The Monster I Was Redeemed

After hearing Jin Ping'an's confession, Ai Liang's expression did not change.

He said very calmly: "If you continue like this, you will regret it sooner or later."

"It's okay to say I'm self-righteous or self-satisfied, and I'll talk about it later... At least now, I can't turn a blind eye to those victims."

"I want to ask you a question."

Ai Liang squatted down in front of Jin Ping'an and looked at his face: "The missing people in your mouth are victims, so I, who were involved in troubles by you, are not victims?"

"You know the danger of the investigation, but you still want to pull me in because of your lack of ability. In your eyes, the lives of the victims are the lives of the victims, but the lives of the helpers are not lives?"

"not like this!"

Jin Ping'an gritted his teeth and said decisively: "I won't let you accompany me to investigate, I just want you to help me deduce the clues, I promise, if there is an accident, even if I die, I will die in you. Front!"

Jin Ping'an clenched his pants tightly with both hands, and looked at Ai Liang firmly.

Unfortunately, before he had time to observe Ai Liang's expression, Ai Liang had already stood up.

"At the end of the day, you still can't guarantee the safety of your helper's life."

Ai Liang left this sentence and turned to leave.

This time, no matter how Jin Ping'an shouted, he never looked back.

...

Back home, Ai Liang changed her shoes and went to the balcony. There was no Ye Qing on the balcony next door. She should have gone back to the bedroom to sleep.

Jin Ping'an's words kept echoing in Ai Liang's ears. He looked at his hands, and there was no emotional ups and downs on his calm face.

The full moon in the sky is bright, but the moon at night is useless no matter how bright it is.

It can only see light at most, and it can't even illuminate a slightly dark corner, and it can't see where it should be.

Ai Liang's original intention to come to Qianhua City was to stay away from the maliciousness of Neihua City.

But I didn't expect that Qianhua Market has become so chaotic due to the influence of Neihua City in recent years.

Since he came to Qianhua City, he has been trying his best to avoid contact with the black area of ​​Qianhua City.

He didn't want to see these darkness again, so as not to rekindle the killing intent that he had finally calmed down.

However, if you don't want to see, don't see, don't those darkness exist?

Ai Liang stood on the cramped balcony, looked up at the sky outside the window and was speechless for a long time.

The security window at this time was like a huge shackle, imprisoning him on the balcony.

Ai Liang originally thought that it would take five years to vent the desire to kill, and after five years of ordinary and peaceful life, she would be able to change back to her former self.

The reality was completely different from what he had planned.

In the month when consciousness first returned to the body, Ai Liang could indeed clearly feel the joy, anger, sorrow and joy, and would respond accordingly.

Especially in the days when he just emerged from the soil, he would even take the initiative to comfort people.

However, the emotional burst brought about by this return of consciousness began to slowly subside as time passed, and he regained his previous stagnant state of mind.

Matter determines consciousness, as if his body has become accustomed to a state of wanting nothing.

As Ma Zheli said in the previous life, correct consciousness can guide people to effectively carry out practical activities, while wrong consciousness will lead people's activities astray.

The subjective initiative of Ai Liang's consciousness is too dangerous.

If Ai Liang is eager for emotional feedback to seek stimulation, under strong stimulation, a little carelessness will activate the kill switch.

Those who have seen the evil of human nature have four endings.

The first is a person who is himself a meaningless evil, a person who seeks chaos.

The second type is a person who understands that human nature is inherently evil, and who has given up on himself to join it.

The third type is people who don't like the inherent evil of human nature, but for various reasons, do not take action and watch from the sidelines.

The last type is an ideal person who knows that human nature is inherently evil, but also strives to make himself and the world a better place.

Ai Liang ten years ago was the second type of person. In order to vent his emotions, he chose private law sanctions and became a maniac who uses violence to control violence.

The current Ai Liang is the third type of person. He clearly remembers that when he tortured and killed the masked man before, the corner of his mouth was smiling all the time. That was a smiling murderer seeking self-release.

In order not to completely degenerate himself into a murderer, now he chooses to turn a blind eye to the suffering of the black zone, turn a deaf ear, and be a follower.

And Jin Ping'an is the last kind of person, he has a strong empathy.

No matter what the surrounding environment is, no matter how much malice he has endured, even if his life is in danger under the shroud of malice, he always pursues the brilliance of goodwill.

Just like the protagonists of those hot-blooded comics, they implement their beliefs one by one.

People with strong beliefs, whether good or bad, are usually extremely infectious.

To be honest, Jin Ping'an's words only touched Ai Liang...

It is not so much that it moved Ai Liang, but rather aroused Ai Liang's own vigilance.

Ai Liang was vaguely aware of his own mental state, and in order to suppress the violence brought about by his five-year killing career, his rationality was overwhelmingly dominant.

While suppressing negative emotions, his feelings are also disappearing little by little. Things that used to bring emotion and pain have now become trivial things in Ai Liang's eyes.

For example, Gao Fuye's fatherly love for Gao Jiajia will be touched by this emotion before his consciousness returns to his body.

But Ai Liang's consciousness began to become more and more indifferent due to the influence of her body.

If he went back to the day when Gao Jiajia's body was found, he would not even look at Gao Fuye who was crying bitterly.

Ai Liang didn't feel that this kind of change was inappropriate, but it was this unfamiliar change that he didn't think was a problem.

The night is deep.

Ai Liang went back to the bedroom. He didn't sleep that night, so he lay on the bed and looked at the ceiling all night.

After all, he had just washed ashore from the quagmire of Neihua City, but now he is about to jump into the quagmire of Qianhua Market again.

No matter who it is, there will be hesitation.

...

In the early morning of the next day, Ai Liang came to the cold street.

On the street bench, a figure leaned quietly on the back of the chair.

The person sitting on the bench was none other than Jin Ping An.

He did not give up persuading Ai Liang.

After the unhappy breakup last night, Jin Ping'an found a bench nearby and stayed for the night.

He planned to continue to intercede with Ai Liang the next day, but his exhausted spirit, driven by alcohol, still could not resist the sleepiness.

"Wake up."

Ai Liang raised his hand and pushed his shoulder.

Jin Ping'an, who was originally a light sleeper, was awakened instantly by Ai Liang's push.

As soon as he looked up, he saw Ai Liang in front of him.

Jin Ping'an patted his head, looked around the surroundings blankly, and pinched himself again to make sure that this was not a dream.

Surprise and anticipation appeared on his face, and he said in a hoarse voice: "You..."

"Come with me to the nearby bank."

Ai Liang interrupted his words.