The Actress is My Favorite

"Ruanruan, don't you... like it?" Yun Feiwu lowered his head and looked at her pitifully.

There was water vapor in Yun Fei's foggy eyes, as if it might drip out at any time, which was extremely pitiful. The hair is also messy, making people want to touch it.

But... Xia Shutong gritted his teeth, it was obvious that she was the one being bullied!

Xia Shutong slapped Yun Feiwu on the shoulder weakly.

Yun Feiwu remained motionless, still looking at her like that.

After Xia Shutong patted her several times, she finally lowered her wrist and looked away. After a while, she said weakly: "No... I don't like it."

Yun Feiwu wanted to hug her again, but she weakly pushed him away.

"Maomao, I'm hungry, can you go out and cook some noodles..." Xia Shutong lowered his head.

She needed to be alone for a while to think about what happened last night and her plans for the future.

Yun Feiwu stared at her blankly for a while, nodded obediently, and walked back to the door of the room three times, but suddenly turned back and knelt down on the bed with tears in his eyes.

"Ruanruan...I, last night...I'm sorry. If you don't like it, no, don't force yourself. Tell me, I, I will never..."

Yun Feiwu knelt down in front of her, looking confused and frightened. His whole body was drooping, and he looked small, like a pitiful puppy.

Only then did Xia Shutong see that there were many marks on Yun Feiwu's body... they were all caught by her.

Speaking of it, she did not reject Yun Feiwu last night, and even later, she tempted Yun Feiwu to sink again and again. What on earth was I thinking at that time? Xia Shutong didn't remember it, but just reluctantly remembered that at that time, his mind was in chaos, and he just wanted to let go of everything, forget everything in reality, and pursue the instinctive pleasure.

That's why she needs to think about it now.

Xia Shutong restrained the trembling in her hands, rubbed Yun Feiwu's head, and said in a hoarse and soft voice, "Be good, let's cook some noodles."

Yun Feiwu went out, and after a while, he brought her a glass of water. Later, he carried her to wash up and eat.

At the dinner table, Xia Shutong accidentally said "I haven't eaten noodles cooked by Maomao in a long time", and then coaxed the little dog Yun Feiwu to smile so much that his eyes almost turned into crescents.

After that day, Xia Shutong's mentality changed a lot.

Yun Feiwu is her sun, an existence she always wants to protect, but she is no longer satisfied... keeping her distance and staying in the dark. She also wants to get close to the sun, embrace the sun, and one day be able to truly be with Yun Feiwu and let others know about their relationship.

A few days later, she took Yun Feiwu to buy a spare mobile phone, and asked someone to buy an anonymous card on the black market. After a few more days, she finally couldn't stand Yun Feiwu's tricks and agreed to be with Yun Feiwu on the bed, but she still made a stipulation that their relationship must not be known to others.

Before he could protect Yun Feiwu, Xia Shutong didn't want to see any accidents.

Although Yun Feiwu agreed at first, secretly he was very unconvinced and bullied her to death again and again. But later on, as the wolf gradually grew up, he gradually became able to understand and consider her.

Xia Shutong is Yun Feiwu's spear, helping her to clear away the thousands of thorns on the long road; she is also Yun Feiwu's shield, blocking her from sharp attacks again and again. And Yun Feiwu is Xia Shutong's sun, the source of energy that supports her going forward, and the existence that she wants to embrace no matter what.

They are like a symbiosis of light and darkness.

But except for the two of them, no one knew this secret.

…

When Xia Shutong woke up in the morning, he immediately felt a dull pain in his head.

It was as if a lot of things had been stuffed into it, making it painfully dull.

Xia Shutong rubbed the center of her eyebrows painfully. As soon as she closed her eyes, a series of images flashed through her mind, as well as the words Xia Hongye said to her yesterday afternoon.

Xia Shutong immediately realized that last night's dream... was her lost past.

She seemed to remember all her experiences from the age of nineteen to now. Although her memory before the age of nineteen was not very clear, she already knew a lot based on speculation.

In just a few seconds, Yun Feiwu also woke up from her sleep. When she saw Xia Shutong's painful expression, she woke up almost instantly: "Ruanruan? What's wrong? Do you have a headache? I'm going to get medicine."

Yun Feiwu's voice was very soft.

The dull pain in Xia Shutong's head seemed to become lighter.

Before Yun Feiwu got up, Xia Shutong grabbed her and said, "No need."

"Cat, would you like to lie down with me for a while?"

Yun Feiwu frowned, and after making sure Xia Shutong's brows relaxed slowly, she lay back on the bed and hugged Xia Shutong from behind.

Feeling the heartbeat behind her, Xia Shutong exhaled softly, and then felt that her heart was getting softer and softer, as if it was about to melt.

After a while, she turned around and put her arms around Yun Feiwu's neck: "Maomao, I remember what happened after I was nineteen."

However, there was no surprise in Yun Feiwu's eyes, but deep distress.

Xia Shutong:? ? ?

Although memories don't matter to them now, being able to recall the past is always the icing on the cake. She thought that Yun Feiwu would be happy, but then, Yun Feiwu's voice almost sounded like crying.