The Last Train to Hell

Almost disappeared from the world.

I clearly remember that when she first appeared in front of me, her body was no different from that of a living person.

But now it is as if only a shadow is left.

Bai Xian leaned on my arms, and I felt as if I owned the whole world.

The excitement in my heart is indescribable. I never thought that I would have the opportunity to hold her in my arms again.

But no matter how much I miss her and how reluctant I am to let her go, I still want her to leave with Granny Long.

At least she can save her life if she leaves me.

When I finish all the things, I can pick her up at that time.

"You go back with Granny Long first. When I finish all the things, I will find you. You can take the body away together. If I don't find you, you can find a good man to marry. He must be better to you than me, otherwise I will die with regrets."

I didn't expect that I would have such a selfless day. I can't die by myself and let Bai Xian leave this world with me completely.

I think it's quite simple. If I really want to disappear from this world.

Then I hope Bai Xian can have her own life next.

I'm gone, so the so-called three smiles marriage should be gone.

Bai Xian smiled bitterly and shook her head. Her hand gently touched my face. I felt a little cold and felt a little sad.

She still doesn't have the temperature of a normal person. If she enters that corpse and becomes an ordinary person, she will be like me, with a warm body.

We can live like a normal couple.

Am I capable of protecting her?

I doubt it very much, and I don't have much confidence in myself.

At this moment, I doubt whether I can really protect her.

If I can't protect her, what should I do?

Bai Xian struggled for a while, but found that I used a lot of strength and didn't give her a chance to break free.

She simply lay on my chest and said in a muffled voice.

"This is the ninth life for both of us. Because you have let down many people in the previous lives, these people cursed you and me. If we cannot be together in the ninth life, we will be doomed forever."

I didn't quite understand what Bai Xian meant. Why would we be doomed forever if we cannot be together in the ninth life?

And what did I do before, something that was so harmful to the world that made so many people curse me and her together?

So, she was dragged down by me, and she was with me because of the curse?

This made me feel a little uncomfortable. Although I knew that it was a good start for her to be with me.

If I care too much, I will appear to be particularly petty.

But I still feel that it is completely unnecessary to be with me because of the so-called nine-life marriage.

I can do everything I can to resolve the nine-life karma and untie all the shackles that bind us.

By then, we will both have absolute freedom, and it will be too late to make a decision.

"If you have to be with me because of the nine-life marriage, then I will try my best to find a way to break it. There will always be a way to break this curse, and then you can choose your happiness."

I don't know what our relationship was in the previous lives.

But now Bai Xian and I don't seem to be a good match. I am plain-looking and can't be found in the crowd.

No matter who sees me, they can only say that I look like an honest person.

But even if Bai Xian is a star on TV, she may not be as pretty as her.

It's a pity for such a beauty to be with me.

Isn't it just wronging her? I thought so in my heart, and felt a little bitter.

It's really because of the so-called nine-life marriage that you are with me to avoid the final doom.

If it's really so reluctant, then I will bear all the cause and effect, there is always a way.

Bai Xian showed a stunned expression on her face, obviously she didn't expect me to say such a thing.

Then she slapped me hard on the face, as if she was blaming me.

She blamed me for having such a ridiculous idea and saying such a thing.

"Su Ren, when you said that, did you really think about it? Did you really have any guts?"

Bai Xian's voice was a little choked up, and she spoke so loudly that I guessed that everyone outside the door should have heard it.

Sure enough, the next moment, Granny Long pushed the door open and walked in. Seeing the intimate posture of Bai Xian and I, a trace of discomfort flashed across the old lady's face.

Obviously, she didn't expect that young people nowadays are so open.

I didn't deliberately avoid it. It's just a hug, what's wrong with that?

There are so many people hugging and being affectionate on the street.

Bai Xian and I are in our own home, so there is no need to be embarrassed.

"You are quite heartless when you say this. If I don't come to say something fair, wouldn't my Xian'er be bullied to death by you? If you have a little bit of guts, you won't say such things."

Granny Long didn't know when she had a cane in her hand.

As he was talking, he was knocking his cane loudly.

I guessed that people downstairs had already started to curse.

I didn't dare to say anything more. If I angered her, I would be in trouble.

I looked at Granny Long helplessly. I really wanted to beg for mercy, begging her not to be angry and not to argue with me.

Of course, I felt that if I just begged for mercy, it would be too spineless.

"Granny Long, don't argue with him. He just cares too much. He is also for my own good. Don't be angry. There are some things I haven't had time to explain to him."

Before I had time to open my mouth to defend myself, I heard Bai Xian explaining for me.

Bai Xian was obviously mad at me just now, but she still wanted to speak for me. It was really unfair to her.

I know I have wronged Bai Xian, but I don't know what to say to her.

I really want to tell her that if you really don't like me that much, I will find a way to solve the curse problem.

You go find your own happiness, don't worry about me.

I don't want to pretend to be pitiful, but I just think why a beautiful woman like Bai Xian likes someone as bad as me?

Before this, I was as ordinary as could be, and even now, I don’t have any shining points.

In fact, many times, I rely on the help of others to get to where I am now.