The Female Partner is the Most Beautiful, But the Male Lead is Not Worthy

The marriage with the Xu family will definitely happen.

Originally, the Xu family decided to get engaged, but now that they know that the woman has rescued Xu Qingming and has a great favor to Xu Qingming, it is even more impossible to change their minds.

Not only will it not change, but it will also increase the betrothal gifts and show more importance.

Shi Yunong refused, but her refusal did not dispel the Xu family's thoughts. Mrs. Xu will often come to the door, ask Shi Yunong, make amends, apologize, please, and make sure to eliminate the estrangement in her heart and let her nod to agree to the marriage.

If Shi Yunong's determination is particularly firm, the marriage may not be possible, but this front will be drawn for a long time.

When Ruan Jingjing grows up, she will definitely misunderstand, misunderstanding that Xu Qingming likes her sister very much, and her sister is the sure-footed young grandma of the Xu family.

"Will she speak?" Mr. Ash was very curious, "When will she speak?"

It is known that Ruan Jingjing likes Xu Qingming in her heart.

Also, Ruan Jingjing was thin-skinned, so she was embarrassed to express her true feelings.

So, how much stimulation and how much suffering did she accumulate before she broke through her thin-skinned, embarrassed, guilty, and self-blaming heart, and couldn't help but talk to her sister?

"Who knows." Shaoyin didn't try to figure out the little girl's thoughts.

She had already thought about it, as long as the little girl opened her mouth, she immediately released Xu Qingming and sent it to her. Generous, without hesitation, she must be a good sister.

From her attitude, Mr. Hui faintly noticed the evil that was not obvious, but made the hair stand on end. For a while, for some reason, he was secretly excited.

Next, Shaoyin didn't leave the room and kept looking at the works of "Yu Peiyin".

"Yu Peiyin" majored in the Department of Fine Arts at the University, where he majored in oil painting.

During her childhood and adolescence, the overly depressing living environment caused her a rather dark and depressing psychology. Every time the art assignments are handed in, they are works of crazy colors, exaggerated lines, and grotesque distortions. When adults see it, they can't help but feel horrified and get goosebumps.

Her art teacher complimented her, saying that she was talented in drawing and encouraged her to create. This is also the only ray of light in the dark and depressing world of "Yu Peiyin".

She never gave up painting, she bought drawing paper and sketching pens with all the money she had saved. When she had time, she would carry the notebooks and pens, and ran to the empty mountains or by the silent river to paint like crazy.

Painting can give her the pleasure of venting, allowing her to temporarily forget the coldness of reality and immerse herself in a world where there is only joy.

It's a pity that many of her early paintings were torn up by the man after being drunk once, and they spread all over the sky.

Only a small part of her early works are piled up in the room now, and most of them were accumulated one by one after she moved to Ruan's house and slowly let go of her guard.

It can be seen that after she moved to Ruan's house, her living conditions have improved a lot. Because in her paintings, there are more bright colors, and the lines and brushstrokes are no longer so exaggerated, distorted, and crazy. Hidden behind those flamboyant lines is a little bit of undetectable hope.

She longed for her mother to love her a little more, to grow up sooner, and to have a warm home.

However, after Xu Qingming appeared, the hope in the paintings disappeared again, and after a few paintings full of hopes for love, the content was even more crazy, distorted, wanton, and venting.

Xu Qingming brought her more pain than anyone else.

"She should become a well-known painter." Shao Yin said softly after flipping through the last painting.

If she didn't like drawing, she wouldn't have persisted for so many years. The money I saved was reluctant to buy clothes and shoes, but to buy drawing paper and pens.

If she didn't have the talent for painting, she wouldn't have drawn such wonderful paintings.

The whole script did not mention what kind of dream she had and what kind of life she wanted to live. It was all describing how she coveted Xu Qingming, how she tried her best to get him, how mad and vicious, and how she was rewarded for evil.

But Shaoyin thought, what if Xu Qingming didn't show up?

Or, what if she wasn't fully occupied by Xu Qingming? What would she want to do? What kind of life do you have?

"Dong dong dong." There was a knock on the door.

Shaoyin temporarily put down her thoughts and got up to open the door.

"Mom." She opened the door and let the people outside the door come in.

It was Shi Yunong who knocked on the door. Her beautiful face was full of haggard and unconcealed pain.

My eyes are red and swollen, and I don't know how long I have been crying. Lips are dry, probably from crying too much and somewhat dehydrated.

"Yinyin." Entering the door, Shi Yunong called her name with trembling lips.

Shaoyin poured a glass of water and handed it to her: "Why don't you drink water? Your lips are dry."

Shi Yunong took it, the water temperature was just right, and the comfortable temperature came through the water cup, warming her slightly cold palm.

This made her even more sad: "Yinyin, I'm sorry."

Her voice was trembling, with a broken tone: "Mom, I didn't notice you were hurt, sorry."

That day, after the accident, she and her husband first checked whether Ruan Jingjing was injured, and then Xu Qingming ran over, and they asked if Xu Qingming was injured. The four of them stood together and talked for a while, but no one remembered Yu Peiyin who was standing beside the other car.

Later, Shi Yunong saw her. Seeing that she was just a little pale and standing there, she thought she was all right, called a car to pick her up, and went to the hospital to treat the abrasions.

Who knew that she was so badly injured!

"Well." Shao Yin lowered his eyes.

She didn't say "it's okay, don't blame you", didn't say "it's all over", and didn't blame her for not caring about her.

But this made Shi Yunong even more sad. Tears poured out, and he put the water glass aside and hugged his daughter tightly: "I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I'm sorry!"

How could she ignore her? Just because she was obedient? Because all these years, she has been around, has been sensible and quiet, not noisy or noisy?

How could she not care about her just because the child didn't make trouble?

Shi Yunong was about to be overwhelmed by guilt. She knew in her heart why she ignored the child, so she felt even more guilty. She cried without image, and her voice was full of pain.

Shaoyin stood woodenly and cried while holding her.

"Actually, I'm not that sorry." After a while, her feet were numb from standing, and Shi Yunong was drenched from crying on the side of her shoulder, and Shi Yunong hadn't stopped crying before she spoke. .

He grabbed Shi Yunong's two arms, untied them from his neck, and helped the woman who was so weak from crying to sit down beside the bed.

He took out a tissue and handed it over: "Wipe it."

She didn't cry, Shi Yunong looked up at her, through the blurred vision, she couldn't tell whether she was really indifferent or good at patience, restraining her inner emotions.

He opened his mouth and wanted to say something, but his throat was so blocked that he couldn't say a word. The only thing I could spit out was three words: "I'm sorry."

"A little bit." Shaoyin took out a few more tissues, but instead of handing them over this time, she bent down to wipe the tears from her face, "but it's not worth your crying like this."

She is so forgiving.

Don't blame her, don't scold her, don't scold her for being partial and cold-blooded, and in turn comfort her.

This made Shi Yunong even more embarrassed, and endless guilt welled up in her heart. She lowered her head, her eyes were closed, and tears were pouring down: "Mom is sorry for you. Yinyin, for so many years, mother is sorry for you."

At that time, she left and there was no news again, sorry for her daughter.

Later, she had a better life, but out of escape, she didn't go back to see her.

Later, when she brought her daughter to her side, she thought she had paid enough compensation, but she didn't even know that her daughter was injured so badly, she didn't know!

Guilt and remorse were like two knives, gouging out Shi Yunong's chest with blood dripping, and the pain was so painful that he couldn't breathe.

She was pale, breathless, and looked a little scary. Shaoyin poured another glass of warm water, sat beside her, and fed it to her: "I'm not sorry, you brought me back, raised me, and raised me well."

"Now that I'm being bullied, you and Uncle Ruan have both stood up for me and have been very good to me." She looked into Shi Yunong's eyes, "It's really good."

The more she said that, the more guilt Shi Yunong felt, shaking her head and saying, "No, no, mom doesn't treat you well at all."

Shi Yunong didn't dare to compare the treatment of the eldest daughter with the younger daughter. Just looking at the eldest daughter, she is enough to feel sorry for her. Compared with the younger daughter, her neglect and indifference towards the older daughter is simply too bad to recall.

"Mom, I don't blame you very much." Shaoyin's voice was still calm, "I won't blame you when I grow up."

Yu Peiyin really didn't blame her.

When she was a child, when she was the most sad, she hated and resented. But when she grows up, she doesn't complain anymore. Later, when Shi Yunong found her and wanted to take her away, she no longer complained.

Even if Shi Yunong treats her sister better, she is just jealous, never resentful. Because she knew that half of the blood flowing in her body was dirty and foul-smelling, and her mother couldn't be as close to her as she was to her sister, and she could understand her.

Shaoyin didn't want to blame this woman either.

"You are responsible for me when you gave birth to me. However, it is not only you who gave birth to me, but also that person. Together, you are responsible for me, and I am not responsible for you alone."

"Later you left, but you didn't want to leave me alone at first. That person forced you."

"You brought me back, nurtured me carefully, and encouraged me to pursue a major that I like. For your face, Uncle Ruan is also very kind to me, and I am very grateful to you."

Being able to live comfortably in Ruan's house, no one treats her special, avoids her in everything, treats her as an outsider, although Uncle Ruan's temperament is good, but Shaoyin believes that more credit is due to Shi Yunong.

One of the partners will act according to the other's face. Whenever Shi Yucong backs down a little bit and doesn't care about her a little bit, Uncle Ruan won't be so kind to her, a bowl of water is level, Ruan Jingjing spends money on classes, she also attends, what Ruan Jingjing has, she has it .

Hearing this, Shi Yunong's tears spewed out again: "Yinyin!"

Her pain, it turns out her daughter knows.

She wanted to be nice to her daughter, but she couldn't get over the hurdle in her heart. She was too cowardly. She was afraid that her daughter would hate her in her heart, so she didn't dare to get close to her.

"Mom is wrong, mom should go back to find you sooner." Shi Yunong cried so hard that his heart was broken.

Shaoyin still didn't cry.

She kept her calm appearance, took the papers in her hand, and handed them over one by one: "So, I blame you. When you found me, you didn't go to me on purpose, but by chance, right? "

Shi Yunong's movement of wiping away his tears froze.

"I know." Shaoyin looked away and shrugged, "So, I blame you a little bit."

After a pause, "but only a little."

If Shi Yunong didn't go back, didn't find her, or found her but didn't take her away, she would be able to live a good life.

The man died and the family's debts were paid off. She went to high school as she wished. With scholarships, bursaries, and part-time wages, she was able to support herself and work hard to live a splendid life.

Therefore, the only thing she blamed on Shi Yunong was that she did not come back to see her even though she had a good time later.

"Mom was wrong." Shi Yunong had no face to face her daughter anymore, her head was lowered, and she felt boundless regret.

Shaoyin didn't settle accounts with her, she didn't mean it.

If you want to blame, blame that man, that **** is the one to hate the most.

If you want to blame, it's Xu Qingming's fault. It was his appearance that made her life unreasonable.

"If you want to compensate me, buy me a set of jewelry." She shrugged lightly, "I will auction a painting for the charity dinner the day after tomorrow, and you will take me there."

Shi Yunong listened and nodded quickly: "Okay, mom will buy it for you!"

If the daughter is willing to make a request, it means that there is still something to make up for, of course she is willing to do so.

"You can only buy it for me." Shaoyin tilted her head, looked at her and said, "Jingjing can't have it. You bought it for me, and it's mine alone."

Shi Yunong was stunned for a moment, and felt unspeakable sadness. She held back her tears and nodded: "Okay, my mother only buys it for you."