The Barrage Said, I Am the Final Villain In the Game

  Chapter 55 Do you want to see the stars (two in one)

   After the awards ceremony, Lynn received an invitation from Irene.

   Coincidentally, he also wanted to ask Irene to help investigate the information about Wilmot, so he happily went to the appointment.

   Around dusk, Lynn came to the commercial street in the college.

Like most schools, the prices of things in the Rhine Academy are much higher than those outside, but because most of the students here have no concept of "need to save money" on money, and the recent With such a lively event as the Freshman Tournament, the commercial street is still overcrowded.

Perhaps it was because the awards ceremony had just ended and the news hadn't fully spread. Lin En didn't receive any strange stares when he was walking on the commercial street. mean wink.

Following the address received, Lynn managed to find the open-air cafe that was located at the corner of the street but had a decent view. The girl in the spotlight.

  Hearing the noise, Irene raised her head slightly, greeted the waiter, handed over the menu, and then gently greeted the boy sitting opposite her.

   "Good afternoon, Mr. Champion."

   "Good afternoon, Irene." Lynn didn't care about the teasing address behind, just smiled and said, "I'm deeply surprised by this invitation, so what's the matter?"

"What's the accident?" Irene raised her eyebrows and said, "Are you only allowed to find me, and not allowed to find you? Or, I have to ask for something before I can invite you to come out of the mountain and reluctantly see me ?”

"That's not true. If you really want to find me, you can do it anytime. Even if you just sit here and wait until it gets dark, the two of you stand side by side and look up at the stars. I have no objection." Lynn said Spread your hands and say, "So, shall we order a cup of coffee and drink it until dark?"

  Irene gave him a fluttering look: "Well, you are right."

  She suddenly suppressed the smile on her face, put her arms on the table, folded her hands, and supported her chin, putting on an extremely serious look.

  Then, she asked softly: "I want to know why you said that when you were on stage just now."

Lynn said calmly: "During the game, I was always the underdog, but I managed to win the final victory. If I don't give them a little counterattack at this time, I can't teach them to respect The truth of every opponent."

   "That's not what I'm talking about." Irene pointed to herself and said, "I mean, in your words, why did you bring me and let others notice my existence?"

Without waiting for Lynn to answer, she said again: "Of course, I don't mean to blame you. In fact, I don't hate this feeling, and I can even say that I like it. It's just that I'm curious, why did you do that?" Do."

"You can use me as a label for you to compare, to set off your excellence; you could have made them feel surprised, envious, and those eyes that can hold you high are all focused on you alone , but instead of doing that, you shared it with me."

"This kind of behavior has caused a gap in the brilliance you should have been bathed in, and made a huge part of the praise you should have received missing. It has caused cracks that should not exist in things that should have been born perfectly, and you Can't even get any benefit out of this kind of behavior. At least, I can't think of any benefit."

  Irene asked very puzzled: "So, my dear Mr. Fiance, can you tell me why you did this?"

   This is the first time Irene has taken the initiative to question Lynn's actions.

  Because, she exhausted her life's wisdom and thought of all possible follow-up events, but she still couldn't find any benefit from Lynn's actions.

But in her understanding of Lynn, the latter has never been a person who immediately does what comes to mind and never thinks about the consequences. On the contrary, the pursuit of the interests of the consequences is more than her own. No less.

  So, Irene didn't understand Lynn's behavior very much, but she didn't want to let go of this incident that she couldn't grasp, so she was extremely eager to know why Lynn did this.

  Therefore, there was this invitation and question.

   Facing Irene's doubts, Lynn only said softly.

   "You also said just now that if you want to find me, you don't need to find any reason. Similarly, there are some things that don't need a reason. If you want to do it, you will do it naturally."

  “.”

  Irene didn't speak, she just stared into Lynn's eyes.

   After a while, she asked seriously: "Is there really no reason?"

"Really?"

  “.”

   These, it was Lynn's turn to be silent.

   After a long time, he spread his hands and smiled.

   "Well, there is still a reason."

"If you talk about the reason, it's really hard to explain, because before I came on stage, I didn't prepare any speech at all. Those words were only woven after I went on stage. There was nothing about you in it." He said softly, "But after I saw you in the audience, it jumped out naturally, so I added it."

   "As for why I want you to share this brilliance"

Lynn thought for a long time before continuing: "I remember when we were very young, we would exchange the new toys we got together, or talk about what we did today, and what troubles our parents encountered—we We are always sharing things with each other, so maybe when we were on stage at that time, the body memory was accidentally triggered."

"That's different." Irene lowered her arms and hid her clenched palms in the blind spot under the table, "Sharing toys and exchanging information is because we can gain from them what we get from having new things, called 'happiness' ' emotions, but did your actions just now make you feel 'happy'?"

"No, no!" Her words rarely fluctuated slightly, but she quickly calmed down, "Because I can't give you feedback in the first time, and if I don't take the initiative to come to you, you even have May be trapped in an emotion called 'loss' due to lack of feedback."

   "From the perspective of probability, the disadvantages of this matter are far greater than the possible benefits. You, a little lack of consideration."

  Irene raised her eyes slightly, and there was an emotion called disappointment in the sea of ​​eyes.

  Originally, she thought that Lin En was one of the people most similar to her, because they both think about everything with absolute rationality, and every step they take is calculated towards the most perfect direction.

Because of this, during this period of time, although Irene realized that Lynn was getting out of her control, she did not take any drastic actions, and even gave it a certain degree of tolerance and permission—because she knew that the future Keeping wild beasts in cages will only make them gradually forget that they still have sharp fangs.

  In fact, what she did was indeed effective, and Lynn was indeed developing in the direction she hoped for.

  But today, Lynn's reckless move made her very disappointed.

  She was still thinking that the other party might have some more special considerations in it, but in the end, the answer she got was such an extremely "childish" impulsive behavior.

   "Of course, this reason is just one of them."

  Lin En's words made Irene raise her head again.

  Hoping that ripples would appear in her sea of ​​eyes again, looking forward to the appearance of his speech as hard as iron.

   However, she didn't wait.

  Lin En just looked at her quietly, without blinking his eyes, as if he wanted her to see something through the window of her soul.

  “.”

  The girl realized something.

  For the first time, when she was looking at someone else, she shifted her gaze that was always full of pride.

  But the next second, she turned back again.

   "You can't think like that."

   Lynn didn't speak.

  Irene stood up abruptly, propped her palms on the table, looked down at him condescendingly, and said one word at a time.

   "Absolutely, no."

   Lynn still didn't speak.

  “.”

  Irene took a deep breath, calmed down her gaffe, and left a sentence coldly.

   "Lynn, I am very disappointed in you."

  Turning around, she walked through the boy's position with heavy steps, avoiding the waiter who served the drink, staying away from the center of the crowd, and preparing to leave the place where she was disappointed.

  However, when she put her hand on the fence door, she seemed to have lost all strength, and she couldn't push it open no matter what.

  Irene stared blankly at her hand, but it didn't seem like she was really looking at it, but through her fingertips, she listened to what was connected, her own heart.

  —I can't go.

  —Why can't I go?

  —No reason, just can’t go!

  —No, I need a reason for everything I do.

  —But there are some things that don’t need a reason!

  —Fart, must have!

  —"I can't lose that general who was chosen by me, who may go to the battlefield for me, and who will surely return in victory". Is such a reason okay?

  “.”

  Irene turned her head quietly.

  Lin En was still sitting there, staring blankly at the steaming black tea that had just been served in front of him.

  At that moment, she felt that her eyes seemed to be covered by magic, and she could actually see the sadness on the boy.

  Intense, surging, overwhelming.

  The torrential influence seems to implicate her, unable to break free, unable to extricate herself.

  The girl slowly closed her eyes.

   "Pa-ta-"

  The teacup was picked up, took a sip, and then put it down again.

  Lin En raised his head slightly and looked at the girl whose face had returned to calm.

  Irene didn't meet his eyes as usual, and only said: "Give me a reason. Why do you have such thoughts about me?"

   "Don't tell me, 'some things don't need a reason', maybe sometimes it does have its reason, but—I don't accept such an explanation."

  “.”

  Lin En stretched out his hand to hold his own share of black tea, moistened his lips, then moved his eyes to the side, looked at the green plants beside them that had been sunburned for a day and looked yellow, and said.

"Perhaps, that kind of emotion is actually not overly overflowing, it's just that I feel very comfortable when I'm with you, and it makes me feel that the sun's scorching hot light that turns the grass leaves yellow and yellow on the ground seems to give it just the right amount. warmth." He smiled suddenly, "Of course, it's also possible that you are too perfect, whether it's the way you behave or the way you smile when you smile, all of them satisfy all my fantasies about the other half."

   he said softly.

   "So, even if it's the light falling from the sky, I would immediately think of giving you a share."

  Irene watched him turn his head under the setting sun, and when those ink-like eyes overlapped with the afterglow, she suddenly felt that the world seemed to become colorful again.

  The girl who lost the ability to see people for the second time opened her eyes again, but she didn't know where to put her gaze.

  She looked at the flowers and plants and thought they were ugly; she looked down at the black tea and thought it was a low-quality product; she looked up at the sun, but it forced her eyes back.

  She had no choice but to set her sights on the young man in front of her again.

   I don't know if it was because of looking at the sun just now, but she always felt that he was glowing and hot in her own world.

  At that moment, her voice jumped out before her brain could react.

   "You just said that you want to see the stars, right?"

  【nmd, wsm! 】

  【Ambulance, where is my blood bag! 】

  【Stand here and don’t move, I’ll move the Civil Affairs Bureau for you! 】

【sugar! Now it's sugar! This is definitely real sugar! 】

  【It’s fake, it’s all fake, I don’t believe it, I don’t believe it, bastard! 】

  【Hehe, after the previous torture, I no longer believe that there will be sugar in this episode. 】

  【No way, no way, this time Lynn took the initiative to attack, so there's no real inside story, right? ! 】

  In the room, Lynn was sitting on the edge of the bed, looking up at the starry sky outside the window.

   After a long time, she said softly: "Irene is not wrong in my judgment. Every step I take is actually calculated towards a plan that is beneficial to me."

   "On the podium, I really had a whim to bring Irene in, but at the same time, I also thought about the possibility of the future."

   "A possibility that may pull her out of the range she is good at."

"The result is that I won." Lynn looked at the brightest morning star in the sky and whispered, "Irene is a self-proclaimed perfect person, and in her perfection, there is emotion , is an existence that will affect her own judgment, so she will not mix personal factors into any of her considerations."

   "This is an advantage, but at the same time, it is also a disadvantage."

   "Because, once she falls into an event that requires the use of strong emotions, she will not be able to gain a foothold and fall into absolute passivity—and it just so happens that this event was initiated by herself."

"Before the game, she tried to use 'tenderness' as a means to restrain me, but in fact, there is no emotion in that 'tenderness'—people, in the final analysis, are all emotional animals, and they did not join Emotional words and actions cannot arouse empathy from others.”

  He said softly: "So, as I said before, her self-confidence will make her fall into doomed failure."

  【? ? ? 】

  【The war started when I didn’t know it? ! 】

  【I knew it, as expected. 】

  【Damn it, **** Lynn, give me back my candy! 】

  【Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo Lynn, you give me back my feelings! 】

  【Fortunately, I still shed a few tears for you who thought you were going to be abandoned. I didn’t expect it, I didn’t expect it, Lin En, you are the one who really has no heart. You can even fake feelings and use them to deceive! 】

  Lin En did not continue to communicate with the barrage.

  He just continued to look at the stars in the sky, as if he was looking at the stars while watching this moment, someone else.

  Actually, he really wanted to tell the bullet screens—a lie cannot fool everyone forever.

  Things that can deceive people for a lifetime are always the most real things.

  Because it makes people sad, and then, prompts people to lie to themselves.

   But in the end, Lynn didn't make any more noise, and still looked up at the sky in a daze. No one except himself knew what he was thinking—maybe even he himself couldn't see his current mood clearly.

  After a long time, the stars in the sky were suddenly covered by dark clouds, and they were never seen again.

  Lin En also looked away because of this.

  Take a deep breath, close your eyes, and then open them again.

  What Irene hopes is for him to give up all the softness in his heart and become as firm as steel.

   But he doesn't like that.

  He prefers to put those hot things XZ in the deepest part of his heart and cover them with the thickest black cloth, leaving only a little bit exposed.

  Because, the little guys left behind will not be able to constitute his weakness.

   Instead, it will be, his weapon.

   "Although, it's a bit tricky."

   He muttered in a low voice.

   "However, compared to victory, the pain in the palm is still acceptable"

-Bar?

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   Thanks to the "_Secrets Cannot Be Revealed_" boss for the reward of 100 starting coins, thank you very much!

  (end of this chapter)