The Joy of Rebirth

"When will days like this end?" Looking at the sunset outside the window, I couldn't help but feel a little melancholy.

That bad guy didn't know why he came to see me, so he left me alone in Puhai. It's been a month. Is he worried to death?

The sound of footsteps came, it must be my brother.

"Yi Yan, what are you thinking about?" It turned out to be sister-in-law Zhou Cuicui.

I sighed and said:

"What do you think I am thinking? I am not that bad guy. He hasn't come to see me for more than a month. Do you want to forget me?"

My sister-in-law came over and stood side by side with me:

"Oh, you're talking about Bihuang. By the way, you can't live without that kid. You look so sad every day."

I felt anxious:

"I'm so angry that I almost forgot about me. Oh, I regret it so much." I couldn't help but feel a little annoyed. It would have been great if I had gone with Bihuang when Bihuang asked me to go to Beihuang City last time. There are so many things going on now.

My sister-in-law said with a smile:

"It seems that this brother-in-law's charm is so great that it makes my sister look haggard without thinking about food or tea."

I was shocked and quickly touched my face:

"Really, sister-in-law, please don't lie to me, I..."

My sister-in-law smiled sweetly, stretched out her hand and tapped my forehead:

"Look at how nervous you are. I just said it casually to see how scared you are."

I feel depressed in my heart. If I had been a eldest sister, I would have stepped on others, but now I have long since stopped doing that job, and it is no longer easy to do it again. Now I feel that it is meaningless and I am too lazy to do it.

"Hey," I sighed again. For some reason, after Ye Bihuang left, I fell in love with sighing. This way I don't look like me at all.

Sometimes I am also very distressed.

My sister-in-law put her hands on my shoulders, hugged me and said:

"Seeing how sluggish you are day by day, my sister-in-law is also distressed. How about we book a flight to Beihuang City tomorrow? The airport over there has been repaired and you can fly there directly."

I was overjoyed, and was about to agree, but suddenly I thought of Ye Bihuang's shameless attitude, and I felt itching with hatred in my heart. If I went now, even though he wouldn't pick me up at the airport, but then The bastard will definitely face him with a careless look, so where can he put his face at that time?

Thinking of this, I gritted my teeth and stamped my feet, and said fiercely:

"I'm not going, I want him to come pick me up."

When my sister-in-law heard this, she burst into laughter:

"You girl, you are so stubborn. You want to die in your heart, but you still don't want to show weakness. Feelings are two-sided. How can there be an absolute balance between two people? There must be one party who is weaker and the other stronger. Only in this way can it be beneficial. Emotional development..."

Is this really the case? I had some doubts in my heart and shook my head slightly:

"I don't believe it, how could it be like this?"

Thinking that there are so many women in Bihuang, I feel a little uncomfortable, but there is nothing I can do about it. But is he so busy that he doesn't even have time to come over and take a look at me?

Sister-in-law smiled slightly:

"Sooner or later you will understand this life experience. If two people in love are both very strong people, they will collapse sooner or later. You have to know that in the lives of two people, one person needs to be assertive and take the lead, and the other needs to be independent. Only when one person adopts a tolerant attitude and accommodates each other can the relationship last for a long time. If one blindly loses temper, it will not only be detrimental to the relationship between the two, it may even be harmful."

"ah."

I was shocked, is this true? I used to like to have a bad temper, but Bihuang didn't say anything. Now, I couldn't help but panic. After all, the one I love most is Bihuang, and I don't want him to get angry. I'm angry.

My sister-in-law said softly:

"Think about it carefully, I believe you will think it through."

I...hey...

My heart was in turmoil.

"Where's my brother?" I changed the subject to cover up my panic.

My sister-in-law smiled and said:

"Your brother has been very busy recently. As you know, he is currently discussing business with your man. The size of the company is also expanding rapidly. He can't wait to work 24 hours a day."

"I'm really... so busy. It's very different from my previous brother." I was very emotional. Indeed, although my previous brother was also obsessed with the company's physical goods, he would never do what he does now. When he was working in the street, he was quite aggressive. Later, he changed his career to a business. After reaching a certain scale, he began to stick to the industry and did not want to develop further. As a younger sister, I actually admired this approach of my brother. , in this world, too little money is not enough, and too much money is not enough, as long as it is enough to spend, Liu Yiyan feels that his family has already spent enough money, and what he needs now is stability.

Bihuang made his brother change and become more aggressive and energetic. His current brother looks a bit like him when he was young. Liu Yiyan feels that his brother is in good shape now.

Sister-in-law smiled slightly:

"I think he is in pretty good shape now and is living quite a fulfilling life. Although he lived a relaxed life in the past, I always felt that something was missing. Now I find that it was his drive... A man should actually have a little drive. Son……"

I whispered:

"Sister-in-law, I want to go back to the house and rest for a while."

My sister-in-law said softly:

"Well, you can rest."

I turned around and slowly left the living room.

Zhou Cuicui watched Liu Yiyan leave with a thoughtful light in her eyes. She remembered that when she first met Ye Bihuang, he was just an unknown boy. How could he become so different after two or three years? So dazzling, like a rising star. I remember that he was on TV a few days ago. It is said that he was awarded the Outstanding Contribution Award by the national leader.

I returned to the bedroom and came to the bed. This room was so familiar. I used to hide in my own cabin, watch TV, play on the computer, and sleep with nothing to do. It was already the happiest day. But now I am in the bedroom. Why do I feel so empty and boring here? Why is he always in my mind?

Is it true that the relationship between two people is like what my sister-in-law said, one must be strong and the other weak? There is no doubt about who is stronger and who is weaker between Ye Bihuang and myself.

Could it be...do I really want to go to Beihuang City to find him?

"Why……"

I put on my pajamas, sat quietly on the bed, opened the window, and the light on the table in front of the window was on. Inexplicably, I suddenly felt a sense of peace in my heart.

I casually took out a Youth Digest from the bedside and read it. It was strange to say that I didn’t know when I started to like reading books like "Youth Digest". I remember that before the third grade of junior high school, I didn’t even I don't like the city. When I read every story in the book, my mood started to change. This was such an incredible thing for me. I used to be so prosperous, so how could I be so sentimental?

Ye Bihuang, Ye Bihuang, look at you, you have made so many girls worried about you, but you behave so calmly, you... you are simply a bastard.

After reading the Youth Digest for a while, my heart finally calmed down and I was no longer so irritable. There were many interesting stories in the Digest, one of which was the most touching. It was an article titled "Bite Life with Teeth". It tells a true story. One day, two old people went traveling. On the mountain in the scenic area, the two old people left the tour group and took each other to the cliff to watch the sunset. The sunset was infinitely beautiful and the western sky was burning. The orange-red glow was like a colorful sun rain, splashing on the rocks and grass, dancing with the brilliant sunshine. The two old men were fascinated by the incomparable beauty. Suddenly, they felt that there was someone beside them. Something fell down, and he subconsciously stretched out his hand to grab it. What he grabbed was his wife who had lost her footing. He grabbed her collar and tried to pull her up, but no matter how hard he tried, it was to no avail. She was hanging on the cliff. He didn't dare to move at will, otherwise both of them would fall into the valley at the same time and be shattered into pieces. He couldn't hold her up while holding her. His hands were numb and his arms were swollen, as if they would break with his body at any time. He realized that he His thin arms couldn't hold her too heavy body. He could only bite her collar with his teeth and hold on until the last moment. He hoped that someone would suddenly appear and rescue her from the desperate situation. She was hanging on the cliff. , is equivalent to nailing life to the door of hell. Who will come to the cliff in this evening when the sun sets. After realizing this, she said: "Let it go, my dear..." He gritted his teeth tightly. Unable to speak, she could only use her eyes to signal her to be quiet. One minute passed, two minutes passed, and three minutes passed. In the dark, she felt hot and sticky liquid dripping on her face. She sensitively realized that the blood was flowing out of his mouth, and it had a salty and fishy taste. She once begged him: "Please, my dear, let me go. Your heart is enough." Now, facing death, I will not blame you..." He still bit her collar tightly, unable to speak. He could only use his eyes to stop her from struggling again. One hour passed, two hours passed. , she felt big drops of hot liquid dripping on her face. She knew that his orifices were bleeding. Her heart was broken but there was nothing she could do. She knew that he was fighting against death with a strong heart. Her heart was extremely heavy. Death was flapping its powerful wings like an eagle, swooping down and attacking her at all times. If she was not careful, her life would be wrapped in a cocoon and terminated... I don’t know how long it took, the tour group People holding torches found the edge of the cliff and finally rescued them. He stayed in a hospital not far away for a long time. After that incident, all his teeth fell out and he never stood up again. , she pushed him in a wheelchair every day, walking on the street, watching the sunset, and she said: "Why did you try so hard to save this bad old woman like me? Honey, look, the teeth..." He murmured: "My dear , I know that when I let go, I lost not only you, but also my happiness for the rest of my life..."

After reading this story, I felt a lot of emotion, whether it was for the two old people in the story or for myself. There was no doubt that it was impossible for me and Bihuang to do this.

I really want to...I really want to go back to the afternoon when we first met. He was just a child at that time, half a head shorter than me, but he could stand up so bravely in the face of extremely vicious villains, without any hesitation. Not being afraid, what kind of courage does that require? If he accidentally fell off the cliff, he would take action, he is so brave.

Oops, Liu Yiyan, why do you always put these endless questions first? These things are impossible to happen. Can you stop thinking about these boring things?

I patted my face gently, intending to make myself more awake.

The night is as cold as water. What is Bihuang doing tonight? Does he miss himself?

Turn off the desk lamp, lie quietly on the bed, and cover yourself with a quilt.

Forget it, let's go find Bihuang and set off tomorrow.

The bedroom fell into darkness, leaving only the sound of shallow breathing. The whole room exuded a faint scent of orange, slightly sour and sweet, just like the thoughts of the girl in the room, ups and downs, although a little arrogant, but But I will always only care about that one person.

The night wind blows, the fragrance floats far away, the night is as cool as water, everything... is silent.