The Best Of You

Shen Nianshen saw Sun Tiantian for the last time, and on the evening of June 14th, she gave him money.

He refused indifferently. She cried and asked him why he didn't want to return her a message, even if it only responded to her for ten and a half months, she had the courage to continue waiting. She cried and said she felt very hard. She asked him if he really didn't like her anymore.

She cried with tears, as if the sky was about to fall.

He looked at her blankly, but said very lightly, "Sun Tiantian, give up and go to your own life."

He always remembers Sun Tiantian's last look, infinite sadness and despair.

Since that night, he has never seen Sun Tiantian again. She never sent a message to him every night like she did before, and talked to him about some trivial matters of life, knowing that she could not get a response, she said good night to him every night and told him to eat well Take care.

She has never contacted him since that night.

Her original WeChat name was "Tian Tian of Anian Family", and she did not know when it was changed.

Shen Nianshen was sitting on a stool, holding a mobile phone, and staring at the avatar that had never been illuminated. The last message was June 13th.

[Annian, I accidentally fell today, and my knees were worn out. It hurts. 】

[Annun, are you asleep? 】

[Good morning, good night ^ _ ^]

This is the last message three months ago. Shen Nian stared at the screen with deep eyes, and her chest seemed to be blocked by something. It was boring and uncomfortable.

...

Sun Tiantian and Shen Nianshen split hands in March, but in her heart, the real end was in June, the night she gave him money.

That was how she really felt exhausted. She didn't know Shen Nianshen at all. She couldn't even feel Shen Nianshen's love for her.

She didn't contact him anymore, she started trying to forget him. It was also very difficult at the beginning. When I remembered, I cried, and I felt uncomfortable. Later, she went to the island for a holiday, and finally calmed down.

The days returned to the original appearance. Every day, I went to class to paint, brush, and go to bed, repeating the simple life day after day. It was bland, there was nothing particularly happy, and there was nothing particularly sad.

Sun Tiantian is more and more fond of going out to sketch, and sometimes goes out early in the morning carrying a drawing board. Once he goes out, it is all day long, and he returns only after dark. After returning, take a bath, clean up and go to bed.

Every day, she lived so fulfilledly that she didn't think about anything else.

Sun Tiantian thinks she probably came out, because she thinks of Shen Nianshen less and less. But she didn't realize that she hadn't laughed happily for a long time.

At the beginning of December, Lumingshan snowed the first snow after winter in 2013.

I don't remember hearing who said that you will be happy when you see Chuxue.

Sun Tiantian got up at six in the morning and washed her face and brushed her teeth to change clothes.

Cheng Duo wrapped in a quilt, leaned down from the bed, saw Sun Tiantian sitting on a stool wearing socks, and asked dumbly, "Where are you going?"

Sun Tiantian put on her socks and picked up the black boots next to her. "Lumingshan snowed last night. I want to go to sketch."

Cheng Duo froze and immediately rose up from the bed. "Have you ever been to Luming Mountain? I heard that the terrain of Luming Mountain is strange. It looks like a ghost wall and is easy to get lost."

Sun Tiantian said: "I got the map, it doesn't matter."

Cheng Duo frowned, a little worried, and said, "Then you remember to come back early, don't wait until dark."

"Do not worry."

Sun Tiantian put on her shoes, wrapped in a long down jacket, and went out with her drawing board on her back.

Sun Tiantian hasn't seen Shen Nianshen for almost half a year. I never dreamed that I actually met this morning.

Sun Tiantian was carrying a drawing board and was going to the school gate to take a car. On Yingxin Avenue, she encountered Shen Nianshen who came out of the playground.

It was only six o'clock in the morning, and it was late in the winter, and the weather was foggy. There were not many people in the school and it was very quiet.

Shen Nianshen was wearing a white short-sleeved t-shirt, black sports trousers, and a dry towel in her hand, wiping sweat from her face.

He had just finished running and was going back to the dormitory.

Who knew Sun Tiantian had just come out of the playground.

The two were so close that they almost met face to face.

The moment Shen Nianshen saw Sun Tiantian, her heart trembled, her body suddenly stiff.

Obviously both are in the same school and three months after the start of the school, the two met for the first time.

Shen Nian stood there with certainty. He looked at Sun Tiantian and didn't even know what to say.

Sun Tiantian didn't expect to suddenly encounter Shen Nianshen. She originally thought that she was completely relieved, but the moment she saw him, her heart stung uncontrollably. Those experiences with him, bicycles, playgrounds, cars The first time kissing in the movie theater, in the woods, sitting behind the motorcycle, holding him, walking with him across the street ... All the memories that were deliberately forgotten suddenly seemed to flow into my mind.

She looked at him, pursed her lips slightly, and said nothing.

Shen Nian's throat was a little dry, and for a long while, he whispered, "Are you going out?"

Sun Tiantian said a word, nothing else.

Shen Nian saw that she was carrying a drawing board and had nothing to say, and asked, "Will you go to sketch?"

"Ok."

"go with……"

Shen Nianshen wanted to ask her where to go, but Sun Tiantian had bypassed him and went straight.

From the beginning to the end, her expression was pale, looking at him as if looking at a stranger.

Isn't this what he hopes for? Forget about him and live his life.

But why is my chest clogged?

He turned around, Sun Tiantian had gone far, she left the school gate, stopped a taxi, she got in the car, the car drove away, and disappeared completely into sight.

The cold wind in the morning blew on his head and lost his eyes. Shen Nianshen's eyes suddenly swelled, staring at the direction where Sun Tiantian left for a long time, then slowly turned around and walked towards the dormitory.

This is good, she has her own life, and finally is no longer dragged by him.

...

Sun Tiantian was almost ten o'clock when he came to Luming Mountain.

The sky was completely bright, the white sky on Luming Mountain, and the sky was still snowing.

Rows of pines stood tall and straight on Luming Mountain, and the pine branches were wrapped in white snowflakes, and they were beautiful at a glance.

Sun Tiantian remembered when she and Shen Nianshen went to Mingyue Mountain to watch the snow last year, she told him at that time, and she would go to the mountain with him every year to watch the snow. Unfortunately, there was no chance.

The snow scene of Luming Mountain is very beautiful. It snowed heavily last night. The ground has already accumulated thick snow. When you step on it, you can make a deep footprint.

Sun Tiantian chose a beautiful angle, then took off the drawing board, and then took out the easel and a folding bench from the bag.

After a while, I supported the drawing board, sat on a small bench, and drew a picture of the pine tree wrapped in heavy snow in front.

When Sun Tiantian was painting, she was most attentive. Her original impetuousness due to deep thoughts gradually settled down in the process of drawing.

She paints sketches all day long, and takes a whole day to draw a picture. She brings chocolate, bread and milk, and eats whenever she is hungry.

At noon, in the small villages below the mountains, the villagers began to cook, and the cooking smoke rose from the chimneys of every household, bringing the most beautiful fireworks atmosphere in the world.

Sun Tiantian stayed in the mountains until almost six o'clock in the afternoon, and it was getting dark. She packed up and prepared to go down the mountain.

The topography of Luming Mountain is indeed a bit complicated, but Sun Tiantian deliberately took a map and carefully studied it when he came. However, when he really went down the mountain, it was not the case.

She walked back in the direction she came, but she found something wrong when she walked. This was not the way she walked.

She frowned, picked up the map and looked at it for a while, then followed the map and moved on.

Sun Tiantian walked around the mountain for more than half an hour, and it was completely dark.

She held her cell phone to light, and remembered that in the morning Cheng Duo said that the terrain of Luming Mountain was like a ghost wall, and it was easy to get lost.

She also felt a bit exaggerated, the ghost blocking the wall or something, and only watched it on TV.

But at this moment she couldn't help wondering, could she really be running into a ghost wall?

It was getting darker, and there was no one on the mountain. Sun Tiantian gradually became a little scared and couldn't wait to go down the mountain.

The cold wind screamed in the mountains, and in the almost weird night, like a ghost wind blowing, the whole body was chilly and the back was cold.

Sun Tiantian was too scared. She ran forward desperately carrying a drawing board. She could not see the road in the night. She stepped on a stone under her feet, her ankle slumped, and she fell to the ground with pain.

It seemed to twist her bones, Sun Tiantian couldn't help with pain, frowned, and sat on the ground for a while, slowing down a bit before trying to get up from the ground, but her feet were too painful, she took a few steps forward No way.

She sat on the ground to rest again, and suddenly felt a little bit crying. When people are really unlucky, everything is unlucky, and they can get lost when they go out and write.

She remembered Shen Nianshen inexplicably. If he were so smart, he would definitely not get lost. Even if she was lost, she wouldn't be scared in the presence of him.

Thinking about it, I don't know if it's wronged or sad, and suddenly I couldn't help crying.

While crying, she reached out her cell phone and wanted to call her brother and ask her to pick her up.

As a result, I found out that my phone was almost out of power.

Afraid of a sudden shutdown, she panicked and immediately prepared to call her brother. As a result, the phone came in before she could dial the number.

Thank you for your inquiry.

Sun Tiantian caught the life-saving straw, and immediately picked it up. Xie inquiry voice came from the other side, "I brought you a gift, and you can get it out at the door of your dormitory."

Xie Xun had just returned from a holiday abroad and bought a gift for Sun Tiantian, and brought it to her as soon as she returned.

Sun Tiantian was crying anxiously, "Thank you where are you? Can you come and pick me up? I'm on Luming Mountain, I seem to be lost ..."

Sun Tiantian's voice was shaking, the more she said the more afraid.

Xie Xun's heart jumped, and he immediately said, "Don't stay there! I'll come right away!"

...

In the evening, Xu Li had dinner in their bedroom and had cooking outside, Cheng Duo followed.

Throughout the night, Cheng Duo was on the phone, her eyebrows tightened.

Xu Li gave her food and raised her hand to rub her eyebrows. "What's wrong? Are you frowning?"

Cheng Duo said, "Tian Tian, ​​I went out to sketch early in the morning. I haven't come back yet, and the phone is off. I don't know where."

Sitting at the opposite side of Shen Nianshen, hearing this, his eyebrows narrowed slightly.

Xu Li said: "Don't you say that Tian Tian often goes out to sketch recently, goes out in the morning, and returns in the evening, is it all right?"

Cheng Duo: "This is usually the case, but she went to Luming Mountain today."

"What did you say ?!" Shen Nian looked up sharply, looking excited. "You said Lumingshan where she went? She was alone?"

The terrain of Luming Mountain is very chaotic and it is easy to get lost.

Especially now it's dark again and people haven't returned yet ...

Shen Nianshen's face turned white, and he rushed out quickly.

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