The lone wolf of Freyrdrand

: Fiona’s Self-Destruction (Part 1)

Fiona shut herself in her room, without eating or drinking for three days.

She has been nestled in the quilt, doing nothing, doing nothing, even the daily swordsmanship has stopped.

“Pregnant…pregnant…pregnant…” Fiona touched her belly.

She couldn’t imagine the day when she had a big belly.

“If I’m pregnant… I won’t be able to practice swords for at least ten months…” Fiona touched her stomach over and over again, but she couldn’t feel anything except hunger.

“If I get pregnant… I will never be able to leave here… forever… I can only be a noble lady…” Fiona thought about her future over and over again, and the best ending she could think of was Train your child to be a master of swordsmanship, and let him or her fulfill the dream that he or she cannot realize, to defend the home and country, and to go to battle to kill the enemy.

But Fiona is equivalent to giving up her own dream.

“Can I really accept it?” Fiona wasn’t sure.

She thought of Galen.

The eldest son of the Crownguard family, Lux’s older brother, Fiona’s peer, a man who was once regarded by Fiona as a competitor.

Now Galen is the leader of the Fearless Vanguard, the most shining new star in the army, the [Power of Demacia] personally appointed by the king, enjoying the greatest glory and honoring his ancestors.

As for Fiona herself, she has nothing but swordsmanship but hasn’t made any achievements. She doesn’t have any honors in her body, so she can only spend her empty life in this house.

Fiona was not reconciled.

Boom, boom, boom.

There was a light knock on the door.

Fiona ignored it, she didn’t want to see anyone now.

The knock on the door disappeared after a while, but a few minutes later, there was another knock.

But it wasn’t the door that was ringing, this time it was the window that was ringing.

“Window?” Fiona was startled. This is the third floor, and there are only balconies outside.

She poked her head out from under the quilt, and saw a beautiful woman standing outside the window watching her quietly.

Fiona was startled, that woman was Morgana.

Seeing that Fiona saw her, Morgana knocked on the window again, meaning that she wanted to come in.

Fiona hesitated for a moment, but got out of bed and opened the window for Morgana, and at the same time looked out of the balcony in amazement: “How did you climb up?”

“That’s how I climbed up.” Morgana said plainly.

Fiona looked at Morgana’s slender and weak body in surprise. She was wearing aShe was wearing a strange thick skirt that wasn’t even wrinkled. I don’t know how she managed to climb up: “I didn’t expect you to have such skills…”

“Can I go in?” Morgana asked, “I want to chat with you.”

Fiona’s expression darkened: “It was Robert and Catherine who told you to persuade me?”

“No, I want to talk to you myself.” Morgana said, “Both Cousin Robert and Cousin Catherine are out today. I wanted to talk to you alone while they were away.”

Fiona looked into Morgana’s eyes. She didn’t hate this girl, and even sympathized with her after hearing Morgana’s story. This seemingly pampered noble girl actually had a more tragic past than Fiona’s.

“Oh…you come in.” Fiona finally decided to chat with Morgana.

The two sat down at the place where Lestara was preaching to the girls a few days ago. Morgana took out a small piece of bread and handed it to Fiona: “Eat some first, so that you can at least think about things.”

Fiona ate the bread, tasteless: “Are you here to persuade me to accept the pregnancy?”

“Yes.” Morgana didn’t beat around the bush, “It’s good for everyone.”

Fiona was silent.

“Demacia has a small population, and childbirth has always been the top priority.” Morgana said, “For serving the country, the king once said that successfully giving birth to a few healthy children is better than killing dozens of children on the battlefield.” Soldiers of an enemy country are far more important.”

Fiona knew that what Morgana said was reasonable, but she still couldn’t accept it: “But this is not my ideal!

No matter how many children you have, you won’t be honored! It will not be recorded in the annals of history either! I don’t want to grow old in obscurity! I have practiced the Laurent Mind Eye Knife for so many years! It can’t just be so deserted! ”

“I can understand your feelings.” Morgana said, “But I didn’t let you waste your sword skills. I want you not to directly resist the decision to get you pregnant. You can seek some negotiation.”

“Negotiation?”

“For example, after giving birth to a child, you must have time at your disposal. Even if it is difficult for you to be recruited by the army under your current status, you can try to form a team of your own.”

“My own…team?” Fiona never thought about it. “Building your own team, how is it possible…”

“Cousin Robert is doing business recently, and he is very close to His Royal Highness.” Morgana suggested, “As long as Cousin Robert goes to talk to His Royal Highness, and you can show your ability If so, His Royal Highness allows you to form a team of swordsmen of your own, and it is completely possible to succeed.”

Fiona was speechless.

Morgana continued: “Recently, there have been frequent murders in Demacia, as well as the chaos of giant dragons, the instability of magical creatures, and the war stonemasons of Noxus. The army and demon hunters are not enough. , if you can use the fencing team to make some contributions, the position will become very stable, and maybe the fencing team will become a long-standing new organization in Demacia.”

Fiona’s eyes gradually lit up.

The future described by Morgana seems to be… much brighter than she thought.

“That’s more than that.” Morgana continued, “If you can take care of your family and career at the same time, and make contributions while caring for your husband and raising your children, you will definitely become an unrivaled person.”

Morgana observed Fiona’s expression, and then continued: “Marshal Tiana, do you know?”

Of course Fiona knew: “She is my idol.”

Marshal Tiana is the current speaker of the Crownguard family, one of the most powerful people under the king of Demacia, the supreme commander of the army, and also the aunt of Galen and Lux.

As a relatively rare strong woman, Tiana was Fiona’s admiration and goal since she was a child. Her biggest dream is to become a person like Tiana.

“But do you know? Marshal Tiana’s family is not happy.” Morgana said.

Fiona also knew about this, or the entire Xiong knew about it.

Tiana’s husband is the leader of the Demon Seekers, and also a high-ranking authority, but the relationship between the husband and wife is notoriously bad, so bad that even in public places, the husband and wife don’t act, and the relationship between each other Without saying a word,.

“Marshal Tiana is successful and famous, but she is undoubtedly a failure in terms of family.” Morgana said, “If your cousin is only thinking of establishing a career, then you can reach the achievement of Marshal Tiana at most. But if you can At the same time, let the family be harmonious and cultivate excellent offspring, wouldn’t you be equal to surpassing Marshal Tiana?”

Fiona was dumbfounded, she had never thought about the problem from this angle.

“As the saying goes, a true warrior is not one who rebels against fate, but one who accepts fate and changes it.”

Morgana strikes while the iron is hot, “You are married to Cousin Robert. This is an unchangeable fact. If you continue to rebel against fate and waste time, you will only waste your talents and possibilities. How about you and Cousin Robert Take a step back, you give birth to a baby, and cousin goes after that to let you pursue your dreams.”

Fiona gritted her teeth tightly. She had to say that what Morgana said was very convincing. Fiona really couldn’t go on like this.

“Robert…will he really do this?” Fiona asked.

“You should know my cousin better than I do.” Morgana said softly, “You know, what my cousin wants is to improve his status in the family. His own career is also helpful to him,As long as you show your determination, I think my cousin will agree. ”

Fiona was silent. Robert is indeed a person with no bad intentions. He has always been very kind to himself, giving him what he wants, but he just doesn’t appreciate it.

Fiona took a deep breath and said solemnly: “I understand, thank you Morgana, without you I would still be blaming myself in the quilt.”

“It’s nothing, you don’t need to thank me.” Morgana stood up. “By the way, if possible, I hope you don’t tell anyone that I came to persuade you. I don’t want to be accused of meddling.”

“Well, I see.” Fiona stood up and hugged Morgana. “Thank you anyway. Although my mind is still in a mess, I think I have already figured out how I should go in the future.”

“That’s good.” Morgana said, “By the way, my cousin will be back tonight. If you want to make things happen…you have to sacrifice.”

Fiona was startled, she understood something, then nodded.

“Your words are really useful. It’s much better than Mrs. Lestara’s talking for a long time. She should learn how to persuade people from you.” Fiona laughed.

“Thank you for the compliment, then I’ll leave first.” Morgana said as she walked towards the window.

“Aren’t you going through the door?”

“I don’t want to be seen by others.” Morgana walked out of the window, then slightly bowed to Fiona, and jumped off the balcony.

Fiona ran to the balcony and looked down, but Morgana had disappeared.

“You really can’t judge by appearance.” Fiona sighed, and then looked up at the sky. Only then did she notice that today is a sunny day.

“It’s suddenly clear…” Fiona raised her hand to catch the sunlight, “My life must not just be so silent!”

Fiona closed the window and drew the curtains. She ran over and opened the closet. There were all kinds of clothes inside, all of which were prepared for her by the maids in the house. [Source; Group]: 9? 8; 0; 2? . 0′. 5′, 8” 5”; 6” of clothing.

“I need to take a bath, aroma…where is it?” Fiona whispered, “Tonight…tonight…how did Madam Le Stara teach you?”

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Doomed not to sleep tonight.

—— Demacian Erotic Poetry

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