The Last Train to Hell

I am not a ruthless person, but I also know that if you don't cut the grass at the root, it will grow again in the spring breeze.

The hope left to the enemy is the declaration of war left to yourself.

Being cruel to the enemy is kindness to yourself, and similarly being kind to the enemy is cruelty to yourself.

It's only four o'clock in the afternoon, but I can't fall asleep.

It's not surprising, after all, I slept for a day and a night before.

It's not long since I slept for a while, and it's strange that I can fall asleep. If I can't fall asleep, I will get up and exercise.

Thinking about my current physical fitness, I can only sigh.

Let alone running, sometimes I have to pant when I walk a few steps.

Whose young man is like me?

Young people in their twenties all walk with the wind.

Looking at it again, I seem to be an old man who is about to die.

It's not my fault that I don't have spirit. It's mainly because all the things are weighing on my heart, and I always sigh uncontrollably.

I feel sorry for my life and helpless for my future.

I don't know what I will encounter next.

I don't know what my future life will be like.

Just as I turned over, the phone rang again.

I didn't look at who called.

I answered the phone directly and heard Jinsuocheng's voice coming from the other side.

He actually informed me that I didn't need to drive tonight.

How could he change his orders every day?

In the morning, he told me that I must drive, but at night, it meant that I didn't need to drive.

For me, it doesn't matter whether I drive or not.

It's this feeling of being played with that makes me very uncomfortable.

But in fact, Jinsuocheng didn't play with me on purpose.

He can't decide whether I drive or not.

I think that although the bus company belongs to the Ministry of Transport, the real owner is Jinsuocheng now.

At least in Hejian City, who else could be the owner of the Hejian City Bus Company if not him?

I have never seen the leaders of the Ministry of Transport come to the bus company to inspect the situation,

nor have I heard other people arrange things for the bus company. The superior orders we heard all came from Jinsuocheng.

Sometimes I wonder if the Ministry of Transportation really doesn't know about the bus company.

Or are they pretending to be deaf.

Or maybe the order they want to convey has never been conveyed.

If there are one or two people from Jinsuo City in the Ministry of Transportation, I believe it.

But I don't believe that all the people in the Ministry of Transportation are the same as Jinsuo City.

There will always be one or two upright people in the world. If there are not even one or two upright people.

Then what is the world, how can we say that the world is clear?

I really want to go to the Ministry of Transportation to ask, do they really not know about the last bus of Route 14?

But why is the last bus of Route 14 never mentioned by anyone, I don't know the reason.

So far, no one has told me the reason why everyone never mentions the last bus of Route 14.

If it is because of a curse, there must be a few people who are not afraid of death.

Anyway, the whole thing about the last bus of Route 14 gives me a very mysterious feeling.

It is so mysterious that I feel that everyone around me knows the situation, only I don't know the situation.

I even wonder if everyone is acting with me?

But it's impossible. I meet a lot of people every day.

If everyone is acting with me, why don't I believe it?

Is it necessary to act with me?

I am just an ordinary person, nothing special.

If not, I became the last bus driver of Route 14, I think the next life.

It must be the kind of calm and peaceful, maybe I will find an ordinary woman,

as long as she doesn't despise my poor family.

What are the conditions of my family? Can't I know it?

With the conditions of my family, it is not easy to marry a good wife.

In fact, I am very puzzled, why did Zhang Ning like me before.

Now it seems that I am probably the person who showed kindness to her in her long years, and we are strangers to each other.

But she didn't know that even if I met another person that day, I would still take him away from the airport.

In that weird environment, she didn't need me to take her. Thinking about the stupid things I did, it was quite funny.

It's not that I don't like Zhang Ning, but she came a little late.

Before that, I had already firmly placed Bai Xian in my heart.

How can I accommodate another person if I already have someone in my heart?

Although it sounds a bit unpleasant to say so, it is actually like this.

I can't say that I will never marry for Bai Xian, but at least until I find her and find a satisfactory answer.

I will no longer consider those things of love.

Whether it is the last bus of No. 14 or the matter of the charity cemetery, I didn't have the opportunity to consider love.

In fact, now I know more things, and I gradually understand a little bit.

Bai Xian's life experience is definitely not simple, maybe she has a great background.

And I dare to be sure that she is definitely not dead now, but just returned to her body to cultivate.

I don't know if she knows that she will not really disappear when she tries her best for me?

Even if she knew she wouldn't die, she was willing to risk everything for me, that was her kindness to me.

If she didn't know it and she risked everything for me, then she really cared about me.

"What are you doing with the flapping in the room? I thought there was another living corpse in the room."

I had just moved a few times when the old man opened the door and came in.

To put it bluntly, his tone of voice sounded as if this room was his home.

I can refute what others say, but this old man’s current status is an unbridgeable gap for me.

I could only grit my teeth and endure it, no matter how much he ridiculed me.

Anyway, if you let him say a few words casually, you won't lose a piece of flesh.

Furthermore, I really shouldn’t be flapping around upstairs. What if I come back downstairs to find us?

Fortunately, the sound insulation in Duanmei's community is pretty good.

I can’t even imagine what kind of disaster this would be if the sound insulation was not good.

"I don't have to get out of the car tonight. Jin Suocheng called me just now and told me. I don't know what he meant."

I said a little impatiently, this going back on one's word is very annoying.

As for whether the old man can understand what I am thinking, I don't know.

I hope he can understand how upset I am.

But if people don’t understand, there’s nothing I can do about it.

The old man nodded, with that enigmatic look on his face again.