The Last Train to Hell

I found that the things inside were not damaged, so I didn't care about it anymore.

Now thinking about it, I was really too careless.

After opening the box, there were indeed a lot of things inside.

It can be said that most of the things I saw when I was a child were packed in it.

There were also some things I had never seen before, which were all placed very well by the blind grandfather.

And on the top was a letter, which had turned yellow.

It should be the letter that the blind grandfather left for me before he died.

It's a pity that I am an unfilial and careless person, and I didn't find this letter at all.

So I didn't realize the kindness of the blind grandfather until now.

This letter is extremely important to me. I picked up the letter and held it in my hand. My hand was shaking a little.

It was just a few thin pieces of paper, but it felt heavier than a thousand pounds in my hand.

I don't know what the blind grandfather would write to me. Did he expect that I would experience what I am going through now?

I opened the letter and read the whole letter word by word.

The content of this letter is not as important as I thought.

But after reading this letter, I finally felt a little warm in my heart.

Neither Er Zhou nor the man in the suit could give me warmth.

A letter from the blind grandfather gave me enough warmth.

But after reading this letter, I always felt that something was wrong.

The words that the blind grandfather said to me when I was a child.

I began to pick out the contents of this letter.

When I was a child, the blind grandfather and I always liked to play charades. Sometimes when we did something wrong, we didn’t dare to tell the truth.

Later, the blind grandfather told me that if I did something wrong, I could write about it in the letter.

Then write it out according to a certain rule.

I thought about the rules that I had set with the blind grandfather at that time.

According to that rule, I counted the number of words in my heart.

Sure enough, the blind grandfather left me a sentence.

His heart is far from being so ordinary and simple.

"If you leave Eryang Village, don't come back, keep safe, and don't worry about me."

Why did the blind grandfather say that I don't want to worry about him?

What can a living person do to a dead person? It's nothing more than burning two pieces of paper.

I was a little confused, and I always felt that this sentence had a deeper meaning.

But I didn't understand the meaning, and I didn't know what to say to others.

I rubbed my temples, and I felt a little depressed.

I put the letter in my pocket. In fact, I had memorized the contents of the letter.

I have never had such a good memory.

But every word in the letter from the blind grandfather was from the heart, so how could I not remember it?

After putting the letter away, I began to look through the things below.

I saw that every book fell in, but some were big on top, and some were small on the bottom.

Anyway, it was very strange. Normal people would say that the biggest ones should be placed at the bottom and the smaller ones on top when packing in a box.

But the order of the pile of books of the blind grandfather was very strange.

This made me pay attention again. Fortunately, I didn't take out all the books just now.

I looked at the things in the order just now.

I suddenly found that the titles of these books were roughly in the order we decided before.

I started to analyze them bit by bit.

The blind grandfather told me to be careful of the people around me!

Who is the one who said "be careful of the people around you"?

Er Zhou, the man in the suit or the broken eyebrow, the three of them don't look like bad people.

But who else is around me besides them?

If this rule is made up casually.

It shouldn't be such a sentence if it's just a coincidence. .

I don't quite understand what the blind grandfather meant by arranging this sentence?

He hoped that I wouldn't arrange it intentionally because I trusted the people around me too much.

Or he just did it unintentionally, I really don't believe he did it unintentionally.

After all, coincidences are not so coincidental. These books are similar to the mythological stories I read before.

The contents inside are also the same, and there are no Taoist secrets that I thought.

I don't understand why the blind grandfather treasures these books so much.

For him, do these books have any other meaning?

I roughly flipped through each book, although I didn't read the contents.

But I have to guarantee that there is no note inside.

Otherwise, the blind grandfather left some words, and I didn't see it, which would be a waste of his efforts.

I thought about it again, and I suddenly understood something from this sentence.

If I had opened this box just when my blind grandfather died.

He told me to be careful of the people around me, and the one I should be careful of was the person who cheated me of my money.

I think the blind grandfather had already calculated that I might lose money.

So he left this sentence on purpose, asking me to be careful and not to trust others too much.

But I didn't expect that it would be ten years later when I saw this sentence.

Er Zhou suddenly came in from outside again, but there was a pile of books in front of me.

He also sat down by the bed, picked up each book and looked at it, and finally arranged them neatly according to size.

"Have you seen these books? When your grandfather and I were young, we read these stories all day long. Later, the reform broke the feudal superstition, and these things were considered feudal superstition. I don't know how much effort your grandfather spent to keep this thing."

Er Zhou said with emotion, and then explained to me.

"Why did I turn against him and be sent down to the village together? I was not convinced. I felt that we were not the kind of people who cheated. Why should we be abused by them?"

Thinking about the TV series at that time, their experience was a bit like abuse.

It is normal for Er Zhou to be unable to accept it.

Then why did he poke out one of the eyes of the blind grandfather?

Before I asked, Er Zhou smiled bitterly and took the initiative to tell me.

"I told your grandfather at that time that I wanted to leave this land. This land is not for people to stay. Then your grandfather refused to agree and insisted that I should be patient. We had a quarrel. I suddenly remembered that from childhood to adulthood, in the eyes of the master or in the eyes of my parents, I was not as stable as him. He was indeed stable, but he was dull."

Thinking about my grandfather's character, I don't know if this information is accurate.

But in my eyes, the blind grandfather is the best person.

"I felt unhappy, so I took action and accidentally blinded your grandfather's eyes. I panicked even more and fled from him in a panic. After that, we didn't see each other for half of our lives."

I nodded. Before the blind grandfather died, he muttered a few words.

"Huang Shu, Huang Shu."

I thought he was thinking what he was thinking, and now I understand.