Suisui at Seventy

Jiang Suisui was completely stunned, and she didn't even react for a while: "You don't go... what do you mean?"

Song Weizheng asked, "Do you really want to take the college entrance examination?"

"Of course!" Jiang Suisui nodded, "Who wouldn't want it? Isn't it the most reliable way to change your destiny to go to college?"

"Change your destiny..." Song Weizheng repeated these words, and suddenly smiled bitterly, "I originally thought... life is pretty good now."

"The previous plan was that I would work harder, make money, and take care of my mother's body, so that Xiaoxue can go to school and grow up, and then marry you home. The family's life is flat and stable, so that life will be good."

Song Weizheng lowered his head and chuckled, "Do you think that I don't want to make progress with this kind of thinking?"

Jiang Suisui shook his head quickly: "Of course not! It's just..."

It's just that she always felt that the novel hero! Future boss! It must be a struggling coffee, the kind of person who desperately tries to rush forward! Unexpectedly, Song Weizheng would also have the idea of ​​keeping his wife and children warm.

Jiang Suisui wondered for a moment, wouldn't it be his arrival that changed his mind?

Jiang Suisui took a deep breath, calming himself down and not being affectionate.

Jiang Suisui explained: "I just think that you have been working hard for this family, want to make it better, and want Aunt Lan and Xiaoxue to live better. But you can also think about yourself if you can read it. University will be a great help to your future life."

Song Weizheng: "I know you are doing me good, including always encouraging me to study before. If it weren't for you, I might not have thought that there is another path in life."

Jiang Suisui scratched his cheek, a little embarrassed. She thought to herself, your life might have been more brilliant...

Jiang Suisui: "So... what do you think now?"

Song Weizheng: "When I first heard the news, I thought of what you told me before. This may be an opportunity to go out."

"Hmm!" Jiang Suisui nodded vigorously in agreement.

"But..." Song Weizheng said, "Leaving here to go to college, leaving my mother and sister in the village, I can't rest assured."

Jiang Suisui opened her lips slightly, and couldn't say what she wanted to say.

It's because she hasn't thought about it well. Aunt Lan and Xiaoxue are weak and young, and it is really difficult to leave them alone in the village like this.

For the first time, Jiang Suisui realized the entanglement of reality. Her original thoughts were too selfish. She only wanted to pull Song Weizheng to go higher and farther, but she did not expect how his family would be resettled.

Jiang Suisui lowered his head and said with some shame: "I understand...I didn't think well enough. But...but..."

But she wanted to go to university. If Song Weizheng could not go, she would have to go forward alone, and she might be separated from Song Weizheng by a thousand miles... Suddenly facing this reality, she couldn't accept it.

Song Weizheng saw Jiang Suisui's sudden crying expression, couldn't help but chuckle and pulled her into his arms, and said gently: "What are you crying? I haven't finished yet."

"Woo is going to have a long-distance relationship..." Jiang Suisui cried after hearing this, "Huh? What?"

Song Weizheng recalled: "Later, I chatted with my mom..."

Before Jiang Suisui came, Song Rulan and Song Weizheng heard the news from the radio together. Their first thoughts were surprises, but then Song Rulan noticed Song Weizheng's sudden sinking expression and was slightly puzzled.

She called Song Weizheng into the room to speak alone, only then did she understand his worries.

Song Rulan smiled bitterly and shook her head: "Although you always say that I am not your burden, but if you have such thoughts, it can only show that I am a mother, it is a burden."

Song Weizheng's expression was tangled and painful: "Mom!"

Song Rulan raised her hand to interrupt him: "Don't talk, I know what you want to say. But have you ever thought that the care of your giving up and sacrifice is also a burden for me and Xiaoxue."

"Although I am not in good health, I am not a waste person without the ability to take care of myself. Xiaoxue is almost ten years old. She can be regarded as a big girl in the village. She can take care of herself and help the family with many things. It’s not just our family, everyone can live a good life, so can we.”

"Since your father passed away, you have become accustomed to carrying all the burdens on yourself. If you carry them for too long, you can even forget the burdens."

Song Rulan sighed at this point: "Seeing you so hard for so many years, in fact, I really feel uncomfortable. My mother didn't fulfill much responsibility, but let you grow up early."

She looked at Song Weizheng, who is now a mature and reliable adult, and said seriously: "Azheng, mom wants to see you follow your own will and do what you want to do."

Song Weizheng's expression was moved: "Mom...then you and sister..."

Song Rulan: "As I said, we can all take care of ourselves, and there is enough food in the family. Planting some small vegetables in our yard is enough for our wife to live, don't think about it so much!"

"Furthermore," Song Rulan looked at him with a smile, "Every year she looks like a motivated child. If she goes to university, but you don't, she may not look down on you in a year or two."

Song Weizheng frowned: "She can't..."

Song Rulan shook her head: "I'm not saying that every year you will worship high and low, but the outside world is very big, and there must be many excellent people. If you don't keep moving forward and don't keep up with her footsteps, you will always get along. She slowly got farther and farther away..."

Song Weizheng recalled this, looking at Jiang Suisui in his arms, thinking of the thought of giving up before him, for the first time he felt a sense of crisis that he could hardly catch her.

He couldn't help tightening his arms, hugging her tightly in his arms, and said: "Just like Mom said, in order to be worthy of you, I can't stay in the village forever."

After listening to what he said and feeling his embrace, Jiang Suisui suddenly felt relieved, and then a little embarrassed: "What are you talking about? There is nothing unworthy of it, what I like is the best..."

Song Weizheng smiled softly: "Well, then thank you for liking me."

Jiang Suisui said awkwardly: "I didn't say who I like."

Song Weizheng chuckled and asked her: "You don't like me, who else can you like?"

"Oh, why do you suddenly feel so confident again?" Jiang Suisui was in a good mood and began to tease, "I like grandma, like Aunt Lan, like Xiaoxue, and also like my good sister, you, you, let's go back in the row. "

Song Weizheng sighed deliberately: "Hey, what should I do? I seem to like you the most, much more than anyone else. I didn't expect that my status in your heart is so low."

When Jiang Suisui heard this, his heart suddenly softened: "Yes, it's not very low!"

She pushed Song Weizheng away slightly, gestured in her own heart, and said, "I like it in no particular order, but you are in my heart and you occupy this-what a big place, it's very important!"

Song Weizheng fell on her shoulder with a low smile, turned his head slightly and kissed her, and said, "Thank you, and put me in your heart."

Jiang Suisui was also sweet in her heart, spread her arms around him, and whispered: "You have to put me in your heart too, do you know that when you didn't say it at first, I was actually a little sad , I almost thought you were going to give up this relationship..."

Song Weizheng buried her head in her neck, and said dullly: "I'm sorry, it made you sad. But even if I thought about giving up the college entrance examination, I never thought about giving up on you. There were a lot of thoughts at that moment, but I didn't give up. You, you are already in my life plan, no matter what the situation, you can't be without you."

"Yeah." Jiang Suisui replied softly, "I believe you."

The two of them hugged quietly for a while, and Jiang Suisui suddenly thought: "We have been talking here for a long time, as if we can definitely go to university, but if we fail, it would be funny."

As she imagined the scene, she laughed out: "Haha, so silly, two confident fools."

Song Weizheng also laughed: "Don't worry, you urged me to read and study some time ago, and you worked so hard. I read the books and there is no reason to fail."

Jiang Suisui raised his head and said solemnly: "Comrade Xiao Song, don't swell. Do you know how many people take the college entrance examination? This is a comparison with people from all over the country! Just say the educated youth in our village..."

Jiang Suisui spoke seriously, but might as well Song Weizheng suddenly bowed his head and kissed her.

"Um..." Jiang Suisui opened his eyes wide, "You, you are doing a surprise attack! I am carefully analyzing it with you!"

Song Weizheng chuckled lightly, not wanting to say that her serious expression was too cute, so she couldn't help it.

Song Weizheng lowered his head to admit his mistake: "I'm sorry, you continue to say."

Jiang Suisui was interrupted by a kiss. At this moment, his mind was still reminiscing about the remaining warmth. It was really difficult for her to resume.

But she would not say such things. Jiang Suisui thought about it for a while and wanted to continue: "Anyway...Anyway, there are many people who desperately want to go to college. If we don't work hard, we will definitely be left behind. ."

"Yeah." Song Weizheng nodded, "I have to work hard. We will go to town tomorrow."

Jiang Suisui raised his head: "Go to town? What are you doing?"

Song Weizheng squeezed her cheek lightly, and said, "Look for any other learning materials. Since you are going to test, you must be fully prepared."

Jiang Suisui's eyes immediately shined when he heard it: "Yes!"

She hurriedly withdrew from Song Weizheng's embrace, pulled him back and walked back, saying, "Hurry up, go back to bed, get up early tomorrow, let's ride to town."

She almost forgot. At this time, the educated youth must also need to review the materials, and they will definitely run around to collect them. The market should also publish some materials for the new candidates. Then there will be a fierce competition.

Song Weizheng looked at her anxiously back and couldn't laugh or cry. He wanted to hold her for a while.