People who have tasted the cold and warm do not need occasional sympathy and pity, nor will they be so unforgettable that they will repay with their whole life just because of one rescue.
It is difficult to pry open a heart that is as cold as jade.
But he already had her in his heart, and her imprint was engraved deep in his soul. From the moment he saw her, he had already opened his heart to her, and all his vigilance and defenses disappeared completely.
He even hoped that he could stay in Daliang for a few more years, albeit in a lowly status as a proton.
The unequal identity caused inevitably makes him sensitive and inferior, and he consciously wants to strengthen himself.
He knew that with her around, the palace servants would not dare to show him the slightest disrespect, but it was obvious what they would think in private.
It's just a humble proton who is lucky to be valued by the princess and may be abandoned at any time.
It's just a dispensable accessory for the eldest princess.
He will not be angry because of this, if it is just an accessory, it will indeed make him unhappy, but the name of the eldest princess in front of it has a different meaning.
The inferiority complex in front of her is nothing compared to being able to get along with her and get her care.
He doesn't want to avoid her or push her away for this inexplicable self-esteem, even if he is looked down upon or described as incompetent, it's just someone else's opinion, he only needs to care about her opinion.
He thought he would spend a long time with her, but after only two years, he was sent back to Daqi by her.
No matter how much he begged, no matter how much he struggled, it was no match for her cold determination.
The immature boy's eyelashes were stained with crystal drops of water, his eye circles were reddish, and he begged with a choked voice, he wanted to stay, no matter what, he wanted to stay by her side.
Maybe it was a kind of protection, but for him who was stubborn and gloomy, it was abandonment.
He returned to Daqi with deep unwillingness and helpless pain.
It doesn't matter, whether it's dangerous or difficult, as long as I can be with her, at least, I don't need to spend numb and tired days and nights alone.
He thought to himself, because he has no ability, he can only be protected by her as a weak person, and can only be forced to leave.
So he almost fought desperately to find a way to find her as soon as possible. During this period, the longing in his heart almost engulfed him. He could only recall in his mind the appearance of her when they got along with each other, including words and deeds, including Some crappy little habits, and always a cold and calm expression, in the past six years, he has lived like she used to be.
Just like that, he could get closer to her.
He managed to return to Daliang with great difficulty, but what he waited for was that the servants of the princess' mansion prevented him from contacting her, what he waited for was that she ignored himself because of Luo Heng, what he waited for was that she was troubled by her own feelings, this was even deeper for the young man pain.
It's not that he didn't have those dark thoughts, but they were always firmly suppressed by him.
Kissing and hugging should make people happy and shy, but her indifferent appearance, like a basin of cold water poured down, made him even more confused, his heart fell into a cold spring, and he fell into deeper torture.
If he really disregarded her wishes, cut off her wings, restricted her space, and got an expression of disgust or indifference from her, it would only make him more painful.
There would be no point in that.
There was no response to kissing her that night, the boy returned to the room, licking the wound alone like a wounded beast.
The young man looked at the moon outside the window, his long and narrow eyes were slightly soft, and his voice was low and soft, "It's okay, I can wait."
"How long will you wait?"
He must, will wait.
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I feel that I can’t code anymore, and the number of extra characters can only be so many.
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