Superstar

Joseph left, leaving Hugo a quiet space.

Although Hugo's first reaction was that Joseph was talking nonsense, he was instantly overwhelmed by fear, and the unknown fear made him nervous. Because deep down in his heart, he knew clearly that the doctor's speculation was likely to be true.

Ten days ago, the moment when the memory blank appeared for the first time was the moment when all this happened, right? Just like the most **** plot in a dark TV series, the split personality grows bit by bit, and then gradually takes up more and more time, and even begins to control the initiative of the body. Does that mean that one day his own personality will disappear and be replaced by a split personality?

Hugo was caught off guard by this sudden change. He didn't even know how to deal with such a situation. It's like his original journey, fusing Lancaster's memory, and then he has become what he is now. And now there is another personality that is taking over the initiative step by step, and has been waiting for the day when he perishes. Is this his end? Just like the original journey, the soul came into this world silently, and then the soul disappeared into this world silently in the end.

It was as if he had never appeared before.

This thought made Hugo panic. This seemed to be a situation he couldn't control. It was not a situation that he could change with hard work or hard work. Everything was happening quietly, and he was not even the first person to know. This powerless situation immediately surrounded him, as if he would suffocate in the next second.

Drowsy, Hugo fell asleep like this, although he kept reminding himself not to fall asleep, because it is very likely that he would never wake up after falling asleep, instead of split personality. But his heavy eyelids and tired brain still made him fall asleep in a daze.

Dreaming again.

Hugo opened his eyes, and when he looked down, he saw his wet and sticky hands. The bright red blood on them was dazzling a little abnormally. They looked like artificial plasma, but they felt delicate and delicate. so true. Wait, why does he think this blood is real enough? Did he really kill someone?

Hugo looked around anxiously, but he didn't see Walter or Hope, nor Derek, just a halo flashing not far away.

Hugo didn't know whether he should walk over, because the previous experience of going to the light had bad memories. But apart from the halo, there was darkness all around, without any reference or reference, he could only move towards the halo.

Closer, closer. Then Hugo saw "his" mother curled up on the chair, crying, the sad tears falling drop by drop, clearly visible in the light, that sad face was so desperate and sorrowful, but... It was not his mother, but Matthew's mother.

Suddenly, Matthew's mother stood up and took a step towards Hugo. She just cried, howled and weeped, as if an injustice, crying from all directions swarmed. Hugo wanted to turn around and leave, but he couldn't move. He could only watch Matthew's mother rushing towards him. The tears on his face and the harsh crying firmly surrounded him, but it was in Matthew. When his mother was about to hug him...

He woke up.

Hugo sat up abruptly, constantly breathing heavily, and his body was soaked with sweat. He looked around anxiously. The surrounding area was still bright, but in the afternoon, there was no clear light. Hugo felt at ease, and his beating heart became a little more stable.

Hugo raised his hands and looked carefully, but sadly, he didn't know if he was himself now.

"I'm Hugo... I'm Hugo Lancaster..." He whispered carefully in his mind, but this simple sentence made Hugo exhaust all his power.

Finally, the boiling in the brain gradually calmed down, but Hugo was a little dazed while sitting there. Why did he show signs of split personality? why?

Hugo's chaotic brain gradually sorted out his thoughts. According to Joseph and the others, the second personality should be Matthew Poncelet. This shows that he put too much focus on the role, and the role of substitution is too obvious, but why didn't this happen when he performed Amon Goss?

Hugo suddenly found a breakthrough.

Isn't it because he was too dedicated to the role that this situation happened, but because of the change in his acting style that led to this situation? Does this mean that he is walking on a path of performance at this time, the so-called split personality is just the image of Matthew constructed deep in his mind, directly "born" the second personality, this personality integrates the performance into the performance In the blood, there is no need to sculpt every move. It is a purely natural performance in itself, but he hasn't thoroughly mastered this method of performance, so he will get out of control?

But how can he prove that his idea is correct? What exactly is his way of acting?

Hugo couldn't help closing his eyes again. Although his brain was still in chaos at this time, he forced himself to concentrate, because this is not just a matter of performance, but seriously, it may become the key to maintaining his life, so He must be highly concentrated.

Hugo changed his performance this time from the "seven deadly sins". He tried to find a combination of method-based acting and performance-based acting, so that each character was presented in the most authentic, natural, and delicate way. Hugo not only requires himself to have a deep enough understanding of the role, he can construct the character, life and habits of the entire character; at the same time, he also requires to seek the resonance between himself and the character, using his own life experience and his own thought characteristics. To construct the small details of the character, use the most accurate expression method to present your own experience, and achieve a perfect combination of the character and yourself.

It's like... like he's performing Matthew!

Indeed, he is indeed performing Matthew, but at the same time he himself is Matthew, and a part of him constitutes a part of Matthew. In the end, the lens shows the most real Matthew, and it also has Hugo colors. Matthew, truly turned performance into a form of life.

Then let people believe that Hugo is Matthew and Matthew is Hugo; but Hugo is not Matthew, Hugo is just Hugo, Matthew is not Hugo, and Matthew is just Matthew. In short, looking at mountains is not mountains, looking at water is not water.

Therefore, in the past month, Hugo has been trying to blur the line between himself and Matthew, taking himself as Matthew into the "Life of Matthew" he constructed, and then living in the prison in Angola as Matthew After nearly a month, this made Hugo's mentality and thinking gradually approach Matthew's state, and even gradually evolved into Matthew.

When the boundary between life and drama, performance and reality is completely blurred, Hugo’s performance has reached a whole new level. He can truly appreciate Matthew’s mentality when Matthew faces Susan. With the ambivalence and urgency of the moment, as well as the whole psychological process of Matthew denying that he is a murderer, Hugo can truly feel the emotional power in it.

As a result, Hugo's performance surprised the entire crew, even if it was just an ordinary scene.

But there is one problem. Hugo didn’t know how he did it. He just felt that he was constantly becoming Matthew, and then... he really became Matthew, splitting the personality that belonged to Matthew. Then he really lives in the crew as Matthew.

Hugo realized that he was not mentally ill, he was just studying acting. The so-called second personality was actually his understanding of the role, and in essence it was his interpretation of the role, so there was some ambiguity in his mind. But the memory is not clear enough. This is a split personality, but it is not a split personality. In the final analysis, this is a process in which Hugo is exploring acting.

But Hugo's brain is so chaotic and heavy, he can't figure out his thoughts at all, and he has no clue about how the whole process happened. Hugo forced himself to start recalling what happened in the past month, but his brain seemed to split, and the pain hit him instantly, making him unable to calm down and think. The truth seemed to be hidden in a mist, he knew All the problems can be solved by removing the fog, but he is now lost in the fog.

Is this really the truth? Or was it the "truth" he wished to believe in order to escape the so-called split personality? Hugo also didn’t know ~www.wuxiaspot.com~ The unprecedented frustration made him have no time to think. Hugo only felt that his brain was tired, endless tiredness, as if all the tiredness accumulated in the past few years came in an instant. , Submerged him, making him unable to breathe, and then he actually fell asleep again faintly.

In his sleep, the same scene appeared again, and only the halo was shining in the endless darkness. This time, Hugo won't be fooled anymore. He stepped away from the halo, and then began to run wildly, running with all his strength. But before long, the lingering cry rang again, and Hugo suddenly turned his head and saw Matthew's mother chasing after tears, still crying bitterly.

After blinking, all the tears on Matthew's mother's cheek turned into tears of blood, and the blood began to spread in the darkness.

Hugo can only run. In addition to running or running, he runs like a bereaved dog, running frantically, but his steps are getting heavier and slower, and the sharp crying is constantly consuming his energy. Hugo has no time to think, no time to breathe, or even time to be afraid, so he can only keep running.

But when will this nightmare wake up?