The Analects of Righteous Father’s Collapse

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"Yu Yu, the festival is sorrowful."

"Yes, my aunt doesn't want you to be so sad for her after she died."

On the mourning hall, Yu Yu was wearing a black mourning dress and a face screaming. At this moment, she had no way to cheer up the friends who came from afar, and the friends were very understanding that she was suffering from the death of her mother. The blow was only a little comforting.

After sending away all the guests, Yu Yu also persuaded her husband and children. In this last time, she wanted to accompany her mother alone.

The white candlestick of the mourning hall made a sound of screaming, and this was the only sound in the empty hall. Yu looked at the mother’s kind and gentle smile on the photo, as she did when she was alive, but she could never give her enough. Mental comfort.

It is said that there are mothers, no matter how big the baby is. Now that the mother is gone, she can no longer be spoiled like a child.

After licking the dry eyes that had been crying early, I went back to my mother's room and prepared to sort out the unfinished relics.

When she was sorting out the jewelry box left by her mother and saw a notebook placed in the dark box of the jewelry box, she did not hold back the curiosity and took the book out.

This is a notebook with a cowhide cover. The paper has been yellowed. The three words of Jiang Moon on the cover prove that the owner of the diary is her mother.

Although it is very wrong to know that this is done, Yu is really missing her mother. She wants to use this diary to understand her mother's past. With such an impulse, she opened the diary.

2018.09.27

Dad took me to Disney and bought me this diary, I like it very much, love Dad.

2018.09.28

Doing a nightmare, Dad comforted me, loved Dad.

......

There is not much substantive content. When I calculated the age of my mother when I wrote this diary, I couldn’t help but smile. At that time, my mother was still a child, and I liked to hang around my parents.

But it is no wonder that my mother likes her father so much. In her heart, her grandfather is also the best grandfather in the world. When she was very young, her grandfather’s arm was her cradle. She could ride on her grandfather’s neck and laugh. Those of the same age are small.

Unfortunately, when she was 19 years old, her grandfather died of illness. At that time, she was still at school, and she couldn’t even come back to see her grandfather. This has always been her regret.

Thinking of the young man who died young, Yu Yu’s heart is even more sad.

She sucked her nose and continued to look down.

2019.7.3

Dad took me to learn Taekwondo. It was harder than I thought. This is the first time Dad didn’t condone me. Dad told me that I can’t always hope that I met all the good people. When I met the bad guys, everyone The ability to protect himself, he can't always guard me, I should learn to grow up.

So sad, will Dad leave me?

Angry, hunger strike for three hours

"噗嗤-"

Seeing this one, Yu Yu is sad and funny. She seems to be able to see her mother's mouth pouting and pretending to be angry. The little eyes still steal the grandfather's proud appearance from time to time, because she came here when she was a child. of.

Xiwu seems to be the only way for Jiang’s children. First, her mother, then her, then her two children. Yu Yi feels that this tradition should be passed down from generation to generation, just as the grandfather taught his mother, We can't hope that the people we meet are good people. When the danger comes, they have the ability to protect themselves.

After the emotion, the page was turned down on the page, and the diary was not written every day. When the book was halfway through, the speed of page turning was much slower.

2026.5.17

I have a nightmare again. Now I understand what happened to me eight years ago. The man is the devil.

2026.5.18

I can't imagine how I would if my father didn't show up.

During this time, the text of the diary was very scribbled, and Yu Xin’s heart was like these words. There was a lie in her heart, but she was not sure.

After a long period of time, the diary was suspended, and it was not until three years later that the notebook was restarted.

2029.7.23

I found a lot of relationships and finally found the man that year. He was in a mental hospital and he was very bad. I am very happy.

When I went to visit, he curled up in the corner of the ward and kept licking his wall with his head. He said, "I'm sorry, I am wrong, sorry, I am wrong."

The doctor said that this was the case when he was sent to a mental hospital. This man is a pedophile. It seems to have provoked a person. The other person castrated him and tortured him. Since then his psychological defense has been Killing, immersed in the abused panic, can no longer come out.

This tortured me for a long time in my dreams, and the existence of a nightmare disappeared. Now he is a bed bug that constantly endures psychological and physical torture in confession.

I am free!

2029.7.26

When the man was in trouble, Dad was often not at home. I recalled that during that time, there seemed to be a policeman who had been there. He talked to Dad about what I didn't know, but now I seem to realize it.

Not only was Jiang Moon aware, but Yu Yu, who watched this diary, realized it.

Her chest is dull and painful, and there is a feeling of not breathing.

I was so distressed that my mother had had such an encounter, and I was grateful that my grandfather could save her mother at that time, so that her life would not be messed up because of that incident.

But my mother has a grandfather's protection. I can't imagine what kind of mood the grandfather was in that time. How much grief he has to endure, one person has planned such a comprehensive approach, even the police can't catch him. Little scorpion.

Yu Yan wiped his tears and then looked down.

In the following diary, my mother didn't mention this again. She experienced a love breakup like an ordinary girl, married and married, having children, and trivial little things and work occupying most of the diary's chapters until time is close. In 2048, the year the grandfather died.

The diary is coming to an end.

The last one, that is, March 21, when the grandfather died.

2048.3.21

Every girl expects to have a prince in her life and ride her white horse to her side. In my life, there is a great king who has been with me for half a lifetime.

He pulled me out of the quagmire and taught me to be the princess while doing the queen of life. He is more important to me than any prince.

Today, my king is gone.

At this point, the diary is over.

Shouting, tears raining.

*****

On the day of the cremation of the body, in addition to the set of clothes on the mother's moon, in the relics accompanying the cremation, Yu Yu only added a red diary.

Husbands and children can't understand, but Yu has no explanation.

The mother’s mausoleum has already been fixed. The left side is the grave of the grandfather. The right side is the tomb of Yu’s father. He holds the favorite jasmine flower of his mother during his lifetime. Yu Yu, who is over 50 years old, stands in front of the tombstone.

She should not be sad, maybe now the mother is reunited happily with her king and prince, that is the mother's greatest happiness.