The CEO Wants To Marry Me

Chapter 712 Extra: My name is Yin Si Yao

My name is Yin Si Yao.

From the moment I can remember, I seem to be burdened with a less honorable identity: an illegitimate child.

From the moment I became sensible, I knew that I could not let anyone understand my thoughts.

Because those people who are good to me have other purposes.

These people also include my mother, Ma Yan.

Yes, I can't even trust my mother.

When I found out that I had a half-sister, I understood this. For my mother, children are just tools, tools for making money.

Because of my existence, my mother gets a lot of money every year.

With this money, we can live a very stylish and comfortable life in this small county.

However, she was not satisfied. She brainwashed me in my ears again and again, forcing me to go back and recognize my ancestors.

Recognize the ancestors and return to the clan

Haha, okay, anyway, I am tired of staying in this small county for so many years.

Why not go back and see where the Yin family is?

Of course, before going back, I have to make a good disguise for myself: a playboy.

Only when you become like this can the people over there feel relieved.

Only when you don't do your job properly will the other party believe that you are a person who is easy to control.

Acting?

It's actually not that difficult.

What's more, my mother has always treated me as a playboy for so many years.

If I hadn't read a lot and developed a three-dimensional view for myself, I'd be afraid that I would be a real dandy.

In fact, there is really no shortage of dandies around me. I don't even need to study in particular. Just imitating the behavior of those around me is enough.

Therefore, I deceived everyone very well.

Including the mother who never cared about her.

The opportunity came.

The legitimate son of the Yin family actually took the initiative to take him back to the Yin family

God is really helping me

When I go back this time, I must see the Yin family, which exists like a legendary empire, and see what my eldest brother looks like.

Just returned to Yin's house, I felt like Grandma Liu entering the Grand View Garden, really at a loss as to what to do.

I always feel that everyone is looking at me with ridicule and despising myself.

He can only make himself look more dandy, to disguise his guilty conscience and panic.

However, there is a pair of eyes in the crowd, so kind and clear.

She didn't look at herself with contempt like others.

There is no impurity of contempt or doubt about oneself.

But when he met her eyes, he felt a little panicked for no reason.

Subconsciously, respond to the other person with a vicious attitude.

But, immediately afterwards, I regretted it.

Finally, there is someone who is not hostile to me. Why would I treat her like this?

After all, she was still pregnant.

A woman named Ran Xiwei appeared next to me. She seemed to understand the man's thoughts very well and took the initiative to approach me.

I know that she has a purpose for approaching me.

But so what

I just need a woman to express my frivolousness.

Even without this Ran Xiwei, I still need other women to help me perform this scene.

As expected, Ran Xiwei took advantage of me and spent all the money I had.

But I don't care.

Because even if Ran Xiwei hadn't spent my money, my biological mother Ma Yan would have lost all my family property.

Especially when I knew that all the money ended up in Gu Xixi's account, I felt inexplicably happy.

It seemed that the money was my apology for the bad words I had said to her before.

Well, that must be the case.

I worked hard to maintain the image of a playboy, but I didn't expect that the person who broke this image was not someone outside, but my sister Ma Yingying.

The appearance of Yingying completely destroyed my image as a playboy.

Because I can't let my sister follow suit.

So, I started to be friendly with my eldest brother.

Yes, I also admit that I am no match for Big Brother.

No, I'm not even qualified to be an opponent.

The eldest brother is really like a god, a high-ranking emperor, with unrivaled momentum.

In fact, I envy my elder brother very much.

I envy him that he is the legitimate son of the Yin family, while I am just a concubine.

In fact, what I envy the most is that he has such a good wife.

That is truly the most beautiful woman I have ever seen.

She is so kind, innocent, determined, and intelligent, as if all the beautiful words in the world could be added to her, and none of them would be too much.

She is like a goddess, worth looking up to.

The goddess saved Yingying. The moment he knew this, his mood was really complicated.

I didn't hate her before, but now, I seem to like her a little bit.

The more times she appeared in front of him, the more he seemed to care about her.

He knew that this was not allowed. She was his sister-in-law, and he must not have other thoughts about her.

However, the human heart is the hardest thing to control.

Day by day, I fell into her smile.

Just when she decided to clean up her mood and face this wonderful relationship, she was murdered.

The whole family was present the day she gave birth.

Hearing her farewell to her eldest brother, listening to her tearful farewell.

My heart seemed to be ruthlessly torn apart by a hand.

Take care of me, take care of me

If you really forget yourself, will you still remember me?

No, you probably won't remember me at all

After all, in your eyes, I am insignificant.

However, when I think that you will forget me, it becomes difficult to breathe.

Gu Xixi, you have to live. As long as you live, you will still have a chance in the future.

if you die

Probably no one in this world will understand my heart anymore.

Gu Xixi, sister-in-law

Please, survive

The Yun family's secret medicine is really domineering. You chose to be separated. The moment you gave birth to your child, all your memories were cleared and all of us became strangers.

Looking at your strange and distant eyes, my heart aches dully.

I know I don't have the right to feel bad, but I really can't control my greedy heart.

I just want to enjoy the pain quietly.

Even if no one shares it.

Three years, three whole years.

Big brother can still think about you openly, but I can only hide in a deserted corner, silently thinking about every bit of time I spent with you.

Yes, I don’t even dare to think openly about your past.

You can only do it secretly.

I have changed a lot in these three years.

I no longer need to pretend to be a playboy, and I no longer need to deny myself for the sake of others' eyes.

However, there are some things that have not changed for me in the past three years.

That is, a waiting heart.

Three years have been so lonely.

It was so lonely.

Lonely, I couldn't help but find a girl who looks a bit like you.

I raised her and did nothing.

When I just miss you, go to her, and then through her eyebrows, quietly think about where you are and what you are doing at this time.

This girl is very smart. She saw what I meant but didn't expose it.

We need and depend on each other in such a tacit understanding.

Until one day, my family told me that you had returned to China

I can't describe how I felt at that time.

Joyful and nervous

Maybe, maybe both, maybe neither.

All I know is that I'm really happy.

Because I can see you again

But, I dare not face you.

I'm so afraid of you saying to me: "Who are you?"

I think this is what I fear most.

Yes, I'm most afraid that you won't remember me

I can only peek at you from a distance, that's enough.

I saw you again, but I didn't expect that it would be when my father showed up.

Everyone is angry and struggling, and everyone is expressing their feelings crazily.

Only you noticed me.

Isn't it ridiculous?

Even if you lose your memory, you still instinctively see through my heart.

Gu Xixi, tell me, are we really destined?

At that time, when you said those words to me, when I finished pouring out my crazy words to you, you know, I really wanted to cry.

I really want to hold you and have a good cry.

Why, the world is so big and there are so many people, but you are the only one who understands me

Xixi, thank you for your comfort, thank you for showing up.

Thank you for allowing me to find solace in my soul again.

Watching you with my own eyes, changing day by day, and deepening the relationship with your elder brother day by day, my mood is really complicated and complicated.

I'm both happy for you and sad for myself.

After all, you still have extravagant hopes, right?

As expected, people cannot be greedy.

God will retaliate.

I didn't expect that after you regained your memory, Yingying would fall madly in love with Big Brother.

God, when I found out about this, I felt like my world was falling apart.

why is this possible

Why are you so cruel to me?

I finally saw you again, why did my biological sister show up to hurt you again?

No, can't

I will never allow it

Unfortunately, Yingying didn't listen to my advice at all and insisted on going her own way.