The day when I was favored by my brothers

"But... it's too late." Ogata Yuki opened her eyes wide in confusion and murmured: "It's... impossible to look back.

She already... doesn't deserve to be forgiven.

From the day I can remember, I have been staying in my room and taking medicine.

Her mother was often busy with tasks, and she rarely saw her. The few people in the family who took care of her often treated her with a polite but distant attitude.

The reason for this is because she is a burden to the Ogata family.

A useless person who doesn't know any magic and can only curl up in the clan and waste resources, but she is still the daughter of the most respectable head of the family.

She remembered that in the beginning, she did not resent her mother.

On the contrary, she has always respected and admired her powerful mother, hoping that her mother would give her more attention and not let her be forgotten by everyone in the corner.

She doesn't care about anyone but her mother.

"...I just want my mother to pay more attention to me."

When she was still a child, she showed an extremely paranoid character. She used scissors to cut off her long, beautiful black hair, smashed the food served by the maid, and screamed at everyone to get away.

She felt that only by crying like this, her mother would abandon all important tasks and come to her side to take care of her.

Ah...yes, it was indeed very effective at the beginning.

However, as time passed, her mother gradually stopped comforting her.

Her mother would only look at her with a sad look in her eyes, and after she stopped crying, she would let out a long sigh.

The setting sun outside the window shone on her body, almost hiding her in the dim and cold light.

...Has my mother been completely disappointed in me?

...Mother, does she...want to abandon me?

On the surface, she gradually became normal, but the seeds of paranoia gradually took root, sprouted, grew, entangled, and spread in her heart.

"Have you heard? Lord Ogata brought back a young lady from a separate family."

……very noisy.

"The little lady has very good qualifications, is kind to others, and has a very cute personality. You must take a sneak peek at her when you have time. She is as beautiful as the person in the painting."

……very noisy.

"I also heard that Lord Ogata wants to adopt her as his adopted daughter and inherit our family."

...It’s so noisy.

It wasn't until she saw that little girl breaking into her room that the monster in her heart was truly released.

Yes, there is a sharp contrast between the lively, smart and beautiful person who seems to have stepped out of a fairy tale, and her who lives in a corner, with a frighteningly thin body and a dirty and twisted heart.

"……elder brother?"

The short hair was obviously specially fixed to prevent her from further self-mutilation, but it even caused her to be mistaken for the wrong gender by this little girl who was quiet about the world.

What an irony.

Ogata Yuki slowly raised her eyes to look at the girl who was close at hand - then, without hesitation, she raised her hand and pushed her away.

That was the first and only time her mother punished her and put her in solitary confinement.

The mother's original intention was to calm her down, realize her mistake and apologize to the child, but it had the opposite effect.

After staying in a completely dark and claustrophobic secret room for two days, her disgust and jealousy towards the child reached its extreme.

It is very, very ironic that after her mother passed away, her biggest support was actually this young child who was the "little lady".

This child stopped other old people from wanting to send her to a separate family, and they didn't know what method was used to gradually recover her body.

...On the day Ogata Yuki was able to walk on the ground for the first time, she stumbled and pushed away the maid who wanted to help her, rushed out the door, greedily stared at the scenery in sight, breathed in the fresh air, and first

For the first time, I experienced the feeling of "alive".

Still not used to walking, she fell to the ground with a thud before taking a few steps forward.

"elder sister!"

The little thing rushed over anxiously, trying to lift her up from the ground.

She looked straight at the child in front of her.

The child's eyes were so pure and harmless, maybe there was a trace of fear of her in them, but he tried his best to endure it.

"Xiao Mo." She put on a hypocritical mask for herself, looked at the child in front of her, and said word by word in the most humble tone: "I really want to learn spells... I also really want to become like my mother.

, to become a powerful magician, I also want to protect other tribesmen, I think about it so much, I am not willing to live like an ordinary person..."

She kept her posture quite humble, knowing that the puppy in front of her would never leave her alone.

"Then..." The puppy pondered for a while, held her wrist tightly, and gave her a sweet smile: "I thought of it, sister, you just need to use my power!"

...she made the right bet.

The little monster in front of me was actually able to do something of this level, and he even took the initiative to suggest it without hesitation.

It's so easy to deceive.

"But my tribe will never admit me like this..." She suppressed the ecstasy in her heart and lowered her eyes, pretending to be worried.

"It's okay!" The puppy shook his head vigorously: "This is sister and Xiao Mo's little secret! A secret that only the two of us know!"

"Xiao Mo will not tell anyone!" The girl swore loudly and extended her little finger towards her: "Sister, come and pull the hook!"

She stared blankly at the smiling girl in front of her, and slowly curved her lips: "Okay, anyone who lies will swallow a thousand needles."

"Hmm...a thousand needles? How painful would that be?"

"That's why you can't lie."

At that time, when she communicated with the girl in the gentlest tone and gentlest expression, what she was actually thinking in her heart was...

If such a pair of beautiful eyes were imprisoned in darkness, would they still be as pure as before?

Ah, this is really... just thinking about it makes her very excited.

The subsequent story is very simple.

She used the power given to her by the girl to gain a foothold and establish prestige in the family.

The girl really trusted her too much. Even if she asked again and again for more spell power, she would always agree with a smile.

...Yes, just like a puppy.

All it takes is a trivial favor like some food and water, and you will trust humans unconditionally.

However, this alone is not enough.

She gradually began to go on missions alone, meeting various curse masters, trying to understand the true face of the "visitor from another world" at home.

Relying on a charm given by a guy who claimed to be a descendant of Onmyoji, she finally made the monster show its original appearance on a full moon night.

Who would have thought that the real prototype of such a petite and cute girl is a huge demon dog?

The out-of-control moon monster destroyed many houses. Thanks to the children of the previous head of the family who stepped forward and led the magicians stationed in the family to seal her away in time, no casualties were caused.

"Home, my lord! Please be careful! Don't get close to that monster! You will get hurt!"

"Yes! Master of the family! It's finally restricted its movements now. Let's get rid of it quickly!"

Perhaps it was because her brave appearance reminded these guys of their mother, so they started to rush to call her "Master of the Household".

When she was curled up on the bed in extreme pain and struggling with the pain in her body, she never thought that she would have such a day.

"I told you, you are such an idiot."

She leaned down and grabbed the chain that was deeply dug into the demon dog's neck. Listening to the latter's moans like a young animal, the warm smile on her face gradually turned ferocious.

"I won't kill you, but I will lock you up until you die."

"Just like my mother locked me up in order to protect you..." She let a rune sink deeply into the flesh and blood of the wound at a blind spot where the clansmen could not see: "Of course, you will not be able to remember these things soon.

, you just need to know that you are a monster who only deserves to live in the darkness."

"Oh, by the way, this is a rare opportunity. Let me tell you one last thing." Ogata Yuki raised her hand: "That woman...my mother's death was caused by me and a few elders behind it. I am responsible for it."

Poison... Otherwise, with her great strength, she will definitely be able to live a few more years."

The demon dog suddenly opened its eyes, and its golden eyes locked on her face after turning into a beast.

"I said, don't look at me like that." She smiled: "That's because at first I thought I was going to die, so I also wanted her to come with me as soon as possible."

Only in this way can I keep my mother by my side.

…

"What on earth...have I done?"

Recalling this, she trembled all over, her fingers clasped her face, her nails dug deeply into her cheeks and slid down, blood oozing out as if she didn't know it: "Mom...Mom..."

Blood mixed with tears surged out, and she cried almost crazily: "Ahhhhhhhh! I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry... Xiaoxue is a bad boy... I'm sorry..."

No matter how loudly I cried, there was no response.

Already, no one can hear it.