The Actress is My Favorite

...It’s too fatal, too fatal.

After receiving Yun Feiwu's reply, Xia Shutong stopped thinking about it, closed the phone screen, and fell asleep.

…

The content of the second day's shooting was Ke Yu's inner monologue one year after Shu Jinyu left Dashan.

Xia Shutong had read the script many times before, especially this section. She and Yun Feiwu had discussed it many times, so she accurately found Ke Yu's state without much effort.

Ke Yuming knew that Shu Jinyu was deceived into returning home by her parents. Once she left, she would probably never come back. Ke Yu will spend a long time alone in the mountains until he completely... rots deep in the mountains.

Sure enough, a whole year passed, and Shu Jinyu never came back.

The flowers in Ke Yu's heart also withered.

Ke Yuming knew that Shu Jinyu would never come back, and she, together with Shu Jinyu's family, deceived Shu Jinyu away. But in the following time, she always looked forward to it unconsciously... maybe one day, that sparrow-like little girl would appear next to her again, holding her hand and jumping around, talking happily What's new in town.

…

Xia Shutong got into a good mood and started filming.

"Action!"

Shu Jinyu left in late autumn, and Ke Yu spent the difficult winter alone.

Shu Jinyu once told Ke Yu that she liked snow, wanted to see the snow scene in the mountains, and wanted to walk in the snow with Ke Yu.

However, now, Ke Yu could only watch the snowy scenery by himself.

After Shu Jinyu left, Ke Yu realized that time was so difficult.

In the first month, when she heard a knock on the door, Shu Jinyu's figure always came to mind. In the second month, her dreams were full of Shu Jinyu. In the third month, while in a daze, she filled up the account book with Shu Jinyu's name. The fourth month, the fifth month, the sixth month...

A year passed, and it was another winter, but Ke Yu still couldn't forget Shu Jinyu.

She found that she fell in love with Shu Jinyu.

During the day, Ke Yu used to sit by the window, looking at the vast white outside, and stayed in a daze all day long.

At night, Ke Yu huddled in the bed and tossed and turned. He had a splitting headache, but he couldn't fall asleep no matter what. Ever since Shu Jinyu left, she had fallen into the habit of insomnia. A year later, not only had there been no improvement, but it had become worse.

Every time he suffers from insomnia, only the words "Shu Jinyu" remain in Ke Yu's mind.

Even if he falls asleep, Shu Jinyu's figure will always appear in his dreams... No, it's just her voice. Ke Yu couldn't see Shu Jinyu clearly in the dream, but he could hear her voice clearly.

Sometimes, Shu Jinyu's voice in the dream is cheerful: "Sister Ke! My parents like you so much. They really want to see you soon. When will you come over?"

Sometimes, it is calm and sarcastic: "Ke Yu, you are a weak and incompetent coward. Even I, a little girl in my early twenties, dare to face the rumors at the foot of the mountain. What are you afraid of? You are cowardly, selfish, and not enough. Love me, don’t you?”

But more often than not, it is sad and desperate: "Sister Ke, why didn't you come to me? Why did you lie to me to go back? Why did you let me face all this alone... Why...?"

Ke Yu woke up from nightmares countless times.

She really hoped that Shu Jinyu could suddenly knock on her courtyard door, enter her room, and sleep with her like he did that night last summer.

But Shu Jinyu never came back. Every night, Ke Yu's yard was especially quiet, and you could even hear the sound of the wind blowing through a fallen leaf.

Tonight, Ke Yu was dazed in bed as usual, missing Shu Jinyu.

Suddenly, there was a violent barking in the yard.

Ke Yu's pupils suddenly dilated. She was stunned for a moment and immediately rolled out of the bed. She even forgot to put on her shoes and ran into the yard like this. She even almost fell down because she ran too fast. When his feet stepped into the snow, Ke Yu staggered.

Two big black dogs were playing happily. When they saw Ke Yu's figure, they stopped barking rather embarrassedly and hid in the corner of the yard.

The courtyard fell silent instantly.

No one knocked on the door.

There was silence.

Ke Yu stared blankly in the direction of the courtyard door, with a sad smile on his lips.

After a long time, she finally couldn't control her emotions, fell to her knees in the snow, and cried loudly.

She regretted it.

In confusion, fear, and regret, Ke Yu finally decided to face the most embarrassing side of himself, get rid of the devilish self, mustered up the courage to leave the mountain village, and went to the city to meet Shu Jinyu.

Regardless of whether Shu Jinyu still loves her or even remembers her, she is willing to bear the consequences. It was she who deceived Shu Jinyu's sincere and passionate feelings, and now...it's her turn to return it.

…

"Ka! Not bad, not bad! Xiaoxia's emotions have changed tremendously."

As soon as Hua Zinan spoke, Qian Linngling immediately walked up with her coat and slippers and put them on Xia Shutong. Immediately afterwards, a staff member came over with hot water.

Xia Shutong sat on the stool and calmed down for a while, finally coming out of the sadness and despair just now, but her heart was still empty. Under the control of this emotion, she just wanted to see Yun Feiwu quickly, and even wished she could return to Haicheng now and hug Yun Feiwu tightly.