The Eternal Sword Master of Online Games

Sure enough, I overestimated my state and energy.

Some people should know that Hanabi has been planning a new book a long time ago. As I said here once, some people were not optimistic about my energy, so I did not publish it immediately.

Once published, new books must be updated steadily, and old books will not be able to keep up.

So, I decided to update the old book and save the manuscript for the new book at the same time. I thought I would save the manuscript for a month and then consider the specific situation.

This save lasts for half a year.

In those six months, great changes have taken place in my work and life. I have less time to write and type. Not only do I let myself go with old books, but I also don’t keep manuscripts for new books.

Later, it was even more thorough.

I threw away the planned new book, even though it had tens of thousands of words in it, and even though it had passed the pre-approval early (this was the first time).

Old readers should know that I have read almost every comment I made earlier, and I am happy to complain with everyone.

Until I lost my integrity, let myself go, and felt shameless to face readers, so I started to disappear. I only posted updates in the background and didn't dare to read everyone's comments.

I don't know what people will think of me.

But to be honest, this book was just an obsession at first, just to miss some friends from the past.

Then I worked hard on the settings. Because I have been a game planner, I worked hard to balance skills, improve the algorithm, and even made an attribute calculator.

I changed it again and again in the middle, but I pursued too much and my personal energy was too limited, so many things were not done well.

Although I had an idea from the beginning, this book does not matter whether the results are good or bad, it just needs to be done to get rid of the obsession.

But no one is watching, so I feel quite depressed, even though I know the reason why no one is watching.

There are some things that I can do well, but for the sake of obsession, I can only stick to some things that are not pleasing to the editor or the market.

I am very happy to have the support of all my friends. Hanabi, who wanted to give up several times, promised to finish the book when it was released.

Of course, I regretted it later, but I kept my promise. Although I lost a lot of integrity, the bottom line was still there.

So gradually, a compromise plan was developed, which was to complete the book in stages as mentioned last time. You can also understand that it was unfinished.

After finishing the book, I will briefly add some plot points that I want to write but have not yet written.

I was really tired. At that time, I was going crazy thinking about data balance. If I started doing data flow again, I would be like a puppy...

Going back to the previous topic, due to some changes in my life, my plan to finish this book first and then start a new book cannot continue.

In desperation, I had to open a new book in advance (a different story from the one revealed last time), but I was too embarrassed to name it.

I overestimated myself at the time, thinking that during this period, I could update old books while coding new ones.

As a result, just a few days after the new book was released, it got stuck. For the sake of the new book, the old book had to continue to pretend to be dead.

Later, this problem was finally solved. My health was not getting better and I had to take a rest in the afternoon.

I couldn't get up as soon as I took a break. I was too tired and had too little time than I expected.

In the evening, I have to worry about the future of the new book, and then there is no more...

That's it, I've said what needs to be said, don't ask where the fireworks are, if you ask again, just pretend to be dead.