then stopped Song Weizheng. She was a little shy. "What's the hurry? It's not about getting married soon. Everyone in the evening will have to sleep. Let's talk about it tomorrow."

Song Weizheng shook her hand, unusually anxious: "You know what? My heart is about to fly now."

Jiang Suisui laughed, dragged him to the middle of the yard, and said, "Come with me to see the snow again, calm down."

She and Song Weizheng stood side by side, gently leaning their heads on Song Weizheng's shoulders, and said softly: "Don't worry, anyway, you have been prepared for a lifetime, no matter what time it is."

"Yeah." Song Weizheng responded softly, looking down at her quiet face, and his heart suddenly calmed down.

The snow seemed to be getting smaller and smaller, and the wind calmed down, leaving only the soft voices of two people.

"If there really is the world you are talking about, then what are you like over there?"

"Me? Maybe it's completely different from now. Maybe...like a frail sister Lin."

"...That's better as it is now, healthy and long-lived."

"What about you? If you were in another world without me, would you like others?"

"Why is this still the problem?"

"Don't you tell me? Tell me, I won't be angry!"

"You really can't help it. If the person in the other world is exactly the same as me, even without you, he won't like others. I guess he will probably die alone."

"why?"

"Because... this kind of thing cannot be replaced, it can only be the person who is destined. If there is no such person, then...there is no such thing as fascination."

"...You're so nauseous, huh!"

"Then you still secretly laughing?"

"Laugh at you numbly."

…………

The interior is brightly lit and warm, and outdoors is the murmur of a pair of lovers.

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The next day, the Zhao family heard joyous news, bursts of laughter, and alarmed the birds outside the window.

Looking up, the sun in the early spring has been shining on the earth, the spring snow has melted, everything has recovered, and it is another good spring scene.