Sweet Nothings

Huo Yunshen's voice was heavy, not to mention the complex emotions of these words, he was not clear.

Yan Qing was confused by his sensation, his ears were filled with his heartbeat and his breath, and he failed to listen carefully. The ambiguous, full of hot emotions covered it.

It seemed that the word "child" was vaguely captured, but she had no time to distinguish, and she calmed down under his fierceness.

She still insisted on reaching for the bedside table and grabbed a small piece of necessities for him.

I will use it deeply every time.

He has always been cautious in this regard.

Yan Qing was confused by his kisses, and gave him the necessities and left him alone. She was absorbed in the craze he gave, but when he actually invaded, she vaguely felt something different tonight.

Hotter and more trembling touch.

She called out out of control.

Yan Qing was really weak in the middle of the night, and curled up in Huo Yun ’s deep arms, he let it go, holding her slowly and comfortingly, feeding her water, sucking the tears unconsciously from her eyes, whispering Coax her to sleep over.

He stayed awake all night, until dawn in the morning, and then put the deep sleep of Yan Qing in his arms and hugged, frowning and closing his eyes.

Although Yan Qing was tired, her sleep quality was surprisingly good. When she woke up in the morning, her waist and legs were terribly sour, but she was full of energy. She pillowed on her husband's arm and incidentally recalled the waves of warm-hearted faces last night.

As a result, the more I think, the more unstable my heart becomes.

The deep state seems a bit wrong ...

In the past two or three years, his emotions have always been stable. For a long time, he has not stimulated him. No matter how indulging in indulgence in pleasure, he is still more gentle, but this time it is obviously boring, even letting her find a kind of ... that year because of memory retrogression, he felt that she was imprisoned in the nebula and asked for it day and night.

There is only one reason for this situation.

He was afraid of nothing silently.

Yan Qing couldn't lie down anymore and wanted to roll over to look at him. As soon as he moved, his hand accidentally touched the corner of a plastic package under the pillow.

She froze for a moment, and took it out in disbelief.

The one she handed to her husband ...

At about this position, she stuffed him, and then he was useless? Was it pushed into the pillow in the later entanglement? !

Yan Qing instinctively looked at the bedside table, and the lid of the small box with the necessities was still open. Even if the number inside was not counted, it would be approximate, not at all.

Her husband took the initiative and did nothing.

Yan Qing froze for a while, and then recalled the kind ... without any barrier ... The hot temperature confirmed her judgment.

From cheeks to clavicles, she bit her lip and turned to look at the man next to her.

He was still asleep, his eyebrows tightened unconsciously, there was a light pale blue under his eyes, his arms were unconsciously gathered, and she still tried her best to trap her in the arms.

It has been a long time since Yan Qing has seen him look so uncomfortable, and at the same time, his heart hurts, and he realizes the seriousness of the problem.

The phrase "child" she had heard vaguely last night may not be an illusion.

Yan Qing struggled to control her emotions, breathed steadily, carefully got out of Huo Yun's deep arms, took her cell phone out of the bedroom, wandered around the door twice, and decided to call Min Jing directly.

She didn't believe that, and it was definitely her husband who knew what.

When the phone was connected, she preempted: "What time did his meeting end yesterday afternoon?"

Min Jing had no precautions against his sister-in-law. She was caught off guard by such a question. She couldn't express her reaction at work at once, and answered honestly: "Four points."

Yan Qing suffocated: "Four o'clock? Isn't it six o'clock?"

"Originally it was more than six o'clock, but Shen Brother hurried ahead of schedule," Min Jing was a little flustered, and he didn't know what happened. "He is worried about meeting with friends and wants to pick you up earlier."

Yan Qing covered her cold forehead: "So, he finished the meeting at four and went to the club immediately, right?"

Min Jing is going up and down, always feels that the topic is going to danger, hesitating whether to nod or not, but this brief silence has already told Yan Qing the answer.

She hung up the phone, leaned against the wall for a while, her throat was sore and her eyes were hot and unbearable.

really……

At four o'clock, he arrived at the club at four thirty, and he would definitely go upstairs to find her, and walked outside the door, he should have just heard those conversations.

She deeply admits to the most sensitive question to avoid.

Say she "likes children", "want", "dream all dreams" ...

Yan Qing couldn't bear to think about his mood at the time.

In fact, there is no need to think about it at all. His decisions and actions are clearly clearing his heart.

He resented that he and she were the only one in the world, but in front of her likes, he still tied himself with ropes in silence, choosing to give in and satisfy every wish of her.

Just a few hours yesterday, how much he endured alone.

Yan Qing was so distressed that his chest was sore and he couldn't help being angry.

Does she care so much about him, so that he doesn't say anything to wrong her? ! What's the point of asking her to have a baby?

The penalty.

You have to punish a little harder, otherwise you will not be able to solve this problem sooner or later.

Yan Qing made up her mind and went back to the bedroom with her lips closed. She walked to the advanced room, took her pillow lightly, then turned to the bathroom, packed all the bottles and cans and carried them to her workshop on the second floor.

Since Huo Yunshen has been here with her several times, the sofa has long been replaced with a soft bed, so sleeping is not a problem.

Yan Qing put down the pillow, left the cosmetics aside, found a bottle of vitamins in the medicine box, poured out two white pills, and placed them on the table, preparing a glass of water.

After setting up the scene where "the wife is very angry", Yan Qing waited for Mr Huo to get up.

Before Huo Yunshen opened his eyes, he felt that his arms were empty. He subconsciously reached out to find him, no one was around, and the sheets were cold.

Suddenly, those scenes of Qingqing who had been lingering in his dream suddenly forced him. He got up in a hurry and she was not in the bedroom.

"Qing Qing."

There is no answer.

Huo Yunshen was about to get off the bed, and suddenly found that her pillow was gone, he could not help but paled, first went to the bathroom to find, but the head-on, not only was empty, even the skin care products she usually placed in a fixed position It's gone, and the pink electric toothbrush and cup are missing, leaving him the blue bath towel hanging side by side.

The heart was tightly entangled and suffocated.

He hurried back to find his mobile phone, rushing into the hallway while calling her with a cold finger.

A familiar bell sounded faintly in the door downstairs, knowing that she was still at home, Huo Yun's deep dry lips finally managed to recover a little bit of blood, he rushed to the work room and pushed open the door violently.

In the door, his Qingqing only wore the thinnest pajamas, sat pale on the chair, was putting two pills in his mouth, and swallowed it uncomfortably.

"What are you eating!" He took a few steps in front of her and hugged her up.

Yan Qing refused to hold the armrest, don't whisper at the beginning: "Contraceptive pills."

Huo Yunshen trembles his hands, his eyes irritated with blood.

Yan Qing didn't look at him, and she would not be able to stretch immediately when she saw it. She pressed her voice: "You forgot to take measures yesterday, and I will remedy it."

"Remedy ..." His throat quickly became dumb. "I said I want a child."

Yan Qing listened to these words by herself, and even more sour that she wanted to cry. She choked a bit, not completely pretending, and brought out the real emotions: "Why? Just because I heard me say Like? So your wishes can be retreated to the end, no need to consider, just satisfy me and make me happy enough, right? "

Huo Yun clutched her wrist deeply, still unable to make her rise.

He didn't dare to use too much force, simply squatted down, buckled her waist, and prevented her from running again.

"Qingqing ..."

She guessed it.

He had lost everything in front of her, and his thoughts were covered well, but she would still be seen through.

Yan Qing's eyes turned red and finally turned to stare at him: "I'm right? I love you again, you won't put yourself in an important position, but when we encounter a little conflict between you, you Of course, it is you who should retire. It does n’t matter if you are happy or sad, right? "

Huo Yun deeply looked up at her with her white lips opening and closing slightly: "Yes."

Yan Qing's nose suddenly soured.

She took a deep breath: "Then you saw it, you ignored me and made me angry, so angry that I moved everything out, and I will sleep in this room in the future, no matter you--"

The rest of the words could not be finished, the hands holding her were tightened suddenly, the fingertips were to be pressed into her bones, and the kiss was overwhelmingly and fiercely, wrapped around the tip of her tongue.

His voice was hoarse: "I'm good to be angry, this won't work."

"You beat me and lose your temper at me," his teeth bite, "can't hide from me or take medicine casually!"

The medicine hurt his body, and he watched her swallow as if crushing his tight nerves.

The floating in the dream, the emptyness that I woke to see, pierced his heart, and in the three years after marriage, Qing Qing never left him, always depended on him intimately, and would not be angry with him today. ... today because of children.

"I'm not angry because of the child!" Yan Qing saw the gloom in his eyes and interrupted firmly, "It's because of you!"

Huo Yunshen had a stiff texture on his arm.

Yan Qing wiped her wet eyes and stared at him: "I have been in you since I was five years old. Do you have so many feelings to like this and like that? My expectations for children have never been due to children. In itself, what I want is your child. "

"Do you know where the point is?" She gently touched his face with her hands and lifted her to stare at him, "Love you, so I am willing to spend time and hard work to conceive a child of you and me, not just Like it, and— "

Huo Yunshen saw his reflection in her eyes.

She said softly.

"Huo Yunshen, I can give you everything in my life, from childhood to big, without giving you a warm touch of affection."

He was shocked.

Yan Qing rubbed his curly hair with his belly: "I also had a bad time at the Yun family, but at least my mother hurt me a lot during my lifetime. I have had a family relationship, but you, the Huo family owe you too much, you deserve it. Family care and cherish, no one ever gave it. "

"But I can," she trembles, "I want a child because I want to have a family that belongs only to me and yours, bleeding your blood, surname your last name, trusting you wholeheartedly, putting Anyone who has hurt you in the past will be filled. "

Huo Yun stared at her deeply, her eyes warmed up a little bit.

"I don't need it," he said, "Qingqing, I only want you."

Care and love for her unchanged.

Yan Qing no longer resisted, leaned down and patiently embraced his neck: "This is my second thing to say."

"Deeply, I promised to do whatever you wanted. I really wanted it, without reluctance," she was firm. "Even if I said that, if you do n’t like children, we can still do it. You do n’t want me to go out with others. I can disperse my energy, but I can only go— "

"You are embarrassing yourself, if you have something to bear, don't say anything, make concessions with self-harm, I will be very angry, so angry that I can throw you in the room alone.

"This is the method that hurts you the most. I still did it to make you understand what is my bottom line. I will always be the first and will not be shaken by anyone or anything."

Huo Yunshen clasped her fingers tightly.

She asked, "What do you tell me?"

He said, "It's me."

Yan Qing faced his look, his eyes were sore.

Not enough, she has to give him more ... more feelings.

Make him confident, accustomed to his importance, and occupy her with integrity.

All strong possessiveness comes from insecurity.

He was afraid that he would resist the world from approaching her.

But there are countless wonderful years in this life, and what she wants to give him is also his world.

"Yes, you, the child, or anything else, it is impossible to change."

Yan Qing stubbornly finished, relaxed his body, obediently got into his arms, hugged his back with pity: "I didn't deliberately scare you against you, it was really distressed, you shouldn't think about it anymore , Let ’s take care of the child ’s affairs slowly. When you ’re ready, we will do it again. Do n’t hurry at this moment. ”

She listened to his thumping heartbeat and added: "If you haven't been well prepared, then you don't need it. If there is a lack of affection, then there is a lack of love. Anyway, love is enough."

Huo Yunshen lowered his head and buried it in her neck fossa. Her heart was wrapped in warmth. Her nasal voice said dullly: "Then you can't take medicine."

Yan Qing blinked and changed the subject: "Is Mr. Huo still awkward?"

He shook his head.

"Don't panic?"

He continued to nod.

"Then I said," she cleared her throat. "Actually, I eat vitamins."

Huo Yun suddenly looked up at her.

Yan Qing blushed: "Where does our family come from birth control pills? I can't go out to buy them early in the morning, and I can't get them to be delivered, just ... deceive you and let you know how angry I am."

Huo Yun pinched her face deeply and pulled her close to her chest again.

She slipped the clothes on his shoulders and asked, "Then ... eat? It's safer to find a doctor, so that people don't have too many mouths."

Huo Yun bit her earlobe deeply: "Don't eat."

"You you so many times last night ... what to do with pregnancy, I am not in a safe period."

"I'm pregnant."

"No jealousy ?!"

"eat."

Yan Qing couldn't help laughing.

Huo Yun gritted his teeth incisively and said: "Eat badly, you can supply me more."

"Good--" Yan Qing kissed the corner of his mouth, "whether or not, it will replenish you with a lot of love, and fill the void of affection."

Half a month later, Yan Qing's punctual aunt postponed.

Huo Yunshen knew her physiology well, hugged her and slept badly for a few nights, Yan Qing dared not drag her husband's heart down again, and turned over the test paper prepared earlier to secretly test.

Two bars.

Yan Qing felt like a drum, staring at the test paper for a long time and couldn't come back. Until Huo Yunshen knocked on the door, she floated out to show him.

There was almost no delay, and she immediately went to Dr. He's private hospital. The nurse was terrified and received blood tests for Mrs. Huo.

In the waiting time, Yan Qing took her husband's hand and warmed him from cold to warm.

"Mr. Huo, ma'am, congratulations!" The nurse said with a happy expression, "it is indeed pregnant."

Dr. He eavesdropped on it and exhaled with relief.

Yan Qing took the test sheet and solemnly handed it to her husband, leaning on him: "Mr. Huo, you are going to be a father."

On the way home, flowers bloomed outside the car window.

Yan Qing could n’t hold back her emotions. She knelt down on the large seat and smiled blushing and asked, “Deeply, do you want a boy or a girl—”

She guessed that her husband would choose a girl.

In terms of jealousy, his daughter will definitely be better than his son, he should not be too uncomfortable to be invaded and snatched.

Huo Yun's dark eyes looked at her, and put her long hair behind her back, but the answer was: "I want a boy."

The feeling of being robbed and being divided, if there is a tilt in the gender of the child.

Then he hopes to be a son.

He is enough to be jealous.

Those who lost and sour, he tasted it, and did not want to let Qing Qing experience even the slightest.

He came to compete with his son.

But never, Qingqing will have a moment because of her daughter's presence.

Yan Qing asked in surprise: "Why?"

Huo Yun smiled slightly and said, "Because in my house, there will always be only Qingqing and a little princess."