The Good Mother System

Shan Jingqiu sniffed, and the air was full of good smells. Although she was still dozing off, she had started to analyze the ingredients in the soup pot in a daze. This is a pot of mellow boiled for a long time. Beef broth, there are no additives such as beef powder and flavoring agents. There must be a lot of beef bones. The beef bones are used to increase the sweetness of the bottom of the pot. It also contains some herbs, and some herbs are looming. taste……

"Jingqiu, if you are sleepy, do you want to go home and sleep for a while?" A caring elderly man's voice suddenly sounded. Shan Jingqiu could feel his arm being patted gently, "I will do everything in our store. People are too busy, you are upset these two days, so go back and rest first."

Shan Jingqiu slowly opened his eyes, and the opponent was a thin man with dark hair, but he looked a little old, not fat, and his exposed arms were firm. At this time, he was looking at her with concern. She knew that this should be the original husband, Lin Beibei's father, Lin Zhenzong.

"It's okay, I'm okay, but the weather is good today, I'll take a nap." She smiled and followed the way of speaking in the original memory, and lightly looked at the surrounding environment. She was standing under her feet. It is the noodle restaurant that the two couples have run together for decades. The recipe is the beef noodle soup that the two have worked out bit by bit. With the mellow soup base, solid ingredients, and full weight, they have a firm foothold in the market, and the daily passenger flow It's quite large, and the shop is not counted. It should be made up of two rooms, with a total of 16 tables for four people. When it is busy, it is almost too busy.

Lin Zhenzong looked at his wife, his wife’s face was exhausted, and he couldn’t help worrying: “Jingqiu, I know you’re upset, but it’s natural for the boat to reach the bridge. We can’t help you with this family’s illness. , We got there to make the children uncomfortable."

He couldn't help but recall the scene when he went to the hospital to visit his father-in-law a few days ago. Father Lu is healthy on weekdays, can run and jump, and it is not a problem to carry a 20 or 30 kilograms of goods, how can he know that such a fall? After living in the hospital until now, even the doctor said that he is not optimistic about his recovery. If he does not get better as soon as possible, it is estimated that he will be left with a lifelong problem in the future.

On the one hand, he felt grief and sorrow. Seeing his peers lying on the hospital bed with such a pale face, he always felt as if his body was not very useful, but he immediately got rid of this idea. Life is worry-free for a long time. If you think about it, you can live smoothly to ninety-nine! But on the other hand, he was just as bored as his wife. As soon as they entered the ward, they saw the daughter who was accompanying the bed. Her face was also very bad. He lost two or three laps alive, and he was busy out of town and was sweaty. There is no place to change clothes. God knows how particular their baby girl used to be and cared about her appearance.

"Hey, others don't know you don't know? My father-in-law is hospitalized and under the care of a doctor. Although the problem is serious, he will be treated anyway, but Beibei..." Shan Jingqiu said The voice became more and more suppressed. From the flattened Lying Ying, he slowly got up and sat up straight, and looked at her husband, "Zhenzong, how can you say that Beibei can go down like this? Don't take care of the person in time. , I also fell into the hospital, there are two children in the family."

Speaking of this, she couldn't help but patted her legs, feeling very gloomy: "I knew that I would find a partner for Beibei to work and relax. I now finally know why my old sisters like to find a business unit, Civil servants, at any rate, are stable and have enough rest days. The son-in-law earns a lot of money, but she doesn't care about the family at all." She sighed, "I also blame me, don't blame others, why did I get lost at that time, Beibei her It’s tired enough to give birth to the first child, and she has to give birth to the second. Both children are only so small, how can I get busy."

"Yes." Lin Zhenzong has always given face to his son-in-law and respects his family. If he hears his wife say such things, he usually interrupts them in time, but most of them are a little helpless, watching their daughter work every day. He feels distressed by the gaunt of the busy outside!

Shan Jingqiu looked at Lin Zhenzong, who was in deep thought, and did not continue to say more. In fact, there was a headless case involved. It was indeed the two elderly people who advised Lin Beibei to give birth to a child and have a second child as soon as possible. After the child was born, they also realized that it put a lot of pressure on the two children, especially Yuan Shi and Lin Zhenzong, especially distressed their daughter. They had several ideas and discussed with Lin Beibei, and occasionally put the child in the area of ​​the old couple. , But this is all bad.

It’s said that the parents are separated from each other. This principle is common in the Lin family and the Lu family. Lin Beibei has been busy a few times and sent the children back to the two parents. The two elders usually don’t have too many chances to see the children, and they didn’t do it well. I got close to the child and directly spoiled the child, even if he knew that Lin Beibei clearly forbidden to let the child eat any candy, cake, ice cream, he still served it obediently under the child's pleading eyes, and the two children directly had a toothache and the other What's more, the well-behaved children at home, after going to the grandparents, grandparents, and grandparents' homes to play, they became a little skinny, and even painted an artistic creation on the wall of the home.

There was a lot of conflict between the educational concepts on both sides. Lin Beibei was quite able to control her temper at the time, but did not get angry with her parents and in-laws, but took the child back and further squeezed herself.

"By the way, Zhenzong, I think so. Our husband and I will go for a physical examination once." Shan Jingqiu spoke earnestly, and she could see Lin Zhenzong's face suddenly changed at a glance, "Look at your family, you usually walk tigers and tigers. People who fell and stayed in the hospital for a long time. For so many years, Beibei has never been willing to trouble us. You see, no matter how hard or tired she is, she never complains to us. Sick, buy a peace of mind."

Lin Zhenzong stepped back two steps, his face became a bit red, and his hand swayed hard at Shan Jingqiu, and he came out like a Foshan shadowless hand: "No, no, I am healthy! Don't worry. "When he said this, he unceremoniously took out his hand and patted his chest heavily, not being polite with himself, "I tell you, the hospital is cheating money, you don't listen to TV, some Tens of thousands of people can be cured after a cold comes in! No way, no way."

Shan Jingqiu is a little helpless, Lin Zhenzong is not a bad old man, or an ignorant or uneducated person, but the environment he usually encounters has caused him to have some deep-rooted prejudices about the hospital, and he always feels that he will not go to the hospital. Everything was safe, and everything was in trouble when she entered the hospital. She confirmed what Xiayuan had done to her husband. She immediately pinched her waist and said: "Why, you old thing is still stubborn, right? Your daughter's body, look at it. If you don’t like it, wait for your body to have a problem, who is worried? Are you trying to exhaust my baby Beibei?"

That's right, the original body is so "unreasonable" to her husband. Anything that her brain waves can't match is squeezed by the power. Of course, she is only so aggressive towards her husband.

"Well, go and go, expensive, you don't use money as money, I can't do anything with you." Lin Zhenzong stretched out his hand, rubbed his trouser legs uncomfortably, and muttered in a low voice: " The old woman is really rich. I think about it every day. I have a good temper and don't care about her."

Shan Jingqiu nodded with satisfaction and achieved the desired stage victory. Of course, the next step is to arrange a physical examination, but the important thing is that the price of the physical examination must not be known to Lin Zhenzong, who is thrifty and thrifty in front of him, otherwise he will not be killed. Will enter the hospital one step.

"Are you too busy to come here this afternoon?" She glanced at the time, and it was almost four o'clock now, not letting her husband continue to mutter.

"Come over, you can do whatever you want." Lin Zhenzong replied, and he said the truth. There has always been a part-time student in the shop who will come to help collect the money every day. Food, the most tiring thing for the couple is to go to the vegetable market at three or four o'clock every day to buy the freshest goods, and then go back to the store to prepare them according to the recipe. These are the most important tasks that they don't want to be mixed with outsiders.

"Sure, I have to visit my daughter." Shan Jingqiu stood up, and she took out a purse from her pocket. It was a small round handbag with some money in it, which looked like several hundred. "I don't think my daughter's face is very good. I will wait to see her. You will be able to visit the store at home."

"Would you like to go home for the first time? The mooncakes that someone sent a few days ago were still whole boxes. Recently, my father-in-law was hospitalized. It is estimated that their family does not have to eat mooncakes. You can bring them some of them, and what kind of nutritious drinks are there? Huh? I don’t understand. It seems to be popular now. I saw it at the entrance of the hospital. Go and buy some." Lin Zhenzong went to the cashier and opened the lock, and then took out hundreds of pieces. , Squeezed into his wife’s hand, her voice was a little low, "Don’t be too hard if you call Beibei, or let’s ask a caregiver to take care of my family..."

Speaking of this, Lin Zhenzong's eyes lit up and he looked at his wife: "It's okay for us to pay. I see an advertisement on the hospital wall. A care worker costs 10,000 yuan. We gritted our teeth. Take a break!" He nodded and approved his idea.

Shan Jingqiu took the money and gave him a heavy glance: "My father-in-law can't get out of bed. He asks someone to wipe his body to help go to the toilet. You have to put the urinal on the bed with the urinal. Most of the nurses are female. Yes, do you like it for you?"

Lin Zhenzong lowered his head helplessly, and then shook his head, asking him not to like it. Besides, there are children around and asked the nurse to see it. It seems normal to young people, but to the hospitalized patients, it is unavoidable. Sad, let alone the kind of self-care ability that depends on others.

"Okay, okay, I won't nag you too much, I'll go now, or I'll get stuck in traffic after a while." Shan Jingqiu did not comfort Lin Zhenzong. People of their age are quite capable of digesting themselves. How can you finish with just one sentence?

Shan Jingqiu quickly took moon cakes from home as Lin Zhenzong said, and bought some fruits, milk powder and other things, and went to the hospital in large and small packages. It was still late lately, the weather was scorching hot, and the sky was clear. , But my heart is always dark.

Speaking of desperation, Lin Beibei has never encountered it in her life. Her husband has not derailed. Although her elders are often ill, they can be considered dead. Although their children have bumped into each other, they have grown up in good health. There is no excessive waves in life, even The family situation is also more than that of the superior and the inferior. If you let those who are really in desperate look at it, it is estimated that she lives happier than anyone else, and what is she doing there.

But Lin Beibei was indeed suffering. All her happiness, all her happiness was worn out bit by bit, but those she faced were hard to solve, because that was life.

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"Come on, Xingran, you and your sister are holding hands together." Lin Beibei led a pair of children forward. When get out of class is over, the school entrance can be said to be full of cars and crowds. If you don't pay attention, sometimes No one can be found at once.

The three of them moved out of the school’s narrow alley bit by bit, and passed the densest place. At last they could breathe a little bit of relief and breathe some fresh air. In front of them was Lin Beibei’s car, which was a red one. For the six-seater SUV, Lin Beibei looked a little stunned when she looked at the car. Before she got married, she drove a small beetle bought by her parents, but shortly after Xingran was born, her car had to be changed. , After all, even if she was going out to pick up these two children, she needed three positions, not to mention sometimes she had to bring the elderly and the nanny.

She opened the car door and hugged the two children on the back seat. On the back seat was a red child seat. She picked up Lu Xingran, put it firmly on the chair, and helped fasten it. After wearing the seat belt, she followed her eyes and looked inside. Yuran had already sat firmly in her place and had taken the seat belt up. She was planning to praise the child, but suddenly a subconscious body came from behind. There was a shocking horn, and she looked back. Due to the tight parking spaces during school, the distance between the car and the car was very tight. There were even three laps inside and outside three laps. She stood here and opened the door again. Block the way of others.

Lin Beibei smiled, nodded back, then quickly closed the door, trot back to her position, fastened her seat belt, and prepared to leave.

"Yuran, at night, my aunt will send you to the English teacher's home after preparing meals for you. You have to be obedient. If you are late, your mother will pick you up if you have time, otherwise you will have to pick you up, OK? "While driving forward, Lin Beibei divided a bit and looked at the pair of children from the rearview mirror. Last time, she didn't pay attention. Xingran was naughty again. She untied her seat belt and almost didn't turn her head forward. Fortunately, she held him down and scolded him in time, otherwise there must be some accident.

Lu Yuran's eyes widened, looking at her mother, without saying a word, just nodding silently.

"Mom, mom!" Lu Xingran was carrying his car schoolbag, his back was pressed a little uncomfortably, and he kept calling his mother who was driving in front of him, "You didn't help me untie the little schoolbag just now, I am uncomfortable!"

Lin Beibei somehow has been swollen by her son's sonic attack. She pressed her temper: "Wait, when the light is red or when you have time, mom will stop by the roadside to help you. Please wait patiently. Okay?" She was a little anxious. Looking at the time, she had to send her children home to the nanny first, and then take the stew from the house and take it to her father-in-law. After all, he was a little unwell recently.

"Mom, our teacher said that we want to publish a handwritten newspaper. When are you free about National Day? Tomorrow the teacher said that we will judge in the class!" Lu Xingran kicked his feet uncomfortably on the chair, eyes distressed. Looking at her mother, "I want to draw spaceships, pilots, and Saturn on it!"

Lin Beibei became a little dumb when she heard what her son said. Her driving hand was trembling. She was really exhausted recently. She is not a person who can paint. Every time she fiddles with her son and daughter, she always It takes an hour. She is always calm and respects the school teachers, but at this time she has some resentment in her heart. She knows that family education is more important than school education, but sometimes she is really tired and tired. When she didn't want to do anything, she quickly shook her head and got rid of her own thoughts. She couldn't blame others like this. It must be that she hadn't worked hard enough to solve the problem.

"Yu Ran, are you free? Can you help younger brother draw some?" Lin Beibei asked her daughter's opinion. Now the eldest daughter does a lot of things by herself. Except for the teacher said that parents must be involved, most of the others will not Use her.

Lu Yuran looked at her mother with some embarrassment. She tangled her hands together and replied in a low voice: "... But mother, I have to do my homework at night, and I have to go to an English cram school. I have to hand in my painting tomorrow..." She lowered her head, afraid to look at her mother.

A familiar feeling came to her heart, and Lin Beibei broke down in an instant. She grabbed the steering wheel and couldn't help but raise her voice: "There is a hurry in school, you also say you are busy? Is it just that I am a big idler! Don’t I need to rest or have my own time? Am I Superman?"

"Mom, you're so fierce..." Lu Xingran was shocked by his mother, his small face turned white and sobbed. A child of this age cried without paying attention to his image, and even started to runny nose, "Mom is so scary, okay terrible……"

Even Lu Yuran next to her twitched her shoulders, tears already rolling in her eyes.

It happened to encounter a long red light. After all, she continued her children to and from school every day, and she could calculate the stay time accurately. Lin Beibei suppressed her emotions, quickly unfastened her seat belt, and carefully avoided the pedals under her head. , Quickly approached from the middle to the back, and helped Xing Ran unfasten the seat belt. She could see the two children Yu Ran and Xing Ran could not help but shrink their bodies because of her proximity, asking her eyes to follow some dim.

However, she did not show it, but silently untied Xingran's backpack and placed it at her feet, then re-wrapped the seat belt for him, drew a tissue from the front seat, and quickly wiped his face. Then immediately returned to the front position, after all, safe driving is the first.

The red light ahead was still not over, and the vehicle was still on the road. Lin Beibei was silent for a long time before she squeezed out a smile again: "I'm sorry, my mother was too fierce just now. My mother was in a hurry. Go to bed early and draw for you when your mother comes back from the hospital, OK? Yuran has been doing more tuition recently, and the piano teacher also said that she is going to take the exam. It was her mother who had forgotten, so don't be angry with your mother, okay?"

The time for the red light was just right. As soon as her voice fell, the light in front of her turned green. Cars large and small were started. She followed the traffic all the way forward. The car became quiet, the air seemed to be stagnant and the atmosphere Abnormally depressed, Lin Beibei did not pay attention to the downcast eyes of the first two children behind him, but kept moving forward like this, trying to divert his attention.

Both Xing Ran and Yu Ran are currently conducting bilingual teaching in the top foreign language primary schools in the city. This is also the last year to be able to pick up their two children directly in the same place to and from school. Lin Beibei’s greatest wish is that her daughter can be admitted to He Primary School The foreign language middle school is also in the same campus, otherwise the pick-up will become another heavy pressure in the future.

Her mind turned fast, and she quickly remembered the recent reform of the New Deal. Now she advocates reducing the burden on her children. Class ends at early four o'clock every day. If there are no students in the school, she always rushes to and fro. The teacher assigns more homework. She became more flexible, like the interview math question set last time, she did it for a long time, but couldn't answer it.

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My husband’s face is pretty bad recently, and even my father-in-law can’t watch it very much. He took a foreign-related case involving a listed company. The law and content involved were very complicated. Even if I went home every day, I read the files in the study. In the middle of the night, it is necessary to explain this to the father-in-law, otherwise the other party seems to have been emotional towards the husband recently, and always feel that the husband is not filial, but the husband is not like this...

Lin Beibei didn't realize it was wrong. She started thinking every day when she opened her eyes, thinking about everything in this family, big and small, but she never thought about herself.

The car steadily approached the underground garage. Lin Beibei has picked up her son and daughter for so many years. She is no longer the one who could pass the test five or six times. Now she estimates that she can park in the garage with one hand. The car parked in the parking space downstairs, and moved quickly to trot to the back seat and rescued her son to the ground first. It is said that her hand has recently relapsed. This is a sequelae of holding the child for a long time, the doctor She didn't understand what mother's hand was, but every time she moved something heavy over the years, she would start to hurt again. She had long been used to it.

Yuran was at the other end, had already walked down obediently, closed the car door, followed her mother silently, holding her brother in one hand, and had to make an elevator from the ground floor to the upper floor.

Lin Beibei was about to leave soon after entering the house, so when she was in the elevator, she continued to chatter incessantly, "Xingran, auntie said that you have been eating badly recently. You can't do this anymore. Why don't you eat? Can you grow taller? Right?" She saw her son's escape, grabbed her son, and looked at Yuran again, "Yuran, don't care about your brother too much, but also help him eat. He can eat well, okay? "When I saw Yu Ran nodding obediently, he finally breathed a sigh of relief. The child is now older and behaved a lot. Is it worry-free? There is not much worry.

"Auntie, I took the child home." Lin Beibei opened the door by herself. As soon as she entered the house, she saw the nanny and aunt sitting on the sofa watching TV. She said very politely, "Auntie, I have been busy these two days, and I have to How much trouble you, Beibei is going to the cram school at 7 o'clock in the evening, she knows the address, you take a taxi with her, and then pick her up at 9 o'clock, then I will reimburse you, if Xingran, help me take care of it Click him and let him do his homework." Her face was full of smiles.

The aunt didn’t get up from the sofa, but she had a big smile on her face: "Yes, madam, I will send Yuran there by then. Do you want to eat at home tonight?"

"No." Lin Beibei returned with a smile, and went back to the house to take a shower. The weather was hot and the hospital was quite sweltering. In addition, the mother-in-law was not too strong, so just turning her father-in-law over and slapped her back. She was sweating.

When she entered the house, she quickly chose clothes, all of them are loose casual styles. The beautiful skirts used to be left unused recently. She went to the hospital to accompany patients instead of catwalks. She went into the bathroom and started washing. In the battle bath, she cleaned her body as quickly as possible, and washed away the smell of sweat that made her unbearable, and finally she was able to put on brand new clothes. While blowing her hair, she looked at herself in the mirror. , Her face is getting more and more tired, and the fine lines on her eyes are also obvious. In the end, she is in her thirties. She should not be entangled, but looking at the mirror is still very sad.

When she left the house, she quickly walked to the kitchen. In the kitchen, she put a purple clay stew pot against the wall. This was also picked up these few days. Every day she would bring some stew from her head to see her father-in-law. Just a few days after taking care of her father-in-law, her complexion was too bad. Lin Beibei is a filial daughter-in-law, not the kind of job that abuses the elderly, so she naturally shoulders the responsibility of caring for the elderly.

But when he opened the stew pot, Lin Beibei's face instantly turned white, and the duck inside was very "white and tender", lying under the purple casserole in a state of freshly shed hair and cut into pieces, and the white water on the top of the pot was still floating a few feet. Sliced ​​ginger

"Auntie, auntie." Lin Beibei couldn't help but raise her voice and shouted.

"Oh, boss, what's the matter." The aunt outside was a little reluctant to bear the TV, and ran over after three steps. When she also saw the raw duck meat over white water, she was also stupid, she was a little confused. Looking at the plug, the plug is now firmly plugged into the corner socket: "I have plugged it in. I started to cook as soon as I plugged it in." She racked her brains and recalled that it was plugged in today. Did the light come on after the power was turned on, but the memory was a little fuzzy.

Lin Beibei was also a little puzzled. She reached out her hand and lifted the wire, only to find that the half of the plug connected to the soup pot was not plugged in at all, so even if it was cooked for a day, it would not be cooked.

The aunt lowered her head and was a little uneasy. She knew that Lin Beibei's soup was given to the boss's father. It was cooked properly every day before. Why today, she didn't notice: "Sorry boss..."

Lin Beibei watched her aunt about to get angry, and she could see her daughter who was trying to puzzle with her brother from a distance, and finally suppressed the ignition: "It's okay, auntie, be careful tomorrow." She said very politely, and received the aunt's Qian Thanks a lot. ,

But what can she do? She hasn’t passed many aunts in s city, big and small. This aunt stayed at her house because she was scouring the sand. Apart from some fun, she did a good job in cooking and housework. People also get along well. She heard from her friend before, and she just said her own aunt. Lin Beibei can't live without her aunt now. If she gets her aunt away, she might be dizzy now. past.

"That's okay, Auntie, take good care of the children. I'll go to the hospital first." Lin Beibei didn't say much, trying to convince herself that the other party was just unintentional. Then she passed by the living room and frowned when she saw the children playing. Say, "You have time to do your homework. Don't always play with puzzles. Mom is really tired. I haven't supervised your homework recently. Don't let your mother down, okay?" She spoke a little bluntly, even if she added doubts. Her tone was not very pleasant. Seeing the children suddenly started looking at her with some scared eyes, she tugged and smiled, then turned and left.

What can she do?

She did nothing for herself, but she couldn't please.

Lin Beibei went straight down the stairs. Her hands became big bags again. These are the things on the entrance. During the day today, her father-in-law and mother-in-law said they wanted to eat nectarines and green grapes after watching TV, so she asked her aunt to go. I bought it from the fruit shop at the door, but I didn’t explain it clearly. Auntie bought a lot, but it was quite heavy, and her hand felt very heavy after being pulled, and it became more sore, let alone a bag that was not too bulky. The little peanuts are gone, and the two elders can’t help themselves, so they want to eat some peanut seeds. She also bought some from her home when her husband went on a business trip. These tasted very good, better than those bought in the supermarket outside. good to eat.

House seemingly endless rain.

When she walked to the underground garage, Lin Beibei suddenly found that her car was broken. She was sitting in the car, but she couldn't start the car no matter how she turned. Time passed bit by bit, and she was already running towards five o'clock. On the steering wheel, there was silence for a while, without saying a word, just getting out of the car, holding the pile of heavy objects in one hand, and calling the repairer I knew: "Hey, hey, Xiao Zhang, Yes, my car broke down in the parking space of our underground garage. Yes, you came back here, don’t you remember, I’ll take a picture for you later, and you can ask someone to fix it for me. Or can you drag me to the garage?... Hey, ok, thank you, thank you for your hard work."

She still had a smile on her face when she was talking on the phone, but when she hung up the phone, her mouth was firmly pressed into a line.

If it were not for driving, her home would be at least five minutes away from the gate. Lin Beibei felt his hands were getting heavier and heavier. The community she and her husband bought was a luxury community more than ten years ago. , The road in front of the door has long been occupied by all kinds of roads. People who are not familiar with it will only get stuck here, and then they can't get in, so they usually get the entrance close to the road to get a car.

She took this bag of things and moved forward step by step. Even when she saw the security guard, she responded with a smile. She turned a corner and had to walk at least ten minutes from the intersection.

Lin Beibei suddenly felt very uncomfortable. She could not help but dial her mother's number, who had always been mature. She wanted to hang up before the other end of the phone was connected, but her mother was connected quickly.

"Hey, Beibei, what's the matter? What do you want to find your mother? You still want to find your father, but your father is not around!"

She is so old, she shouldn't be like a child, she is a mature person, she is the support of the family, and she is the strongest.

She was chanting one sentence after another in her heart, but she was able to persuade others to persuade herself. In front of her mother, her defenses and shields seemed to be vulnerable, and she was defeated at once, making her fragile and soft. Heart, shelled out——

Lin Beibei is holding the road behind her back. She is standing at a corner at this time. She is facing the surrounding wall of the community, but she will not be seen. Her voice is full of choking and grievance: "Mom, why is this something broken? It's so heavy that I can't even hold it."

"Hey, what's wrong with Beibei, you tell mom, baby, don't cry, you scared mom, mom is uncomfortable." There was a voice of concern and distress from mom, and she seemed to wish she could rush out immediately. Standing in front of Lin Beibei.

"It's not so difficult, how difficult it is to cook soup, take care of the sick, take care of the family, raise children, why didn’t you tell me it’s so difficult... I can’t learn, I Stupid, I can't do it..." She was afraid of being heard, and tried to suppress her voice, but she didn't know it was even more distressing.

"Broken soup pot bullied me, broken car bullied me, and the whole family bullied me..." she muttered loudly, extremely aggrieved, as if she had returned more than a decade ago. She was not married or had a child. Mom, still the daughter of that carefree mother.

"Mom, I'm really tired..." Lin Beibei couldn't control herself, and finally called her mother tired for the first time. After experiencing the pain of childbirth, she smiled and told her family that she was happy and not tired. She took care of the child in a hurry, and when she was too busy, she smiled and told her family that she was happy. When she was fired from the company and embarrassed, she smiled and said that she was all right and light... But after more than ten years, she was tired, she was so tired.

"Beibei, don't cry. Tell your mother what happened. Will mother go there to accompany you? Will mother go find you?" Shan Jingqiu grabbed the phone and followed him together. The original story is not Without mentioning this part, there is this fragment in the memory of the original body, which is why she later concealed the illness from her daughter with her husband.

There was a long silence on the other end of the phone, and suddenly a powerful voice came out, as usual, positive and upward: "Be deceived by me, mother, I was joking with you. I'm doing a prank, and I won't talk to you. Now, I have to buy soup to go to the hospital! Don’t take it seriously.” After speaking, Lin Beibei hung up the phone immediately. Her brain seemed to stop thinking suddenly, without thinking about any reason, she just hung up the phone completely. .

Lin Beibei wiped away the tears vigorously, then stretched out her hand to pick up those things again, and walked forward quietly, not just wronged or sad! Life is always smooth sailing, she is an adult, and she is also dependent on others. She has to learn to deal with problems and emotions on her own, and she can no longer be so capricious.

She seems to have become a hypnotist, cheering herself up little by little, and her tears have been air-dried almost without leaving any traces. Her hand holding things is clearly uncomfortable, but she seems ignorant. I just moved forward step by step, recalling which restaurant had more real stew, and even called the car with one hand.

In her previous life, she only cried a few times in front of her mother once in a while, and more often, she always felt so sad for a while, and then quickly cheered up again, as if nothing happened.

...

Lin Beibei arrived at the hospital soon. The sweat on her forehead had wetted her bangs, and even stuck to her head with a smile on her face. She pressed the doorknob with her elbow. After all, she had three left hands. The big bag of things, holding the steaming, freshly packed stew in his right hand, is really indistinguishable.

With a smile, she said loudly, "Hey, Mom and Dad, I'm sorry, I was too late just now." She was talking, and when she looked up, she saw three faces at the same time. When she raised her face, her mother did not know when she also sat there.

Shan Jingqiu, who saw her daughter come in with big bags and small bags, sprinted forward quickly, reached out her hand to take the pile of things from her daughter, and blinked at her shocked eyes, but her heart was full of sourness.

This kid, just ran for a long time.