The Her That Is So Charming

The light on the roof came down, Shen Jin carried the light behind his back, and circled Ruan Yan in his arms.

The lamp cast a shadow on his brow bones.

He hadn't been so close to her for a long, long time. He held on to the urge to pull the man in front of him and kiss him fiercely.

He can't touch her, touching it again will only push her farther.

He supported her right hand on her left, fisted weakly and then spread out.

"Shen Jin, can you let me go?" Ruan Yan whispered.

Shen Jin didn't move, his Adam's apple faintly rolled: "I don't want to be friends with you anymore."

Ruan Yan tightened her lips and said nothing.

"Ruan Yan, when you disappeared today, do you know what I was thinking?"

He stared at her closely, and the veins in his right wrist bone suddenly appeared, and he was trying his best to endure it.

"I was thinking, **** my friend, I should lock you up when I find you are using me as a stand-in, and you won't be allowed to go anywhere."

"Shen Jin..."

"But I can't do it."

Shen Jin suddenly lowered his head, forehead against her, under the high and straight bridge of the nose, breathing and breathing were entangled, but he did not kiss up, but said in a voice so small that only he and she could hear, "I'm afraid you hate me."

The emotion in his eyes was too strong, she didn't dare to look at him, and she couldn't tell what kind of mood it was at the moment, chaotic, chaotic, she wanted to push him away, but she moved her finger, but couldn't lift it up.

"Ruan Yan, we are not friends anymore, okay?"

He still asked.

However, if they are not friends, what else can they be.

Ruan Yan felt like she was scalded somewhere in her heart.

"Ruan Yan, look at me." He raised his left hand, held her face, let her look into his eyes, and no longer gave her room to escape, "Looking at me, I am Shen Jin, not Lu Boliang. It's not Wen Yiyang, I'm Shen Jin, but Shen Jin."

Ruan Yan looked at his dark eyes, as if about to fall in, her long eyelashes blinked helplessly.

It was late at night outside, and few people set foot near this abandoned warehouse.

A large truck passing by accidentally suddenly drove by, and the long whistle awakened Ruan Yan in an instant.

She pushed him away in a panic.

"I know you are Shen Jin."

She turned her head away and dared not look at him.

Shen Jin dropped his hands feebly, he stood up, without saying a word, tidying up the clothes for her.

It was also at this time that Ruan Yan could clearly see the scarlet on his left hand. She looked at it, and the blue sweater she was wearing was also full of sticky blood.

He also noticed the blood flowing out of his palm, and immediately retracted his hand, "Sorry, I soiled your clothes."

After speaking, he retreated outside, walked to the driver's seat and sat down, the wound on his hand stuck to the steering wheel, leaving a few sticky dark red.

Ruan Yan had a sore place in her heart. She said, "Don't drive, I'll come."

"No, I'll take you to a place." Shen Jin's voice was hoarse.

As the car drove forward, he asked her: "What Zhao Shuiqing said to you, you will go out with her."

He knows Ruan Yan. He knows that she has a weak relationship with her former roommates and classmates, and is not familiar enough to go out alone to talk.

"She wants to talk about what happened between me and you." Ruan Yan said.

"what's up."

"She said you were also drugged."

Shen Jin didn't expect that Zhao Shuiqing would use this to lure Ruan Yan out.

Yes. But he never mentioned it to Ruan Yan.

He admitted that when he saw Ruan Yan saving someone on the street for the first time, he was moved by her, but he suppressed it. His self-control is very good. For so many years, it's not that no one has thrown his face on him, but no one has succeeded.

When I met Ruan Yan again, it was at Jiang Yilei’s wine bureau. The confusion in her eyes was thicker than when she first saw him. He couldn’t help but say something for her. He did not expect He Wei to make his own decision and replace them. The wine to add to the fun.

Later, everything happened logically...

"Sorry, our start was too absurd." Shen Jin's thin lips were pressed into a straight line, and his chin tightened.

He remembered that they did it three times.

"After I separated from you, I went to consult a psychology teacher and some gender experts. They mentioned sex." Shen Jin considered it, and tried to choose a tone that was less offensive to her.

"The first time, I had no experience at all, so it ended very quickly..."

He raised his hand and touched his nose, "Perhaps it was because of shame. I couldn't help but do it again. It took a little longer, but you were still under the effect of the medicine, and you were still confused. I also want to make you comfortable. So I came holding you again."

Shen Jin glanced at her, he paused, "You said you are here too, I just stopped."

"Enough." Ruan Yan's Ergen flushed, what was he talking about! She just stated the reason why Zhao Shuiqing asked her to go out, "Even if there is a ridiculous reason for the first time, I am very uncomfortable every time afterwards."

"Really, but every time you come later..."

"Shen Jin!" Ruan Yan didn't tell him this. Why did the topic deviate from this point? She took a deep breath, "Your hand is hurt, it's not suitable for driving, let me do it."

Shen Jin's mood has calmed down a lot. Not as angry as when he took her out, he shook his head: "I'll come, I'll take you to a place."

"Where to go?"

Ruan Yan asked him.

Shen Jin didn't answer, and the car drove forward.

Did not open the navigation, but Ruan Yan knew the way, she knew where he was going—

The car stopped firmly in front of the tower.

It is night and there are many tourists. The night view of Huayao Ancient City is very famous.

Shen Jin parked the car in a quiet corner next to him.

He turned around and said to Ruan Yan, "Come down."

The night wind blew over, and he looked at her dark eyes silently.

"Go and bandage your hands first." Ruan Yan looked at his blood clotting wound.

Shen Jin shook his head: "Go in first."

There are many people in the pagoda, especially the main hall, which has the most people. The Buddha statues enshrined on it are serious, and the whole pagoda is filled with incense.

Shen Jin walked to the side hall, where there were few people, and there was a Buddha statue on it, wide nose and thick ears, looking down at them solemnly.

In front of the Buddha statue was a half-person-high, slanted futon.

Shen Jin walked to the Buddha statue. He half-kneeled in front of the futon, his injured left hand was covered with blood stains with a tissue. Seeing the blood in front of the Buddha was not good, he folded his hands together and closed his eyes. The moment he was full of hostility All dissipated, just like all ordinary good men and women in the world.

What is he asking for?

Ruan Yan did not believe in Buddhism. She grew up on the sea when she was a child. There are people both at home and abroad. Their beliefs are very mixed, and she can't understand people's obsession with beliefs. It is even more difficult to understand that a tough person like Shen Jin will show such a pious side in order to pray for something one day.

Looking up again, he got up and walked to the teacher father next to him. He went there and whispered a few words with the teacher father.

The teacher's father handed him something.

Shen Jin accepted and walked towards Ruan Yan with his long legs.

"What did you ask for?" she asked him.

He did not answer her question, but directly asked her:

"Ruan Yan, will you start over with me?"

"Starting from the beginning, not only the lover of love, but also the friends who care about each other, no matter what happens, I will stand by your side without reservation and give you unconditional loyalty and preference. Unconditional."

He lifted his eyes and looked straight at Ruan Yan.

Ruan Yan never felt that he was gentle, never.

But at this moment, in this drooping Buddha incense, she actually saw a rare gentleness in his eyes.

The tenderness made her heart numb, completely different from Lu Boliang.

A crisp feeling came from her heart.

Do you start all over again?

There was a mess between her and Shen Jin. The mess started and ended. Is she really ready to get rid of this mess from the beginning?

Has she put down Lu Boliang completely? Did she really fully recognize her heart?

The gods and Buddhas sat all over the room, standing solemnly in front of her. In the main hall next to someone reciting the Heart Sutra, the sound of the scriptures entered her ears. She did not feel clear, but only felt more upset...

She is a rational person, and she needs a piece of evidence, a piece of evidence that proves that she has fully understood her heart.

And this is contrary to divinity.

Shen Jin stared at her. In this long silence, he suddenly smiled, what else could he say, he had already seen from her hesitant eyes.

After a long while, he said: "It doesn't seem to be that spiritual."

After he finished speaking, he stretched out his right hand, which was always behind his back, and spread it out in front of her eyes. It was a small golden cloth bag embroidered with a red "Fu".

"Accept it, as the last gift from a friend."

Her fingertips touched his warm palm, did not stop, and quickly left with Budai.

The phone vibrated, interrupting their silent atmosphere, Shen Jin picked it up, it was Fang Bai who called, and she asked Shen Jin if she had found Ruan Yan.

Shen Jin told Fang Bai this location.

Hua Yao is not big, and Fang Bai rushed over within a few minutes.

Shen Jin put Ruan Yan in the car, and when he left, he said to her:

"Take care of yourself in the future, keep the cloth bag, and keep it safe."

He turned around and said hardly the last sentence:

"Don't worry, there is already a wish that doesn't work. This will definitely work."