The Last Train to Hell

I also felt like I was being sentimental. The relationship between the two of us was really so fragile.

Or should I say that all my feelings are really just my own feelings?

I had no energy at all and didn't want to talk. I just looked ahead in despair.

There was no consciousness in his eyes. Wang Jiuye probably finished reading the letter and finally threw the letter heavily on the table.

What flashed across his face was anger and hatred for Bai Xian.

I didn't expect that he would get so angry because of me.

In fact, Wang Jiuye really tried his best to protect me. I can't find anything wrong with him.

"I should have known that this bitch had bad intentions. I was still thinking about how she and you have been married for several lifetimes, and I have been making excuses for her. Now it seems that I was negligent."

Wang Jiuye’s voice was loud, buzzing in my ears.

I didn't want to respond to him, or say anything else.

Now I'm in a very bad mood, I can't seem to have any interest in anything, and it's like I've lost my confidence in life.

"Su Ren, listen to me. This bitch is gone. It doesn't matter. Let's cheer up first and finish all the things that need to be dealt with. Then you can be with whoever you want to be with. If she is not happy, I'll take care of her for you."

I shook my head, I have never said I like anyone in my life!

What about me falling in love with Bai Xian? Like the bond of fate, like destiny.

But now that a bucket of cold water has been poured out of thin air, all hopes and illusions have been extinguished. What else can I say?

"It's okay, it's really okay. It's over. Besides, I told her before that if we can lift the curse on both of us and give her freedom, then let her pursue her own happy life. Now she's going If she pursues it, I have to bless her.”

I don't know how I said this, but after saying this, I felt a little cold on my face.

Touching his face, he found that it was all wet.

It's not surprising that I shed tears. Why can't I shed tears?

Thinking of this, I felt increasingly sad.

"Su Ren, please calm down. I don't blame you. It's her fault. It's all her fault. You can make mistakes and you're also very good!"

Wang Jiuye was comforting me at the side. Looking at the stubborn look on his face, I knew that he really cared about me.

But so what if he cares about me, it can't change one thing, that is, I am a complete loser.

Those who failed cannot fail again!

"It's okay, no need to comfort me. I think my life is quite meaningful."

I mean, I am the only one who knows what this meaning means.

At this moment, Hei Wuchang walked in. Hei Wuchang himself was not good at comforting people.

He cannot get off the stage without gagging me, and he is like Amitabha.

As for Bai Wuchang, he is obviously not used to dealing with these tragic things, not to mention that this is purely the scene of a broken love.

Maybe he remembered something and took Hei Wuchang aside to mutter.

I heard a few words here and there, "Lost in love, commit suicide!"

This is because I am afraid that I will commit suicide or die because of Bai Xian.

This is impossible, absolutely impossible!

Even if Bai Xian is the person I have longed for for a long time, it is impossible!

I have my own responsibilities and I have things I need to do.

I can't really give up everything just for the so-called love between my children.

"Don't worry, I won't do anything stupid. I just feel a little unhappy. Whatever happens next, we have to go all out. This is fine. Don't worry. I don't have to think about going to Muling Village anymore. "

I laughed at myself and said that I was just enjoying myself at the moment to comfort myself.

What can I do if I don’t comfort myself?

I don’t know what the outcome of the matter will be, but all I want is for someone to have no regrets.

Bai Xian's arrival and her departure were both unexpected for me.

If I really grieve because of her, or do something stupid, I would be sorry for the blind grandpa, and also ashamed of the sacrificed Duanmei.

After thinking about it, I felt that I had made a complete mistake by insisting on taking the corpse out of the River of Forgetfulness!

If I had known that time, I shouldn't have taken her body out of the River of Oblivion.

If I hadn't brought it out, so many bad things wouldn't have happened. Nothing would have happened, which would be pretty good for me.

The sudden accident disrupted my peaceful life. Now that I am older, I really feel that I can't bear it.

I can honestly say that if these things had been pushed forward for another year and a half, maybe for me, the grief would have passed after a period of time.

But this moment left an unspeakable scar in my heart.

Although I won't do stupid things, this thing is like a deep hole in my heart, and it is difficult to get rid of it.

"Well, I don't know what to say to you. Anyway, there are still many things to come, and the burden and responsibility on you is also quite heavy. I hope you can get back on your feet. As for Bai Xian, maybe she has something to hide. Or maybe you really feel that you are not up to par, that the choice is in the hands of others, and that you have eyes in front of you, so you always have to look forward and work hard towards the future. "

The man in the suit suddenly interrupted, and I nodded. I couldn't say that I was angry with him.

But I really didn't want to communicate with him at this moment, because because of him, I was sure that Bai Xian was completely trustworthy.

I also gradually fell in love with the girl who stood in front of me during the long separation.

The reality now hit me hard, making me sober up quickly.

"I may be destined to be a star of misfortune, of course, my luck may be in the future. I think it may not be long before I meet a girl who said to me, Su Ren, I have been waiting for you for a long time, and then the two of us will have children together and have a happy family."

When I said this, my face was full of bitterness. This was my fantasy of living with Bai Xian.

I didn't dare to disturb her, even if I knew where she was, I didn't dare to go.

Because I was afraid of bringing trouble to her. Now, the sudden appearance and departure left me with a mess and a broken heart.

"Hey, don't think too much. You are so old. Even if it is a marriage that has been destined for several lifetimes, you two may not be happy. Maybe you are forced to be together and have some calculations. Every life will be like this. The world is so big that there are all kinds of things."