The King of Special Warfare

Li Xiaohei slowly stood up, feeling a pain in his knee. The skin must have been broken, but he didn't know if the injury had damaged the bone.

He smiled mockingly to himself. With this kind of injury, he could only brace himself. Buying medicine was a complete waste of money. He just hoped to get better soon and continue to find a job that could make a living. No matter what, he had to stay alive.

He limped while walking outside a residential area.

"Hello!"

A somewhat cold and hesitant voice sounded behind him.

Li Xiaohei paused.

There was still the sound of high heels hitting the floor, but it was extremely urgent.

Behind him, the woman who had left just now trotted over. This time, there was no suitcase in her hand.

She didn't seem to exercise much. Although she was in excellent shape, her breathing became a little rapid as she trotted, and her chest kept rising and falling.

She stopped in front of Li Xiaohei, still maintaining an angry frown and looking at him without speaking.

Li Xiaohei also looked at her blankly.

silence.

"What are you looking at?"

The woman said angrily, taking the initiative to break the silence.

She didn't know why. She walked away angrily and didn't intend to care about the stranger. But the further she walked home, the weirder her mood became, and the inexplicable familiarity with the other person seemed to become more and more... The more profound.

She entered the unit building and entered the elevator, but she couldn't suppress the thoughts in her mind.

In the end, she didn't even enter the house, she just threw her suitcase at the door and hurried out.

This idiot hadn't gone far yet and easily caught up with him.

"What are you here for?"

Li Xiaohei asked with a somewhat complicated tone.

The woman tilted her head and looked at Li Xiaohei. The feeling of familiarity became stronger and stronger. She took the initiative to ask: "Do we know each other? No, have we met somewhere before? I feel that you are very familiar."

Before...

Past life?

Li Xiaohei smiled bitterly: "No, if I had seen you before, how could I just peek at you and watch you fall?"

The woman's face turned slightly red, a little annoyed, but also a little happy. She seemed very satisfied with her charming appearance, and a smile appeared on the corner of her mouth: "Hey, you admitted that you peeked at me when I fell, right? I still I kindly helped you to rest on a chair, do you want to thank me?"

After saying this, she herself was stunned for a moment.

Except for her two best friends, she looked like an iceberg in front of everyone else, but what happened today? Are you going to let go of your reserve and return to girlhood?

"Thanks."

Li Xiaohei said seriously and awkwardly.

He just wanted to leave this place quickly, and he became increasingly uneasy.

The woman who was reflecting on herself suddenly became a little angry again: "Isn't it just a thank you?"

Her tone was so coquettish that she even felt ashamed: "Invite me to dinner!"

She looked at Li Xiaohei and her eyes wandered: "It doesn't need to be too expensive, just the beef noodles at the school entrance."

Li Xiaohei was silent for a while.

The beef noodles at the school entrance are decades old. The boss has a secret recipe and does not sell them to the outside world. He went there often in his previous life. Women also like the noodles there. A bowl costs twelve yuan. It has not increased in the past ten years. In the past life, the two of them had two big bowls every time they went there. She had a small appetite and could only eat half of it and gave the rest to him. She would then smile and watch him eat, and would help him rub his belly, jokingly saying I'll hold you to death...

Li Xiaohei felt that his heart was twitching violently, accompanied by strong sadness and pain.

Twelve yuan, two bowls, twenty-four.

If possible, he is willing to treat her to a bowl of noodles, even if he is hungry for the next few days. Maybe it is impossible for the two of them in this life, but he is willing to cherish every second with her.

But...

He didn't have the money with him.

Not to mention twenty-four, he didn't even have twelve dollars.

His total net worth is only eight yuan, and he can't even afford a small bowl of noodles.

"Yes...I'm sorry..."

Li Xiaohei's voice was trembling, and the intense embarrassment made his whole body gradually numb: "I still have something to do, if...if it's possible, I'll definitely invite you next time, next time...There's something else, I... I go first."

He limped forward two steps.

As a result, the woman chased him again and grabbed his arm.

Li Xiaohei lowered his head and did not dare to raise it. Even though he had experienced many hardships and never felt inferior, he felt the taste of inferiority for the first time.

The kind of suffering that you can't hold your head high in front of the woman you love.

"Where can I find you next time?"

The woman no longer investigated the source of her inner impulse. She took out her mobile phone and shook it: "It's okay next time. Can I leave a phone number?"

Li Xiaohei's body trembled.

A strong sense of shame seemed to burst out crazily from deep within him.

He opened his mouth, not knowing what to say.

"Um?"

The woman raised her eyebrows. That kind of exquisite femininity had once fascinated him in his previous life, but now it made him breathless.

"I do not have a phone."

Li Xiaohei smiled bitterly. He couldn't afford a mobile phone, even the cheapest one, and he didn't dare to buy it. This amount of money was enough to cover his living expenses for one and a half months.

The woman was silent.

She looked at Li Xiaohei and saw her embarrassment and loss.

She obviously didn't know this man, but at this moment, she felt an extremely strong feeling of distress in her heart.

She probably knew the reason why the other party didn't want to invite her to eat noodles.

Because you can't afford it?

She looked at him carefully. He was in good health, had hands and feet, and had clear thoughts. Could she not afford to hire such a person?

At this moment, she didn't despise anything, nor did she think that the other party was a useless waste. She just felt distressed, simply distressed.

"It's not that I don't have money, it's just..."

Li Xiaohei's face turned red and white. He wanted to explain, but he couldn't.

He had just paid the rent a few days ago, and most of the remaining savings were used to pay the fines of the museum. That's why he was so embarrassed. Otherwise, how could he not be able to afford a bowl of noodles?

"Gululu..."

A strange sound rang out.

Li Xiaohei was even more embarrassed.

"I know."

The woman's voice suddenly became gentle: "Let me treat you to some noodles, um, that's it... that's it..."

"I owe you."

Before the woman could find out the reason, Li Xiaohei took the initiative to speak.

He really hoped to stay with her for a while, even if it was just for a bowl of noodles.

The woman smiled and nodded.

The two came to the familiar but unfamiliar noodle shop at the door and ordered two bowls of noodles. The woman still didn't eat, but she didn't give it to Li Xiaohei. She just looked at him who was eating the noodles with his head down and said with a smile: "Is that enough? If it’s not enough, I’ll get you another bowl.”

"Need not."

Li Xiaohei shook his head, paused, and whispered: "Thank you."

The woman's cell phone rang.

Li Xiaohei's palms tightened suddenly, but he did not speak.

The woman answered the phone: "Hey, dad, um, I'm back. I left my luggage at the door. I met a friend, um, um, at the noodle shop in front of the school. Okay, okay, I know. um, um, let's do this first , I’ll go back in a moment.”

She put down her phone, took a sip of soup gracefully, and said with a smile: "What's your name? My name is Bai Bai, um, full name, my surname is Bai, my first name is also Bai, the name my dad gave me is very strange, every time This time someone called me by my full name, it was as if they were saying goodbye to me, in vain, bye...

People who are familiar with me call me Xiaobai, Bai Xiaobai, what about you? "

Li Xiaohei was stunned. He didn't know whether the coincidence in the name would cause misunderstanding, but there was no need to hide his real name. He whispered: "My name is Li Xiaohei."

"Xiaobai Xiaohei..."

Bai Xiaobai chuckled, and she lightly kicked Li Xiaohei under the table: "Our names are destined."

At this moment, there was nothing charming about her movements, voice or eyes, only the novelty of discovering something interesting.

Li Xiaohei smiled bitterly and said nothing.

There was indeed a fate, but that was in a previous life.

"You don't agree with what I say?"

Bai Xiaobai raised his eyebrows and asked.

"The word fate... I don't deserve it."

Li Xiaohei laughed at himself: "People like me..."

"That sounds a little depressing."

Bai Xiaobai looked at him: "What kind of person are you?"

"Have you ever heard of a defeated dog?"

Li Xiaohei thought for a while: "That's probably me, and I'm the best of the losers. I have nothing and no merit."

He stirred the noodles in the bowl and said softly: "I have also thought about my life. I feel that the greatest advantage of me is probably that no matter what I have experienced, I still want to live shamelessly. I don't even think about it. Know why you are alive..."

He was silent for a while and then suddenly laughed: "But if you think about it carefully, it seems that I haven't experienced anything. My experience has been a bit miserable, but at least I am healthy and have sound hands and feet. There are many people who are worse than me..."

He was thinking about the college entrance examination after his rebirth.

Since that college entrance examination, my parents left, the family disappeared, the company changed owners, relatives looked down upon me, I failed the college entrance examination again, I couldn’t help but watch the stock fall to the bottom if I had money, the takeaway battery cart was stolen, bad reviews came one after another, and the agency couldn’t come out Orders, picky customers, ridiculing from leaders, being ignored when setting up a breakfast stall, being chased away from the restaurant, being slapped...

Is it bitter?

bitter.

But...

Is it really bitter?

Saying that life is hard, saying that life is difficult, saying that you have bad luck, it all counts.

But can these experiences really be described as bitter?

The most painful thing is actually the sense of gap that he still can't accept.

His current life is very difficult, but it is still much easier than many people.

But comparing the twenty-seven-year-old in his previous life with the twenty-seven-year-old now, the feeling of disparity that makes people despair and confused is what makes him cry.

Reborn at the age of seventeen.

For ten years, he had been falling downwards from the happiness of his previous life, but he never reached the bottom.

Under such a sense of gap, the suffering and hardship of life are the most painful.

People cannot be compared with each other.

Everyone has his own path in life, his own happiness and despair in life.

And for individuals.

The most desperate thing is never the sudden cruelty and bad news, but the fact that he is still in an environment that he cannot adapt to, using every little thing, like a soft knife, to tear him apart repeatedly. His wounds flattened his will, destroyed his soul, and pushed him bit by bit into the most desperate abyss.

"You still have a long life..."

Bai Xiaobai looked at Li Xiaohei and said softly: "If you are willing, it is not too late from now on.

Well, I bought you a bowl of noodles. In return, how about you tell me your story? "

"There's nothing to talk about."

Li Xiaohei shook his head: "The biggest shock I have ever experienced in my life so far is probably the death of my parents. The other things are all trivial things. But there are too many of these trivial things, and it will be very difficult to talk about them. Pretentious.”

But the experience was extremely despairing.

He looked at Bai Xiaobai sitting opposite him, his fiancée in his previous life, the most perfect partner, but in this life he was no longer in the same world.

The most desperate thing was this. He still remembered the paradise-like scenery above, but the cruel reality used all his strength to push him little by little into the abyss-like darkness below.

"It's really hypocritical."

Li Xiaohei laughed: "Maybe, I have seen the beauty of this world before, so this world is the most bitter to me now. But if we talk about the actual situation, my situation should be a large part of it. It’s normal for people, but I’m not them, so it’s hard for me to accept it.”

He looked down at the big bowl of noodles in front of him and murmured: "It's really bitter..."

"That..."

Bai Xiaobai hesitated: "Can I give you a candy?"

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