The Best Of You

Shen Nianshen said three ugliness in a row, choked Sun Tiantian, stared at him for a long time, "Shen Nianshen you ..."

How so naive?

Shen Nianshen looked at the hooligan rabbit held in Sun Tiantian's arms a bit dazzling, what he wanted to say, and knowing that there was no stand to say anything, he could only be angry with himself.

"Sun Tiantian, I ..."

"School sister!"

Shen Nianchen had been brewing for a long time, and was about to talk to Sun Tiantian. The boy just ran back again, and said excitedly, "Sister, can I invite you to dance together?"

At eight o'clock in the evening, the hall was crowded and lively. The music playing became agitated, and everyone went to dance in the middle of the dance floor.

Sun Tiantian gave a subconscious glance at Shen Nianshen, who stared at her, but stopped talking.

Sun Tiantian pursed her lips, then turned back and smiled, "Okay."

Speaking, he shoved Shen Nianshen in the rogue rabbit in his hand, "Help me, don't get dirty."

After that, I went happily to the dance floor to dance with my schoolmate.

Shen Nian stood there profoundly, holding the rogue rabbit that Sun Tiantian gave to him.

He glanced down and frowned.

Don't get dirty?

Oh, he wants to throw it.

...

Sun Tiantian went dancing with other boys, and Shen Nianshen was thrown there alone.

He was standing a little far from the dance floor, and across the crowd, his eyes kept staring at Sun Tiantian.

He watched Sun Tiantian talking and laughing with the boys next to him, and saw several boys picking her up. A group of people didn't know what they were talking about. They looked very happy.

Shen Nianshen only felt that his chest seemed to be blocked by something, and he felt very uncomfortable. He told himself to leave here, and he told himself not to look and listen. As long as he didn't look and listen, he could bear it. It doesn't matter for a lifetime.

But he was too overestimating himself, and his mind was full of those words that Xu Li had told him that day. Now you are afraid that she will suffer with you. When you have everything in the future, you just lose her.

His eyes were red and his eyes were staring closely at Sun Tiantian's direction.

The exciting music on the dance floor suddenly eased down. Originally, everyone twisted their bodies with the music, and the music slowed down. The boys and girls started to get right, the girls put on the boys 'shoulders, the boys held the girls' waists, and began to follow the music. Ballroom dancing.

Shen Nianshen looked at the boy who just handed a love letter to Sun Tiantian, and hugged Sun Tiantian's waist happily. He looked at the hand of the man covering Sun Tiantian's waist, and the emotion that had been hidden deep in his heart finally controlled at this moment. I can't stop exploding.

He could not bear it, he was not as generous as he thought, thinking that Sun Tiantian would be with other men in the future, he felt miserable.

His eyes were red and he strode toward the dance floor.

Sun Tiantian really wanted to breathe deeply and deeply, but when the boy on the opposite side held her waist, she felt a little uncomfortable. She didn't actually dance with people.

Subconsciously she stepped back, but before it was too late, her wrist was suddenly pulled strongly.

When she looked back, she saw Shen Nianshen standing behind her, her eyes red as if bleeding.

She was startled. "Shen Nianshen?"

"I have something to tell you!" As soon as the words were finished, he threw the rogue rabbit in his hand onto the boy next to him, and pulled Sun Tiantian out.

Shen Nianshen was a little emotional, dragging Sun Tiantian tightly and walking fast, Sun Tiantian couldn't keep up with him, straight forward, "You slow down, I'm going to fall."

When Shen Nian heard Sun Tiantian's voice, she suddenly stopped and looked back, "Is it all right?"

Sun Tiantian glanced at him with a lip, then shaken his hand and went straight out.

Shen Nian paused for a few seconds and followed behind.

It was already the end of December. The weather was so cold that the cold wind blew outside. Sun Tiantian just came out of the warm place and was blown by the cold wind outside Ling Ling. Suddenly he was agitated and his subconscious neck narrowed.

Shen Nianshen followed, and when she saw Sun Tiantian shrinking her neck, she took off her down jacket and put it on her, whispering, "Why not wear more?"

He saw that Sun Tiantian wore only a thin woolen coat, which was good-looking, but not frozen.

Shen Nianshen draped Sun Tiantian's body with his body temperature and a long-lost mint fragrance. When Sun Tiantian was with Shen Nianshen before, he liked to hold him to smell the body fragrance on him, a faint mint smell, it smelled good.

In a blink, they broke up for half a year.

Sun Tiantian looked back at Shen Nianshen, and he was wearing a white shirt inside.

Shen Nianshen is not very afraid of cold. In winter, it is usually enough to wear a shirt and a down jacket. At the coldest, I also wear a thin sweater at most.

When Sun Tiantian saw Shen Nianshen take off her jacket, she stood in a cold wind with a shirt, and suddenly she was out of breath.

Even after so long, he was still good to her as before.

She took off her down jacket and returned it to him, "Put on, don't catch a cold."

"I'm fine."

"I'm not cold."

Shen Nian paused for a few seconds. After all, he took the down jacket back and put it on again.

"What do you want to say?" Sun Tiantian looked at Shen Nianshen and asked him.

Shen Nian stared at Sun Tiantian for a while, half a moment, low voice, and suddenly asked, "Are you really with Xie Xuan?"

Sun Tiantian looked up at him, and said a few seconds of silence, "Well, yeah."

Shen Nianshen: "..."

After a while.

"Don't lie to me?" Shen Nianshen looked into Sun Tiantian's eyes. Although it was a rhetorical question, his tone was very firm.

Sun Tiantian pursed her lips. "Know what?"

Shen Nian stared at Sun Tiantian for a while, and suddenly there was an unspeakable joy in his heart, and finally a smile appeared in his eyes. He suddenly reached out his hand, gently held Sun Tiantian's hand, and looked at her softly, " Let's go around? "

Sun Tiantian felt the temperature in Shen Nian's palm, still warm as in his memory.

Suddenly, her heart was soft and she didn't pull her hand. She held her by him, then nodded her head slightly.

At Christmas, there were many people inside and outside the school. Shen Nianshen led Sun Tiantian all the way. The two walked side by side, and no one spoke.

After going outside the school, Shen Nianshen said, "Would you like to find an indoor place?"

Sun Tiantian was probably really cold. His palms were always cold. He was afraid to freeze her.

Sun Tiantian snorted, "It's okay."

After thinking about it, I said, "Let's go eat, I haven't eaten dinner yet."

"it is good."

There is a delicious barbecue restaurant near the school.

Today is the festival, and there are a lot of people in the store, mostly couples. When Sun Tiantian and Shen Niansheng arrived, there was still the last table by the window.

Sun Tiantian and his roommates often came to eat, and quickly ordered the food, and then said to the waiter, "Here are two bottles of beer."

"Well, wait a minute."

Shen Nian Shen heard Sun Tiantian ask for wine, and frowned. "When did you start drinking?"

Sun Tiantian said, "I always drink it."

"Drink less."

Sun Tiantian looked up at him, "Do you care about me?"

Shen Nianshen: "..."

Sun Tiantian poured tea, handed Shen Nian a deep glass, stared at him for a while, and suddenly couldn't help laughing, "Don't you wish me happiness? What do you mean now?"

Shen Nian looked at Sun Tiantian deeply, and for a long while silently said, "Sorry."

Sun Tiantian looked at him with dark eyes. "Sorry?"

Shen Nianshen had too much to say to Sun Tiantian, but didn't know where to start.

He thought for a long time before whispering, "Even knowing that you may suffer a lot in the future, but still want to be selfish."

Sun Tiantian heard this sentence, her heart suddenly trembled, I don't know why, she was a little nervous.

The hands hanging on the sides tightened unconsciously and released again.

Suddenly snowflakes fluttered outside the window, Shen Nian Shen looked at Sun Tiantian, saying one word at a time, and went on to say, "Too many things happened a while ago, I'm really scared, looking at you because of my suffering, I feel sorry for you, I feel incompetent , That frustration ... "

He said, and suddenly stopped, his throat was a little sore.

Even after so long, remembering the days of eating only two steamed buns every day in order to save money, the sense of despair is still clear now, and I still feel breathless when I think of it.

He didn't want Sun Tiantian to see him look so embarrassed.

"But I never find it hard to be with you and be happy with what I do."

Shen Nian had a sore throat and didn't know what to say.

The two looked at each other for a while, and Sun Tiantian knew that there was something she could not say deeply, it was his scar. He probably didn't want to expose it to her, and she understood him.

She pursed her lips slightly, glanced at Shen Nian deeply with a bit of grudge, and voluntarily said, "Leave me in the future, I really ignore you."

Shen Nianchen looked at Sun Tiantian, his eyes were sour, and for a long time, he said softly, "No."

Even if she knew she would suffer, she would not let go of her. Let's be selfish. For the past six months, he has been extremely difficult day and night.

The waiter brought the beer up, Sun Tiantian poured two glasses into the glass, handed one to Shen Nianshen, and then held the cup and Shen Nianshen's glass and touched it with a smile and said, "Celebrate."

Shen Nianshen did not respond for a moment, "What to celebrate?"

Sun Tiantian's eyes were bent, "Celebrating that we are together again."

Shen Nianshen hadn't seen Sun Tiantian's smiling face for a long time, and looking at her at the moment couldn't help it.

Sun Tiantian toasted and saw Shen Nianshen still stunned. He laughed out and handed him the clip of the barbecue. "Go back, help me barbeque. I want to eat pork belly and grill more."

Shen Nianshen finally smiled, holding the roaster obediently to help Sun Tiantian barbecue, sighing: "Should the wounded be taken care of?"

Sun Tiantian looked up at him, his eyes fell on his right arm, "Are you still okay?"

Shen Nian sighed deeply, "What do you think, is it so fast?"

Sun Tiantian was a little skeptical, and stretched out a hand.

"Well, it hurts, Sun Tiantian, you murder your husband?" Shen Nianshen threw a baking sheet, covered his arms, and stared at Sun Tiantian with a complaint in his face.

Sun Tiantian thought that Shen Nianshen was hurt because she came to see her. She felt guilty for a moment, but said helplessly, "Okay, just take care of you."

With that said, take the roaster back and take care of Shen Nianshen while grilling the meat. "No, give you something to eat."

Sun Tiantian wrapped a piece of meat to feed Shen Nian's mouth.

A cheeky, sick man ate it with satisfaction, then pointed to the side and ordered, "Grill that fish, I want to eat it."

Sun Tiantian looked up at him, and for a long while, "Shen Nianshen, you don't have to go in."

"..."

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