Superstar

"Yes, of course." Hugo's words were relaxed and with a hint of excitement, "I think acting is really a very interesting thing, you know, when your own life and the character's life are intertwined, that kind of The joy and joy that shuttles back and forth between reality and illusion, the magnificence and hugeness that condenses a long life in just ninety minutes, the kind of comfort and relaxation that makes emotions burst out, in the performance Suddenly, there is a kind of freedom and joy to wander in parallel worlds."

This is the most vivid feeling after Hugo broke through the bottleneck this time. It was as if he suddenly raised his head and saw the starry sky on the dark night, close at hand, within reach, the shock and magnificence that came to the face, Let the soul be baptized in an instant.

"Wow, I can't understand." After Charlize sighed, he said plainly, which made Hugo stunned, and then he chuckled slightly, "To be honest, I can't understand the state you are talking about, listen. It looks like an extremely mysterious world that makes me yearn for infinitely. This makes me wonder, will one day I also reach your realm?"

Indeed, Hugo didn't feel this state until recently, as if he opened a door and entered another world. This feeling is very subtle and difficult to describe. People who haven't really experienced it can't understand it. It's like when Catherine Hepburn was talking with Hugo, Hugo was at a loss; now Charlize is obviously the same, but Hugo is standing in Catherine's position.

Hugo chuckled and sighed, "Before that, acting was just a hobby for me, but now, it has become a bridge between me and another world. You know, I seem to have seen a brand new The world." Hugo couldn't help but pause when he said this. He wanted to describe the starry sky in his mind to Charlize. He wanted to find the correct language, but for the first time he found out that his language was So scarce and so pale, "It’s like a person who likes extreme sports, who has never forgotten the excitement produced by extreme sports, so I always push myself to challenge this limit, the pleasure of constantly impacting and refreshing myself. It makes the whole life different. I finally know why some people are addicted to drama!"

Although Hugo's excitement was not high, Charlize felt it clearly, which made her laugh involuntarily, "Hugo, your words made me full of energy."

Charlize never wanted to make a vase, but at the beginning, she simply and stubbornly didn't want others to always focus on her appearance. She just wanted to prove that she had the strength to surpass her appearance, nothing more. But after getting along with Hugo for a long time, Charlize gradually became ambitious for acting. She also wanted to be an excellent actor. If her appearance can be a weapon of performance, she doesn't mind using this appearance. This is the biggest difference for Charlize now.

"Hugo, have you been scared in the past few days?" Charlize hesitated for a moment, but still asked this question.

Hugo was silent for a moment, and then nodded, "Fear, of course I am afraid. You know, the process is like falling into a black hole, and it's like... a bullet hits you directly, that kind of fear is instantaneous. If you swallow you, you have fallen into a bottomless abyss before you even had time to gather your courage."

Charlize did not speak. She recalled seeing Hugo when she rushed to Baton Rouge. Hugo was like a ragdoll without a soul at the time. No wonder Joseph panicked, even the group of them knows best. Hugo’s most trusted friend, it’s hard not to panic. And what about Hugo as a party? I'm afraid it's even more so.

"But you don't regret it." Charlize's sentence should be an interrogative sentence, but she said it in a positive sentence.

"But I don't regret it." Hugo answered in the affirmative, and the words passed through the phone lightly, but with infinite power, "You know, it's like a moth fighting a fire, knowing that the result of flying past is Destroyed, but we will still move forward without turning back. The craziest thing is that we are still having fun.” At this point, Hugo himself chuckled silently, seeming to laugh at himself, but he also seemed to be relieved.

Charlize also laughed, as if whispering, "Even if you do it again, you will still make the same choice." Charlize knew that this is the inner desire, the inner enthusiasm, and the inner yearning. This is The meaning of life.

Many people have searched for a lifetime without knowing the meaning of their lives. They just live indifferently, live to live, and go with the flow in order to survive. Maybe they can maintain the length of their lives, but they don't have the breadth of life. And it is the latter that determines the excitement of life.

Although Charlize knew that Hugo was such a person a long time ago, she still felt the inner sigh and admiration again. She is looking forward to such a future, looking forward to becoming an actor like Hugo.

The call ended, but Hugo still stood there, looking at the delicate sunlight outside the window, but his heart was surging because of the conversation just now.

As Hugo said earlier, acting was a hobby for Hugo in the past. It has always been inferior to his pursuit and dedication to rock. But now, acting has become Hugo’s lifelong pursuit. He enjoys acting. Wandering and flying in the world, he is eager to continuously climb new peaks in the acting world.

Hugo knows that performance is never a simple matter, because a person's personality is an independent individual. If you are too persistent and obsessed with performance, it is not unusual for a split personality. But Hugo also knew that he would still fly moths to the fire without turning back, open his arms to embrace the pain that accompanies the challenge of the limit. Just like rock, glory or death, he chose to burn himself desperately.

"I need to know that I hurt you. The truth is that everything originated from me. The hurt is just to find the bottom line, but it caused me trouble."

The guitar strum was constantly deafening in Hugo's mind. The bright and melancholic string sound was like a cuckoo weeping blood, pouring out the inner tugging and bitterness like a song. Hugo knows, always knows, all this is he asked for.

It is he who tries to break his acting model and seeks new breakthroughs; it is he who tries to integrate himself into the role, regardless of each other; it is he who is too greedy for the role of the ecstasy after he refuses to distinguish between reality and illusion; it is he who is single-handedly Matthew's role was shaped, creating a split personality...

"I want to know that I have left scars. I want to know if you feel free. Will you still kiss like me? Do you still cherish my secrets? I'm so good at being honest. This gives me Caused trouble."

But Hugo could not give up, and he was unwilling to give up. Acting is like love, the kind of enthusiasm and indulge in the kind of madness, so that life becomes magnificent, and the burst of emotion is simply uncontrollable. Love is love, just like a volcanic eruption. Falling in love, this is such a wonderful adjective, "slowly falling in...love", the slow but rapid process makes the world full of poetry.

Even if you are hurt, even if you choose to separate, even if your love disappears... But the scar left in your heart will still exist forever, becoming a part of your body and a part of your life. The remaining temperature solidified into an amber shape, immortal.

"You lit me up and hit me like bullets. The fragments that belonged to you were left in my heart. The craziest thing is that I am fascinated by it, the black hole in my heart, the black hole in my heart."

Bullet, all this is like a bullet hitting it suddenly. There is no time to react, and no ability to resist. You can only feel the strong impact of the bullet, and the pain that bursts out instantly rushes out, completely destroying yourself. Swallow. Even if the pain disappears gradually, the bullet fragments are still left in the heart, and the dark hole remains there forever. The pain of the scar makes the emptiness of the black hole continue to flow. Even tears and blood cannot make up for it. Unfathomable hole.

But... But the craziest thing is that, looking down at the scars and holes left by the bullet, I still love that feeling deeply, and I am deeply fascinated by it. After falling in love, I can't help myself for a long time. The bursts of pain kept coming, tears broke free from the shackles of the eye sockets and kept sliding down, reminding myself how crazy all this was, but not only did not resist, but also laughed and enjoyed it.

Is this crazy? Is this exciting? Is this scary?

Maybe. But I am really fascinated by it~www.wuxiaspot.com~ This is not an apology, there is no emotion, no surgery, people are always abandoned by time, just constant struggle. You are only so beautiful, it is not your fault, it caused me trouble. You light up me and hit me like a bullet. Your fragments are left in my heart. The craziest thing is that I am fascinated by it, the black hole in my heart, the black hole in my heart. "

Hugo just stood on the spot, and then slowly opened his arms, letting the sun shine through and fall on his body. The warm temperature made Hugo slowly close his eyes, and he could even feel the breeze. Slowly penetrating the free breath of his arms, he slowly tilted his head back, as if his feet could be in the air, and then began to soar with the wind. The pleasant pleasure is accompanied by the entanglement, pain, bitterness, and struggle in the depths of his mind. They broke out together, but this time Hugo didn't have any fear at all. He opened his arms like this, ready to embrace the comet-like impact.

"Bullets", that piece of acting fragments stayed in Hugo's heart forever along with the pain of this split personality. I closed my eyes and listened quietly to the sound of the heart beating. It was small but powerful. Even though every beating involved nerves and pain, every beating was so powerful and beautiful.

If you are not crazy, you will not survive, Hugo felt the courage and charm of this sentence for the first time.