The Heroine’s Route is Wrong

The beautiful Xishuangbanna,

Can't keep my dad.

Shanghai is so big,

Is there a home for me?

Dad has a home,

Mom has a home,

I am left,

It seems superfluous.

——"The Beautiful Xishuangbanna", the theme song of the 1994 TV series "The Debt"

The spring of 1994.

A green-skinned train honked its whistle and drove across the vast North China Plain to the capital.

Looking out the window, there is a ridge of green wheat fields, and the crops are swaying with the spring breeze.

An eight or nine-year-old girl was sitting by the window. Her hair was slightly curly and yellow, and her complexion had obvious traces of exposure to the sun, but her eyebrows and facial features were well born.

She is lean and is wearing a half-old red sweater. If you look closely, you can see that the wool on the upper and lower parts of the sweater is different in color.

In the 1990s in the countryside, it was common for relatives and friends to carry a catty of wool to give gifts, and it was common for rural women to remove their sweaters and beat them again.

This is not the waywardness of buying a sweater for dozens of dollars on Taobao more than two decades later.

The sweater on the girl is two sweaters made of wool from different people.

This is her mother who picked up the leftover wool from the sweater that her aunt gave to her cousin before she was alive, and then she paid her own money and bought a similar red sweater.

This is her more festive and decent clothes. My mother said that she looked good in red just like her. My father gave her a piece of red silk from the city. My mother loves red the most.

However, my mother was dead, and there was an accident when she went to work in a factory in the township. My aunt took away half of the compensation, saying that it was used for her mother's funeral. Life in the country is not easy.

My uncle wrote to her and contacted her dad. My dad replied that he agreed to take her to the city. He was her dad. He could leave him alone if his mom was still alive, but now it is illegal for him not to raise his own daughter. I heard that my father was working in the government, and this kind of thing was extremely ugly.

On the phone, she heard her father's voice for the first time. It turned out that her father would pick her up. Her mother was laughed at for ten years, and finally her father recognized her.

A man in a blue tunic suit came over, and it was her uncle. The people of the Tian family are all pretty good-looking in their village, and her mother was a flower in the village at the beginning.

Uncle is thirty-five years old. Although his temperament is not outstanding, he can still see his straight nose, thick eyebrows and big eyes.

"Yiyi, don't look, it's almost the capital, do you want to go to the toilet, don't look for the toilet when you get off the car."

The girl turned her head and said, "Are there no toilets in the Beijing Railway Station?"

Tian Jianjun said: "It's important to go to your dad. Look for the toilet again. It's not procrastinated again."

The girl nodded, got up and went to the toilet. Tian Jianjun couldn't help but feel sad when he looked at his niece. He didn't know whether her father, that **** would treat her well in the future, he really regretted not holding his sister back then.

His younger sister Tian Qingqing visited Zhao Jing once in Beijing. Zhao Jing, who was admitted to university and returned to the city, has married a beautiful actress from his art troupe introduced by his mother.

Tian Qingqing and Zhao Jing set up a few tables of wine in the country back then, but there was no time to get the certificate. Zhao Jing spent all his time except labor reviewing or looking for books. Those days were dim and dark, how could he have the intention to take Tian Qingqing to the county to obtain a certificate.

When returning to the city for the college entrance examination, life changes were too fast. Mother Zhao saw that her son was not too young, and she needed a woman to take care of her. In addition, Mother Zhao also valued Chu Yingying, a junior from the art troupe.

Chu Yingying's father is a colonel, his grandfather is also a general, and Chu Yingying's mother is the deputy director of the Wujiang Provincial Security Bureau. This is right with their Zhao family.

What Zhao's mother objected most was that her son was married in the country. Now the time is different. She absolutely opposes that marriage.

Tian Qingqing went to the capital to look for Zhao Jing. Not only did he see that he had been married to Chu Yingying, but also Zhao's mother had chatted with her alone for two or three hours.

Finally, Tian Qingqing returned to the countryside and rejected Zhao's mother's proposal to take Zhao Qingyi, who was just one year old, to Zhao's family. In this life, he never wanted to go to the capital, but stubbornly swallowed all the bitter fruit and wanted to take his eldest daughter.

But Tian Qingqing's fate was too bitter, and an accident happened when he was less than 30 years old.

Tian Jianjun knows his sister's difficulties, and he also wants to raise a niece, but life in the country is difficult. His family has two children who have to go to school, and it is really difficult to support his niece. His wife also has a big opinion on this. (Note 1)

...

Tian Jianjun led his niece in the crowd, and repeatedly reminded her to follow up, and the two of them left the Beijing South Railway Station.

Zhao Qingyi sighed again as he looked at the still rather pristine Beijing style.

Her new life began again.

Life is like a river, whether she likes it or not, the river is always rushing towards the sea. It knows that it will disappear when it enters the sea, it is no longer a river, and it has no itself, but it still can't stop it.

The previous life is over, the love and hatred have disappeared, there are not many misses or reluctances, and the system ball is still responsible to deal with it.

Goodbye, daddy. Goodbye, brother Erdan.

Or goodbye long ago, after all, they were older than her, did not have such profound internal skills, and died earlier than her.

This time, the obsessive person who entrusted her was the original owner again, and she always dressed as such a pathetic and pitiful woman.

The original owner passed away because of an accident at work in his mother's factory, so he had to go to the capital to go to his father, Zhao Jing.

But Zhao Jing has formed a new family a long time ago. There is Chu Yingying, a beautiful actress and wife from the art troupe, a beautiful daughter, Zhao Anran, and a lovely son, Zhao Shufan.

The original owner did not choose to become an outsider in this family.

As soon as she entered this home, her rustic dress, foreign accent, and lack of common sense in the city all secretly became things that her two half-sisters and younger brothers ridiculed.

The original owner received a lot of ridicule when she was in the country. Everyone laughed at her as having no father. Her mother used to be greedy for vanity and wanted to follow her father to be a city resident, but they didn't want her anymore.

The original owner has developed a sensitive or even sharp personality since he was a child. When he was in the country, he would fight with those who said her mother behind her back.

In the countryside, it is common for children to fight. Sometimes it is her who suffers, sometimes it is the other's children who suffer. The parents of the children who fight with her will also come to the door. Usually the mother will apologize and scold her. As for the average country folks, if they get an apology, the people in the same village will forget it.

This is not the case in the city. She has already gone to school. Here, she is ridiculed by her classmates. If she hits someone, the teacher criticizes her. The parents don't follow her, her father dislikes her, and her stepmother rolls her eyes.

From the beginning, she grew up savagely as an uncultivated country wild child.

Her only role is to be the foil for her half-sister Zhao Anran.

Although Zhao Anran was one year and eight months younger than her, she went to school two years later in the countryside and they were in the same grade.

Zhao Qingyi joined Zhao Anran's class, and his grades were different, and the differences in manners and education were also different.

Also, Zhao Qingyi, who was not recognized and accepted by the group, grew up to become a younger sister, but she also liked Xu Yao, Zhao Anran's childhood sweetheart, so there was another face-slapped incident, which added a piece of joke.

In her third year of high school, she drank with the group of young people who would "identify" with her, but when she was drunk, she fell asleep and became pregnant.

Because the social youth was not responsible, she panicked, and in desperation she found an irregular hospital to cause a flow of people. It was only 2000, and the society was not so tolerant of such bad girls.

During the college entrance examination, she was weak and unable to get up during the small childbirth. She could not even take the college entrance examination and could not go to a vocational technical school. Her father was completely disappointed in her being able to leave even such an important matter to her. Chu Yingying asked if she wanted to repeat the study, but her father refused.

At that time, Zhao Anran took the college entrance examination. Of course, her grades were good, and as a person with a registered permanent residence in Beijing, she also successfully entered the University of Beijing.

Zhao Anran participated in international exchange activities when she was in college. After graduation, she was admitted as a civil servant, became a diplomat, and married her childhood sweetheart Xu Yao.

She was forbidden to attend the wedding, and she went there. The wedding also caused everyone a panic, for fear that she would make trouble.

After graduating from high school, her father gave her no food. She had to learn to earn a living in society and find a place to survive, but it was so difficult.

She wasted half of her life without getting married, but was lonely and hard to feed her body, and there was no place for her in that home. My father never thought of buying a house for her as well as supporting his other two sons and daughters to set up a family and support them to buy a house. She has always lived in a low-rent housing for outsiders.

At the age of 40, she had already suffered from severe psychological depression and could not control her behavior. On the day of her mother's death, she returned to her "home" where she was not welcome and jumped from the balcony of her "home".

The original owner said: [I think, I want everyone to know that my mother is not a vain woman in the country, she is the original partner. I am not a wild species. 】

[I also want to have a normal life, with friends and people who identify with me. 】

[I think even if my father loves Zhao Anran and Zhao Shufan a hundred times better than me, I am a hundred times better than them. They are ‘unsupportable mud’ compared to me, as my dad said to me at the beginning. 】

[I...I don't want to fight with An Ran, as long as Xu Yao finds out that it is not that he does not want me, but that he can't afford me. 】

The manager wanted to refuse this request, which was a bit green tea, but the other party insisted.

Zhao Qingyi now has her memory, knowing that when the original owner was just a girl's most common and normal expression of love, he was actually ridiculed by such a ruthless group.

They even talked about the words ‘sluts want men’, and they said, ‘she was as cheap as her mother back then’ and ‘if there is a mother, there must be a daughter’.

Now he didn't ask to harm people or really want to sleep with men. It's just a secondary task that can be accomplished by being a man's goddess, which is not a big deal.

So many female celebrities in modern times have become the dream lovers and goddesses of how many men, but do men with dream lovers and goddesses not fall in love and get married in reality?

Are those female stars just green tea **** destroying people’s families?

I really want to live my life according to those sensitive and same-sex standards that are more stringent than men and women, I'm afraid this world is also deformed.

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Of course Zhao Jing would not send someone to pick them up. Tian Jianjun bought a map at the train station, checked the map and the bus, and took her to his father's house according to the address.

Grandfather is a major general. Although Zhao's mother is dissatisfied with Tian Qingqing, Zhao's mother's background is also really good.

So after working in Zhao Jing, they bought a large enough commercial house in the X ring XX area with their abilities and Zhao Jing's work unit.

At the end of the 1980s, the housing prices in the capital at this location were still as close to the people as the managers in the world.